Male god, you don't understand love [holographic]

"Doctor?" Su Qi's heart tightened, and he couldn't help calling out.

Then he heard footsteps coming and stopped beside the treatment cabin.

The doctor's slightly apologetic voice sounded in my ears, "Mr. Su, I'm sorry, there is a little problem with your treatment. After our tests, your genes are perfect and you don't need treatment at all. However, your vision is There is no recovery... We can't draw conclusions on this for the time being. I'm very sorry."

"What?" Hearing the doctor's words, Su Qi was like a thunderbolt.He even felt a buzzing in his ears for a moment, as if even the doctor's voice had gone away. After a moment of trance, he said dryly, "What did you just say?"

It's not that I didn't hear clearly, I just couldn't believe it.

At this moment, Su Qi was sitting in the treatment cabin, with his head slightly raised, with a bewildered expression on his face, his eyes were unfocused on the direction of the doctors and nurses, this fragile appearance was matched with his flawless The impact on people is very big.

At least the doctors and nurses who were "watched" by him couldn't take it anymore, and said apologetically again, "We are very sorry."

Su Qi slowly lowered his head, his hands on his knees were tightly twisted together, and he had to use a lot of force to keep calm, "Is there really no other way?"

"It's like this," the doctor felt that he had found a way to make up for it, and immediately said, "You also know that this gene therapy has just been developed and is not perfect. Your situation is very special. If you want, we can Set up a special research group to study this condition and find a treatment plan."

"Is there anything I need to do?" Su Qi said, "I need to think about it."

"Okay, just think about it. After you think about it, just come here." The doctor said immediately.

Following this conversation, Su Qi's brain seemed to start to work slowly again, and he finally came back to his senses slowly, feeling that his hands and feet regained strength, and the feeling that his entire soul was pulled away completely disappeared. Only then came out of the medical cabin carefully.

"Shall I take you out?" the nurse whispered to him.

Originally, she was very excited to see her idol, but before the treatment was over, she wondered if she could talk to him when he was in a good mood, ask for an autograph or something.Who knew the final result would be like this?She didn't dare to mention anything else, and her attitude was a little more cautious.

"Thank you." Su Qi also replied in a low voice.

The nurse kept sending people to the door, probably Jiang Xia also sensed something was wrong, and immediately greeted him, "Su Qi, you..."

The little nurse shook her head at him, then pointed to Su Qi's eyes, with a gloomy expression.It is heartbreaking to see such a beautiful woman suffer from such a physical defect.Beautiful jade slightly flawed, infinite regret.

Jiang Xia frowned, and understood what was going on.Although I don't know exactly how, but now is obviously not the time to talk.

He held Su Qi's hand, thanked the nurse, and then led him downstairs without asking any further questions.

However, Su Qi suddenly stopped in his tracks, "Wait a while."

Jiang Xia turned her head to look at him, and seeing the obvious fear on his face, she couldn't help but soften her heart, "Okay, let's sit here for a while now?"

Su □□ nodded, and the two sat down on the bench outside the door.After a moment of silence, Jiang Xia said, "Su Qi, you can tell me anything you have, just like I told you back then."

Su Qi lowered his head, Jiang Xia couldn't see the expression on his face, and heard him say after a while, "Xu Qin is below. I don't want to see him now."

If it is said that other Jiang Xia can't understand, then Su Qi can be said to empathize with the mood Su Qi is talking about now.Otherwise, he wouldn't have avoided Zhou Yu and came here for treatment by himself.

But the situation of the two of them is completely different.He was cured, even if this matter is over, it is normal for Su Qi to dare not see Xu Qin in such a situation.

Jiang Xia pondered for a while and said, "I don't think Xu Qin would care about these things, you..."

He wanted to say "you should give him more confidence", but Su Qi interrupted him before he finished speaking, "I know he doesn't care, but I do."

Su Qi's condition was not simply a genetic defect, it even greatly affected his life.However, he was not blind from birth, but passed through.Before that, he had lived as a healthy person for 30 to [-] years, and it was impossible for him to adapt to such a life of sudden blindness.

