Are you with Dazai today?

"The result is still not cut."

Shiinagawa finally couldn't bear to break the atmosphere of silence between the two of them. During his speech, he observed Dazai Osamu's expression unobtrusively and tried hard to figure out Dazai Osamu's current mood.

The sudden appearance of the former leader interrupted the struggle between Shiinagawa and Nakahara Nakahara, which had just begun, and the duel between the two ended in nothing.

Hirotsu Yanagi didn't want to stay for a moment after asking Mori Ogai for permission to leave, and left immediately.

So now Shiinagawa will face (think) Dazai Osamu who is angry much earlier than he expected.

"Hmph—that's it."

Osamu Dazai stepped on the edge stone of the flower bed, stretched his arms out to maintain balance, he looked at the sky and the earth, but he did not look at Shiinagawa.

"Dazai..."

Osamu Dazai ignored Shiinagawa.

"Uh... sorry, I was in a bad mood at the time, I'm sorry for yelling at you."

Shiinagawa's head drooped, and the moment he realized that he was angry with Osamu Dazai, he felt bad.

"Really... how many words of apology are not enough."

It's too bad, it's like scum, he can't even control the most basic things like emotions, he can't do this kind of thing, what value is there for him.

[It is a very immature behavior to be unable to control your emotions, so it seems that you are a failure, and I will not praise you. 】

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for being so useless, I'm really sorry for the trouble, I'm really sorry for disappointing you.

sorry Sorry sorry……

On the surface, Osamu Dazai looked like he was still angry with Shiinagawa with a cold face, but in fact, he was frantically swiping the screen in his heart.

Huh huh? !This development is wrong, Shiina why is he so wrong this time?

This is not what he imagined!

In fact, Osamu Dazai stopped being angry when Shiinagawa apologized to him for the first time, and he pretended to be angry now just to get some benefits for himself.

According to previous experience, Shiina should give him several comforting hugs after he gets angry, and I don't know what Shiina Chuan saw on TV that made Shiina especially like hugs.

Cough, although he doesn't hate it, Shiina's body temperature makes people feel safe, and just a hug can get warmth and a good mood.

This is probably Shiinagawa's unique personal limited magic for Osamu Dazai.

Then when hugging, Shiina would gently stroke his hair with one hand, and pat his back slowly with the free other hand, which was very gentle, comfortable and safe.

At this time, Osamu Dazai's anger is probably gone, and Shiinagawa will offer some small compensations at this time, such as cooking a hearty and delicious meal, or allowing and accompanying Osamu Dazai to play games at the game center overnight.

but!this time!What happened to Shiina? !

Osamu Dazai, who is very sensitive to other people's emotional changes, senses Shiinagawa's irrational depression and self-loathing.In Dazai Osamu's view, the current Shiinagawa is in a particularly bad state, as if a foot has been stretched out of the cliff, and it is crumbling.

Osamu Dazai was all too familiar with this feeling.

Osamu Dazai originally wanted to speak, saying that it doesn't matter, I don't mind, but because he deliberately acted very angry before, he is suddenly a little embarrassed to do so now.

No matter how eloquent Dazai usually is, he was speechless at this time.

By the way, haven't you been a little too quiet since just now?

Osamu Dazai looked around, although he was in the city center, but there was no one except him and Shiina, no stray cats passing by, no birds flying in the sky, nothing at all.

There wasn't even a wind blowing, and everything stood still except for them, as if time had stopped.

"Vertebral..."

Osamu Dazai was about to speak when he was interrupted by Shiinagawa

"What does Dazai think of me?"

Shiinagawa asked Dazai Osamu a somewhat familiar question.

"I……"

Shiinagawa didn't wait for Osamu Dazai to answer and continued talking on his own

"Do you think it's useless? It's worthless at all? Just living is a waste of air? There is nothing to praise except for being able to fight a little bit? If I lose, I will... I will..."

[There is nothing but fighting, a child like you cannot survive in society, listen carefully, this time is very important, so I must not lose, for my long-cherished wish, in order to be able to reach the root. 】

【…】

【Do you understand, Chris? 】

Negative, negative, negative, you keep denying me, sucks, sucks.

"Yes... I want to win, I can't possibly lose, no matter who the opponent is."

Shiinagawa held Dazai Osamu's shoulders with both hands, exerting force unconsciously, because Shiinagawa lowered his head so Dazai Osamu couldn't see his expression clearly, and his speech was so fast that it was hard to hear what he was saying.

"hiss--"

The strength in Shiinagawa's hand was getting stronger and stronger, Osamu Dazai felt as if his shoulder was going to be crushed, he couldn't help crying out in pain.

"what."

Shiinagawa woke up like a dream, his eyes were stained with fear.

He messed up again, failed again, and he hurt Dazai again, obviously trying to protect him.

"Shina!"

With a [pa] sound, Dazai Osamu slapped Shiinagawa's cheek with both hands.

"So-so-say-listen to people! Huh?"

Shiinagawa was dumbfounded by Osamu Dazai

"Okay... okay?"

"I want to eat crab meat stew."

Shiinagawa froze for a moment, then his eyes lit up.

"Ah, good!"

"And Shiina will play games with me all night.!"

"Ok!"

Finally, Osamu Dazai whispered to Shiinagawa again

"If you do, I will forgive you."

