Are you with Dazai today?

He was dreaming, and Shiinagawa, who was in the dark, had a very clear understanding of his state.

Shiinagawa looked at the huge bubbles drifting past him one by one. Each bubble was showing a different scene like a TV. He passed through these bubbles very calmly. These were not what he wanted to find. Memories are not here.

I don't know how long or how far I walked, Shiinagawa finally stopped in front of a bubble, and his memory was reflected in the bubble.

【Anything is fine, whatever is fine, it's all my fault, please let this end, it doesn't matter if I give you my soul for this, I can give my everything. 】

And he... he saw the gathering sphere of infinite radiance

That is the truth, that is the truth, beyond the absolute scope of all whimsy and mathematical logic, etc., the key to the door of omniscience and omnipotence, where all dimensions converge.

Then a female voice sounded, sounding a little helpless

【Really, don’t pray to this kind of thing. 】

The perspective of the bubble began to change, and Shiinagawa couldn't help holding his breath. He had a hunch that what he saw next would be the key to everything.

Then he woke up.

Shiinagawa was woken up by the phone ringing at night, and the first thought after waking up was "fuck"

He struggled to get to the phone and his consciousness was still a little fuzzy, Shiinagawa glanced at the time, good guy, it's only been an hour since he went to bed, that is, it's only eleven o'clock now.

Shiinagawa usually goes to bed at ten o'clock in the evening when there are no special circumstances, and sleeps until six o'clock in the morning when he wakes up for a half-hour morning run, then goes home to make breakfast for him and Dazai, and lifts Dazai's quilt on time at seven twenty.

At this time, the breakfast was no longer hot, and it was just right to eat. When Dazai was eating breakfast in a daze, he tidied up the clothes that the child put on indiscriminately, and unbuttoned the wrong buttons one by one, and then buttoned them neatly. Put on ties neatly, and finally watch Dazai go to Hong Kong Hei or simply send him off in person.

No matter who made the call, it was unforgivable, Shiinagawa thought.

In that small town, he stayed up on the first day because Dazai suddenly got up at night to act like a demon, and on the second day he stayed up to guard Dazai who was frightened by that thing, and now it is the third day, Shiinagawa thought he I finally got a good night's sleep, and was dreaming of a critical moment, but was woken up by the ringing of the bell, and even Shiinagawa was about to swear.

As a result, Shiinagawa's anger that had just risen was extinguished after seeing the caller.

It's Osamu Dazai calling.

Okay, okay, I'm not angry, I can't control my emotions, but it's a very childish behavior, now, take a deep breath, Shiinagawa, you can, control your tone.

Shiinagawa answered the phone, trying to soften his tone

"Dazai, what's the matter?"

If Dazai dared to call him because he couldn't sleep, he wouldn't be able to see a single bit of meat in his meal for the next week, Shiinagawa thought ruthlessly.

The other side was silent for a while, only the sound of breathing from the receiver could be heard, and when Shiinagawa thought that Osamu Dazai was asleep, Osamu Dazai opened his mouth with a strong nasal voice.

"Shiina... uncomfortable..."

This time Shiinagawa was completely awake, without feeling sleepy at all, he turned over and got off the bed neatly.

……

Osamu Dazai, who was in the dark, closed his eyes reflexively when the light came on suddenly.

"Ah sneeze!"

Osamu Dazai sniffed, and pulled the quilt up a little more.

"Open your mouth."

Osamu Dazai opened his mouth obediently, and Shiinagawa took out the thermometer that Osamu Dazai was holding in his mouth.

"38 degrees six, it's very hot."

Having been drenched in the rain for so long in that small ravine before, coupled with wearing that wet clothes for a long time, Dazai's physique is weak.

Tsk, really, are you an idiot for not even thinking of this.

It seems that Dazai will not be able to go to Hong Kong and Heilongjiang tomorrow, come back and ask Dr. Mori for leave, Shiinagawa looked at the thermometer in his hand and thought silently in his heart.

After hearing Shiinagawa's words, Osamu Dazai curled himself up under the warm blanket, whimpering and acting like a baby.

"Shiina, I'm sorry."

Shiinagawa dug out the fever medicine that he had bought before at home, because Dazai was afraid of suffering, so Shiinagawa bought small pills instead of granules.

After helping Dazai to sit up and taking the medicine, Shiinagawa asked Dazai to lie down, then took a towel by himself, soaked the towel in water and tightened it, and then applied it to Dazai's forehead.

"Sorry, Dazai, I can't help you if you have a fever. Is there anything you want to eat? I'll make it for you later. You should sleep for a while after taking the medicine."

Osamu Dazai grabbed Shiinagawa's sleeve.

"No, I can't sleep."

Dazai Osamu's strength in pulling Shiinagawa was very light, so light that Shiinagawa could break free with a slight shake of his arm. Shiinagawa sighed and squatted beside the bed, speaking softly as if he was afraid of scaring the people on the bed.

"Then what does Dazai want to do? Huh?"

"Shiina stay with me, okay? Don't go."

Osamu Dazai's tone was soft now, his little face was flushed with fever, and it seemed that he had burned to the point of being insane in a daze.

It's just... so cute.

Shiinagawa thought inappropriately, then he quickly shook his head to shake off the evil thought, Dazai was suffering from a fever, how could he think like that!

If it wasn't for Dazai Osamu, Shiinagawa would have punched himself twice.

Shiinagawa took Dazai Osamu's hand away from his sleeve, because he was troubled by his thoughts just now, so he didn't see the panic and uneasiness that Dazai Osamu showed after he took Dazai Osamu's hand away.

Shiinagawa moved a stool and put it next to Dazai Osamu's bed, he sat on the stool and took the initiative to hold Dazai Osamu's hand.

