Senior, please forgive me!don't pull my skirt

I firmly grasped the waistband of my trousers and slid down, trying to get out of his control.

He grabs me by the collar, lifts me up, presses down firmly again, and squeezes a leg between my legs to separate my knees.

"When do you want to hide?" He tugged at my trousers, and at the same time fumbled with his hand.

I didn't speak, and I grabbed my pants with all my might, tears streaming down my face.

"I agreed and refused to do it, what do you mean?" Mu Junchen whispered in my ear, "Are you reluctant to part with me? You don't want to have nothing to do with me? Huh? Tell me!"

"But you have to pay back the money you owe me, right? I proposed a new method that day, but you didn't agree with it. What's the matter? No money, no one? You're just such a rascal? Bully me honestly, right?"

I trembled and said, "I'll give you the money...I'll pay you back the money right away..."

He laughed and said, "Immediately? 1 yuan, why immediately?"

"It's not ten thousand, it's nine thousand seven hundred and sixty nine... minus the money I paid you back before, plus the money you gave me to buy food and pay for the meal during this period, I still owe you nine thousand seven hundred and sixty nine... ..."

I felt great sadness in my heart, and I finally expressed my thoughts about being moved countless times but not daring to say them, not daring to say them to others and not daring to say them to myself, "I drop out of school, I don't study anymore, I'm going to work ...Save the salary and return it to you...I work one job during the day and one job at night, earning more than 9000 yuan, it should be soon..."

Mu Junchen froze, didn't speak, and relaxed his hands.

I noticed it, and immediately pulled his hand out of my trousers, fastened the belt by another click, and tightened my waist, making sure there was no gap for his hand to slip in again.

The cubicle was quiet, and the dormitory building was far or near. From time to time, there was a sound of howling ghosts and wolves. Someone was singing "One Night in Beijing" and shouted loudly, "Why is the city gate still open?"

I wanted to go out, and I tried to pull the door with my hand, but Mu Junchen grabbed my hand.

"As I said before, it's okay not to pay back the money owed to me..."

"But you want me to kiss you." I boldly interrupted him, "A man kissing a man is just messing around, I don't want to mess with you... What if I become gay? I want to ask for a wife of……"

Mu Junchen grabbed my hand suddenly, but didn't speak.

No matter how outrageous Mu Junchen does, no matter how badly he teases me, his heart is not bad after all.

I couldn't help persuading him: "You always want to kiss me...it's not right...I'm a man, not a woman...you like women, you're a straight man...straight men are better than gays, even gays can't get married ...You still have time to correct it now, no...you just think of me as a woman, you don't need to correct it, wait until I drop out of school

It's okay...you can't see me, you'll be fine..."

As we talked, Mu Junchen didn't respond at all. I was the only one who felt so uncomfortable that I was about to die. I won't see Mu Junchen in the future. We both have a class gap and have such a big enmity. It's over, and there will definitely be no more contact in the future.

Although he has a weird temper, wretched and prudish, loves to act and is a bit of a sissy, like a girl, he loves to dress like a baby, sleeps sweetly and snores, but I still like him very much. He is the one I have met in my life. The one I like the most among all the people, more than my grandmother, more than my little fat man.

But I can't stand this anymore, he doesn't like me, when he kisses me, he thinks about the girl he likes.

If he likes me too, I think I can give him everything, and after earning money, I will spend it for my grandma and the rest, and I will do whatever he wants me to do.

But he doesn't like me.

Without his love, I can only have a little bit of my own dignity.

I bit my lip, tears pattering on the metal zipper of my jacket.

"Change? It's easy for you to say, how do you change it?" Mu Junchen finally said, not at all angry, but seemed a little flustered, "Change your mother, change it."

"My mother is dead, don't talk about her!"

I suddenly yelled, this voice was like a switch, I finally couldn't help it, and started to cry, the tears kept sliding down my face, it was very itchy, I wanted to wipe my face, thinking about the stillness on my face Coal ash, I don't know what the flower will look like once I wipe it, but forget it, it just pokes and cries like a piece of wood.

"I'm sorry." Mu Junchen's tone changed instantly, "You, you didn't say that, I'm sorry..."

He stretched out his hand to wipe my face, probably feeling a handful of soot, then wiped it with his sleeve, and then patted my head clumsily after wiping.

I turned my head and refused to touch him.

"Then you don't want to go to college?"

He withdrew his hand and suddenly asked a question that had nothing to do with our affairs.

"...No more exams."

"You have worked so hard to earn tuition fees for yourself, and you have worked so hard to support yourself until now. If you don't take the exam, you won't take the exam?" He asked again.

"I won't take the exam, I won't pass the exam anyway."

I was a little impatient with his sudden concern, and I thought to let me go, stop shining your warm light on me, you amateur holy father who has nothing to do and shines casually!

"Who said you couldn't pass the exam?"

"They all say I can't pass the exam, they all say I can't pass the exam!"

My tone was grumpy, and I wanted to add a curse word, but I held back.

"If others say you can't pass the exam, you can't pass the exam?"

Mu Junchen suddenly spoke earnestly, "As long as you don't do anything wrong and don't harm anyone, you can do whatever you like, regardless of what others say. You can't live in the eyes of others, you have to live for yourself. Tell me, If you just give up like this, do you think highly of yourself?"

I don’t know why it seemed like Mu Junchen wanted to (wow one by one) me, but now the painting style has become that he is pouring chicken soup for me, exuding the light of the three views, and persuading me to study hard and take the university entrance exam ?

"I've hurt someone, didn't I hurt you? If you hadn't met me and been cheated by me, you must be fine and normal now, and you wouldn't be so weird..." I said sourly in my heart.

"Who, who is weird, I don't have it, I'm just curious for fun... And I can't count you as harming me, who made me blind to see that you are a man, oh..."

Mu Junchen's face changed as soon as he said it, and his tone even started to be a little flattering.

However, I was even more sad.Because he said he was just curious for fun.

Mu Junchen probably also sensed the unreasonable change in himself, and he became a little more aggressive: "Talk about your dropping out of school... You, drop out if you like, you are uneducated, sweep the road to pick up waste, and want to beg Wife, you can't even ask for an egg."

I:""

The moonlight filled the campus, and Mu Junchen and I came out of the laboratory building.

The moonlight in winter has a particularly clean feeling. Not far from the dormitory building, there are countless small mobile phone lights, candle lights, and desk lights, twinkling like stars.

I was a little behind Mu Junchen, looked at the back of his head, and thought to myself, this scene is so beautiful, even if I don’t see Mu Junchen, this annoying person in the future, but these wonderful and wonderful memories he gave me will always follow me , just like the picture in front of me, even though he accidentally gave it to me, he still gave it to me.

I can't see him anymore, I can't see him anymore, I can't see him anymore...

Just as he was thinking sadly, Mu Junchen suddenly turned his head amidst countless light spots, with a trace of depression and shyness on his handsome face, he frowned slightly, and looked at me: "Anyway, you are going to drop out of school, I won't touch you Yes, you go back to the dormitory to sleep tonight, what does it look like to sleep in other people's dormitory?"

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Next, I will write something pure and simple, not fake cars. Hey, when I get to Luhuaiha, there will be sauces and stuffing to read. I can write this kind of stuff!