Are you with Dazai today?

Shiinagawa discovered a big problem when he arrived at Dr. Mori's small clinic.

They don't have a key and can't get in.

Although Shiinagawa was able to open the door violently, but this is Dr. Mori's clinic, wouldn't it be good to just tear down the door?

The balance in my heart is quickly weighed, and it only takes a second to make a judgment.

The most important thing is that your children are happy.

If the door is open, just come back and help Dr. Sen fix it.

While Shiinagawa was thinking, Dazai Osamu was fiddling with something at the door, and after Shiinagawa finished thinking, he heard a 'click', and the door opened.

"Dazai is amazing."

They didn't realize the inappropriateness of their actions at all.

Shiinagawa was inexplicably excited, maybe this is not the mood of every child who secretly tricks the adults.

The crutches will be useless if you get a wheelchair, Dazai Osamu throws the crutches away, and can't wait to adjust his new love.

Then Osamu Dazai watched as Shiinagawa unquestionably wrapped the bandages from the small clinic around his body to ensure that he and the wheelchair could be bound together.

Osamu Dazai:? ? ?

"for safety."

"No-"

In the past, Osamu Dazai would surrender as long as he stretched his voice and acted like a spoiled child, but this time Shiinagawa only responded with silence.

"Is Shiina afraid of me committing suicide?"

Dazai was right, he really didn't want Dazai to die now.

"But didn't Shiina say at the beginning that she would not stop people who really wanted to commit suicide?"

He did say that.

Osamu Dazai had no expression on his face, his eyes lost their light, and there was no trace of a smile. There was something black and sticky accumulating there.

"By now?"

"sorry."

Shiinagawa didn't know what else he could say.

"I know it's a despicable thought."

"Doing something on your own will simply because of your own will."

"I'm really, really sorry."

Don't die, please live, because you are not qualified, so you can't say such words.

So at that time, I just watched her self-destruction step by step, but I really wanted to say it, and I wanted him to stay desperately.

But in the end, I still couldn't convey anything, so I followed her wish and sent her away.

……she?

"Pfft."

Osamu Dazai laughed out loud, and the oppressive atmosphere just now was swept away.

"It's really strange that Shiina would apologize for such a thing."

"Do you usually apologize for that?"

"Forgive you, Shiina is not the first person to stop me anyway."

Deceiving.

Shiinagawa's intuition told him that Dazai was not angry from the beginning.

What the hell is he thinking?If only I could be smarter and more sensitive, if Dr. Mori was here, I would be able to see something.

Shiinagawa pushed the wheelchair, and thoughtfully closed the door of the small clinic when leaving.

If you don't do this, the house might be empty next time you come, after all, the folk customs here have always been simple.

Osamu Dazai writhed restlessly during this process.

"Not yet?"

"Wait a little longer."

This kind of dialogue occurs almost every minute, and only Shiinagawa can answer it so tirelessly.

"what."

Shiinagawa suddenly thought, there are few pedestrians, no, to be precise, the place where no one will pass is right in front of you!

"Dazai, do you want to jump between the rooftops?"

Look at this apartment building of almost the same height, could there be a better place for it? !

"Eh?"

After Dazai's shopping cart drifted, Shiinagawa processed it into something even worse, and it's not uncommon for it to be hung on the deck after doing it.

Maybe this is the talent for making things happen.

"Shiina, are you a genius?"

The only one with the potential to stop Shiinagawa fell in less than a second.

After all, this guy is also a troublemaker.

Shiinagawa carried the wheelchair with one hand, and sent Osamu Dazai up with ease.

He took a deep breath and tensed his muscles to enter the normal fighting state.

"Dazai, grab the wheelchair."

"?"

The next moment, Osamu Dazai felt like he was flying out. Shiinagawa was not a problem at all for a child who weighed tens of kilograms plus the weight of a wheelchair.

Shiinagawa threw the wheelchair up a little bit every time the two floors separated, and then kicked the wheelchair out with force from his legs. The strength and throwing distance were just right.

He himself followed after the wheelchair flew out, and the two of them were frantic between the floors, never thinking about the mood of passers-by who accidentally saw this scene.

"Wuhu ~ take off!"

Osamu Dazai looked very happy.

Just then, an accident happened.

I don't know if it was kicked by Shiinagawa too much or because the wheelchair had problems, and the wheelchair fell apart in mid-air.

Then Osamu Dazai, who was able to fly to the opposite side of the building, fell down because the wheelchair fell apart.

