[Qi Ya turns back] Me and the male god
Chapter 16 (1)
Since Qiya handed me the lotus pendant, I have been free from illness.Now I am also a person who has a lotus scent, well, I am very proud.
After the conflict of the previous few days was resolved, my life with Qi Ya returned to normal.Watching him play games and abuse others is very cool, watch Mango Channel to complain together, go to the cinema to watch a few movies, go skating at the skating rink, and occasionally open a small shop when you are in a good mood.Life is very comfortable, and my mother has been busy preparing for a trip to Hong Kong recently, so she has no time to take care of me.As for Dad, it has always been a sheep-herding policy.
But I always can't do this, so I told my mother that I need to take the teacher qualification certificate test, and I also bought books on educational psychology online.Let my family members know that I am prepared and thoughtful.
However, let me have enough fun with the male god first.I think those heavy-colored kings in ancient times had my mentality.
Today I made double-skin milk, and I happily gave it to Qi Ya to eat. The male god said that my craftsmanship has improved a lot, and my heart is in full bloom~~~
"Oh~ the ice is used, be careful with the crispy skin." I leaned aside and watched him manipulate the character to hide in the grass. The type of chasing and chopping.But later it will be quite good~
Qi Ya snorted coldly, and decided to speak with strength.Then he let me see a wonderful scene of a crispy Ashe Jedi counterattack. He made a big move on the small map and controlled the opponent Nine-Tailed Fox who was fighting in a group.Soon, the Nine-Tailed Fox was cut by Galen in our team.
"Qi Ya, when you fight by yourself, is it like a game?" It suddenly occurred to me that when watching animations, his battle scenes were solved cleanly and neatly every time, and never dragged along. Although the killer should do things simply, but Curt is more I like to kill.
"The game is too weak, of course it's more fun to play by yourself, but a weak guy like you will be scared to death. You won't like that kind of scene."
"But every time I watch TV, you are so handsome in it! You don't have to breathe in 1V5 when you fight ants!"
"...Are you watching a monkey?"
"I'm admiring your skill points. ╮( ̄▽ ̄///)"
I said this in a serious manner, and Qi Ya reached out and touched my elbow. In an instant, an electric current made my whole body numb and almost jumped up.
"Scared to death! You actually discharged me!"
"Let you feel my skill points."
Can you feel something else?Like kissing one and wondering how soft your lips really are. _(:з」∠)_
Suppressing such obscene thoughts, I obediently watched Qi Ya use the ice shooter to kill all directions until he became a super god.This world is real.
When Qi Ya opened the second game, he chose the auxiliary hero Qin Se Fairy, Dabo girl paper is the favorite of men, I don't know if Brother Ya is passionate.Well, it's still that indifferent expression.Suddenly the phone rang, and I unlocked the phone. It was a text message reminding me that the books I bought online were coming.
"I'll go downstairs to get the courier~"
"The last book you bought?"
"That's right~ I'm going to be a teacher of the people~ Do you feel that my image has suddenly become tall and majestic?"
"Don't misunderstand your son." Qi Ya laughed wickedly.
"No, no!"
Heartbroken by this smirk, I slammed the door and walked out clutching my excited heart.
After I got the book back, I nestled next to Qi Ya to read it. Occasionally I was attracted by him to watch the battle, but most of the time I still abide by my duty and read the book honestly.When I was reading, Qi Ya always played with headphones, saying that he didn't bother me.In fact, if I really want to read books seriously, I will stay away from him.The reason why I chose to watch beside him is to facilitate my occasional sneak peek ╮( ̄▽ ̄")╭.
I clearly know that the days when we can be together like this are numbered, because the six petals of the jade pendant have already dyed five petals white.The last remaining petal has also faintly turned white, maybe one day it will become completely white.
I am not making noise or making noise now, and I will spend every minute and every second with him happily, and I don't want to use that kind of negative emotion to kill the last time between me and him.
I think I still have control, this is an adult.
In the afternoon, I lie on the mat and watch TV. When there is an advertisement, I read a book twice, and occasionally draw a key mark.This kind of reading is simply enjoyable~
"I very much doubt whether you can pass the exam like this." He hit me with a candy, and Kiya's joking voice sounded above his head.
I touched the back of the smashed head, picked up the candy and then took it apart and ate it, and finally turned around and made a grimace. "Of course, my Chinese is very good, and I'm a genius, this kind of thing is trivial."
"A genius who keeps failing in college?"
"..."
My heart hurts ==.
If I had known earlier, I wouldn’t have revealed so many embarrassing things about me to him. How foolish it is to say this as something to be proud of!I decided to ignore him, turned my head unfeelingly and started reading.
3 minutes later—
"Zuo Ran."
"I'm here~ what's the matter~"
I clearly said that I would treat him ruthlessly, but I'm a waste for breaking my skills in an instant!But Qi Ya has spoken, can I still be cold!A concubine can't do it!
Qi Ya closed the computer on his lap and put it aside, then got up from the sofa and sat down beside me.Of course I was happy to see him approaching, so I got up from the mat and sat upright, looking at him with a smile on my face.
"What do you want to say~"
"Do you want to visit my world?"
The young man's voice is not loud, but the words are clear, and reading it with his clear voice is like a magic spell, which can confuse people's hearts.I was stunned instantly, I think he must have seen my surprise clearly, and there was no need to cover it up, yes, I was probably like a blank sheet of paper in front of him.
All things aside, I think.
But I can't put aside these practical problems. I've passed and I don't have the ability. Do I have to stick to him all the time?stop joking...
I don't have the ability to be proud of people like him, and I can be contented even if I leave my own world.I will be afraid, lonely, panic, cranky... I will definitely suffocate myself.
I thought for a long time, and Qi Ya also waited patiently. At this time, his expression was a little tense, and his eyes flickered slightly, as if he was nervous about my answer.
"Let me ask first, can I come back after I go there? If it's a short trip, it's not bad. I'll show you the new world."
"Probably, it can't."
"Sure?"
"Feel it."
"Then what kind of mentality are you using to invite me? This is simply abduction! If I foolishly follow and can't come back, it's not hard work! You can't be by my side all the time, I’m so scared that I’m not familiar with the place.”
"I won't leave you behind, and you're an adult now."
"Who stipulates that adults can't be afraid! I refuse! I firmly refuse!"
"Tch, it's really simple."
I touched my forehead with one hand, and the silver bangs slipped from between his fingers to cover his blue eyes. I deliberately ignored the disappointment in those bright eyes, and changed the topic with a smile.
Don't mess with my heart so easily, you must not know that your every move is enough to affect me for a long time.
I will guess countless times with a look, I will care about a movement for a long time, and your invitation today, I will miss it for a lifetime.
The reason why I rejected you in such a relaxed tone is because I don't want you and me to feel too uncomfortable.
I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, tossing and turning like a salted fish.Qi Ya's words were repeated over and over again in my mind, which made me feel uneasy.
A heart that was provoked by those words felt like it was going to explode, and the cold air was blowing from the air conditioner in bursts, but it couldn't relieve the heat in my heart at all.
