The fat paper who wears the book villain

Pangzi's condition is getting worse, his body is thin and out of shape, and his spirit, which was always good, has gradually deteriorated.However, the imperial physicians were helpless in this situation.

Nanzhu has long since disregarded whether it is secret or not, and has found many things from the space, and studied them together with the imperial physicians.However, a few days passed, but there was still no progress.And the medicine he used to suppress Punzi's wound seemed to be slowly losing its effect.In other words, the wound has gradually developed antibodies to the drug, and the wound has obviously expanded after a few days.

As for Pang Zi, he also slowly began to feel the pain, and he could feel the continuous pain without moving or talking.It's not very sharp, but a blunt pain that never stops.If you really want to describe it, it's probably like the pain of women's menstrual period that Pang Zi has heard of in his previous life.Well, it should be more serious.

This feeling is really tormenting.Now Pang Zi felt that he would rather go through the pain once, even if it would last ten times and a hundred times more, as long as it didn't hurt in the future... However, that has become an extravagant wish.

The despair in his heart deepened, and Pangzi felt that he must die this time, and there was no turning point.In the past few days, his originally normal mental state has gradually failed, especially recently, when he fell asleep more and more and longer.I'm afraid it won't be long before he will have to sleep forever and never wake up again.

He never dared to tell his cheap parents about his injury.Since he became Punzi, his cheap parents have been worrying about him, and there is almost no time to worry about it.Besides, it was useless to tell them about it, it would only increase troubles.Therefore, he never let anyone tell his parents about it.

As for the fact that he recuperated in the side hall where the emperor lived, only the emperor, those imperial physicians and Nanzhu knew about it.Even Wen Zijun probably didn't know which hall in the palace he was recovering from, otherwise he wouldn't have appeared for several days.

In the past few days, the emperor didn't come to see Pang Zi many times, one was because he was busy, and the other was to avoid attracting the attention of some people.Now, the emperor only came to see Pang Zi twice in the morning and evening, and every time he looked at Pang Zi, he was more guilty than the last time.If he didn't think carefully and sent Pangzi out, Pangzi wouldn't be injured like this this time... This is not the first time Pangzi was injured indirectly because of him...

For the first time, it was his favor and the influence of the side government that caused the child's death.The second time was when he accidentally revealed his whereabouts when he went out in Weifu, which caused trouble, and caused the child to be injured while trying to save him.The third time... Counting, this is already the sixth time... He clearly said that he would take good care of this child, but he wished that this child belonged to his own family, and he wished that this child would be well, but in the end he once Let the child suffer because of him again...

The emperor was full of guilt towards Pang Zi. Back then, he proposed to take Pang Zi by his side to raise him. As a result, not only did he fail to take good care of the child, but he harmed the child time and time again... But, the child looked at him The eyes are still the same as before, without resentment or hatred...

The emperor sighed deeply in his heart. If Pangzi can survive this time, let him recover his identity, and find another reason, give him a title or recognize him as an adopted son... An adopted son who has no inheritance rights is considered a prince, but he is still a prince. He won't block the way of others, so he won't be afraid of those unfilial sons...

Punzi didn't know anything about the emperor's mind.Even if he noticed it and knew it, he would probably laugh at it.Shouldn't the immediate priority be to find a way to heal his injury and save his life?If he dies, he won't be able to receive even the great grace, can't he enjoy it?

Subconsciously, Pangzi didn't think he could survive at all.But he was desperate in his heart, but he would not be too sad, after all, he was a person who should have died long ago, and he was the one who stole it for the past ten years.Although, in the past ten years, he has not been very happy.

Pangzi woke up for two hours early that day, and then passed out again without warning.When he woke up Yoyo, he found that someone was wiping his body.Looking up, as expected, it was Nanzhu.

He sighed: "Did you really not listen to what I said that day? I'm about to die, so why do you bother!"

In the past few days, Nanzhu still helped him solve his eating, drinking and lassing, and he didn't let others touch his hands at all.The emperor didn't know if he was hypnotized by Nanzhu, but he didn't care about it.There are so many court ladies and eunuchs in this palace, none of them listened to Pangzi, and none of them dared to come up to pick up Nanzhu's class and take care of Pangzi.Pangzi was also very helpless about this, and mentioned it to the emperor, who said with a smile that he was quite relieved about Nanzhu.Apart from the emperor, he couldn't find anyone else to protest, so he had to give up.

In the past, no matter what he said to Nanzhu, no matter how he said Nanzhu, even if he uttered dirty words, Nanzhu would keep silent, as if he had never heard of it, just take good care of her. Pond Zi.This time, Pang Zi didn't expect to let Nanzhu speak or even stop what he was doing, but Nanzhu unexpectedly spoke.

"I know, you are afraid that I will be sad... You feel that you can't live anymore, you don't want to make me sad, you don't want me to miss you forever, so you deliberately find all kinds of excuses to make me give up..." Nan Zhu took a deep breath With a sigh of relief, he looked at Pangzi softly, without the slightest appearance of a wooden man.