He was able to endure it before because there was no other way. As a mature and rational adult, he could only endure it, and he didn't even let anyone notice his anxiety.And ever since he found out about the gene therapy, Su Qi was full of anticipation.

All his life plans started after the successful treatment, and he never thought about other possibilities.

Maybe there was a little thought in his mind that "I might not be able to cure it", but this kind of thought often passed by in a flash and was quickly left behind by him.Deep in Su Qi's heart, he always firmly believed that as long as he received treatment, he would be able to recover immediately.

He even had an unexplainable thought in his heart, thinking that he must not have come here to become blind, this should be the world's test for the protagonist, and he will be cured soon after crossing here, this is the truth. Normal direction.

However, the reality was so cruel that it shattered all his good expectations.

Su Qi agreed to be with Xu Qin at the beginning, no doubt because he knew that he could be cured, so he never thought that this would become an obstacle between the two of them.But things happened to be like this.

If he can't see it all his life, how can he face Xu Qin, how can he face the future of the two of them that he has expected and imagined countless times?

He couldn't pass his own test, let alone continue to be with Xu Qin as if nothing had happened.The other party is so good, even if I can see it, I may feel ashamed, let alone have physical defects?

However, Su Qi didn't struggle for too long. Xu Qin waited below for a while, but he didn't wait for anyone, so he would naturally come up to look for him.When he heard familiar footsteps walking towards him, Su Qi felt that his whole heart was lifted.

He even flinched subconsciously, hoping to hide himself, otherwise the other party would see it.He is not yet ready for how to face Xu Qin.

He couldn't even say to the other party as if nothing had happened: Xu Qin, my eyes are not cured.

Fortunately, there was Jiang Xia beside him. When he saw Xu Qin coming, he stood up quickly and explained Su Qi's situation in a low voice.Let Su Qi avoid the most embarrassing situation.

Jiang Xia probably felt that the two of them had something to say, and it was inappropriate for him to stay here by himself, so he left soon.

Xu Qin walked up to Su Qi and squatted down, took his hands, clenched them tightly in his palms, and then put his head on his knees, "Su Qi, are you leaving me?"

He is the person who understands Su Qi best in the world. He doesn't even need Su Qi to speak, he can guess the other person's mind, "Do you feel sorry for me, or do you feel that you are not worthy of me? So you are leaving ?"

"Answer me, Su Qi. Why don't you speak?"

"I'm sorry." Su Qi felt that his eyes were a little wet.He felt very ashamed and embarrassed, and he didn't want Xu Qin to see himself at this moment, "I'm so ugly like this, Xu Qin..."

"But I like it." Xu Qin interrupted him, "I like you. It has nothing to do with whether your eyes are good or not. I originally liked you with bad eyes."

A drop of cold tears had been accumulated in Su Qi's eyes for too long, and finally slipped down, dripping on Xu Qin's hand, making his movements tremble slightly.

"Let's go back first, don't talk about it here." Su Qi immediately stood up as if covering up, and his movements were too large, almost knocking Xu Qin over at his feet.

"Okay, let's talk when we go back." Xu Qin grabbed Su Qi's hand, "But you have to promise me first that you won't leave."

"……it is good."

But Xu Qin couldn't bear to go home in the end. After getting in the car, he set the automatic driving, and grabbed Su Qi to his side, "Let's talk."

"Actually, there is nothing to talk about." Su Qi said, "The situation is like this, completely beyond our expectations. I think..."

"Don't say what you think." Xu Qin covered his mouth, "Don't say what I don't like to hear."

"But it's true."

"Su Qi, before you went in, I told you that even if it can't be cured, we can still be like before. What are you worried about?"

"But I don't want to." Su Qi said, "I don't want to be like before. That's just a stopgap measure for me, I always thought so. I thought I could cure my eyes, and then I could do whatever I wanted It was in time, so there was no rush at all, and I didn't think there was anything wrong with taking a break for a while. But I can't live like that forever, it would be terrible."

"I understand." Xu Qin was stunned, "If you want to change, we will change. It doesn't matter, Su Qi."

This time Su Qi stopped, thought for a long time, and said, "I know, you may not care about spending more time on me, but I can't, Xu Qin, that makes me feel like a burden , must have your support to survive.”