In fact, the male god is still very slow! ! ! !Super dull!I don't know how much damage I can do to me!I don't know what kind of feelings I have for him!Xiaojie has been friends with him for so many years, why didn't he teach him more about it! ! !
Slow, blunt, dead!
Such a blatant invitation was so foul that it broke through the sky. Fortunately, I was calm and witty at the time.
I couldn't fall asleep anyway, so I just sat up from the bed, ran to the desk and opened the drawer.There is a royal blue box in the drawer, which contains lotus jade pendants.The sixth petal is slowly turning white, and half of it is already white.My heart was spinning a thousand times, and my brain was hot, so I opened the window and stretched my hand out of the window.
No, no, if you throw it downstairs like this, he will still find it.How about I take a taxi to the suburbs and throw it away?Or throw it into the river?If you want to do it, you must do it cleanly, and don't show your feet.
All kinds of dark thoughts flashed through my mind, and I couldn't stand the itching for the jade pendant in my hand.
After staring at the things in my hand for a long time, I finally let out a long sigh, and I took my hand back and closed the window again.
■
The next day, I was woken up by the pattering rain outside the window. The weather in summer is like this, as willful as a girl's mood, sometimes it is sunny and sometimes it rains heavily.
I forgot to draw the curtains last night, the gloomy and depressing weather outside the window made me a little breathless, and the rainwater was beating on the glass windows making a messy and annoying sound.I can only ignore it deliberately, otherwise it will only be worse, I prefer sunny days.Besides, I got up too early today, it's only six o'clock.
While changing clothes, I caught a glimpse of the jade pendant next to the pillow, and I froze at just one glance.The blood in my whole body seemed to freeze instantly, making me unable to move.
All white, all white...
A mess of evil thoughts flashed through my mind for a moment, and I severely suppressed the churning thoughts in my heart, and I looked directly at the pendant.
Reach out, pick it up, and unscrew the door.
Yes, I want to be more casual, open-minded and calm, preferably with a smile, and then say: Congratulations on being able to go home, now Xiaojie Yalujia and the others will be relieved, etc. ...
The first impression cannot be saved, but the last impression can still be saved.
Qi Ya slept in late today, the door was closed, I knocked several times before there was any sound from inside.The door was opened, and he appeared neatly dressed, with half of his body still leaning against the door frame, as lazy as a cat.
"Did you wake up a little early?" He yawned, and his incongruous words sounded very pleasant to his ears, even a little sexy.
Shaking my head to put aside these charming thoughts, I raised my hand in front of him, spread my palm, and the all-white lotus pendant lay quietly in my palm.Qi Ya's gaze also froze when it fell on the pendant, his eyes widened in surprise, and the sleepiness on his face was replaced by curiosity.
"It's all white."
His curious and light tone sounded a little uncomfortable to me, he should be looking forward to going back.
"According to the agreement, return it to you."
"Thanks, look, you didn't throw it away."
I have lost it thousands of times in my heart.
When Qi Ya picked up the jade pendant, ripples appeared in the air like a lake for no reason. Feeling the change in the air, I was shocked to see a vortex formed on the snow-white wall.Gradually, the vortex became bigger and bigger, and it stopped expanding until it could suck a person into it.I stared at the movie-like scene in front of me, speechless in astonishment.
The dark vortex is like a door to another world, full of desire to discover, mysterious and dangerous.
"Wow, it seems that the guess is correct. This is the passage to go back." The boy smiled.
"Then you will leave as soon as you step into this vortex?"
"Theoretically, this is the case, do you want to try?"
"No, you should go now."
"A few days ago, she was reluctant to let me go, but now she looks like she wants to drive people away. Xiaojie said that women are good at changing, it is true."
Qi Ya played with the pendant in his hand, but was not in a hurry to touch the weird vortex.I watched him joking and felt a pang of sadness in my heart, but it wasn't that unbearable. It wasn't that I was going to die, but I just felt that a piece of my heart was being ripped out. It was painful but not fatal.
"Did Xiaojie tell you that women are very glass-hearted?"
Tears gushed out along with the crying, I quickly wiped away the tears with one hand, but more tears rolled down, and the back of my hand was wet, but I still couldn't stop it.It's raining outside, and it's raining inside.At this moment, it feels like the world is wet, and the whole person seems to be soaked in water.
In the field of vision full of water vapor, I saw that Qi Ya panicked. He took a step forward helplessly as if he wanted to wipe my tears, but he retracted his hand before touching me.
"Don't cry, I'm leaving now, the last impression is that you are so frustrated that you cry like a tabby cat."
Yeah, I also feel very frustrated, obviously I want to give you a perfect smile to finish.You gave me so many great memories and I'm giving you such a bad send-off.
Qi Ya looked at me silently for a while, and when my broken tears could stop a little bit, he turned around and walked towards the whirlpool.
The bits and pieces of getting along with him these days are like a movie that has been infinitely slowed down, flashing scenes in my mind, his thoughtfulness, his pride, his carefulness, his willfulness, and his indifference , his concession...
When he was about to step into the vortex, I finally couldn't help the surging emotions in my heart, and shouted at his back——
"You can't forget me even when you go back! You can't forget Zuo Ran! You can't!"
My throat hurts in such screams, but I don't care, I just want this person to remember me.
I don't want to just miss him one-sidedly, I am also selfish, I am also uncomfortable, and I also want to be missed by him.I'm like a fool who couldn't get a promise, standing still and not daring to move but still stubbornly uncompromising.
Suddenly, with a tug, I was hugged tightly by Qi Ya who turned back.My forehead hit his chest heavily, and my warm embrace surrounded me. All that stubbornness was shattered and turned into tears and grievances, and I finally cried loudly.
The sound of rain ticking was covered by my shaking cry.
His voice fell on my ears softly, clearer and softer than the sound of rain outside, I heard him say.
"I am leaving."
Since Qiya handed me the lotus pendant, I have been free from illness.Now I am also a person who has a lotus scent, well, I am very proud.
After the conflict of the previous few days was resolved, my life with Qi Ya returned to normal.Watching him play games and abuse others is very cool, watch Mango Channel to complain together, go to the cinema to watch a few movies, go skating at the skating rink, and occasionally open a small shop when you are in a good mood.Life is very comfortable, and my mother has been busy preparing for a trip to Hong Kong recently, so she has no time to take care of me.As for Dad, it has always been a sheep-herding policy.
But I always can't do this, so I told my mother that I need to take the teacher qualification certificate test, and I also bought books on educational psychology online.Let my family members know that I am prepared and thoughtful.
However, let me have enough fun with the male god first.I think those heavy-colored kings in ancient times had my mentality.
Today I made double-skin milk, and I happily gave it to Qi Ya to eat. The male god said that my craftsmanship has improved a lot, and my heart is in full bloom~~~
"Oh~ the ice is used, be careful with the crispy skin." I leaned aside and watched him manipulate the character to hide in the grass. The type of chasing and chopping.But later it will be quite good~
Qi Ya snorted coldly, and decided to speak with strength.Then he let me see a wonderful scene of a crispy Ashe Jedi counterattack. He made a big move on the small map and controlled the opponent Nine-Tailed Fox who was fighting in a group.Soon, the Nine-Tailed Fox was cut by Galen in our team.
