Inferior by Nature

My throat was dry, and I could hardly make a sound: "Ran Qingzhuang's father is..."

Jiang Longjun interrupted me: "I will always owe him a favor."

Director Jiang, who is full of white hair and looks much older than his actual age, did not go further into this topic, leaving me endless room for imagination.

If Ran Zheng is also an undercover police officer, it's no wonder that everyone said that Ran Qingzhuang resembled him.Personality aside, the two are strikingly similar in terms of their choice of life path.

I will finish what you have not done; I will protect the person you have not been able to protect.Go forward indomitably, even if you die, you will not regret it.This reincarnation-like sense of fate makes one's scalp tingle.

What kind of mood did Ran Qingzhuang take over this job?

When he knew that the father he hated all the time was misunderstood by others and hated by his closest relatives until his death, what he had done could not be made public, and could only be buried with a stigma... What kind of regret and pain would that be? ?

How did he live alone all these years?

I pursed my lips tightly, and pressed the tip of my tongue against the gap between my teeth, and there was a tingling pain deep in my heart like a needle prick.It was not noticeable at first, and it was tolerable, but as time went on, the continuous stabbing pain gradually accumulated into a pain like cutting flesh in the wrist bone.

"You really shouldn't choose him." I grabbed the front of my shirt and said impulsively.

I couldn't control my tone, even though I knew I had no position, I still couldn't help complaining.Blame them for letting him experience such a life, let him stand on the cliff for five years, surrounded by hungry wolves and tigers.

Jiang Longjun fell silent without making any rebuttals.

We stopped talking and sat quietly in the hallway, waiting for the operating room door to open again.

After more than ten minutes, the operation was not over, and Jiang Longjun was picked up by his subordinates who hurried over.

Given his status, he was destined to be very busy tonight, and being able to spare 10 minutes to wait outside Ran Qingzhuang's operating room was considered a high priority.

"I'll come back when the matter is settled. You don't have to worry too much. That kid's life is hard and he won't die." Before leaving, he glanced at the closed operating room and said so, but his expression was not relaxed.

It took five or six hours for Ran Qingzhuang's operation to end, and he was directly pushed into the single ward after he came out.

There were special policemen with guns guarding the door, and Ran Qingzhuang's vital signs were stable on the hospital bed, and his nerves, which had been tense for days and nights, finally relaxed.Lying on the side of the bed, I held Ran Qingzhuang's hand, stared at his pale face, my brain was swept away by sleepiness.

It can almost be described as a "fragment". It wasn't until the morning light came in from the window and the chaotic birdsong poured into the ear canal that I woke up from the heavy sleep. I even felt that a few seconds had passed in my consciousness.

I rubbed my sore temples, took a look at Ran Qingzhuang, and found that he was still awake, so I got up and went out.

After a good night's sleep, the consequences of constantly challenging the limits of the body in the past few days were fully revealed. Every inch of the body's bones were so sore that it seemed as if they had been soaked in concentrated sulfuric acid.

After greeting the special police at the door, I went down to the first floor of the hospital and bought a cup of coffee at the convenience store to renew my life.

Sitting by the window, facing the people coming and going on the road, I randomly stuffed two steamed buns, raised my head and was about to drink the last few sips of coffee, when an anxious figure got out of the roadside taxi, and almost passed away. Tell me to spit out a mouthful of coffee.

The man didn't see me, and quickly walked towards the hospital avoiding the dense crowd of pedestrians.

I quickly put down my cup and chased after him, and finally stopped him just as he was about to step into the outpatient building.

"South string!"

Nan Xian paused, then turned to me in surprise.

He strode over and looked me up and down in disbelief: "That's great, that's great..."

He murmured these three words over and over in his mouth, and the eager expression on his face gradually faded, and all turned into joy for the rest of my life after the catastrophe.

But not long after he was happy, his eyes were red again, and he complained: "I received your email, you don't know how worried I am about you, you are really...really messy!"

Just in case, I set the email to be automatically sent within seven days. In case of any accident, Nanxian will receive my suicide note.I was locked up by Jinchenyu in the past few days, my mobile phone was confiscated, and I couldn't reset my mailbox.Calculating the time, Nanxian should have received the email last night.

"As soon as I received the email, I called you many times, but I couldn't get through..." Nanxian told me a little aggrieved about his mental journey that night.

He was going to sleep at first, but he suddenly received my suicide note. He jumped up and called me hundreds of times. He couldn't get through and wanted to go to the island to find me in person, but he was stopped as soon as he approached the pier. Outside the cordon.

He wandered around all night, asking for news of me when he saw people in uniform.But the scene was too chaotic, many people were looking for someone like him, everyone crowded into a bunch, and the information they got was very limited.

"Later I found out that the wounded had been sent to three nearby hospitals, so I searched for each of them, and now..." Looking carefully, his eyes were black and his lips were chapped, and he looked like he hadn't had a good rest.

"Thanks for your hard work." I patted him on the shoulder and said embarrassedly, "I still have something to do here, I will tell you the details later, you should go back first."