He's a man with things he wants to do.So during this period of time, I even prefer not to see, and reduce the time in the game, just to prepare and pave the way for what I will do after my eyes are cured.

Unfortunately, all those thoughts were in vain.

After all, he is actually unwilling to succumb to reality, unwilling to accept that he is really blind, and must depend on the truth of another person's life in the future.

No matter how much hysteria and nonsense, in fact, it is just because of unwillingness.

Xu Qin finally understood what he meant. Although he knew that Su Qi could only submit in the end, it was impossible for him to say that sentence.So in the end, he just hugged Su Qi and said, "It's okay, let's find a way. I believe it can be cured. The development of science and technology is changing with each passing day. Maybe there will be new technologies appearing soon to solve our problems. Su Qi, again Wait a while? Let's all calm down."

He took a step back, Su Qi seemed to be convinced by him, nodded and agreed, "Okay."

"Before then, you have to try to do some things." Xu Qin said again, "I believe that even if my Su Qi can't cure his eyes, he is still as good and can do many things. It is definitely not just dependent on others The ones who survive. Give it a try, will you?"

Su Qi also calmed down slowly at this time, and during the conversation with Xu Qin, he re-analyzed his mentality, regained his sanity and calmness, and knew Xu Qin's good intentions, so facing his proposal, he quickly Agree, "Okay."

He is fortunate now that because of Xu Qin's pressing pursuit, he had to get out of that small room, into the sunlight, make friends, go shopping, and do other things like ordinary people.

It was precisely because of this buffer that Su Qi understood that even if he couldn't see, he couldn't do anything, otherwise he might have collapsed the moment he heard the news.

Even so, he still felt physically and mentally exhausted.After talking with Xu Qin, he relaxed and fell asleep unconsciously.

Xu Qin made the airship circle several times on the road.Because the airship can't leave the city, so we can only do this first.He probably won't be able to go back today, so he can only take Su to his own house to spend the night.

Su Qi didn't sleep well.He had a dream, in which he traveled back to the 21st century and became his original healthy self with normal eyesight.

Life in a big city is mediocre, going to and from work step by step every day, traveling on weekends, or going to the gym... Life seems to be very peaceful and normal, but Su Qi always has a vague anxiety in his heart.

He knew he should have forgotten something.But what it was, he couldn't tell.

Anyway, the life is so ordinary, and it will be decades in a blink of an eye. When he is getting old, Su Qi suddenly realizes what he has forgotten.

There should be another person beside him, but why hasn't he seen it all the time?

Where did that person go?Who is that?

Just after Su Qi realized this problem, the screen suddenly changed, and he appeared in another place, surrounded by a piece of whiteness. He didn't know where it started and where it ended. Anyway, it was endless whiteness, and he himself was The only color in it.

This time Su Qi didn't forget that he was looking for someone.

However, in this whiteness, he couldn't see any other heat at all.He could only run forward, run hard, and get up even if he fell... Then he suddenly found the direction that person was in, and ran towards that direction ecstatically.

But the person who has already seen it, can't catch up no matter what, every time he is only a little bit short, and the distance is pulled away by the other party.Even several times, Su Qi felt that he was about to grab the opponent with his hand, but he always missed.

The anxiety and fear in Su Qi's heart became heavier and heavier, and he even felt a sense of urgency, as if something bad would happen if he didn't catch this person.But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't catch the other party at all. In the end, he was in a hurry and blurted out the other party's name——

"Xu Qin!"

Su Qi suddenly opened his eyes, only to find that he was still sitting in the airship, Xu Qin was beside him, and even he himself was still resting on Xu Qin's body.

He breathed a sigh of relief, and his whole body slowly relaxed.

"Did you have a nightmare?" Xu Qin looked at him worriedly.

Su □□ nodded, opened his mouth but didn't know how to describe the dream.In fact, in the dream, Xu Qin didn't appear from the beginning to the end, or didn't show his face, but the moment he called out that name, he finally knew that the person he had been looking for was him.

Su Qi recalled what happened in the dream.Ever since he knew that his eyes could not be healed, he had lost all hope. For a moment, he wished that the time travel hadn't happened, and he was still the original self.But after this dream, he discovered that he already had concerns and expectations in this world.