"Qi Ya, when you fight by yourself, is it like a game?" It suddenly occurred to me that when watching animations, his battle scenes were solved cleanly and neatly every time, and never dragged along. Although the killer should do things simply, but Curt is more I like to kill.
"The game is too weak, of course it's more fun to play by yourself, but a weak guy like you will be scared to death. You won't like that kind of scene."
"But every time I watch TV, you are so handsome in it! You don't have to breathe in 1V5 when you fight ants!"
"...Are you watching a monkey?"
"I'm admiring your skill points. ╮( ̄▽ ̄///)"
I said this in a serious manner, and Qi Ya reached out and touched my elbow. In an instant, an electric current made my whole body numb and almost jumped up.
"Scared to death! You actually discharged me!"
"Let you feel my skill points."
Can you feel something else?Like kissing one and wondering how soft your lips really are. _(:з」∠)_
Suppressing such obscene thoughts, I obediently watched Qi Ya use the ice shooter to kill all directions until he became a super god.This world is real.
When Qi Ya opened the second game, he chose the auxiliary hero Qin Se Fairy, Dabo girl paper is the favorite of men, I don't know if Brother Ya is passionate.Well, it's still that indifferent expression.Suddenly the phone rang, and I unlocked the phone. It was a text message reminding me that the books I bought online were coming.
"I'll go downstairs to get the courier~"
"The last book you bought?"
"That's right~ I'm going to be a teacher of the people~ Do you feel that my image has suddenly become tall and majestic?"
"Don't misunderstand your son." Qi Ya laughed wickedly.
"No, no!"
Heartbroken by this smirk, I slammed the door and walked out clutching my excited heart.
After I got the book back, I nestled next to Qi Ya to read it. Occasionally I was attracted by him to watch the battle, but most of the time I still abide by my duty and read the book honestly.When I was reading, Qi Ya always played with headphones, saying that he didn't bother me.In fact, if I really want to read books seriously, I will stay away from him.The reason why I chose to watch beside him is to facilitate my occasional sneak peek ╮( ̄▽ ̄")╭.
I clearly know that the days when we can be together like this are numbered, because the six petals of the jade pendant have already dyed five petals white.The last remaining petal has also faintly turned white, maybe one day it will become completely white.
I am not making noise or making noise now, and I will spend every minute and every second with him happily, and I don't want to use that kind of negative emotion to kill the last time between me and him.
I think I still have control, this is an adult.
In the afternoon, I lie on the mat and watch TV. When there is an advertisement, I read a book twice, and occasionally draw a key mark.This kind of reading is simply enjoyable~
"I very much doubt whether you can pass the exam like this." He hit me with a candy, and Kiya's joking voice sounded above his head.
I touched the back of the smashed head, picked up the candy and then took it apart and ate it, and finally turned around and made a grimace. "Of course, my Chinese is very good, and I'm a genius, this kind of thing is trivial."
"A genius who keeps failing in college?"
"..."
My heart hurts ==.
If I had known earlier, I wouldn’t have revealed so many embarrassing things about me to him. How foolish it is to say this as something to be proud of!I decided to ignore him, turned my head unfeelingly and started reading.
3 minutes later—
"Zuo Ran."
"I'm here~ what's the matter~"
I clearly said that I would treat him ruthlessly, but I'm a waste for breaking my skills in an instant!But Qi Ya has spoken, can I still be cold!A concubine can't do it!
Qi Ya closed the computer on his lap and put it aside, then got up from the sofa and sat down beside me.Of course I was happy to see him approaching, so I got up from the mat and sat upright, looking at him with a smile on my face.
"What do you want to say~"
"Do you want to visit my world?"
The young man's voice is not loud, but the words are clear, and reading it with his clear voice is like a magic spell, which can confuse people's hearts.I was stunned instantly, I think he must have seen my surprise clearly, and there was no need to cover it up, yes, I was probably like a blank sheet of paper in front of him.
All things aside, I think.
But I can't put aside these practical problems. I've passed and I don't have the ability. Do I have to stick to him all the time?stop joking...
I don't have the ability to be proud of people like him, and I can be contented even if I leave my own world.I will be afraid, lonely, panic, cranky... I will definitely suffocate myself.
I thought for a long time, and Qi Ya also waited patiently. At this time, his expression was a little tense, and his eyes flickered slightly, as if he was nervous about my answer.
"Let me ask first, can I come back after I go there? If it's a short trip, it's not bad. I'll show you the new world."
"Probably, it can't."
"Sure?"
"Feel it."
"Then what kind of mentality are you using to invite me? This is simply abduction! If I foolishly follow and can't come back, it's not hard work! You can't be by my side all the time, I’m so scared that I’m not familiar with the place.”
"I won't leave you behind, and you're an adult now."
"Who stipulates that adults can't be afraid! I refuse! I firmly refuse!"
"Tch, it's really simple."
I touched my forehead with one hand, and the silver bangs slipped from between his fingers to cover his blue eyes. I deliberately ignored the disappointment in those bright eyes, and changed the topic with a smile.
Don't mess with my heart so easily, you must not know that your every move is enough to affect me for a long time.
I will guess countless times with a look, I will care about a movement for a long time, and your invitation today, I will miss it for a lifetime.
The reason why I rejected you in such a relaxed tone is because I don't want you and me to feel too uncomfortable.
I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, tossing and turning like a salted fish.Qi Ya's words were repeated over and over again in my mind, which made me feel uneasy.
A heart that was provoked by those words felt like it was going to explode, and the cold air was blowing from the air conditioner in bursts, but it couldn't relieve the heat in my heart at all.
In fact, the male god is still very slow! ! ! !Super dull!I don't know how much damage I can do to me!I don't know what kind of feelings I have for him!Xiaojie has been friends with him for so many years, why didn't he teach him more about it! ! !
Slow, blunt, dead!
Such a blatant invitation was so foul that it broke through the sky. Fortunately, I was calm and witty at the time.
I couldn't fall asleep anyway, so I just sat up from the bed, ran to the desk and opened the drawer.There is a royal blue box in the drawer, which contains lotus jade pendants.The sixth petal is slowly turning white, and half of it is already white.My heart was spinning a thousand times, and my brain was hot, so I opened the window and stretched my hand out of the window.
No, no, if you throw it downstairs like this, he will still find it.How about I take a taxi to the suburbs and throw it away?Or throw it into the river?If you want to do it, you must do it cleanly, and don't show your feet.
All kinds of dark thoughts flashed through my mind, and I couldn't stand the itching for the jade pendant in my hand.
After staring at the things in my hand for a long time, I finally let out a long sigh, and I took my hand back and closed the window again.
■
The next day, I was woken up by the pattering rain outside the window. The weather in summer is like this, as willful as a girl's mood, sometimes it is sunny and sometimes it rains heavily.