"Okay, then... shall we go home?"

Shiinagawa cautiously asked Osamu Dazai for his opinion.

"Well, go back."

Osamu Dazai grabs Shiinagawa's face

"I know that Shiina is very strong, and I also believe that Shiina will never lose. Will you protect me?"

Shiinagawa looked back, with a pious and serious expression

"I will."

Even at the cost of my life.

"Ah."

Osamu Dazai gave Shiinagawa a very Dazai-style cute smile. He turned around at an angle that Shiinagawa couldn't see, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth faded, his eyes were dark and dull.

Shiina's behavior just now was very similar to a stress response, tsk, it would be great if I could find information about Shiina's past, so that I could prescribe the right medicine.

No matter how hard you look for information about Shiinagawa's past, you can't find it. This is really tricky, so let Shiina calm down first.

……

"Guangjin-kun, welcome back."

Putting his hands under his cheeks, Mori Ogai took a leisurely look at the slightly embarrassed Guangjin Liulang.

"I'm back, boss."

Guangjin Liulang bowed slightly as a salute.

"Well, Shiina-kun is a nice kid, right?"

"A nice kid indeed."

Guangjin Liulang was talking nonsense in a serious manner, as if what you said meant what you said.

"But, will it be too..."

Hirotsu Yanagi didn't say the second half of the sentence, but Mori Ogai already understood what he meant.

[Is it too dangerous? 】

Mori Ogai chuckled, how should I put it, Dazai-kun is really too young, he doesn't want Shiina-kun to see him killing people, he doesn't want the other party to see his dirty side, he is afraid of being hated by Shiina-kun.

Mori Ogai can be sure that this kind of thing is impossible to happen. It is impossible for Shiinagawa to hate Osamu Dazai, because he is inherently worse and hopeless.

If Mori Ogai felt a little regretful that Shiinagawa's protection object was not himself at the beginning, it can be called a blessing now.

Although I don't know what Shiinagawa's selection criteria are, but it's great that I didn't inadvertently poke the opponent's point.

Too heavy, too heavy, Shiina-kun.

Maybe Osamu Dazai was not aware of it because he was also an abnormal child, but for Hirotsu Yanagi and Mori Ogai who have been in this world for decades and have rich experience in dealing with people, they can still notice it.

Shiinagawa's feelings are too abnormal.

Almost no one in the world can protect someone who has known him for less than a month. Because Shiinagawa himself is not a normal child, Mori Ogai didn't notice it at first.

Later, he slowly discovered what was wrong. Shiinagawa was almost obedient to Osamu Dazai, which was rare for Shiinagawa.

But at the same time, Shiinagawa has his own bottom line and knows enough is enough, so from the surface it seems that Shiinagawa spoils Osamu Dazai too much like an old father.

Shiinagawa is interfering in Osamu Dazai's life intentionally or unintentionally, inserting his own shadow into the life of the other party. The problem is that Mori Ogai doesn't know whether he did it on purpose or an unconscious behavior.

According to Mori Ogai's current observation, Shiinagawa can't do this kind of thing in a planned way, because Shiina-kun doesn't like to do things with twists and turns, and he can be emotionally slow.

So it is very likely that he did it unintentionally, and he didn't even realize it, which is a bit scary.

Shiinagawa is occupying Osamu Dazai's life, relying only on his own instinct, this kind of thing is just a bit creepy to hear.

After Mori Ogai's observation, it can be determined that Shiinagawa's spirit is definitely abnormal, but his usual behavior is too normal, so it gives people an illusion.

Overly heavy feelings, unusual dedication, not obvious self-loathing, and a subconscious desire to control that I didn't realize are some of the factors that constitute Shiinagawa.

The Shiina River only looks stable on the surface, but it is actually like an active volcano, which will erupt at an unknown time, causing devastating consequences.

Hmm - but if you are by Dazai-kun's side, there should be no problem, at least Shiina-kun will try to restrain himself so as not to hurt Dazai-kun.

Hey, but ah, there is one thing to say, even if Dazai-kun notices it, he may not be afraid, maybe he will be a little happy?

For a coward like Dazai-kun who is very negative about feelings, Shiina-kun, an abnormal person who is too positive about feelings, can bring a great sense of security.

Huh?It seems that these two children are quite complementary. It was really the right choice to bring Dazai-kun in front of Shiina-kun.

Mori Ogai chuckled

"It's okay, because Shiina-kun is a good boy, so there is no problem."

Crazy and restrained, chaotic and orderly, as long as this kind of Shiinagawa is used well, it will definitely bring great benefits to the port mafia.

After getting the guarantee from Mori Ogai, Hirotsu Yanagi felt relieved, in any case, as long as Shiinagawa would not have a bad influence on the port mafia.

The author has something to say: Hey, Shiina’s mentality was a bit problematic when I wrote it before, after all, he is a big guy who doesn’t even sancheck when he sees that kind of scene.

Speaking of which, my original intention was to write a sweet article, why do I feel that my route is getting more and more strange, but Shiina was slaughtered to appease, don’t you think mutual comfort is sweet?

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感谢在2020-10-1017:17:39~2020-10-1217:02:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: Liangye Fuyu, chuya single pusher 1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Thomas's I'm so handsome; 5 bottles for your pigeons; 1 bottle of cool summer, jasper makeup, and female human beings;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!