Even if he returns to his original self now, in good health and everything goes well, he might not feel so happy, right?

Maybe things in the world are like this, there is no such thing as having the best of both worlds, while gaining some of them, of course you have to lose some.

Su Qi finally figured it out, if he was allowed to choose by himself, he would also choose Xu Qin.

So, why bother to feel sorry for what has been lost, and not know how to cherish it?

After figuring this out, it's like the big stone in my heart has finally been removed, and the whole person feels extremely relaxed.Su Qi sighed, then pulled himself together and asked Xu Qin, "Where are we?"

"Still in the city." Xu Qin said, "Maybe I don't have a car to go back today. Let's stay here for one night first. We'll go back tomorrow." After a pause, he added, "This is my previous residence. The place is different. Big, but no one else has been here."

"Okay." Su Qi smiled at him, "Then let's get out of the car."

Xu Qin was agitated by his smile.How did he know that Su Qi would think clearly after sleeping?I just feel that Su Qi's smile doesn't know what it means, so he naturally feels uneasy.

This residence is an apartment, on the top floor of the building, it also comes with a viewing platform with a unique view.As for Xu Qin's "small place", he is really modest.

Of course, this means that in the city, like the Haiquan base, because the place is owned by the Xu family and can be used at will, so the dormitories that everyone lives in are single-family villas, with sky and land, naturally much more spacious than here .

But... Su Qi can't actually see these, and really can't feel any difference.

The two went upstairs, Xu Qin asked Su Qi to sit down, and then went to the kitchen to cook. ——When he was downstairs, he ordered vegetables online, and the courier robot had already delivered them in time.

The craftsmanship of the cooking machine can't be distinguished from good to bad. In order to enliven the atmosphere, Xu Qin has been serving Su Qi with vegetables, and his attitude is somewhat cautious, as if he is afraid that if he says something wrong, it will touch Su Qi's mind.

Su Qi didn't persuade him, just ate vegetables in silence, through such tiny little things, he felt that he was truly loved by the person in front of him.

The breath he had been holding on for a long time was suddenly relieved.

In fact, how can a person's life be explained clearly?Not everything may be as he thought, even if Su Qi is a normal person, if he starts a company to do business, the scale will probably not exceed Xu Qin's.That being the case, why force it?

As long as you are independent in personality and earn enough money for your daily expenses, that's enough.If you insist on standing shoulder to shoulder with Xu Qin everywhere, you are putting the cart before the horse.

So when Xu Qin took a shower and climbed onto the bed, Su Qi suddenly said, "Xu Qin, let's do it."

In the past...he always felt that he had to wait until his eyes were healed, and then do this thing the day Qin Yan saw Xu Qin, as if it was meaningful, so he insisted on making a rule for him.Xu Qin should also understand his thoughts, so he never forced it.

But now that Su Qi has figured it out, those persistence will naturally be meaningless. It turns out that it is not that difficult to say this sentence.

Xu Qin was obviously taken aback, "Su, Su Qi, what did you say?"

"I said, let's do it." Su Qi said again.

He didn't even blush much.Sure enough, such a thing as shame can be cultivated. During the previous intimacy, Xu Qin began to become shameless, and Su Qi himself did not give up.

Xu Qin was a little confused, "Do you really know what you are talking about?"

"You don't want to?" Su Qi asked him back.

Xu Qin was silent.

He was silent!Su Qi almost spat out a mouthful of blood, he gritted his teeth and asked, "Really don't want to? It will be invalid after tonight, don't regret it."

"It's not that I don't want to," Xu Qin quickly explained, "I'm afraid that you will regret it."

"Why do I regret it?" Su frowned, not trying to understand Xu Qin's logic, it seemed that the two of them still didn't have a good understanding.

Xu Qin reached out and hugged Su Qi in his arms, "I don't know why you said that suddenly. But Su Qi... I don't mind if you use me as some kind of outlet for venting, or a piece of driftwood when you're drowning, whatever Good. But I want to make sure that you are willing, not impulsive, and you will not regret it when you wake up. At that time, you will definitely hide, and I will go crazy if I can't find you. "

"So, tell me now, will you regret it? Su Qi."