I forgot to draw the curtains last night, the gloomy and depressing weather outside the window made me a little breathless, and the rainwater was beating on the glass windows making a messy and annoying sound.I can only ignore it deliberately, otherwise it will only be worse, I prefer sunny days.Besides, I got up too early today, it's only six o'clock.
While changing clothes, I caught a glimpse of the jade pendant next to the pillow, and I froze at just one glance.The blood in my whole body seemed to freeze instantly, making me unable to move.
All white, all white...
A mess of evil thoughts flashed through my mind for a moment, and I severely suppressed the churning thoughts in my heart, and I looked directly at the pendant.
Reach out, pick it up, and unscrew the door.
Yes, I want to be more casual, open-minded and calm, preferably with a smile, and then say: Congratulations on being able to go home, now Xiaojie Yalujia and the others will be relieved, etc. ...
The first impression cannot be saved, but the last impression can still be saved.
Qi Ya slept in late today, the door was closed, I knocked several times before there was any sound from inside.The door was opened, and he appeared neatly dressed, with half of his body still leaning against the door frame, as lazy as a cat.
"Did you wake up a little early?" He yawned, and his incongruous words sounded very pleasant to his ears, even a little sexy.
Shaking my head to put aside these charming thoughts, I raised my hand in front of him, spread my palm, and the all-white lotus pendant lay quietly in my palm.Qi Ya's gaze also froze when it fell on the pendant, his eyes widened in surprise, and the sleepiness on his face was replaced by curiosity.
"It's all white."
His curious and light tone sounded a little uncomfortable to me, he should be looking forward to going back.
"According to the agreement, return it to you."
"Thanks, look, you didn't throw it away."
I have lost it thousands of times in my heart.
When Qi Ya picked up the jade pendant, ripples appeared in the air like a lake for no reason. Feeling the change in the air, I was shocked to see a vortex formed on the snow-white wall.Gradually, the vortex became bigger and bigger, and it stopped expanding until it could suck a person into it.I stared at the movie-like scene in front of me, speechless in astonishment.
The dark vortex is like a door to another world, full of desire to discover, mysterious and dangerous.
"Wow, it seems that the guess is correct. This is the passage to go back." The boy smiled.
"Then you will leave as soon as you step into this vortex?"
"Theoretically, this is the case, do you want to try?"
"No, you should go now."
"A few days ago, she was reluctant to let me go, but now she looks like she wants to drive people away. Xiaojie said that women are good at changing, it is true."
Qi Ya played with the pendant in his hand, but was not in a hurry to touch the weird vortex.I watched him joking and felt a pang of sadness in my heart, but it wasn't that unbearable. It wasn't that I was going to die, but I just felt that a piece of my heart was being ripped out. It was painful but not fatal.
"Did Xiaojie tell you that women are very glass-hearted?"
Tears gushed out along with the crying, I quickly wiped away the tears with one hand, but more tears rolled down, and the back of my hand was wet, but I still couldn't stop it.It's raining outside, and it's raining inside.At this moment, it feels like the world is wet, and the whole person seems to be soaked in water.
In the field of vision full of water vapor, I saw that Qi Ya panicked. He took a step forward helplessly as if he wanted to wipe my tears, but he retracted his hand before touching me.
"Don't cry, I'm leaving now, the last impression is that you are so frustrated that you cry like a tabby cat."
Yeah, I also feel very frustrated, obviously I want to give you a perfect smile to finish.You gave me so many great memories and I'm giving you such a bad send-off.
Qi Ya looked at me silently for a while, and when my broken tears could stop a little bit, he turned around and walked towards the whirlpool.
The bits and pieces of getting along with him these days are like a movie that has been infinitely slowed down, flashing scenes in my mind, his thoughtfulness, his pride, his carefulness, his willfulness, and his indifference , his concession...
When he was about to step into the vortex, I finally couldn't help the surging emotions in my heart, and shouted at his back——
"You can't forget me even when you go back! You can't forget Zuo Ran! You can't!"
My throat hurts in such screams, but I don't care, I just want this person to remember me.
I don't want to just miss him one-sidedly, I am also selfish, I am also uncomfortable, and I also want to be missed by him.I'm like a fool who couldn't get a promise, standing still and not daring to move but still stubbornly uncompromising.
Suddenly, with a tug, I was hugged tightly by Qi Ya who turned back.My forehead hit his chest heavily, and my warm embrace surrounded me. All that stubbornness was shattered and turned into tears and grievances, and I finally cried loudly.
The sound of rain ticking was covered by my shaking cry.
His voice fell on my ears softly, clearer and softer than the sound of rain outside, I heard him say.
"I am leaving."
The author has something to say:
Well, here's the finale.
A girl asked me what would happen if I kissed before, and the kiss made things clear.There is no reason for both parties to pretend to be stupid. Sometimes many people feel that it is good to say something clearly and openly, but the reality is that not everything can be said.
If I say that there are ten reasons why I must say it, then I also have ten reasons why I must not say it.This is mutual, and of course, because everyone's personality is different, so of course the development of things will not be the same.
In the end, it is good for the two people to separate, let each other become a dream in the heart, it happened and existed, and that is enough.Then life needs to go on.
Thanks for watching.
Qi Ya's episode will be released tomorrow, and Zuo Ran's episode will be released the day after tomorrow.Hugs to you.
☆, Fanwai Qiya
Her quick and hot breath pounced on his cheeks, making his nerves feel like a tight string.The breath on his body was confused for a moment, and then he suppressed it secretly.As long as she gets closer, the string of reason will probably break, and he doesn't know what he will do at that time.
He didn't open his eyes, didn't make any further movements, but he could feel that she was very close to him.
Maybe if you get closer, you can touch your lips and teeth, and then kiss, prying the soft lips of the other party deep, messing with her hair, stirring her breath, and pressing her down.
A charming thought flashed through his mind quickly, and Qi Ya suppressed and suppressed it, but he still couldn't completely get rid of this distracting thought.
It was the first time he had such an urgent and unbearable impulse, and it seemed that it took all his strength to suppress this inexplicable restlessness.Very annoying and powerless.
Both expecting and resisting.
Fortunately, fortunately, she didn't do that, and didn't touch his defense any further.
When the feeling for her changed, Qiya was not very clear.But by the time he realized it, she already had a place in his heart.He will pay attention to her emotions, be considerate of her difficulties, and pay attention to her actions. Sometimes a frown on her face will make him wonder if she has encountered any difficulties.
But Qiya never knew that her emotions had always revolved around him.
The teenager who tasted love for the first time was a little at a loss, a little scared and even resistant to this sudden strange feeling.But he hid it very well, tidied up his emotions tightly, and Zuo Ran was always in a daze and out of tune, so it was difficult to detect his little thoughts.She even thought he hated her a little.
The emergence of feelings made Qi Ya himself feel strange, the first impression is so unreliable, why can it develop like this.
Ask yourself, and get no answers.
Qi Ya didn't think about responding to such feelings at first, and he took two measures of ignoring and suppressing at the beginning.He can disguise himself so well that the other party can't find any flaws, but in his eyes, Zuo Ran is like a blank sheet of paper, and he can see it at a glance if there is any change.
