Senior, please forgive me!don't pull my skirt

In the hotel room, on a big soft and white bed, lay a handsome man playing games.

this is me.

And there was an ugly fat man kneeling on the carpet beside the bed.

That was Mu Junchen.

Suddenly, in the cheerful game music, a voice as weak as a mosquito mixed in: "Huaihuai, how long will I have to kneel...haven't you forgiven me yet?"

I said coldly, "You don't like Lu Huai, but Lu Xiaoliu?"

Mu Junchen swallowed his saliva and remained silent.

I continued: "But Lu Xiaoliu is just a stand-in for the younger sister you met when you were young."

Mu Junchen argued in a low voice: "This is all about high school... Didn't I say later that I like you? Isn't it you when you were a child?"

Me: "You still asked me to act as a substitute for myself, you still made me jealous of myself, and you made Chen Shu angry at me, but it turned out that Chen Shu pretended to be me fucking, Mu Junchen, you are awesome!" .”

"I was wrong." Mu Junchen whispered.

Apologizing is useless, I have suffered all the grievances, I am angry with myself, what is this called?

Seeing the other party kill the high ground, I threw the phone aside.I am so angry that even the canyon is not fun anymore, I just want to be a hang-up dog now.

Without the game sound, the room was eerily quiet.

"You said..." Mu Junchen couldn't hold back anymore, his eyes rolled around, and he said eagerly, "If you told me your name at that time, it wouldn't be so much. I asked you many times and you didn't say it. , don’t mention the name, even the gender is wrong..."

"So you mean," I turned my gaze to him, "Qu, Du, Lai, me?"

"That's not what it means! I was wrong, I was wrong." Mu Junchen immediately slapped himself on the face.

"Are you lonely? If you want to slap you, just slap harder, and you don't hear a sound." I was indifferent.

"I'm afraid of pain, I can't do it, Huaihuai, can you hit me, you can hit me..."

While talking, Mu Junchen approached, grabbed my hand and hit him in the face. I pushed him and pulled him, and he lay on the bed with half of his body, hugging my waist with his hands, with his head on my His belly arched like a dog.

"Go away!" I kicked and kicked him with both hands and feet, kicking him down.

Mu Junchen slid off the bed and knelt down straight.

I questioned him: "You said I didn't say my name, so what about you, you didn't tell me your name. If you said your name back then, why are there so many things going on now? I still look similar to when I was a child, right? This looks so upside down, I never associated you with that fat man when I was a child! Why didn't you say your name? It's all your fault!"

Mu Junchen looked innocent: "My mother forbids me to tell other people's names, and, how did I know that I would become so handsome when I grow up..."

When I saw him, I got angry and even boasted about it. I kicked him heartily: "How fucking handsome are you!"

Mu Junchen didn't hide, he hit his strong chest hard, and whispered: "A few are really handsome."

Boys can come up with pornographic jokes even if they are alone, let alone two men falling in love. Daily conversations are full of traffic, but now it is different. He is not only Mu Junchen, He was still the little fat man who I treated as my own brother when I was young.

I stared at him in disbelief.

Mu Junchen took a look at me and realized that his face was flushed. He lifted the quilt and buried his head in it.

Like an ostrich.

He's barely human enough to be ashamed, I think.

However, just two seconds after thinking like this, the quilt suddenly moved, and Mu Junchen slowly began to burrow in, until all the big ones got into the quilt.

I:"???"

Just wondering, the quilt suddenly opened its mouth wide and swallowed me whole. It was pitch black inside, and a giant octopus entangled me.

"I, still, am, angry!" I gritted my teeth, "You fucking let go of me!"

"Don't let it go." Mu Junchen said, "Do you feel that it's awkward to be in close contact with me now? It's because of this reason that I feel guilty when I think of doing bad things to you, and I feel like I'm bullying my childhood. You, who I only regard as my younger sister, are weird, but I have summed up my experience now, if you hug more and have more physical contact, you will get used to it.

He turned me over, with my back to him.

"Why do you always like to use this trick? Huaihuai, this is a bad habit, you have to change... Ah! Let go! Huaihuai, let go! It hurts! Okay, okay, bite..."

I bit my teeth on the tiger's mouth of Mu Junchen's right hand, and I didn't let go until there was a trace of blood in my mouth.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault, I promised to protect you, but I failed to take you away."

Mu Junchen hugged me and said softly.

At this moment, my heart was like a levee being washed away by a torrential flood. All my strength was released, and the whole world went away, leaving only this small bed with the breath of Mu Junchen and me lingering.

I felt aggrieved and sad: "I went to your house to look for you, and met?? Mom, she told me that you died..."

Mu Junchen sighed for a long time, and patted my head: "She knows that I have a good relationship with you, so she deliberately wanted me to separate myself from Taohua Village, and wanted that fat boy to become more expensive and more suitable for me. What a father expects from his son."

