Male god, you don't understand love [holographic]

After coming out of the game, Su Qi lay down in the game cabin for a long time before the heat on his face cooled down.

Speaking of which, compared to before, Xu Qin's EQ seems to have improved a lot, and even his words seem to be better than before.If he can't help it, he will soften his heart and can't bear to embarrass the other party.

Originally, I just planned to tell Xu Qin about my situation today, but I didn't think about anything else.As a result, after such a conversation, only a thin layer of paper remained in the line of defense in his heart, which Xu Qin could pierce through just by stretching out his fingers.

If Xu Qin insisted on coming to him at that time, Su Qi really didn't know what to do.

refuse?reluctant.agree?It didn't seem to be suitable, and it was not the same as my original plan.

However, there are too many things that are different from his original plan, even if Su Qi wanted to care about it, he couldn't care about it.

Moreover, when he came out of the game cabin and saw the empty room, he actually experienced the long-lost feeling, which should be called loneliness.

A person, no matter how good his life is, will inevitably feel lonely.Su Qi used to enjoy this kind of loneliness, but occasionally when he was emotional, he would also hope that there was another person by his side.Even without speaking, even the air is different.

But now, the "person" in his fantasy has a specific referent.

If Xu Qin appeared in his room, what would he say?what will do

Su Qi knew that he shouldn't think about these unseen things.Because once you have imagination, you have expectations, and you don't want to wait any longer.But now, it was really not the right time, and he was not ready to meet Xu Qin either.

But he couldn't control himself.Su Qi has never been in love before. Although he has gained a lot of "experience" from the Internet and TV, even if he is asked to analyze emotional problems, he can speak clearly and logically, but when it is his turn to meet, those theories Neither seems to be of any use.

Uneasy, worrying about gains and losses.

Maybe I have really fallen into the vortex called Xu Qin, and I can't get out at all, right?

He sighed and forced himself to do something else, but no matter what he did, he would lose his mind halfway and let his thoughts return to Xu Qin, it was like a curse.

In the end, Su Qi thought to himself, forget it, he has already decided to be with him anyway, didn't Xu Qin also say that he would not despise himself?So what does it matter if you think about it?

So he thought that Xu Qin had finished his meal, took a shower, and then lay down on the bed to go to bed.

It made people blush to say it, but Xu Qin came to his mind again while taking a bath, which made Su Qi very embarrassed.Because he was not wearing any clothes at the time, and the automatic cleaning system didn't even make a maskable sound of rushing water, only a mist completely enveloped him.

Then Su Qi found that his body was about to move.

This is normal, his body is only 19 years old, he is at the age of youth, and he has just met someone he likes. When he thinks of the other person, he will react a little bit, which is nothing more than normal.

Fortunately, Su Qi held back in the end, and didn't really "solve it with his hands".It's just that until he lay on the bed, he felt that something was wrong all over his body, and finally he fell asleep so awkwardly.

Then he had a dream.

The dream was a long time ago.

At that time, "Huaxia" had just opened its server, and he and Xu Qin had just met, and they formed a team to do missions and kill monsters together.Later they received a small task of catching fish.The rewards for this task are actually very few, but there will be a follow-up task. After they help a mother-in-law catch fish, the mother-in-law will make the fish and send them to the blacksmith. The blacksmith will reward a hammer for forging.

At that time, Su Qi had just decided that he wanted to take the road of forging, so he wanted this hammer very much.Xu Qin, as a teammate, of course wants to be with him.

Then the two went to catch fish in the river outside the village.

At that time, they didn't know that the clothes in "Hua Xia" would really get wet once they went into the water, and they didn't have any clothes to replace.As a result, after catching the fish, they realized that both of them had become drowned chickens.

The design of the novice outfit is very simple and light, and the effect is very natural when it is wet... Do not regard evil.It was inappropriate to walk around in such a suit, so Xu Qin and Su Qi lay on the grass to bask in the sun, waiting for their clothes to dry.

The sun was warm that day, and Su Qi still remembers that feeling. Lying on the grass, surrounded by the faint sound of wind, the sun shone on his body, making him feel drowsy, and at the same time, his body became hot.

"It's so hot." Su Qi said to Xu Qin beside him.

Xu Qin turned to look at him, "Why don't we take off our clothes."