The matter of Zhuangzi exploded like a ticking time bomb when he was unprepared, which started the first cold war between him and Zuo Ran.
Originally lively and carefree person
After the conflict of the previous few days was resolved, my life with Qi Ya returned to normal.Watching him play games and abuse others is very cool, watch Mango Channel to complain together, go to the cinema to watch a few movies, go skating at the skating rink, and occasionally open a small shop when you are in a good mood.Life is very comfortable, and my mother has been busy preparing for a trip to Hong Kong recently, so she has no time to take care of me.As for Dad, it has always been a sheep-herding policy.
But I always can't do this, so I told my mother that I need to take the teacher qualification certificate test, and I also bought books on educational psychology online.Let my family members know that I am prepared and thoughtful.
However, let me have enough fun with the male god first.I think those heavy-colored kings in ancient times had my mentality.
Today I made double-skin milk, and I happily gave it to Qi Ya to eat. The male god said that my craftsmanship has improved a lot, and my heart is in full bloom~~~
"Oh~ the ice is used, be careful with the crispy skin." I leaned aside and watched him manipulate the character to hide in the grass. The type of chasing and chopping.But later it will be quite good~
Qi Ya snorted coldly, and decided to speak with strength.Then he let me see a wonderful scene of a crispy Ashe Jedi counterattack. He made a big move on the small map and controlled the opponent Nine-Tailed Fox who was fighting in a group.Soon, the Nine-Tailed Fox was cut by Galen in our team.
"Qi Ya, when you fight by yourself, is it like a game?" It suddenly occurred to me that when watching animations, his battle scenes were solved cleanly and neatly every time, and never dragged along. Although the killer should do things simply, but Curt is more I like to kill.
"The game is too weak, of course it's more fun to play by yourself, but a weak guy like you will be scared to death. You won't like that kind of scene."
"But every time I watch TV, you are so handsome in it! You don't have to breathe in 1V5 when you fight ants!"
"...Are you watching a monkey?"
"I'm admiring your skill points. ╮( ̄▽ ̄///)"
I said this in a serious manner, and Qi Ya reached out and touched my elbow. In an instant, an electric current made my whole body numb and almost jumped up.
"Scared to death! You actually discharged me!"
"Let you feel my skill points."
Can you feel something else?Like kissing one and wondering how soft your lips really are. _(:з」∠)_
Suppressing such obscene thoughts, I obediently watched Qi Ya use the ice shooter to kill all directions until he became a super god.This world is real.
When Qi Ya opened the second game, he chose the auxiliary hero Qin Se Fairy, Dabo girl paper is the favorite of men, I don't know if Brother Ya is passionate.Well, it's still that indifferent expression.Suddenly the phone rang, and I unlocked the phone. It was a text message reminding me that the books I bought online were coming.
"I'll go downstairs to get the courier~"
"The last book you bought?"
"That's right~ I'm going to be a teacher of the people~ Do you feel that my image has suddenly become tall and majestic?"
"Don't misunderstand your son." Qi Ya laughed wickedly.
"No, no!"
Heartbroken by this smirk, I slammed the door and walked out clutching my excited heart.
After I got the book back, I nestled next to Qi Ya to read it. Occasionally I was attracted by him to watch the battle, but most of the time I still abide by my duty and read the book honestly.When I was reading, Qi Ya always played with headphones, saying that he didn't bother me.In fact, if I really want to read books seriously, I will stay away from him.The reason why I chose to watch beside him is to facilitate my occasional sneak peek ╮( ̄▽ ̄")╭.
I clearly know that the days when we can be together like this are numbered, because the six petals of the jade pendant have already dyed five petals white.The last remaining petal has also faintly turned white, maybe one day it will become completely white.
I am not making noise or making noise now, and I will spend every minute and every second with him happily, and I don't want to use that kind of negative emotion to kill the last time between me and him.
I think I still have control, this is an adult.
In the afternoon, I lie on the mat and watch TV. When there is an advertisement, I read a book twice, and occasionally draw a key mark.This kind of reading is simply enjoyable~
"I very much doubt whether you can pass the exam like this." He hit me with a candy, and Kiya's joking voice sounded above his head.
I touched the back of the smashed head, picked up the candy and then took it apart and ate it, and finally turned around and made a grimace. "Of course, my Chinese is very good, and I'm a genius, this kind of thing is trivial."
"A genius who keeps failing in college?"
"..."
My heart hurts ==.
If I had known earlier, I wouldn’t have revealed so many embarrassing things about me to him. How foolish it is to say this as something to be proud of!I decided to ignore him, turned my head unfeelingly and started reading.
3 minutes later—
"Zuo Ran."
"I'm here~ what's the matter~"
I clearly said that I would treat him ruthlessly, but I'm a waste for breaking my skills in an instant!But Qi Ya has spoken, can I still be cold!A concubine can't do it!
Qi Ya closed the computer on his lap and put it aside, then got up from the sofa and sat down beside me.Of course I was happy to see him approaching, so I got up from the mat and sat upright, looking at him with a smile on my face.
"What do you want to say~"
"Do you want to visit my world?"
The young man's voice is not loud, but the words are clear, and reading it with his clear voice is like a magic spell, which can confuse people's hearts.I was stunned instantly, I think he must have seen my surprise clearly, and there was no need to cover it up, yes, I was probably like a blank sheet of paper in front of him.
All things aside, I think.
But I can't put aside these practical problems. I've passed and I don't have the ability. Do I have to stick to him all the time?stop joking...
I don't have the ability to be proud of people like him, and I can be contented even if I leave my own world.I will be afraid, lonely, panic, cranky... I will definitely suffocate myself.
I thought for a long time, and Qi Ya also waited patiently. At this time, his expression was a little tense, and his eyes flickered slightly, as if he was nervous about my answer.
"Let me ask first, can I come back after I go there? If it's a short trip, it's not bad. I'll show you the new world."
"Probably, it can't."
"Sure?"
"Feel it."
"Then what kind of mentality are you using to invite me? This is simply abduction! If I foolishly follow and can't come back, it's not hard work! You can't be by my side all the time, I’m so scared that I’m not familiar with the place.”
"I won't leave you behind, and you're an adult now."
"Who stipulates that adults can't be afraid! I refuse! I firmly refuse!"
"Tch, it's really simple."
I touched my forehead with one hand, and the silver bangs slipped from between his fingers to cover his blue eyes. I deliberately ignored the disappointment in those bright eyes, and changed the topic with a smile.
Don't mess with my heart so easily, you must not know that your every move is enough to affect me for a long time.
I will guess countless times with a look, I will care about a movement for a long time, and your invitation today, I will miss it for a lifetime.
The reason why I rejected you in such a relaxed tone is because I don't want you and me to feel too uncomfortable.
I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, tossing and turning like a salted fish.Qi Ya's words were repeated over and over again in my mind, which made me feel uneasy.
A heart that was provoked by those words felt like it was going to explode, and the cold air was blowing from the air conditioner in bursts, but it couldn't relieve the heat in my heart at all.
In fact, the male god is still very slow! ! ! !Super dull!I don't know how much damage I can do to me!I don't know what kind of feelings I have for him!Xiaojie has been friends with him for so many years, why didn't he teach him more about it! ! !