Nanxian looked at me unreasonably, pulled down my arm, dragged me to the gate of the hospital: "You are like this, what else do you have? You come back with me and have a good rest, I will take you back to the blog tomorrow." City, find a doctor over there to take a closer look."

The doctors in Chonghai are also among the top in the country, changing another place would be nothing more than an extra disappointment.

"Nanxian..." I helplessly stopped him, "This is my own choice."

Choose conservative treatment, choose to just wait for death quietly.

Nan Xian's footsteps flickered, she turned her head to stare at me, and cursed angrily and angrily, "Your own choice is bullshit!"

It is rare for him to be so uncivilized, and it seems that I am really pushing him.

I sighed inwardly, withdrew my hand, and discussed with him: "Ran Qingzhuang hasn't woken up yet, I have to wait until he wakes up before I can leave."

Nan Xian was obviously a little shocked by his vulgarity just now, his brows were still furrowed, but his tone softened.

"How is he?"

"The injury is a bit serious..." While walking towards the inpatient building, he talked to him about the experience of the past few days.Because I was afraid that he would be worried, I didn't say too much, but just hearing the general idea was enough for him to take a breath.

When we arrived at the door of Ran Qingzhuang's ward, two more men in plain clothes stopped us and said that the officer was inside and asked me to go in later.

I guess it was Jiang Longjun who came, so he said to Nanxian: "They don't know when they will come out, you go back first, I'm really fine."

How could Nanxian be dismissed so easily by me, and insisted that I go with him, but when he was talking and getting excited, a tube of nosebleeds flowed down, which shocked him and me.Fortunately, the nurse's station was right next to him, so I quickly took a tampon for him.

"Go back, you look more like the one who needs to rest." I stopped the bleeding for him, and I persuaded him again.

Nan Xian touched his nose in frustration, and stopped insisting when he spoke again: "Then I'll go back to sleep and pick you up at night."

I nodded in approval.

He was sent to the elevator by me with a sad face. When I entered the elevator, I remembered an important thing and called him to stop.

"Don't tell my mother about me just yet." After thinking for a while, he added, "I will tell them myself."

Nan Xian looked at me, nodded helplessly, closed the door and left.

I went back to the door of the ward and sat outside for a while. After about five or six minutes, Jiang Longjun and a tall young woman came out of the room one after the other.

I stood up and met the young woman walking behind.Although we only met once, I recognized the other party's outstanding temperament and attire immediately. She was the woman who stared at me strangely through the sunglasses in the cemetery that day.

Sensing the long lingering of my gaze, the shaved woman nodded to me and introduced herself, "Yan Shuang."

As soon as I heard her voice, I knew she was the brood.

"Hi." I reached out to shake hands with her.

"You go in, Qingzhuang is already awake." Jiang Longjun said, "Afterwards, your food, clothing, housing and transportation will be taken care of by a special person. We have found a temporary safe house. You have to make do with the grievances these two days, and wait for Qing Well, Zhuang, let's transfer together again."

I was a little confused: "Safe house?"

He turned his head and looked at Yan Shuang, Yan Shuang received the order and explained to me on his behalf: "Although the Helian Group has been destroyed and Jin Feisheng has also been arrested, but... Jin Chenyu has escaped and his whereabouts are unknown. Ou Hua was killed in the operation, and her daughter is abroad, and it is not ruled out that there will be retaliation against you."

I thought that with the passage of last night, everything was over, and Ran Qingzhuang could regain his freedom, but now that I hear it, it seems that there are still many dangers.

It's not over yet, maybe... never will be.

Saying goodbye to Jiang Longjun and Yan Shuang, I gently opened the door of the ward and walked in.

The room was filled with the mixed smell of various medicines and disinfectants. Ran Qingzhuang was sitting on the head of the bed, dripping in his hand, and was looking intently at the blue sky without a trace of impurities outside the window.

Hearing the sound, he turned his head and saw that it was me, he was slightly startled, then frowned in dissatisfaction.

"where did you go?"

"Downstairs...have breakfast." I closed the door and stood there nervously, not daring to go forward.

Ran Qingzhuang looked even more dissatisfied, his left hand was injured and he couldn't lift it up, so he could only lift his right hand that was on the drip and stretched out to me: "Come here."

The tiny infusion tube returned blood quickly because of his movements. I quickly walked over and pressed that hand down. He grabbed me with his backhand and held his palm tightly.

"Don't leave my side casually."

I trembled, the skin touched by him felt like it was being burnt, and the pain rushed to my heart along the blood vessels, and it took me a lot of effort not to withdraw my hand immediately.

If I am healthy, free from disease and pain, regardless of Ran Qingzhuang's suspension bridge effect to me, or compassion for the weak, as long as I hold his hand, I will never let go.

But now... I'm going to die soon, I can't, and I can't let him continue to pour more affection on me.

That's not right, that's so irresponsible.

Thinking this way, against the will of the brain, the fingertips wrapped around Ran Qingzhuang's broad fingers more tightly.