"I told her that I wanted to go back to you, but she wouldn't let me leave the house, bribed the driver, and kept an eye on me 24 hours a day. Later, I found a chance to go again. I didn't know your name, and the photo was with you again. I asked all over the place. In Peach Blossom Village, no one knows who I'm looking for."

"When I saw you again, I was actually in the clubhouse. I knew you hadn't studied, and my heart ached to death. Later, when I found out that you were a man, I felt disappointed, but I was also a little glad that she wasn't you. At least I could still I can imagine her doing well."

"I never thought that in the end, you would be that little girl back then."

I wiped my face, pulled down the quilt a little, looked at his hand, there was a bloody tooth mark on it: "I was so f*cking frightened to death...what the hell, I don't even know you've been deceiving your corpse for so long. Know……"

Mu Junchen: "..."

"Baby, you are really good at destroying the atmosphere." Mu Junchen muttered.

"I have to get rid of the poison, I'll go down and buy medicine." I lifted the quilt.

Mu Junchen didn't care: "No need, what kind of poison can your bite have? Even if it was poisonous, I would have been immune to it long ago. After all, I have been bitten by you so many times. Huaihuai, let's talk for a while, how much do you want me to hug this again?" God..."

I looked at him: "Fatty."

Mu Junchen's eyes suddenly became awkward, and he sat down properly: "Okay, I'll wait for you here... No, I'll go with you."

When I went downstairs, it was already dark.

The shopping guide at the pharmacy helped to look at the wound and said that it would be enough to wipe it with hydrogen peroxide and iodophor.

"By the way, didn't you say you went out to buy vegetables and go back to cook for my mother?"

After leaving the pharmacy, Mu Junchen suddenly asked about this.

I was a little awkward and didn't want to go back and see her, but she was Mu Junchen's mother.

"Can I not go back and cook for her?" I recalled the first time I saw Mu Junchen when I was a child, and I felt very uncomfortable, so I said cautiously, "She has been starving you for so long as a child, but I am starving her as an adult." A meal... okay?"

Mu Junchen held my hand, the night slowly fell, and his deep and soft eyes were illuminated by neon lights all over the street: "OK."

After returning to the room, they applied medicine to Mu Junchen's hands, and both of them fell silent. After the initial fierce conflict, they calmed down now and didn't know what to do.

"Going out to eat?" Mu Junchen picked my chin with his fingers.

"no appetite."

I threw the used cotton swabs into the trash can, and I didn't want to give him a good face: "You have seen the photos, why didn't you tell me?"

Mu Junchen looked embarrassed and didn't want to say anything, but looking at my face, he still said: "I don't want you to know... I was too ugly and useless when I was young..."

That's it?

I was really speechless: "At that time, you were so young, what was the use? What can you do? When you grow a little fat, you feel like a superman?"

Mu Junchen stared at me for a moment, then lowered his head and exhaled: "The main reason is that I was locked up at home by my mother like an unwanted dog, and almost starved to death... I think it's too embarrassing." I hope that in your eyes, I am Mu Junchen, your senior who is worthy of love, who can help you handle everything, protect you, and stand out wherever you go."

"It's not the fat guy who no one likes, no one cares whether he is dead or alive, and even his own mother treats him not as a person, but as a tool."

His head was drooping low, his broad shoulders were slumped, and his hands on his knees trembled slightly.

"It's not shameful." I stretched out my hand and held his hand with my fingers intertwined, and suddenly I wanted to say a lot, "Because it's not your fault at all, it's not your problem, whether you are worthy of being loved, and your The value is not determined by how your mother views you."

"And I like them both." I said, "I like both Little Fatty and Mu Junchen."

"Mu Junchen, you are a gift from God... I like you very much. You may be a tool in her eyes, but in my heart, you are a unparalleled treasure."

Mu Junchen turned his head to look at me, staring at me with moist deep eyes, like a deep and pure lake, and like stars floating in the dark universe.

I was a little embarrassed: "Did I say it too nasty... But I really think so in my heart, you are really super nice, except for the occasional little obscenity, I can't think of anyone who is better than you Yes, I really like you, even if you are a big fat man now, I still like you..."

You are one of the few, even the only light in my life right now.

I looked at Mu Junchen, feeling in my heart, God still cares for me, I picked up such a good person, suddenly there was a surge of heat in my heart, I leaned over and touched his lips.

Mu Junchen was stunned, and then a smile appeared in his peach blossom eyes, like the ice and snow melting in spring, like the stars shining in summer night.

"You're my baby too, the only one." He reached out and grabbed the back of my head, tilting his head slightly and leaning over.

Author: It's even fitting for an ending here, and some sweet codas to follow