"Not too good?" Su Qi hesitated, "What if someone comes over?"

"No one will come." Xu Qin said sitting up and took off his clothes very readily!

Su Qi stared at his movements in astonishment.As a result, Xu Qin finished taking off his own clothes, turned his head again, and stretched out his hand to Su Qi.

Su Qi wanted to escape, but he couldn't move for some reason, he could only watch helplessly as Xu Qin picked himself up, took off his clothes in twos and twos, and the two of them squeezed together naked.

"Your skin is so fair..." Xu Qin said in a low voice.

Su Qi immediately felt uncomfortable, and at the same time, he felt that the heat in his body became more and more obvious, and he even felt that he was sweating a little.

Xu Qin didn't realize it, and still stared at him seriously, and asked, "Can I kiss you?"

After asking, without waiting for Su Qi's answer, he quickly lowered his head and licked Su Qi's mouth.It's really licking, the kind that sticks out the tongue directly!

This movement seemed to be electrified, and Su Qi couldn't help feeling numb all over——

Su Qi suddenly opened his eyes.He gasped heavily in the dark, and it took a while for him to feel something wrong with his lower body.

He couldn't help but raised his hand and pressed his forehead, actually having such a dream!Is it really because I didn't "solve it with my hands" before going to bed?

One must know that at the beginning, he and Xu Qin were just lying on the grass and basking in the sun for an afternoon.In the end, in my own dream, I actually...

After pressing the light brain to listen to the time, Su Qi realized that he only slept for two hours.It is still far away from dawn.

But after having such an embarrassing and embarrassing dream, Su Qi didn't dare to sleep, what if he continued to have that dream later?Or dream about something else, what should I do?

He got up and took a shower again, but he was not washed by the water. He always felt very, very uncomfortable. In the end, he had no choice but to find a towel, take a basin of water and scrub it, and then he breathed a sigh of relief.

The night was still long, but Su Qi didn't dare to sleep or play games, so he could only lie on the bed and listen to books.

But I don't know if it's bad luck today. The few books he chased all wrote about the emotional part.And it's just so unfortunate that it's actually a relationship between a man and a man!

Same-sex marriage has been legalized in the 24th century, so in the male channel, there are more cases of two male leads than one male and one female.After all, two men can rely on each other, they are both lovers and brothers, and there are too many opportunities to develop a relationship.

In the first book, the male protagonist confessed to another male protagonist, and the other male protagonist immediately stated that he also had a crush on the male protagonist, so the two rolled together.Well, that's right, the 24th century also has a grading system, so it doesn't matter if you write something, as long as you don't let the children see it, it's ok.

Su Qi immediately changed to another one. This one was about the male lead confessing to his sweetheart, and was rejected. Su Qi thought that he would be able to switch back to the plot, but it turned out that he was still too sweet. After being rejected, the male lead turned black in minutes. Bring your sweetheart home and the sauce is brewed again...

In the third book, the two male protagonists in the character set are a pair of lovers, and later separated due to various misunderstandings, and reunited again today after n years, after various experiences, the misunderstandings were resolved, so the fire was out of control...

Su Qi covered his face, and finally closed the listening software.Can this world allow single dogs to eat dog food well? Does it have to force him to call Xu Qin here now to make sauces? !

I feel like I'm all bad.

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In fact, however, there are worse things.

After Su Qi went online the next day, he found that the atmosphere in the team was completely different.

Meeting Chunjiang Shuinuan by chance, the two of them are almost stuck together.Even if Su Qi is blind in that atmosphere, he can still see the pink bubbles between the two, there is definitely something wrong!It seems that after going offline yesterday, the problems between them have finally been clarified.

Although he was happy for Chunjiang Plumbing, Su Qi still felt a little inappropriate if people kept flashing bombs in front of his eyes like this.

That's fine, anyway, Su Qi had already guessed that it would end like this.And he wasn't the only one being abused!Well, there is Wang Jiangnan next to me, and I am Xiaobai and Shenshang Beidou later.

However, when I was Xiaobai and Canshang Beidou went online at the same time, Su Qi felt something was wrong.It is said that Xiaobai has been pursuing Beidou, yes, but you, Beidou girl, have not stated your position all this time!Why are you suddenly so close to that guy today!