How many floors is this building?There are about a dozen floors.

So the question is, how many seconds does it take for a person to fall from this height to the ground?

About three seconds or so.

So again, if there is no buffer or other circumstances, is it possible to survive at this height?

Impossible.

From the moment he fell, Osamu Dazai closed his eyes, with an illusory smile on the corner of his mouth.

Shiinagawa's reaction speed was very fast. From the moment he saw the wheelchair falling apart, he accelerated and jumped down with Osamu Dazai.

Since Osamu Dazai fell a little later than Osamu Dazai, Shiinagawa had no choice but to make his body almost vertical to the ground from the beginning.

The first second Dazai fell, Shiinagawa caught him.

After catching it, it was much easier. Shiinagawa pulled Dazai Osamu into his arms, and he himself adjusted his posture in the air.

Then the two of them returned to the surface.

"Dazai, are you alright?"

Dazai Osamu looked at Shiinagawa as if he saw something strange.

"Compared to me, Shiina, you have no problem?"

This is more than a dozen floors, and Shiinagawa fell to the ground holding Dazai Osamu without any buffer.

Shiinagawa heard the words and twisted his neck, moving his muscles and bones.

"Legs are a little numb."

Hearing this answer, Osamu Dazai was a little skeptical about his life. Is Shiinagawa really a person without supernatural powers?No, even if he has supernatural powers, the supernatural powers cannot be used due to the effect of [Disqualification in the World] while holding him.

Therefore, Shiinagawa was able to jump off dozens of floors while holding a person by virtue of his own physical strength without any damage.

Well, it's not unscathed, at least the other party's legs are a little numb.

Hiss—this is really where the old fox Mori Ogai got it from.

"Really, I thought I would definitely die this time, but it failed again because of Shiina's meddling."

"Ah, but because I was very happy today, I never thought about drifting on the roof, so I forgive you this time."

Shiinagawa blinked, and it came again. It was that feeling that touched Dazai's inside a little bit beyond the surface. Let's think about what it is.

Suddenly, an idea crossed Shiinagawa's mind.

[Suicide] [game] [bug] [genius] and other words combined together form a clue in Shiinagawa's mind.

"Did Dazai want to commit suicide because he can predict everything?"

Shiinagawa spoke cautiously, and saw Dazai's smile froze on his face, which boosted Shiinagawa's confidence and encouraged him to speak the next words.

"It's like Dazai was deliberately looking for bugs when we played the game before, so I wonder if Dazai is also looking for this unknown bug in reality"

"..."

"Because death is unknown and mysterious, so Dazai thinks of suicide. But at the same time, Dazai, you are unwilling to give up your life, and you still have hope for the future, thinking that if you live like this, one day you will meet something you can look forward to thing."

"I didn't understand what you were talking about, Shiina is so strange!"

Osamu Dazai finally showed a flustered expression that wasn't faked, and he tried hard to change the subject.

Don't let him escape, Shiinagawa reminded him over and over again as part of being a hunter.

If he missed this unexpected attack, Dazai will be ready next time, and if he brings up this topic again, he will definitely be fooled.

So Shiinagawa didn't stop.

"That's why Dazai is so contradictory. He has been committing suicide, but he often shows that expression of asking for help."

"La-la-la-a-person-is-no-law-sacrifice-love-"

Osamu Dazai simply covered his ears, humming an out-of-key song, looking at the sky and the earth but not at Shiinagawa.

His expression and body movements all revealed that Dazai no longer wanted to continue the conversation.

Usually Shiinagawa would follow Dazai Osamu's thoughts, but this time Shiinagawa didn't want to follow him.

"Dazai actually worked harder than anyone else to live, didn't he?"

Shiinagawa gave Osamu Dazai the final blow, a knowing blow plus a critical blow, causing fatal damage.

Dazai stopped talking.

Shiinagawa heard 'click, click. ' The voice sounded right next to it.

At first he was wondering where the sound was coming from, but then he noticed that it was Dazai making the sound.

Osamu Dazai's teeth were chattering, and the sockets of his eyes began to turn red.

Shiina:!

Shiinagawa panicked.

He squatted down so that his line of sight could be at the same level as Dazai Osamu. He seemed to have heard Dr. Mori say that looking at the same level makes people feel more secure.

Shiinagawa carefully embraced Osamu Dazai and gave him a hug. This was seen on TV, and a hug can make people feel better.

Osamu Dazai is really small, he is too thin, even if he is fattened up by Shiinagawa, he is still too thin, Shiinagawa can easily hold him in his arms.

