Are you with Dazai today?

"What do you think?"

In a daze, Shiinagawa heard Osamu Dazai asking this question beside him.

How do you feel?What do you think?Does guilty conscience count?Shiinagawa felt that there might be a big word 'Danger' on his head, and Osamu Dazai seemed to rush to slap him on the face for the answer.

"... quite atmospheric."

There is indeed an atmosphere of ruins. Shiinagawa had a fight before and directly turned the house into a "dangerous building". The unscrupulous Shiinagawa is simply more efficient than the demolition team. It is better not to destroy the building directly. that's it.

It's a pity that this building withstood Shiinagawa and Gide's nonsense, but most of it was destroyed, and finally part of it collapsed on an unknown night. Although the other part is still firm and standing, the degree of damage can be seen It's dangerous, and it's not surprising when it collapses.

"Oh—it's quite atmospheric, not bad."

Osamu Dazai's "good" sounded weird, which made Shiinagawa have to think about the possibility of being forgiven for the showdown now. Since he already knew that Osamu Dazai did not have an attitude of resistance to Shiinagawa's appearance, then he did not have a showdown. relationship?Anyway, Osamu Dazai figured it out.

"..."

Osamu Dazai looked at the thinking person in front of him, and he could almost guess what Shiinagawa was thinking. Sometimes Dazai couldn't understand what Shiinagawa was thinking, but sometimes he felt that Shiinagawa was really easy to understand, especially Now that the facial expressions are richer, you can tell what the other person is thinking at a glance.

"It's great that you like it here."

Osamu Dazai didn't know who he was angry with. This kind of behavior itself is very naive, not to mention that another person may not be aware of his emotions at all, so his anger behavior is even more meaningless.

"Dazai, it's dangerous for you to do that."

People who walk among the unstable rubble have to worry about whether the other party will fall every time they take a step.

"It's okay, it's okay, Chris just stay there and don't move, or I'm going to be angry."

Shiinagawa began to feel that it was not a good idea to come here, because Osamu Dazai's state made him a little worried.

Red, the overflowing red filled the sight, and sometimes Osamu Dazai wondered if a person could shed so much blood.Blood dripped down his fingers into the cracks in the bricks, and even now, Osamu Dazai felt faintly reddish looking at the ground.

"... Dazai?"

This person is always like this, he refuses to say anything, refuses to tell himself anything, he is an idiot who believes in Shiinagawa and doesn't investigate, why did he let it go because he thought that the other party must be fine?

always like this.

"Dazai, don't go any further."

Because Osamu Dazai said to stay where he was, Shiinagawa didn't move when Osamu Dazai walked forward.

"I'm going to lose sight of you."

He refused to say anything, approached and left without authorization.

Osamu Dazai took out a small object from his pocket and stuck it on the already damaged pillar, fiddling with something in a blind corner that Shiinagawa couldn't see.

"...Wait, Dazai, what are you doing?"

Osamu Dazai stayed in one place for too long, Shiinagawa instinctively felt something was wrong.

If you really are Shiinagawa——

The building, which was originally a dangerous building, was very fragile.

Although it is a somewhat random method, but it has been so long, a little, a little waywardness can be forgiven.

"I said so."

Osamu Dazai took a few more steps away from Shiinagawa. The bomb he chose himself naturally knew the scope of the explosion the most, so he moved himself to a place that was barely out of the range, although he might be scratched by the blasted debris. , but, who cares.

"My side is super-level-fire."

How many nights of insomnia, how many regrets, you must not know.

"If you're real—"

Osamu Dazai opened his arms in a gesture of hugging.

"Let's prove it."

The fixed bomb exploded, the flames exploded, and the column shaft, which was already in a bad state, did not persist in the end like the other half of the building that had collapsed long ago.

As I said before, this building itself is a dangerous building. It is a small miracle that half of it has not collapsed. But now, this balance was broken by a bomb, and a series of chain reactions broke out.

The collapse of the ceiling was inevitable, as did the other half of the building.

Shiinagawa started running when Dazai Osamu's voice fell.

Idiot, idiot, big idiot——!

Why doesn't everyone take their lives seriously? !

And Shiinagawa who was thinking like this didn't realize that he was also one of the people who didn't take his own life seriously.

"Give me a hug—"

Osamu Dazai smiled while standing in the collapsing building.

"Shiina."

"you really--"

Shiinagawa was very angry. He hadn't been so angry for a long time. He had already held the pendant left by Gloria in his hand. It was given to him by his old friend Bisen Ogai who had been with him for many years. It is easier to use and more convenient to carry.

"Are you stupid?!"

How can a child who is usually so smart be so stupid at this time? ?

Shiinagawa did not hug Osamu Dazai, but took his hand and pulled him to his side. The explosive force of his legs made him rush to Osamu Dazai in a few seconds, but at the same time, the fragments of the ceiling also fell down.