Could it be that spring has come and the season of love has also come? !

So now in the team of six, there are already two couples showing their affection. Su Qi can feel how sad Wang Jiangnan looked at him, which made him dare not even look at him.

When Wang Jiangnan sent a private chat to complain, he replied blankly: I can't be affectionate with your face.

Wang Jiangnan suffered 10000 points of damage.

But he didn't intend to give up, so he simply suggested to others that we should split up today, go on a date, and don't show the flash bombs to others.The others readily agreed and went their separate ways.

Anyway, the game has almost stabilized now, and there is nothing to be busy about.

After only the two of them were left, Wang Jiangnan immediately held Su Qi's hand, pulled him along and said, "I've already asked about gene therapy drugs, and clinical trials take a long time to pay attention to patients. The follow-up status, whether there are side effects or something. Now only those volunteers are participating in the trial. "

"Volunteer?" Su Qi asked with great interest.

Wang Jiangnan immediately became vigilant, "You are not allowed to go, don't even think about it!"

Since it is in the experimental stage, it is naturally dangerous.Those patients who would agree to be volunteers either had no money at all, and even if the medicine came out, they would not be able to afford treatment, so they simply fought for it, or they went for high compensation.

It's not that Su Qi can't afford the money, nor can he afford to wait, there's no need to be in a hurry, and Wang Jiangnan doesn't allow him to risk his life!

Feeling that he was holding his hand very hard, obviously very worried, Su Qi quickly said, "I'm not going, I'm just asking."

"Since you don't want to go, then don't ask." Wang Jiangnan turned to look at him and said very seriously.

His appearance has been greatly adjusted, he is almost the same as Xu Qin, but only his eyes are exactly the same as Xu Qin.When he was watching, the dream he had last night suddenly appeared in Su Qi's mind, and then his face turned red.

He suddenly shook off Xu Qin's hand and strode forward, making Xu Qin confused.

Is Su Qi angry?But it doesn't look like it, it looks like... shy.But they were talking about very serious topics, and he didn't say anything that would be misunderstood. Why did Su Qi suddenly blush?

Xu Qin was very puzzled, but he also knew that he must never ask Su Qi, or even mention it. It is best to pretend that he has completely forgotten about it.So he caught up in two or three steps, continued to hold Su Qi, and said, "The clinical trial may take one to two years to complete. Don't worry, I will try to make you the first one for treatment."

"I'm not in a hurry." Su Qi said very calmly.

But God knows, he was actually a little anxious.At the same time, I even felt a little anxious, because as long as it is a cure, there is no [-]% cure rate, and it will always fail.What if you fail?

So he was both looking forward to and a little scared, he was vacillating between these two emotions, but he was usually good at hiding, so he didn't show it at all.

But now Xu Qin has noticed something.

Su Qi was too calm, it didn't look like a patient, either because he really didn't care, or he was just pretending.

Obviously, it's impossible for Su Qi not to care, otherwise, it wouldn't be what it is now.That is, he is disguising, pretending not to care, and not letting others notice his true thoughts.

When Xu Qin discovered this, he was really frustrated.The reason why he desperately wanted to see Su Qi in reality was that he was afraid of such a situation.

Su Qi didn't fully believe him.Although it is a sad conclusion, Xu Qin will not have the courage to accept it.He was just worried about Su Qi, he kept it a secret from himself, let alone others.And Su Qi may not have anyone else to say.

——Although Su Qi didn't say anything about his situation, Xu Qin could guess a little bit, at least, he should live alone, without any family members around him, that's for sure.

This kind of worry is hidden in the heart without a channel to vent, and it often leads to bad consequences in the end.

Xu Qin was both worried and distressed, and emphasized again and again, "Su Qi, you can tell me no matter what, okay? Let me bear it with you."

Su Qi's answer was as usual, "Okay."

Then he quickly changed the topic, "Do you know what happened to Xiaobai and Beidou?"

Xu Qin knew it.Last night, something went wrong with Zhong Yingxing's experiment, which caused a small explosion.In fact, in the laboratory, this situation is very normal.But for Xu Libai, it was a good opportunity.