Slow, blunt, dead!
Such a blatant invitation was so foul that it broke through the sky. Fortunately, I was calm and witty at the time.
I couldn't fall asleep anyway, so I just sat up from the bed, ran to the desk and opened the drawer.There is a royal blue box in the drawer, which contains lotus jade pendants.The sixth petal is slowly turning white, and half of it is already white.My heart was spinning a thousand times, and my brain was hot, so I opened the window and stretched my hand out of the window.
No, no, if you throw it downstairs like this, he will still find it.How about I take a taxi to the suburbs and throw it away?Or throw it into the river?If you want to do it, you must do it cleanly, and don't show your feet.
All kinds of dark thoughts flashed through my mind, and I couldn't stand the itching for the jade pendant in my hand.
After staring at the things in my hand for a long time, I finally let out a long sigh, and I took my hand back and closed the window again.
■
The next day, I was woken up by the pattering rain outside the window. The weather in summer is like this, as willful as a girl's mood, sometimes it is sunny and sometimes it rains heavily.
I forgot to draw the curtains last night, the gloomy and depressing weather outside the window made me a little breathless, and the rainwater was beating on the glass windows making a messy and annoying sound.I can only ignore it deliberately, otherwise it will only be worse, I prefer sunny days.Besides, I got up too early today, it's only six o'clock.
While changing clothes, I caught a glimpse of the jade pendant next to the pillow, and I froze at just one glance.The blood in my whole body seemed to freeze instantly, making me unable to move.
All white, all white...
A mess of evil thoughts flashed through my mind for a moment, and I severely suppressed the churning thoughts in my heart, and I looked directly at the pendant.
Reach out, pick it up, and unscrew the door.
Yes, I want to be more casual, open-minded and calm, preferably with a smile, and then say: Congratulations on being able to go home, now Xiaojie Yalujia and the others will be relieved, etc. ...
The first impression cannot be saved, but the last impression can still be saved.
Qi Ya slept in late today, the door was closed, I knocked several times before there was any sound from inside.The door was opened, and he appeared neatly dressed, with half of his body still leaning against the door frame, as lazy as a cat.
"Did you wake up a little early?" He yawned, and his incongruous words sounded very pleasant to his ears, even a little sexy.
Shaking my head to put aside these charming thoughts, I raised my hand in front of him, spread my palm, and the all-white lotus pendant lay quietly in my palm.Qi Ya's gaze also froze when it fell on the pendant, his eyes widened in surprise, and the sleepiness on his face was replaced by curiosity.
"It's all white."
His curious and light tone sounded a little uncomfortable to me, he should be looking forward to going back.
"According to the agreement, return it to you."
"Thanks, look, you didn't throw it away."
I have lost it thousands of times in my heart.
When Qi Ya picked up the jade pendant, ripples appeared in the air like a lake for no reason. Feeling the change in the air, I was shocked to see a vortex formed on the snow-white wall.Gradually, the vortex became bigger and bigger, and it stopped expanding until it could suck a person into it.I stared at the movie-like scene in front of me, speechless in astonishment.
The dark vortex is like a door to another world, full of desire to discover, mysterious and dangerous.
"Wow, it seems that the guess is correct. This is the passage to go back." The boy smiled.
"Then you will leave as soon as you step into this vortex?"
"Theoretically, this is the case, do you want to try?"
"No, you should go now."
"A few days ago, she was reluctant to let me go, but now she looks like she wants to drive people away. Xiaojie said that women are good at changing, it is true."
Qi Ya played with the pendant in his hand, but was not in a hurry to touch the weird vortex.I watched him joking and felt a pang of sadness in my heart, but it wasn't that unbearable. It wasn't that I was going to die, but I just felt that a piece of my heart was being ripped out. It was painful but not fatal.
"Did Xiaojie tell you that women are very glass-hearted?"
Tears gushed out along with the crying, I quickly wiped away the tears with one hand, but more tears rolled down, and the back of my hand was wet, but I still couldn't stop it.It's raining outside, and it's raining inside.At this moment, it feels like the world is wet, and the whole person seems to be soaked in water.
In the field of vision full of water vapor, I saw that Qi Ya panicked. He took a step forward helplessly as if he wanted to wipe my tears, but he retracted his hand before touching me.
"Don't cry, I'm leaving now, the last impression is that you are so frustrated that you cry like a tabby cat."
Yeah, I also feel very frustrated, obviously I want to give you a perfect smile to finish.You gave me so many great memories and I'm giving you such a bad send-off.
Qi Ya looked at me silently for a while, and when my broken tears could stop a little bit, he turned around and walked towards the whirlpool.
The bits and pieces of getting along with him these days are like a movie that has been infinitely slowed down, flashing scenes in my mind, his thoughtfulness, his pride, his carefulness, his willfulness, and his indifference , his concession...
When he was about to step into the vortex, I finally couldn't help the surging emotions in my heart, and shouted at his back——
"You can't forget me even when you go back! You can't forget Zuo Ran! You can't!"
My throat hurts in such screams, but I don't care, I just want this person to remember me.
I don't want to just miss him one-sidedly, I am also selfish, I am also uncomfortable, and I also want to be missed by him.I'm like a fool who couldn't get a promise, standing still and not daring to move but still stubbornly uncompromising.
Suddenly, with a tug, I was hugged tightly by Qi Ya who turned back.My forehead hit his chest heavily, and my warm embrace surrounded me. All that stubbornness was shattered and turned into tears and grievances, and I finally cried loudly.
The sound of rain ticking was covered by my shaking cry.
His voice fell on my ears softly, clearer and softer than the sound of rain outside, I heard him say.
"I am leaving."
Since Qiya handed me the lotus pendant, I have been free from illness.Now I am also a person who has a lotus scent, well, I am very proud.
After the conflict of the previous few days was resolved, my life with Qi Ya returned to normal.Watching him play games and abuse others is very cool, watch Mango Channel to complain together, go to the cinema to watch a few movies, go skating at the skating rink, and occasionally open a small shop when you are in a good mood.Life is very comfortable, and my mother has been busy preparing for a trip to Hong Kong recently, so she has no time to take care of me.As for Dad, it has always been a sheep-herding policy.
But I always can't do this, so I told my mother that I need to take the teacher qualification certificate test, and I also bought books on educational psychology online.Let my family members know that I am prepared and thoughtful.
However, let me have enough fun with the male god first.I think those heavy-colored kings in ancient times had my mentality.
Today I made double-skin milk, and I happily gave it to Qi Ya to eat. The male god said that my craftsmanship has improved a lot, and my heart is in full bloom~~~
"Oh~ the ice is used, be careful with the crispy skin." I leaned aside and watched him manipulate the character to hide in the grass. The type of chasing and chopping.But later it will be quite good~
Qi Ya snorted coldly, and decided to speak with strength.Then he let me see a wonderful scene of a crispy Ashe Jedi counterattack. He made a big move on the small map and controlled the opponent Nine-Tailed Fox who was fighting in a group.Soon, the Nine-Tailed Fox was cut by Galen in our team.