The epee in his hand knocked the past and the huge cement slab into the air. Watching this set of movements made people doubt Newton's laws of physics.

"If you care about that, just ask me!"

Shiinagawa shouted out, he was angry and felt aggrieved.

"If you ask me, I will tell you, but you just don't ask!"

"Huh? Shiina, are you an idiot?"

Osamu Dazai was also angry there.

"How is it possible to ask directly? What if there are other possibilities? What if it's just a hoax? Do you know how long I lost sleep because of this?"

Shiina River is not like Shiina River, and Dazai Osamu is not like Dazai Osamu. Others may think this scene is weird. Two people are in a collapsing building, and neither of them feels the fact of "collapse" Panic, can't wait to quarrel in this situation.

"This side has been worried for a long time because you don't welcome me back at all, so I haven't told you all this time!"

"...Shiina is an idiot!"

"Dazai is an idiot! Ah...that's why it's dangerous!"

After blocking the concrete slab that was about to hit Osamu Dazai's head with his arm, Shiinagawa pulled Osamu Dazai out of the ruins.

"You're such an immature brat."

Shiinagawa let go of the hand that was tightly holding on to Osamu Dazai after making sure that he ran to an open space where there was no danger.

"... Shiina is also like a child, why is it Chris!"

Osamu Dazai simply lay down on the lawn, tilting his head and looking at Shiinagawa.

"Chris was my old name."

Shiinagawa also sat down, and after hearing the reason Dazai shouted out, he didn't feel angry anymore, he just thought about what the two of them were going around for.

"I don't know what Shiina was like before."

"I'll tell you if you want to know."

What Chris has experienced is nothing more than a series of surreal worlds of magicians, that is, the Holy Grail War-Heroic Spirits-this kind of thing seems like fantasy to ordinary people.

"I don't understand what you don't say."

Shiinagawa gently pushed Osamu Dazai.

"But you don't tell me anything."

Shiinagawa saw Dazai Osamu rolled his eyes.

"You don't say anything.

"……Too."

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that I have to do everything by myself, and I have no idea of ​​discussing with Osamu Dazai.

"Speaking of which, Dazai, why didn't you refuse at that time?"

Shiinagawa was asking Dazai why he didn't refuse his forced confession.

Dazai Osamu was actually a little guilty, but he definitely couldn't show it, and he had to speak frankly if he wanted to.

"Because it is still uncertain at that time, so we still have to observe."

"Hmm, what if it's an enemy?"

"I'll figure it out, really."

Shiinagawa was skeptical about this, but in such an atmosphere, let's not ask more questions.

"So we're not a couple now, are we?"

The conversation has already been said, and there is no need to continue to be a couple now.

Although a little bit lost, really only a little bit.

"...Ah...About that..."

Osamu Dazai turned his head away so that Shiinagawa couldn't see his expression at all from Shiinagawa's perspective.

But judging from Dazai Osamu's reaction, Shiinagawa could almost understand the other party's meaning, and he felt his face was burning too.

"Eh? No... Eh? Seriously? Since when did it start?!"

"Huh—so you're slow."

"No, no, this is very strange, why did it suddenly become like this?"

He has thought about what Reinhardt said and what Tina said, and he seems to really have a different feeling for Osamu Dazai.

But—but—

"My body looks like a monster, so it doesn't matter? You have to think about it!"

The skin on the surface of Shiinagawa’s body was cracked as he said this, and the skin like the aliens in horror movies would only scare ordinary people who saw it. Although the body obtained from Gloria saved him from short life possible, but it also made him completely out of touch with ordinary people.

"Wow... this is really..."

Osamu Dazai caressed those cracks gently, and he turned around when Shiinagawa said that he had a monster-like body. Those things that are completely unlike human beings can be possessed even under the influence of [Disqualification in the World] Nor did it disappear.

"Isn't it very good, very handsome."

Seeing Osamu Dazai talking like this, Shiinagawa couldn't believe his ears.

"...Are you serious?"

"seriously."

"You are..."

Accepted, recognized, and told that it doesn't matter even with such a body.

"I don't have anything else to say in that case, so once again, I love you."

Shiinagawa quietly waited for Osamu Dazai's reply, he knew that it might not be easy for Dazai's personality to say such words formally, but he could wait slowly.

"……Me too."

The real body temperature held at this moment, Shiina Chuan felt that he would never forget it in his life.

……

"Ah, speaking of which, same-sex marriage is not allowed in Japan, right? Would you like to go to the Netherlands with me?"

Osamu Dazai took three seconds to confirm that Shiinagawa was serious and couldn't help covering his face.

"It's too fast, the progress is too fast! Why did you suddenly jump to this!"

The author has something to say: Am I not suitable for writing about love (collapsed)

This article should be almost over. This is the first time I write an article. At the beginning, I really didn’t expect that I could write more than 40 words.