"I also know that you must be thinking that instead of making me feel sad for your death and miss you for the rest of my life, it is better to let me hate you and stay away from you... In this way, even if you die, I will not be too sad. Too sad, maybe even happy... But, for me, no matter what you said or did to me, my feelings for you will not change..."

"I don't know if I really love you, because I can't tell what love is. But I know that I don't want to lose you, I just want you to stay by my side, and I'm the only one in my eyes and my heart , no one else is allowed. I don’t know what this is, anyway, I just don’t want to lose you..."

"I know that you are not a good person, and I know that you are not kind. But I also know that you still have feelings for me... As for Wen Zhu, who I once played, you have feelings. So now, no matter you What I say or do, I won't keep it in my heart. No matter what you want to say, please save it for later, after your injury is healed, okay? "

Pangzi: "...No, you don't actually know me. What I told you before was not entirely true, nor was it entirely what was in my heart. In fact, what was in my heart was more accurate than what I said Those are a hundred times and ten times more ruthless and vicious, but it's hard for me to say it because of my upbringing..."

"I understand, I understand. In short, now, you heal your injury first, and if you have anything to do, we will talk about it after you recover, okay?" Nanzhu reached out and gently smoothed Punzi's messy hair, with tenderness in his eyes Almost overflowing.

Pang Zi went crazy: "...What the hell do you know?! Please don't be so big-brained, don't be an eyesore in front of me, okay? Let me have a little peace in my last time, okay? I don’t want to die at all, the last thing I saw before I died was you, the person who indirectly killed me, okay?!”

The movements of Nanzhu's hands froze, and there was an imperceptible convulsion, then withdrew his hand again.Although he didn't know what the brain hole in Pangzi's words was, he guessed that Pangzi was telling him not to think too much.He lowered his eyes, stopped looking directly at Punzi, and only curled his lips slightly: "I believe that there is a saying in this world that love develops over time."

Pang Zi's throat was instantly filled with old blood. This gesture and these words were clearly the gestures and words that Wen Zhu made and said during his pursuit of Wen Zhu in the past!This man is too shameless...

How many times is this already?Can it be better?

In the end, Pang Zi struggled to turn over, and he was completely out of sight.

Nanzhu gently caressed Pangzi's back with his hands, and the corners of his mouth hooked slightly.Pang Ziguo really had lingering feelings for "Wen Zhu", every time he made the gesture of "Wen Zhu" or said such a sentence, this person would be like this, unable to look directly at him.It's like, if I'm afraid that if I look at him, I won't be able to hold on to the persistence in my heart... It makes him happy to hear and see, at least it shows that Pangzi doesn't have the slightest feeling for him in his heart.

Immediately, he touched Pangzi's protruding spine with his hand, and he couldn't help feeling a pain in his heart.In just a few days, Pang Zi was so skinny that his ribs and the spine on his back could be seen at a glance.Even the originally plump cheeks were sunken in a lot, making the eyes appear bigger... It is very distressing to look at.

Thinking of the cold jade and ice lotus that he saw in the ancient space books today, he gritted his teeth.These two things have disappeared from the eyes of the world for more than 20 years. Even if he wants to find them, Pangzi can't wait!Why in this world, only those two things may have saved Punzi...

Pang Zi's injury can't be delayed at all!In the past two days, the coma time was much longer than the awake time. If this continues, it will definitely not last for five days!His medicine can no longer support it!When he just changed the dressing, he saw the wound, and it expanded more than a circle... If it goes on like this, Pang Zi is afraid that he will really die...

Nanzhu gritted his teeth, he had already contacted the remnants of the secret sect who had surrendered to him, as well as Wen Zijun and Wang Ji, and asked them to help find out the whereabouts of those two life-saving gadgets.However, it took too long for that thing to disappear, and it might not be able to find it in a month, let alone just four or five days!Punzi, can't wait!

However, if it's the emperor's words... a certain thought in Nanzhu's heart is even worse.The emperor has a lot of people on his hands, and there are also a lot of hidden guards. If he can send someone to look for it, maybe he can find it quickly.However, those two things are the legendary holy medicine. If the emperor finds those things, can he hand them over to Pang Zi for use?Furthermore, the emperor and Pangzi were not his own father and son, so how could they mobilize people for him!

At this moment, a certain hopelessness in Nanzhu's heart was fermenting more quickly.If he becomes a superior person, then...he will no longer be controlled by others, and he doesn't have to worry about scheming, and he doesn't have to watch Punzi suffering and being helpless!

He can recruit a large number of people, turn the world upside down and find the holy medicine that can prolong Punzi's life in the shortest time!He can also recruit the most powerful doctor in the world to take care of Pangzi's body.He can even order everyone's dead guards to guard Pangzi day and night to protect Pangzi...or let Pangzi be with him in a legitimate way, without worrying about the eyes of the world...

There was a male queen in the previous dynasty, and she was very respected.Punzi is fine too, isn't it?

At this moment, a seed called "ambition" completely grew in Nanzhu's heart...