Senior, please forgive me!don't pull my skirt

"Lu Huai, what's wrong with you?" Jia Quan in the front seat suddenly patted my hand.

"Ah?" I locked the phone, "It's nothing, it's nothing."

"All right?" Jia Quan followed me, "Where are you going?"

"It's a bit hot, let's go blow some air."

I put my hands in my trouser pockets, left the classroom with my legs swaying, and walked upstairs with the pace of a young and Dangerous boy. Liu Yanyan's mother appeared from nowhere again, and she was about to scratch me when she came over, and I kicked her down on the ground.

"Come again, I'll kill you."

I pointed at her coldly.

It's quite cool, the feeling of this moment.

She sat on the ground and looked at me, in a daze, she really didn't make a sound, and she didn't stand up.

"jingle----------"

The class bell passed through the entire campus. I found an iron rod in the rooftop stairwell on the top floor, and pried open the locked rooftop door. The iron rod cut my hand, and blood dripped on the ground, covered in dust.

The wind on the roof was really cool, blowing up the hem of my short-sleeved school uniform, and the wind poured into the clothes along the hem, leaving it empty.

"Lu Huai! What are you going to do?"

Liu Yanyan's mother followed and looked at me in horror. A few students also came to look around curiously.

I closed the roof door and locked the door with an iron rod.

"I will always remember the summer wind, clearly say you love me, I see your cool smile, and there are times when you are shy..."

Silly|force, it's not summer anymore, it's hotter autumn.

So I changed the song: "Oh, babybabyit'sawildworld, it'shardtogetbyjustuponasmile..."

I can only sing this sentence, but I can't do the rest, so my rough singing stopped again.

"Hello teacher--"

At the moment when I just started class, there were voices one after another in the campus, all of them were like this, all in unison, dragging their long tails.

I went to the edge of the fence, man, the fence is really high, higher than my waist, I took a little effort to get myself to sit on it, it's too embarrassing for me to be short.

Maybe I was really too thin, the wind made me wobble a little bit, I swayed my legs, and looked at the students downstairs who probably went to the commissary and came back and found that they were late and running wildly.

Like ants, they are like a few small ants running on the ground.

People look like people when they are close, but they are small when they are far away, just like ants.

Mu Junchen is also an ant, and I am also an ant, two little ants.Mu Junchen has already left, and I am even more of an insignificant ant.

The ant wants to turn over and jump down now, he wants to find another ant, otherwise an ant is so lonely and not fun.

"There's someone up there!"

Suddenly an ant on the ground raised its head and yelled loudly, and the other ants also raised their heads to look at me after receiving the signal.

"What to watch, watch your mother laying eggs."

I cursed, and somehow felt a little happy.

"Lu Huai! Lu Huai! Lu Huai!!!" Liu Yanyan's mother was knocking on the door of the rooftop.

"Lu Huai! What are you doing!" On the sixth floor below the rooftop, the grade director leaned out from the guardrail of the corridor, looked up at me from an uncomfortable angle, and shouted, "Don't be stupid Things!! Go back! Go back to a safe place!"

I will not go back, there is no safe place.

There is no safe place for Lu Huai.

"Lu Huai! Think about your grandma!" Liu Yanyan's mother shouted loudly from the door, "Think about your grandma if you can't think about it! Your aunt won't let you drop out of school! Your grandma is so old! Every one of you I went back to watch it on Sundays and holidays. You jumped off today, and she won’t see you in the future. Go home to see her, and she can’t hear her. How can we explain to her that you suddenly disappeared when you were young!”

"Lu Huai, your grandma likes you the most, don't you know...why are you so ignorant, is such a thing worth jumping off a building? You children are too impulsive..."

She yelled and cried, and cried very badly.

I sat on the fence and sighed, yes, I still have my grandma.

But grandma, she has lived to such an advanced age, is it possible, she may have seen many storms and waves, and the loss of a grandson should not have a big impact on her life.

I'm gone, so my aunt will definitely take care of her.

But what if she doesn't know how to do it, what if she hates grandma?

She must be very fierce to the grandmother.

It's so tangled, damn it, it's too difficult, why is everything so difficult, even jumping off a building is so difficult.

There were more and more people looking up from below, and the head teachers of each class had to come out and drive everyone in.

The police car came, and so did the fire engine, beep—beep—beep—red and blue.

The door of the roof was opened, and many people rushed onto the roof, including grade directors, principals, homeroom teachers, aunts, police officers, and school security guards.

The grade director wiped the sweat from his brow: "Lu Huai, you are a good boy, listen to the teacher and come down, okay? If there is anything you can communicate with your classmates and teachers, everyone cares about you very much, you are still so young , You must cherish your own life! Nothing is more important than human life, right? Can't you despise your own life like this?"

"Lu Huai! Come down! You have no conscience! If you don't want to drop out of school, you can tell your aunt, and your aunt doesn't necessarily have to follow your head to drop out of school. Who are you trying to threaten by jumping off the building like this?!"