"Qi Ya, when you fight by yourself, is it like a game?" It suddenly occurred to me that when watching animations, his battle scenes were solved cleanly and neatly every time, and never dragged along. Although the killer should do things simply, but Curt is more I like to kill.
"The game is too weak, of course it's more fun to play by yourself, but a weak guy like you will be scared to death. You won't like that kind of scene."
"But every time I watch TV, you are so handsome in it! You don't have to breathe in 1V5 when you fight ants!"
"...Are you watching a monkey?"
"I'm admiring your skill points. ╮( ̄▽ ̄///)"
I said this in a serious manner, and Qi Ya reached out and touched my elbow. In an instant, an electric current made my whole body numb and almost jumped up.
"Scared to death! You actually discharged me!"
"Let you feel my skill points."
Can you feel something else?Like kissing one and wondering how soft your lips really are. _(:з」∠)_
Suppressing such obscene thoughts, I obediently watched Qi Ya use the ice shooter to kill all directions until he became a super god.This world is real.
When Qi Ya opened the second game, he chose the auxiliary hero Qin Se Fairy, Dabo girl paper is the favorite of men, I don't know if Brother Ya is passionate.Well, it's still that indifferent expression.Suddenly the phone rang, and I unlocked the phone. It was a text message reminding me that the books I bought online were coming.
"I'll go downstairs to get the courier~"
"The last book you bought?"
"That's right~ I'm going to be a teacher of the people~ Do you feel that my image has suddenly become tall and majestic?"
"Don't misunderstand your son." Qi Ya laughed wickedly.
"No, no!"
Heartbroken by this smirk, I slammed the door and walked out clutching my excited heart.
After I got the book back, I nestled next to Qi Ya to read it. Occasionally I was attracted by him to watch the battle, but most of the time I still abide by my duty and read the book honestly.When I was reading, Qi Ya always played with headphones, saying that he didn't bother me.In fact, if I really want to read books seriously, I will stay away from him.The reason why I chose to watch beside him is to facilitate my occasional sneak peek ╮( ̄▽ ̄")╭.
I clearly know that the days when we can be together like this are numbered, because the six petals of the jade pendant have already dyed five petals white.The last remaining petal has also faintly turned white, maybe one day it will become completely white.
I am not making noise or making noise now, and I will spend every minute and every second with him happily, and I don't want to use that kind of negative emotion to kill the last time between me and him.
I think I still have control, this is an adult.
In the afternoon, I lie on the mat and watch TV. When there is an advertisement, I read a book twice, and occasionally draw a key mark.This kind of reading is simply enjoyable~
"I very much doubt whether you can pass the exam like this." He hit me with a candy, and Kiya's joking voice sounded above his head.
I touched the back of the smashed head, picked up the candy and then took it apart and ate it, and finally turned around and made a grimace. "Of course, my Chinese is very good, and I'm a genius, this kind of thing is trivial."
"A genius who keeps failing in college?"
"..."
My heart hurts ==.
If I had known earlier, I wouldn’t have revealed so many embarrassing things about me to him. How foolish it is to say this as something to be proud of!I decided to ignore him, turned my head unfeelingly and started reading.
3 minutes later—
"Zuo Ran."
"I'm here~ what's the matter~"
I clearly said that I would treat him ruthlessly, but I'm a waste for breaking my skills in an instant!But Qi Ya has spoken, can I still be cold!A concubine can't do it!
Qi Ya closed the computer on his lap and put it aside, then got up from the sofa and sat down beside me.Of course I was happy to see him approaching, so I got up from the mat and sat upright, looking at him with a smile on my face.
"What do you want to say~"
"Do you want to visit my world?"
The young man's voice is not loud, but the words are clear, and reading it with his clear voice is like a magic spell, which can confuse people's hearts.I was stunned instantly, I think he must have seen my surprise clearly, and there was no need to cover it up, yes, I was probably like a blank sheet of paper in front of him.
All things aside, I think.
But I can't put aside these practical problems. I've passed and I don't have the ability. Do I have to stick to him all the time?stop joking...
I don't have the ability to be proud of people like him, and I can be contented even if I leave my own world.I will be afraid, lonely, panic, cranky... I will definitely suffocate myself.
I thought for a long time, and Qi Ya also waited patiently. At this time, his expression was a little tense, and his eyes flickered slightly, as if he was nervous about my answer.
"Let me ask first, can I come back after I go there? If it's a short trip, it's not bad. I'll show you the new world."
"Probably, it can't."
"Sure?"
"Feel it."
"Then what kind of mentality are you using to invite me? This is simply abduction! If I foolishly follow and can't come back, it's not hard work! You can't be by my side all the time, I’m so scared that I’m not familiar with the place.”
"I won't leave you behind, and you're an adult now."
"Who stipulates that adults can't be afraid! I refuse! I firmly refuse!"
"Tch, it's really simple."
I touched my forehead with one hand, and the silver bangs slipped from between his fingers to cover his blue eyes. I deliberately ignored the disappointment in those bright eyes, and changed the topic with a smile.
Don't mess with my heart so easily, you must not know that your every move is enough to affect me for a long time.
I will guess countless times with a look, I will care about a movement for a long time, and your invitation today, I will miss it for a lifetime.
The reason why I rejected you in such a relaxed tone is because I don't want you and me to feel too uncomfortable.
I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, tossing and turning like a salted fish.Qi Ya's words were repeated over and over again in my mind, which made me feel uneasy.
A heart that was provoked by those words felt like it was going to explode, and the cold air was blowing from the air conditioner in bursts, but it couldn't relieve the heat in my heart at all.
In fact, the male god is still very slow! ! ! !Super dull!I don't know how much damage I can do to me!I don't know what kind of feelings I have for him!Xiaojie has been friends with him for so many years, why didn't he teach him more about it! ! !
Slow, blunt, dead!
Such a blatant invitation was so foul that it broke through the sky. Fortunately, I was calm and witty at the time.
I couldn't fall asleep anyway, so I just sat up from the bed, ran to the desk and opened the drawer.There is a royal blue box in the drawer, which contains lotus jade pendants.The sixth petal is slowly turning white, and half of it is already white.My heart was spinning a thousand times, and my brain was hot, so I opened the window and stretched my hand out of the window.
No, no, if you throw it downstairs like this, he will still find it.How about I take a taxi to the suburbs and throw it away?Or throw it into the river?If you want to do it, you must do it cleanly, and don't show your feet.
All kinds of dark thoughts flashed through my mind, and I couldn't stand the itching for the jade pendant in my hand.
After staring at the things in my hand for a long time, I finally let out a long sigh, and I took my hand back and closed the window again.
■
The next day, I was woken up by the pattering rain outside the window. The weather in summer is like this, as willful as a girl's mood, sometimes it is sunny and sometimes it rains heavily.
I forgot to draw the curtains last night, the gloomy and depressing weather outside the window made me a little breathless, and the rainwater was beating on the glass windows making a messy and annoying sound.I can only ignore it deliberately, otherwise it will only be worse, I prefer sunny days.Besides, I got up too early today, it's only six o'clock.
