Are you with Dazai today?

It was so hot, his throat was so thirsty, the heat from inside to outside gave Shiinagawa the illusion of being burned.

Now his whole person's perspective has changed drastically, it has become a top-down perspective, and then he realizes that he seems to be floating in the air now.

This is really novel, Shiinagawa thought as he looked at his body lying on the hospital bed.

He could see Osamu Dazai standing by his bed talking to others, and he could hear what they were saying.

"I gave you three hours, a total of [-] seconds, to stop all unnecessary work in your hands and concentrate on doing this one thing, and now you tell me that you can't find the reason for the persistent high fever?!"

Now Osamu Dazai's face is gloomy, as if water could drip out, Shiinagawa looked at Osamu Dazai curiously, and slowly remembered what happened.

Yes, he screwed up.

Shiinagawa felt a little regretful if he knew that he should come up and fight first. Why didn't he make a move when Tina first showed her true nature when he was in the cafe?

No, was that in her nature after all?Or is it her role-playing on a whim, from the very beginning when she was drilled into her mind by that kind of bug, she was just pretending?

There are too many questions I want to ask, I can't figure it out anymore, and the person who can give him the answer has disappeared.

And the most important thing is to cause trouble for Dazai. He obviously wanted to help him, but it backfired and he messed up the matter.

Shiinagawa listened to the conversation between Dazai Osamu and the doctor, and almost figured out what the situation was now.

It seems that he fainted in the coffee shop, and was rushed to the hospital by Dazai Osamu and the others, but for some reason, he didn't respond to how he called, and he still maintained a [-]-degree high fever that could not be subdued.

It's a matter of course that he can't wake up, because Shiinagawa's consciousness is currently suspended in mid-air, and what's worse is that he doesn't know what to do now.

Judging from the novels Osamu Dazai read that Shiinagawa mentioned, he may be in a state of out-of-body state now, which sounds fantastic, but after seeing all kinds of weird things I don't think it's fantasy anymore.

But having said that, the fever has been maintained at [-] degrees, is he in a bad state now?Shiinagawa, who has never been sick and is in good health, has a question in his heart.

While Shiinagawa was thinking about what to do, there was a "Hi!" sound from the side. The voice was like some kind of inferior tape recorder, hoarse and mixed with uncomfortable noises.

But Shiinagawa was half a beat slow to realize that the 'hi' was speaking to him, and he blinked and looked towards the source of the sound.

So he met a black figure, literally black, clearly in front of his eyes, but he could only see a black silhouette.

"...Ah, hello?"

"Hello, hello, it's really bad right now."

Voices popped out of the thing's mouth one by one, still hoarse and loud, making the sole listener uncomfortable.

"Yes, it will be terrible if you don't go back soon."

Shiinagawa watched Osamu Dazai say a few more words to the doctor beside him, his expression became more gloomy, while the poor doctor next to him was quite frightened, and then Osamu Dazai left the room.

"Let's go."

"Yes, let's go, because Dazai is very busy recently, so there is no other way."

Shiinagawa watched Osamu Dazai until he disappeared at the end of the corridor.

"You like it?"

Shiinagawa inexplicably heard a sense of pleasure from the black shadow beside him.

"Yes, very important to me."

Anyone who saw this scene now would find it extremely weird, with ghosts floating in the air and black shadows with blurred outlines.

But only if someone can see them.

Like an old friend who has known him for many years, Shiinagawa didn't ask what the black lacquered gentleman or lady beside him was. He felt an incredible calm now.

"So, do you still want to die?"

"No, every day is full now, so I don't have time to think about that kind of thing at all."

Yes, it is very fulfilling, I feel the joy of cooking, and I have to devote my mind to deal with Dazai Osamu’s various whims, and I have established a good relationship with Mr. Sakunosuke’s children. Occasionally, I will go to the bar with Mr. Sakunosuke or Mr. Ango have a drink.

Although he always ordered mocktails at the bar.

It's already very happy to go on like this, Shiinagawa thought about it more than once.

"Hey—then, do you want to live?"

"Of course, if possible, my goal is to be over a hundred years old."

"Wow, with the ambition to live a long life."

"Well, yes, but it may not be possible."

After saying this, Shiinagawa fell silent, and the black shadow who had been chattering beside him stopped talking.

During this period, Mori Ogai entered the ward, he comforted the poor doctor who was frightened by Osamu Dazai, and then turned to check Shiinagawa's situation.

"If you open your eyes now, you will definitely scare that person!"

"……Eh?"

As if urging, the black shadow pushed Shiinagawa's shoulder, obviously he should only be in a spirit state now, but the black figure could still touch him, it's incredible.

Shiinagawa thought this way, but was pushed down abruptly by the black shadow, who pushed him back in a very rough way.

And Shiinagawa just watched helplessly as he was stuffed into his body.

Well, honestly, kind of scary.

Then Shiinagawa opened his eyes and met Mori Ogai who bent over to check his condition.

Mori Ogai froze slightly and then returned to normal, while the culprit who frightened people greeted him innocently.

"Good morning, Dr. Sen."

His voice was so hoarse that he couldn't tell it was Shiina-kun's voice, so Mori Ogai poured Shiinagawa a glass of water with this in mind.

"It's already afternoon, Shiina-kun."

"Then good afternoon, Dr. Sen."

"Shiina-san, you really—"

Mori Ogai looked at Shiinagawa with gentle eyes like an elder, and waved his hand to make the doctor who was standing by to back off.