"Well, then I won't go."

Osamu Dazai blinked, then covered his face with his other hand.

"What...it scared me to death."

"Ok?"

"nothing!"

Shiinagawa patted Dazai Osamu's body lightly like coaxing a baby.

"Go to sleep, just take a rest."

"Will Shiina sing me a lullaby? Just like before."

Shiinagawa chuckled

"Of course, if Dazai wishes."

Shiinagawa hummed that strange tune softly again, casting incredible magic about dreams, Osamu Dazai felt that his consciousness was moving away, and the temperature of others felt on his right hand reassured him.

"Absolutely, absolutely can't go."

"Don't worry, I will still be here when Dazai opens his eyes again, I promise."

Osamu Dazai relaxed after receiving the guarantee, and the small amount of sleeping pills in the antipyretic medicine he just took gradually took effect, and Osamu Dazai felt sleepy for a while.

Fluffy pillows, soft quilts, and someone beside him holding his hand and gently humming a lullaby to him.

This is really a very suitable environment for sleeping.

When Osamu Dazai was about to lose his consciousness, he felt Shiinagawa whisper something in his ear, but because the language and tone were too obscure, he couldn't hear what Shiina was saying.

[May your dreams not be disturbed by nightmares. 】

Osamu Dazai slept soundly for the first time in a long time. There was no blood, no cursing, no ghosts who died in his hands. When he opened his eyes, he could see Shiinagawa sitting on his bedside and holding his hand for a nap. Someone obeyed him. The promise, this recognition made Osamu Dazai feel better.

Because Osamu Dazai shook hands subconsciously when he woke up, Shiinagawa, who was already a light sleeper, woke up.

Shiinagawa still didn't sleep well that night, because he had to pay attention to Dazai Osamu's physical condition, and when the temperature of the towel gradually rose, he had to re-wet the water again, and he had to sweat so much that he kicked the quilt due to the effect of the antipyretic medicine Osamu Dazai covered the quilt again to avoid catching cold again. In the middle, he wiped his body with a wet towel and changed into pajamas again.

What worried Shiinagawa was that Osamu Dazai didn't wake up when he was doing these things. Was Dazai too careless?As a mafia, you need to be more vigilant.

As for Osamu Dazai's work, Shiinagawa and Mori Ogai have already asked for leave, so don't worry.

The fever has also subsided. Although the possibility of recurring attacks cannot be ruled out, at least Osamu Dazai feels much better now.

As soon as the fever subsided, the body functions began to function normally, so Osamu Dazai, who slept from night to noon, was hungry and growling.

Shiinagawa noticed this with a troubled expression, since he stayed by Dazai's side all the time, he hadn't had time to cook yet.

"Can I leave for a while now? Or Dazai's stomach will suffer."

Shiinagawa did not forget the agreement just now, and asked Dazai Osamu for permission in a serious manner. Dazai Osamu nodded very reservedly, and gave Shiinagawa a pass.

It will take a while to prepare a meal, so let's find something to rest Dazai's belly before then.

Shiinagawa thought so, then warmed a glass of milk, and added two spoonfuls of honey, honey should not be added, Osamu Dazai can't stand too sweet things but is a sweet lover.

Sugar is to be taken, but pay attention to the amount, two teaspoons of honey are enough.

Stir the milk and honey with a small silver spoon in a circle, the sweetness of the honey and the milk are completely mixed together, the heat of a small cup of milk is enough to cushion the stomach of a little guy lying on the bed.

"Dazai, drink this first. What do you want to eat? I'll do it."

"crab……"

"turn down!"

"Hey—it's Shiina who asked me what I want to eat!"

Osamu Dazai puffed out his cheeks angrily, and there was still a circle of milk stains around his mouth at this time.

"It is not suitable to eat seafood during fever."

During fever, you should eat more light food, such as vegetables or fruits. Seafood is cold in nature, so it is absolutely forbidden.

"Whatever."

Osamu Dazai curled his lips, and continued to deal with the small cup of unfinished milk.

【casual】

This word hit Shiinagawa heavily, and it was difficult, because generally people who say the word casually can’t be casual at all. Shiinagawa decided to try it out first, considering Dazai’s physical condition, it’s better to make porridge now.

"Is it okay to make millet porridge?"

"It's too light, don't do it."

"Uh... the tomato bisque?"

"Wouldn't it be too harsh? Don't."

Shiinagawa: ...

Osamu Dazai's mouth, a deceitful ghost.

Osamu Dazai finally drank the glass of milk leisurely and licked off the milk stains around the corner of his mouth with his tongue.

Shiinagawa took the cup from Dazai Osamu, and held the other person's body so that Dazai Osamu lay flat on the bed.

Osamu Dazai:?

Immediately afterwards, Shiinagawa took the quilt and rolled it up and rolled Osamu Dazai into a Dazai roll. Finally, he took out a ribbon in the room and tied the quilt with a bow. The whole process was smooth and smooth.

"Shi-name-!"

"Just drink spinach and lean meat porridge, don't change it."

Today he is ruthless Shiinagawa, and he will not be shaken by anything.

After doing all this, Shiinagawa clenched his left fist and put it to his mouth and coughed a few times to hide his smile.

Because Dazai looks so fun and cute.

Shiinagawa ignored Dazai Osamu's shout and walked out of the room to prepare today's lunch.

Anyway, if it was Dazai, it would only take a short while to unroll the quilt he made. Seeing how energetic he is shouting, it seems that he is already fine.

When she walked out of the bedroom, Shiinagawa felt a daze in front of her eyes, and her consciousness was in a trance for a moment.

He didn't care, and took the feeling just now as that he had too little rest, after all, he didn't sleep much these days.

Shiina's lunch today is spinach porridge with lean meat.