While changing clothes, I caught a glimpse of the jade pendant next to the pillow, and I froze at just one glance.The blood in my whole body seemed to freeze instantly, making me unable to move.
All white, all white...
A mess of evil thoughts flashed through my mind for a moment, and I severely suppressed the churning thoughts in my heart, and I looked directly at the pendant.
Reach out, pick it up, and unscrew the door.
Yes, I want to be more casual, open-minded and calm, preferably with a smile, and then say: Congratulations on being able to go home, now Xiaojie Yalujia and the others will be relieved, etc. ...
The first impression cannot be saved, but the last impression can still be saved.
Qi Ya slept in late today, the door was closed, I knocked several times before there was any sound from inside.The door was opened, and he appeared neatly dressed, with half of his body still leaning against the door frame, as lazy as a cat.
"Did you wake up a little early?" He yawned, and his incongruous words sounded very pleasant to his ears, even a little sexy.
Shaking my head to put aside these charming thoughts, I raised my hand in front of him, spread my palm, and the all-white lotus pendant lay quietly in my palm.Qi Ya's gaze also froze when it fell on the pendant, his eyes widened in surprise, and the sleepiness on his face was replaced by curiosity.
"It's all white."
His curious and light tone sounded a little uncomfortable to me, he should be looking forward to going back.
"According to the agreement, return it to you."
"Thanks, look, you didn't throw it away."
I have lost it thousands of times in my heart.
When Qi Ya picked up the jade pendant, ripples appeared in the air like a lake for no reason. Feeling the change in the air, I was shocked to see a vortex formed on the snow-white wall.Gradually, the vortex became bigger and bigger, and it stopped expanding until it could suck a person into it.I stared at the movie-like scene in front of me, speechless in astonishment.
The dark vortex is like a door to another world, full of desire to discover, mysterious and dangerous.
"Wow, it seems that the guess is correct. This is the passage to go back." The boy smiled.
"Then you will leave as soon as you step into this vortex?"
"Theoretically, this is the case, do you want to try?"
"No, you should go now."
"A few days ago, she was reluctant to let me go, but now she looks like she wants to drive people away. Xiaojie said that women are good at changing, it is true."
Qi Ya played with the pendant in his hand, but was not in a hurry to touch the weird vortex.I watched him joking and felt a pang of sadness in my heart, but it wasn't that unbearable. It wasn't that I was going to die, but I just felt that a piece of my heart was being ripped out. It was painful but not fatal.
"Did Xiaojie tell you that women are very glass-hearted?"
Tears gushed out along with the crying, I quickly wiped away the tears with one hand, but more tears rolled down, and the back of my hand was wet, but I still couldn't stop it.It's raining outside, and it's raining inside.At this moment, it feels like the world is wet, and the whole person seems to be soaked in water.
In the field of vision full of water vapor, I saw that Qi Ya panicked. He took a step forward helplessly as if he wanted to wipe my tears, but he retracted his hand before touching me.
"Don't cry, I'm leaving now, the last impression is that you are so frustrated that you cry like a tabby cat."
Yeah, I also feel very frustrated, obviously I want to give you a perfect smile to finish.You gave me so many great memories and I'm giving you such a bad send-off.
Qi Ya looked at me silently for a while, and when my broken tears could stop a little bit, he turned around and walked towards the whirlpool.
The bits and pieces of getting along with him these days are like a movie that has been infinitely slowed down, flashing scenes in my mind, his thoughtfulness, his pride, his carefulness, his willfulness, and his indifference , his concession...
When he was about to step into the vortex, I finally couldn't help the surging emotions in my heart, and shouted at his back——
"You can't forget me even when you go back! You can't forget Zuo Ran! You can't!"
My throat hurts in such screams, but I don't care, I just want this person to remember me.
I don't want to just miss him one-sidedly, I am also selfish, I am also uncomfortable, and I also want to be missed by him.I'm like a fool who couldn't get a promise, standing still and not daring to move but still stubbornly uncompromising.
Suddenly, with a tug, I was hugged tightly by Qi Ya who turned back.My forehead hit his chest heavily, and my warm embrace surrounded me. All that stubbornness was shattered and turned into tears and grievances, and I finally cried loudly.
The sound of rain ticking was covered by my shaking cry.
His voice fell on my ears softly, clearer and softer than the sound of rain outside, I heard him say.
"I am leaving."
The author has something to say:
Well, here's the finale.
A girl asked me what would happen if I kissed before, and the kiss made things clear.There is no reason for both parties to pretend to be stupid. Sometimes many people feel that it is good to say something clearly and openly, but the reality is that not everything can be said.
If I say that there are ten reasons why I must say it, then I also have ten reasons why I must not say it.This is mutual, and of course, because everyone's personality is different, so of course the development of things will not be the same.
In the end, it is good for the two people to separate, let each other become a dream in the heart, it happened and existed, and that is enough.Then life needs to go on.
Thanks for watching.
Qi Ya's episode will be released tomorrow, and Zuo Ran's episode will be released the day after tomorrow.Hugs to you.
☆, Fanwai Qiya
Her quick and hot breath pounced on his cheeks, making his nerves feel like a tight string.The breath on his body was confused for a moment, and then he suppressed it secretly.As long as she gets closer, the string of reason will probably break, and he doesn't know what he will do at that time.
He didn't open his eyes, didn't make any further movements, but he could feel that she was very close to him.
Maybe if you get closer, you can touch your lips and teeth, and then kiss, prying the soft lips of the other party deep, messing with her hair, stirring her breath, and pressing her down.
A charming thought flashed through his mind quickly, and Qi Ya suppressed and suppressed it, but he still couldn't completely get rid of this distracting thought.
It was the first time he had such an urgent and unbearable impulse, and it seemed that it took all his strength to suppress this inexplicable restlessness.Very annoying and powerless.
Both expecting and resisting.
Fortunately, fortunately, she didn't do that, and didn't touch his defense any further.
When the feeling for her changed, Qiya was not very clear.But by the time he realized it, she already had a place in his heart.He will pay attention to her emotions, be considerate of her difficulties, and pay attention to her actions. Sometimes a frown on her face will make him wonder if she has encountered any difficulties.
But Qiya never knew that her emotions had always revolved around him.
The teenager who tasted love for the first time was a little at a loss, a little scared and even resistant to this sudden strange feeling.But he hid it very well, tidied up his emotions tightly, and Zuo Ran was always in a daze and out of tune, so it was difficult to detect his little thoughts.She even thought he hated her a little.
The emergence of feelings made Qi Ya himself feel strange, the first impression is so unreliable, why can it develop like this.
Ask yourself, and get no answers.
Qi Ya didn't think about responding to such feelings at first, and he took two measures of ignoring and suppressing at the beginning.He can disguise himself so well that the other party can't find any flaws, but in his eyes, Zuo Ran is like a blank sheet of paper, and he can see it at a glance if there is any change.
The matter of Zhuangzi exploded like a ticking time bomb when he was unprepared, which started the first cold war between him and Zuo Ran.
Originally lively and carefree person
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