He touched Shiinagawa's head, and Shiinagawa let him touch it, and finally rubbed the other's palm.

Mori Ogai couldn't help switching characters, if it was Dazai-kun in front of him now, he would definitely run away when he stretched out his hand.

This seems to be the difference between cats and dogs. Mori Ogai almost laughed out loud because of his own imagination, but it was only almost, and Shiinagawa was watching beside him.

"Shiina-kun has been a strange child since before."

"Is that a compliment?"

"If Shiina-kun thinks that way, then it's a compliment, because weirdness often equals funny."

Alice, who was wearing a cute little dress, ran to the armrest of the bed next to Shiinagawa, and asked him with concern.

"Is Shiina okay? What happened?"

"Yes... please wait for me first."

Shiinagawa checked his clothes inch by inch, and Mori Ogai, who saw the other party's move, kindly reminded him.

"If you're looking for bugs or other equipment, you won't find them here. After all, it's a hospital. Even Dazai-kun will restrain himself a bit."

Shiinagawa coughed dryly, a little embarrassed that Mori Ogai had seen through his thoughts.

"About that, I think Miss Tina did it."

Mori Ogai tapped his head in distress.

"Hmm——Tina, Tina, I feel like I've heard this name somewhere before. It's a pretty popular name. Is it the maid I met in the coffee shop yesterday or the waiter in the mall?"

Alice hammered Mori Ogai's back hard with her small fist, making Mori Ogai clutch his back and howl.

"Rintaro, you idiot, what are you talking about!"

Obviously it doesn't hurt...

Shiinagawa looked at these two people with complicated eyes. To be precise, each person has different abilities.

He has never been able to understand Mori Ogai's interest. Obviously Alice is just his supernatural ability, and what fun is it to play such a role-playing house with superhuman abilities.

Maybe Mr. Mori is a jerk, he just made an excuse for Mori Ogai.

"It's true Shiina-kun, you suddenly fainted in the coffee shop, are you too tired recently?"

"……Eh?"

Shiinagawa's pupils dilated undetectably. Fortunately, his facial expressions are not rich, so even if he is surprised, it will not show on his face.

"I'm sorry, Dr. Sen, my memory is a bit confused now, does Dr. Sen know what I was doing before?"

"Let me think about it. According to the passerby's report, Shiina-kun suddenly fainted while sitting alone in the coffee shop. By the way, what did Shiina-kun mean when he said 'Miss Tina did it' just now? "

Shiinagawa did not answer Mori Ogai's question.

"Is Dr. Sen very free recently?"

"Hey - Shiina-kun actually asked me directly if the leader has been free recently. Does this mean that the doctor thinks I'm fishing? It's too much!"

Shiinagawa looked down at the quilt, as if he suddenly became very interested in a corner of the quilt, he pinched the corner in his hand and crumpled it, suddenly, he raised his head as if thinking of something.

"Doctor Sen, where is my cell phone?"

Mori Ogai pointed in one direction, and Shiinagawa fixed his eyes and saw that the mobile phone was on the bedside of the ward. He quickly opened the mobile phone and clicked on the photo album, and his eyes stayed on the latest photo.

It was a photo that the other party suddenly asked to take of her during the conversation. Shiinagawa was sure that he had taken Tina in the photo at that time, but Tina did not appear in that photo now.

what is this.

Shiinagawa now feels powerless as if he had punched cotton.

Terrible!

"Is there a problem Shiina-san?"

"...No, maybe I'm sleepy."

"Compared to that, does Shiina-kun feel uncomfortable in the body, such as dizziness or discomfort?"

Shiinagawa blinked and shook his head truthfully.

"There is nothing uncomfortable, no dizziness or blurring."

"Well, then I can rest assured that there is no abnormality in the body, you can't lie to the doctor."

"... Abnormal? Ah!"

Then Shiinagawa pointed at Mori Ogai's left eye as if he just remembered.

"Woke up blind in this eye, and can't taste since two weeks ago."

He said so calmly, this kind of Shiinagawa made Mori Ogai think of when he was still on Changan Island, when Shiinagawa came back from the battlefield alone, he also used this kind of "today's weather is so good" Ah' calm tone of voice and he's talking.

It's as if the left-eye blind and tasteless body we're talking about isn't his own

And Mori Ogai also replied in the same flat tone that he greeted Shiinagawa after seeing Shiinagawa returning to the fort covered in blood on Everdark Island.

"Really, Shiina-kun still doesn't care about his body so much."

"It doesn't matter what kind of thing it is. Compared with this matter, Dr. Sen, I want to ask you—"

Shiinagawa let go of the hand holding the quilt.

"Did I die on Everdark Isle?"

A moving, talking, breathing person asking another person if he is dead is a comical scene.

The person being questioned only nodded after a little thought, with a smile in his eyes.

"Well, that's true. When did Shiina-kun find out?"

The sky is cloudless.

The author has something to say: Shiinagawa: Dead?

Mori Ogai: He's dead.

感谢在2020-12-3100:00:26~2021-01-0511:43:57期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw the mines: Yu Lei, Qiao Mu, 1 turkey from Dandan;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 13 bottles of Xuewu Blood Shadow; 12 bottles of He is the Rose on My Heart; 10 bottles of Yi Fei, Zhuzhu, and Flowering Period; 1 bottle of Tan Yanmo, Write Five Three Together;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!