My aunt went crazy again, jumping and scolding me, with tears shed for no reason.

"I don't want to hear her talk." I pointed at her.

"Hurry up and get this parent away!"

The grade director yelled at the two security guards, who immediately covered Liu Yanyan's mother's mouth and held her down.

"Lu Huai, it's too dangerous for you to sit on it like that. Come down first and go to a safer place, okay? Do you still have a grandmother? I heard that you and your grandmother have a very good relationship..."

"I'll just sit on it and think about it. I haven't decided to jump yet. Can you stop disturbing me?" I was a little annoyed, hoping they would leave quickly, "If you want to jump, I promise to wait until there is no one below. Jump again so as not to hit anyone."

However, they didn't leave, but kept persuading me, why think about your grandma, think about your future, think about your future life, chattering and chaotic.

The more I talked about it, the more I wanted to jump down, and I made such a noise at them, I didn't want to live anymore.

I looked up at the sky, it was really blue and clean.

That's it, grandma, I'm sorry, I'm so sad, I can't help it, I can't do it.

I closed my eyes and was about to pour out all my strength when suddenly I felt an auditory hallucination in my ears.

"Huaihuai!!!"

It sounded like Mu Junchen's voice.

I slowly opened my eyes, looked to the side, and saw a very conspicuous tall man who was stopped at the back by the police, with his arm wrapped around his neck with white gauze.

"Huaihuai, come down! Come down, come to the senior!"

Mu Junchen's eyes were red, his face was wet, his face was a little pale, and he looked unsteady. He was about to be driven away by the police, and he was scolded by them for making trouble.

But he didn't explain anything to them, he just stared at me: "Come down soon, okay? Why are you disobedient! Why don't you come down and talk about something? If you don't come over, do you want me to jump down with you? "

The police gradually slowed down the movement of pushing him, and the expressions of the people on the rooftop became strange, and their probing eyes flicked back and forth between Mu Junchen and me.

It's real Mu Junchen, he's alive, and there are still shadows under his feet.

At this moment, what I felt first was not the joy of seeing Mu Junchen still alive, but my legs were weak, trembling, fear and grievance.

"I saw you lying on the ground..." I sat on the fence and began to cry, like opening a gate, crying loudly, "I saw you lying on the ground..."

"What? Huaihuai, what are you talking about? Can you come over and say it? Be good, come down and cry, okay?" Mu Junchen coaxed with a blank expression and anxiously.

"My legs are a little numb, I can't move..."

I fucking regret climbing up now, and I feel out of my body when I look down. If I want to jump off the building, can't I just stand inside the fence and think about it?Why do you have to climb up?

"It's so windy here, I'm so scared..." I gripped the fence tightly with both hands, my thighs were numb, and I felt like I was going to cramp, so I didn't dare to move, "Senior, Mu Junchen...can you come over and help me... ..."

"He let me go!!"

Mu Junchen yelled and struggled violently, and the police finally released him.

Firefighters and police followed him, approaching cautiously.

When Mu Junchen came over, I realized that his hair was messy, his eyes were bloodshot, he looked very tired, and his clothes were wrinkled.

He approached gently step by step, the arm that was not wrapped in gauze tightly wrapped around my waist, and gently tilted me towards him at an angle.

"I'm hugging you, don't be afraid." His voice was hoarse, and his eyes were looking at me.

The firefighters rushed up at this moment, and together they pulled me off the fence like picking cabbages.

Criticism and education after I got down was inevitable. I lowered my head and nodded at what the police and teachers said, and from time to time I secretly glanced at Mu Junchen who was standing not far away.

Every time I look at him, I can see that he is also looking at me, the kind of staring that wants to see me into my stomach.

"You don't have to go to today's class. Go back with your aunt to have a good rest and adjust your state. If you have any questions, you can tell the teacher, okay?" The grade director took me back to his office and suddenly glanced at me. Mu Junchen, who swept outside the door, said, "Or you can go back with this Mu Junchen...Is he your brother?"

I raised my eyes, and saw the grade director with a headache and self-deception: "He has good grades, and he is very good among the last batch of graduates... Well, you can study more... His review method, go back and adjust it Come to class tomorrow, I was really troubled by you today, you climbed so high, you are not afraid, I am afraid..."

It was class time again, and there was no one in the corridor, only a small number of students looked out through the window glass next to the corridor.

Liu Yanyan's mother was waiting for me at the door of the office.

"Auntie, you go home, my senior is here to pick me up." I tried my best to be calm.

Liu Yanyan's mother raised her finger: "This is your one who fucked together..."

I stared hard at her.

She stopped talking, retracted her fingers embarrassingly, stood there for a while, cursed "short-lived ghost", and finally left.

"Huaihuai, where are we going?" Mu Junchen hung one hand and tightly held my hand with the other, and walked slowly through the place where the bicycles were parked under the teaching building, "I don't have any money left on me." , my mobile phone is broken and I am not with me, so I have not contacted you..."

I interrupted him: "I still have money with me, let's open a room."