Are you with Dazai today?

"Huh, Shiina-san's paintings are great no matter how many times I look at them."

The blond nun put down the drawing book in her hand contentedly, and returned the drawing book to its original owner with some reluctance.

"I thought so before, did Miss Tina overreact?"

Tina puffed up her cheeks angrily, the overpowering facial treasure had no effect on Shiinagawa but attracted the attention of passers-by.

"Mr. Shiina, how can you think like this?! This is definitely a rare masterpiece in the ages! A masterpiece among masterpieces, a masterpiece."

"No, it's just a sketch, please calm down, Miss Tina."

Tina also realized her gaffe, so she coughed lightly, and the originally ironed nun's clothes were wrinkled by the hands of the clothes owner because of being too excited.

"I'm sorry, I lost my temper in front of Mr. Shiina. This is not good. Speaking of which, I am more concerned about one picture. In the first few pictures of Mr. Shiina's picture book, there is a picture of a boy by the seaside."

As soon as Shiinagawa heard the other party's words, she knew that she was talking about Dazai Osamu, because apart from the painting for Dazai Osamu, he thought that he had no more paintings related to the seaside.

"Yes, is there a problem?"

Miss Tina just looked at him with a kind of fanaticism that contained peace and kindness and made Shiinagawa feel a little uncomfortable, which made Shiinagawa who was sitting on the chair move away from Tina without a trace.

Miss Tina is a very nice person, she speaks softly and never gets angry with others. She also regularly visits orphanages or nursing homes to visit those orphans and elderly people.

It stands to reason that they have known each other for two years, and have been unilaterally appreciating paintings for two years, but if Shiinagawa's favorability can be shown by data, Ms. Tina probably stops at 59, and she is about to break through the [-] mark. degree.

Ango Sakaguchi and Sakunosuke Oda hovered between seventy and eighty, while Osamu Dazai never fell out of ninety.

59 is actually a rather awkward position, neither unfamiliar nor intimate. It stands to reason that people who have known each other for two years and still see each other often will not reach this level, but occasionally, Tina will show some fanaticism look.

This made Shiinagawa feel uneasy, probably because of this reason Shiinagawa couldn't get close to each other.

During the first few meetings with Tina, Dazai was basically there. At that time, the two of them just stared at each other in silence, making Shiinagawa think that the two of them were going to fight in a second.

But soon the two of them looked away at the same time, Osamu Dazai still held his arm happily, and Tina still greeted him with a gentle tone, as if the tension just now was an illusion.

"Sure enough, Shiina's popularity is all an illusion."

"Aha……"

What is the child talking about at this time?

"Oh, but Mr. Shiina is the kind of super popular person in my opinion."

Miss Tina narrowed her eyes, as if looking at something else through Shiinagawa.

"Really, really very popular."

"……thanks?"

Dazai Osamu pulled Shiinagawa forward without saying a word, with a gloomy expression as if he was about to draw his gun in the next second, Shiinagawa stumbled along Dazai Osamu's strength, and did not forget to ask the black nun before walking. say goodbye.

"Shiina."

"Ok?"

"If you have to score, how much is she?"

Shiinagawa:?

Shiinagawa looked at Osamu Dazai who was smiling and showing 'happy' everywhere, and said cautiously.

"That... I don't think you can use scores to evaluate casually, because it's hard to say."

"Okay, Shiina is dead-brained, so let me ask you in another way, what does she look like in Shiina's eyes?"

Although he didn't understand what Dazai Osamu was asking, Shiinagawa still told the truth and told Dazai Osamu what he saw.

"Wearing a yellow poncho, there is a gap in the heart, and the heart with blue blood vessels is exposed in the air."

"Humph."

Osamu Dazai rolled his eyes and looked very satisfied with Shiinagawa's answer.

"Then she is different from me, isn't she?"

"Of course Dazai is different from others, right?"

Here I have to sigh Dazai Osamu's face-changing skills. He has truly achieved a master-level character who can change his face faster than turning a book. He can smile brightly the next second after his face is gloomy one second.

"I'd like to eat apple pie this afternoon."

"it is good."

Since then, Osamu Dazai has never prevented Tina from getting in touch, but every time Shiinagawa and Tina meet, Dazai Osamu will ask Shiinagawa what Tina looks like in his eyes.

I don't know how the other party knew exactly when he met Tina.

Shiinagawa thought that there might be bugs on his clothes or other places he didn't notice, but he didn't care.

Leaving aside the question of whether it can be found, Shiinagawa would not have any objection if Osamu Dazai really put the bugs there. He is very conniving to Osamu Dazai in almost every aspect, including these. It's an extreme invasion of privacy.

But to be honest, Shiinagawa felt that Osamu Dazai didn't need to let him go secretly, as long as he told him.

Obviously, as long as you talk to him, you will definitely not refuse.