At that time, he was standing next to Zhong Yingxing to make a hand-holding relationship, so when the explosion happened, he was the first to react and pulled Zhong Yingxing away to protect him in his arms.Afterwards, the skin on his back was corroded by the medicine splashed by the explosion. Although he recovered after using the healing device, there is no doubt that there will be scars.

If he hadn't pulled the person away at that time, then the scar might have left Zhong Yingxing's face.At this time, Zhong Yingxing was also afraid for a while, so he was naturally very grateful to Xu Libai.

She has always been a very powerful girl, independent and can handle everything, so this is the first time she has been protected.Although Xu Libai was not there at the time, she might not be able to avoid it, but the feeling was completely different.

So Zhong Yingxing's attitude naturally softened.

She took care of Xu Libai for a night, and used a therapeutic device to help him treat the skin on his back. After the night passed, the relationship between the two became much closer, just like what Su Qi had seen before.

"Although Zhong Yingxing hasn't agreed yet, I think it won't be far away. Maybe we can have a wedding soon." Xu Qin said.

Although these two people are not very old, if they are determined to be together, the family members may urge the marriage. After all, it is not easy for them to find a partner for research. If they find a partner, they will get married quickly. Only when the matter is settled can everyone rest assured.

In addition, there may be some interest considerations between the two families, so they will be asked to get married as soon as possible.

"It's good." Su Qi said.Xu Libai has been pursuing Zhong Yingxing for many years, even the gossip news has published it, that's why Su Qi knew about it.

As it is now, it can be regarded as keeping the clouds open to see the moon.

Xu Qin asked without losing the opportunity, "What about you? When will you agree to meet me?" Although Su Qi did not deny his definition of the two's identities yesterday, Xu Qin did not really think that the two were in a relationship. up.

When he found out that he had a crush on Su Qi, he tried everything possible to meet him. Now if he wants to confirm the relationship, he must at least meet him in reality, otherwise Xu Qin can't be at ease.

"Wait a little longer, okay?" This time Su Qi didn't hesitate, and explained seriously, "I'm not ready yet."

"You don't have to do anything." Xu Qin said immediately, "You just have to wait for me to find you."

Su Qi frowned, "If you think so, then you shouldn't use it."

Xu Qin didn't expect him to say that suddenly, and couldn't help but feel a little dazed, and squeezed his hand—fortunately, Su Qi didn't shake off his hand, "Su Qi, what does this mean?"

"I'm also a man. Even if I can't see my eyes, I don't need your sympathy, and I don't need your careful care. If you think so in your heart, I think we should not meet for the time being. Because I can't bear to be like a disabled person Also being taken care of everywhere." Su Qi said calmly.

Xu Qin was dumbfounded.He finally knew why Su Qi never told himself about his body.He didn't want anyone to sympathize with him or despise him because of this.

As for why Su Qi suddenly figured it out and told him the matter, Xu Qin was still not clear, but he only realized now that it was probably not an easy task for Su Qi.

And his attitude of taking it for granted just now probably hurt Su Qi, right?

"I'm sorry," he said immediately.

Only then did Su Qi turn his head and look at him, "I forgive you this time, but I hope you won't have the opportunity to say these three words to me again in the future."

"I will work hard." Xu Qin said.

He just discovered today that although he thought he knew Su Qi very well, he actually didn't.There are still many things about Su Qi that he doesn't understand at all, and he needs to discover them slowly.

And Xu Qin is full of fighting spirit.As long as Su Qi gave him this opportunity, he was confident that sooner or later, as long as Su Qi gave him a look, he would be able to understand the meaning of the other party.

For this goal, he will continue to work hard.

"But I still want to see you." He brought the topic back.

Su Qi didn't know whether to laugh or cry. After talking for a long time, it turned out that he hadn't forgotten his original purpose?Su Qi suddenly realized that Xu Qin didn't seem to be very good at fooling around.

Of course, as the person in charge of Xu's, it seems that there is nothing strange about this.It would make him feel strange if he was easily taken away.

But Su Qi has already decided not to meet for the time being, and will never change it, so Xu Qin can only be disappointed.

Although he thought about what it would be like if Xu Qin appeared in his room yesterday, Su Qi knew very well that he was in a bad state.Never stepped out of the house, didn't know anyone in real life, and the daily life was horribly monotonous.

If Xu Qin really knew about his situation, he would be very surprised, right?