Then Shiinagawa tentatively put his hand on the opponent's back, seeing that Osamu Dazai did not refuse him, he patted Osamu Dazai on the back comfortingly.

"Dazai...are you alright?"

Osamu Dazai sniffed

"Really, what's the matter with you?"

Seeing that the other party calmed down a bit, Shiinagawa directly hugged Osamu Dazai, Dazai threw the crutches away, and the wheelchair fell apart again, so let's go home with Dazai in his arms.

"sorry."

"I will never forgive you."

"Uh...then eat crab meat stew today? Is that okay?"

"..."

Osamu Dazai simply buried his head in Shiinagawa's arms, leaning on the heart of the other party, listening to the sound of life that the organs there were functioning well.

Osamu Dazai did not speak for a long time, until Shiinagawa thought that Osamu Dazai had fallen asleep, and then Osamu Dazai whispered

"That's why I hate Shiina the most."

"But I like Dazai very much."

"Ahh! I fell asleep and I didn't hear anything!"

"Okay, then I'll pretend to be Dazai and fall asleep."

Shiinagawa handles Dazai's little waywardness very well.

"Then please take it as my own soliloquy."

"That... I knew it from the first time I saw Dazai, Dazai is here for you."

Shiinagawa gently tapped Osamu Dazai's heart on his left chest.

"It's kind of broken."

"..."

"After what happened just now, I can finally be sure."

"The bottle in Dazai's heart has cracked, but if you pour something into it, it won't leak out."

Shiinagawa worked hard to organize his language and express his thoughts as accurately as possible.

"You're adding cracks while trying to find something to fill your bottle with."

"I think, you can continue to maintain this precarious state because you still insist on something in your heart."

Osamu Dazai's nose was red, and his whole face was wrinkled.

"What do I look like to Shiina?"

Shiinagawa's intuition told him that this answer is very important, but he is really not good at feeling other people's mood, what answer does Dazai want to hear?

Shiinagawa was thinking hard, and his only audience didn't push, just waited patiently.

"Dazai is—"

"Uh-huh."

"Dazai cried with red eyes, sniffed his nose, and wrinkled his whole face like any child I've ever seen crying."

"Eh?"

"The smile is very cute. When you smile, you will show your little canine teeth. When you act coquettishly, it is sweeter than honey."

"No, wait!"

"It's been fun all the time, and if it was with Dazai, I'd probably never be bored."

"Ahh! Stop talking!"

"Also, uh..."

Osamu Dazai tightly covered Shiinagawa's mouth with his hand, Shiinagawa noticed that Osamu Dazai's face was redder than before, is it uncomfortable?

Osamu Dazai didn't move, neither did Shiinagawa, the two of them were in a stalemate, Shiinagawa looked at him suspiciously and asked what was wrong with his eyes.

Dazai took several deep breaths before finally calming down.

"No, I already know, fully understand how Shiina sees me, so don't say any more!"

Shiinagawa nodded obediently, and after receiving Shiinagawa's assurance, Osamu Dazai slowly and vigilantly moved his hand away.

"Can I say one more thing?"

Seeing that Osamu Dazai's hand was about to cover it again, Shiinagawa, who had a strong desire to survive, opened his mouth quickly.

"It has nothing to do with the question Dazai asked me just now! I promise."

Only then did Osamu Dazai agree, but he still looked at Shiinagawa warily.

"Dazai."

Shiinagawa lowered his voice, trying to make himself look more harmless so that he would not scare the little black cat who just got closer to him.

"Please teach me more in the future."

Osamu Dazai was stunned, his mouth opened and closed but did not make a sound, which looked a little funny, Shiinagawa just waited patiently, just like Osamu Dazai was waiting for his answer just now.

In the end, Osamu Dazai made a very small sound. If it wasn't for Shiinagawa's hearing that is much better than that of ordinary people, he might not have noticed it.

"why?"

Now Shiinagawa didn't hesitate, and the answer came out of his mouth.

"Because I like Dazai."

"Umm...Although I am very arrogant like this, I think I might treat Dazai like a younger brother."

"..."

Dazai was silent for a while.

"Shiina really likes to talk to herself."

"But surprisingly, not annoying."

.........

【I gotta go. 】

【Um. 】

[This is the last. 】

【Um. 】

[Is it okay to be alone? 】

【Um. 】

【Well, I'm sorry to let you see such an ugly side of me, then...then...say goodbye. 】

【…】

【Um. 】