Shiinagawa also asked Osamu Dazai for his opinion, and also said that if he didn't like it, he would not have any relationship with the other party, but he was hit hard on the head by Osamu Dazai. Of course, it was only Osamu Dazai's hand that hurt.

What did the other party say at that time?

"Isn't Shiina very happy? Because someone likes your paintings so much, if you are happy, continue. You are an independent individual, not a satellite orbiting around me."

After being taught a handsome lesson by Osamu Dazai, Shiinagawa continued to be one-sided painting appreciation friends with Ms. Tina.

Now it was Shiinagawa who brought over some early paintings at Tina's strong request, including the only painting about Osamu Dazai that the other party hadn't seen.

"Mr. Shiina really likes him."

"...Yes, because they are very important family members."

Shiinagawa heard Tina chuckle, and the other party still spoke softly with a gentle expression.

"Take him away? Pull him this way?"

"what?"

Because the other party's voice was too small, even Shiinagawa, who had good hearing, couldn't hear what the other party said.

"I mean, Shiina-san should go out and have a look once in a while, it's not good to stay in Yokohama all the time."

"No, I don't need to say anything, I am happy enough to stay here every day, so there is no need to..."

"You don't think you need to make any changes?!"

Shiinagawa looked at Tina, who suddenly raised her voice, with some doubts, not understanding why the other party seemed to be angry all of a sudden.

"You think this world is beautiful?!"

No, I didn't say that...

Shiinagawa thought back on what he said just now, and made sure that he didn't say anything such as thinking that the world is beautiful, and the only thing that had something to do with it was 'happy enough every day'.

And thinking that the world is beautiful or something, such thoughts never appeared in Shiinagawa's mind.

The world is a huge garbage dump, a chaotic and disorderly messy canvas, if it weren't for [DATA EXPUNGED], he would have been unable to bear it any longer.

Shiinagawa was distracted, not noticing that the normally gentle nun changed her usual expression, and her facial features became distorted, as if she saw something unbelievable.

"You think it's beautiful? How can you think it's beautiful, and everyone else can, the ignorant people can, because they're stupid and ridiculous."

Her lips moved quickly, revealing small words.

"I thought you wouldn't be like this, the world is hopeless."

Shiinagawa didn't take Tina's madness to heart at all. If he wanted to, he could twist the neck of the person in front of him in a second.

The woman's neck is as white and fragile as a swan, and Shiinagawa can make red flowers bloom on her with a little effort.

And he just tilted his head

"I didn't say I thought the world was beautiful, I thought it was terrible but bearable."

"I knew it, I knew Mr. Shiina was different."

She is happy again, laughing like a little girl, she looks innocent but if it is connected with her actions 30 seconds ago, it will only make ordinary people feel chills, maybe the next second will call the mental hospital phone.

"But...but why can you bear it?"

Tina seemed extremely confused, as if Shiinagawa was saying something beyond her understanding, but she found the answer for herself in the next second.

"Is that so, is it because of that person? That person gave you the illusion that you could live on forever, and deceived you."

When Shiinagawa heard this, he was not happy, and he lowered his face.

"Miss Tina, I was not deceived by Dazai, he is a very good boy, please don't speak ill of him."

The person with the funny expression meets the person with the downcast face.

"Otherwise I'll be angry."

[DATA EXPUNGED] with a funny expression looked at [DATA EXPUNGED] with a downcast expression.

Tina returned to her original gentle smile, stood up and bowed to Shiinagawa.

"I'm sorry that I lost my temper. I shouldn't comment on you, Mr. Shiina, let alone your..."

Because Tina said two words very lightly, Shiinagawa couldn't hear what she said.

"It's a pity. I thought Shiina-san would become my friend in a great cause. It seems that we can only stop at painting friends."

"one thing."

"Please tell me, as long as I can answer it, I will answer it. This is my respect for you."

Shiinagawa's eyes stopped at the corner of the black nun's nun's clothes.

"Miss Tina is a nun, right? Or is wearing nun clothes just a hobby?"

"Then you have misunderstood me. I am indeed a nun."

Shiinagawa looked up, usually he would not look at people like this, let alone a woman, because he thought it was a very rude thing, but now is obviously not the time to care about that kind of thing.

His gaze finally stopped at Tina's neck, where there was a thin golden chain, which should be a necklace, but most of the necklace was not embedded in the clothes, so the whole picture could not be seen.

"So, if you are a nun, you must have that, so what kind of object of belief?"

Tina rolled her eyes.

"of course."

Shiinagawa didn't speak any more, and Tina packed up her things and was about to leave. Shiinagawa stopped her after she had just taken two steps.

"Is that crooked?"

"Do not."

Tina didn't turn her head back, so Shiinagawa didn't know what kind of expression this lady had now, but her voice was still steady, it seemed that she wasn't angry because of his words.

"It's the truth."

It's so dazzling, Shiinagawa narrowed his eyes.

Really, too dazzling.

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