After all, where have I seen you

Jin Ran was not good at speaking beautiful words, so he had to keep silent.

"Eat, eat... There is nothing to treat you, just eat as you go." The old woman pointed to the dishes and said.

On the dining table, there is a plate of fried bacon with green peppers and a plate of fried vegetables. It is simple, but it tastes good in the mouth and goes well with rice.The bean paste in the bacon is delicious, and Jin Ran guessed that it must be the bean paste made by the old lady herself.A few mouthfuls of bacon and a chopstick of green vegetables are very refreshing.Jin Ran picked up the bowl and quickly picked it up, "It's delicious!" He admired it from the bottom of his heart.

"Then you eat more, usually I cook a meal, I eat it for two days, the food is hot and hot, or I can't finish it! Hey..."

"Grandma, do you live here alone?"

"Yes. It was all demolished, and everyone moved to resettlement housing. I'm not used to living in the city. A small house is like being in prison. I can't do anything, and I have to spend money to buy some onions. You What a pity to see the barren land outside!"

Jin Ran nodded, "My hometown has also been demolished."

"Are you a rural child too?"

"Yeah!" He took two more mouthfuls, and the bowl was drained.

Grandma looked at it, and immediately stood up to take his bowl, and quickly went into the kitchen to fill it with white rice and come out.

"Where are your...children?" Jin Ran asked hesitantly. When people see an old man living alone, they will always reflexively imagine that her children have abandoned the old man.

"They are very nice, and treat me very well. It's just that I don't want to be here. Have you seen the Buddha statue next to it? Before that, it was a temple in a few villages around. If there's anything to do, everyone comes here to offer incense and eat vegetarian food. Now No one is coming. The temples in the city are bigger and the Buddha statues are taller. I want to stay here. Moreover, the elderly are like children, and they should be independent. Children grow up and live with their parents unhappy, and the elderly I am old to a certain extent, and it is not suitable to live with my children. Being separated does not mean that I am not filial. Everyone has their own favorite lifestyle. I like to stay here, chant scriptures every day, plant land, raise cats and dogs, and die Forget it."

Jin Ran thinks this old lady is very cute.

"Hi! I just talk a lot. I can talk to cats and dogs for a long time... oops!" Can't speak, really!"

Jin Ran also smiled and shook his head, "It's okay, I won't think that way."

"What did you want to come in and find out?"

"Oh, I want to ask you, this used to be the fifth team of Huanglong Village, Shaxi Town?"

"Yes!"

"Then do you know a man named 'Huang Yin'? He is about the same age as me. He also has a younger brother and a younger sister."

Almost without thinking about it, the old lady said, "I know him, I watched him grow up." After speaking, she let out a big sigh and even put down her job. "That child's life is miserable!"

Jin Ran originally only wanted to ask where Huang Yin's younger siblings live now, but obviously, the old lady's chatterbox was opened again.Jin Ran was ready to listen to the story.

"That child has been obedient since he was a child. He has good grades and is sensible. It's a pity! Really, sometimes, God is short-sighted. How capable his father used to be. He was the first one in our village who chose not to plant land or throw away land. The child went to work in other places. His father learned to drive, and helped people pull goods, pigs, grain, everything, and he was so nice that many people were willing to hire him. First he was a small three-wheeler, and later changed to a big truck. They He also takes good care of the three children in the family, mainly because he educates the eldest well, and the eldest takes care of the two younger ones. He has no hobbies other than spending money for the children, and he doesn’t even smoke.”

"Where's Huang Yin's mother?"

The old lady sighed again, "The youngest fell ill and died not long after giving birth. If his mother hadn't died, Huang Yin wouldn't have been so miserable later."

"..."

"When Huang Yin was in the third year of junior high school, his family was the envy of the whole village. I remember that year, Huang Yincai had just received a notice from a key high school. His younger siblings were still in elementary school, and his father had an accident. We I usually advise his father not to work so hard, how can the driver be overworked! An accident will happen! You can say that this old man is fine after he dies, he still has so much savings, the tuition fees he saved for his three children , but he didn’t die. If he was dead, it would be troublesome. The hospital is a place where people live. After a few months, the family’s savings were gone, and finally he was paralyzed. His father just lay in bed every day. On the bed, someone needs to feed him. The two younger brothers and sisters are still so young, and Huang Yin, as the eldest, can't leave the whole family to go to high school!" Grandma sighed again!

Jin Ran thinks about it, it's really impossible.In comparison, I was luckier than Huang Yin. He didn't have a mother either, but his father only had his own son, and his father died very quickly, so he didn't have any troubles!This is also the premise that he can create a good future through his own efforts.And some people not only have a very low starting point, but also bear a lot of responsibilities behind them. No matter how hard they try, they can't create a future. All they think about is how not to starve their relatives to death.

"Later, the family really couldn't help it. A child as young as Huang Yin knocked on doors from door to door asking us to borrow money. Children have such thin skins. Huang Yin is a shy child. We can help, but No one has a lot of money. When school started, Huang Yin still insisted on letting his two younger siblings go to school. He looked for work everywhere! He was only under 16 years old at the time, so he went to the construction site and worked hard every day under the sun The skin on his back was cracked. Of course his father felt distressed when he saw it, but what could he do? He could only wipe his tears away! Then one day, Huang Yin went to work on the construction site as usual, and his younger siblings went to At school, his dad didn’t know how to get out of bed, and it’s difficult to turn over by himself! He just rolled out of bed, crawled more than ten meters to find a bottle of pesticide, and drank it.” The old woman shook her head while talking. "Pesticides are really harmful. Even when they were sent to the hospital, the doctors said there was no cure, but they wouldn't poison you to death right away. What a crime! A child as young as Huang Yin just watched his father lying there little by little. Died. We also went to see it, but it was uncomfortable just looking at it. The mouth was rotten, and I couldn’t eat anything. The red and yellow things were vomiting, and I felt like I was going to spit out my intestines. Lying on the bed like that with bulging eyes, unable to even breathe in, he died after lying down for more than ten days! What a crime! He died so painfully. , Jumping into rivers and buildings is better than drinking pesticides! Hey~~~~~~"

Jin Ran listened, his eyes became wet unconsciously, and he let out a big sigh.