Inferior by Nature

When it comes to "sex", it always makes a group of people turn pale when they hear it, as if it is a poisonous snake and beast, it is muddy water, and if it is said in the sun, it will immediately turn into ashes and dissipate.

The physiological knowledge taught in the school is just a superficial talk, and it will not go into detail.Sometimes the more obscure it is, the more people want to explore it; the more mysterious it is, the more people want to know the story behind it.

When my little girl was in the third grade of elementary school, for some reason, it suddenly became popular to explore men and women in the class. Everyone began to circulate the rented romance novels and comics to each other. Through a lot of straightforward descriptions in them, the door to a new world was opened. .And the younger sister is one of the members going to the new world.

At that time, I was a sophomore in high school, and the summer vacation was about to begin. The weather was getting hotter and hotter. It seemed to me that it was going to rain, so I packed my things and went home early, and didn’t practice piano much.

Looking at the empty and silent classroom, since Ran Qingzhuang no longer comes to the empty classroom to report on time after school every day, I am not used to it when I go in and out, and feel that something is missing.

When I got home, my mother was cooking in the kitchen. I put down the piano and went to my little sister's room to check her homework. As soon as I went in, I saw her lying there, concentrating on something.

The little girl has always held a negative attitude towards homework in various subjects. Copying is okay, but problem solving can kill her. She often cried while doing it, and was scolded by her mother.She was uncharacteristically so serious, and I felt something was different.Quietly touched it and took a look, it really wasn't doing homework.

She was reading a shoujo manga with relish, and didn't even notice that I was approaching.

"What are you looking at?"

I frightened her by making a sudden noise, and she was about to collect books in a hurry. She turned her head and saw that it was me. She was still in shock, but it was Boss Matsushita who breathed a sigh of relief.

"Brother, you scared me to death." She patted her chest and glanced outside the door. "I thought it was my mother. If she saw it, I would be finished."

"So you know." I am quite different in age from her, she was born without a father, and my mother is very strict with us, even if it is not my fault that this family has become like this, I still feel a lot of guilt towards her.

My mother always said that I doted on her too much, and I admit it myself, but doting is doting, she is a little girl, she must be spoiled.

"Brother, this is pretty good." The little girl presented the opened manga in front of my eyes, and what I saw was the male and female protagonists rolled into a ball when they were in love, kissing affectionately on the bed.

I stared at the strong and smooth abdominal muscles of the male protagonist in the picture, pressed the cartoon awkwardly, and said: "Okay, put it away, don't let mom find out."

She stuck out her tongue and stuffed the comic book under the mattress.

I thought it would be safe, but my mother suddenly wanted to change the bed sheets for my little sister after dinner that day, so she found that comic book all at once.

She turned two pages and was so angry that she tore the book in half and threw it on the ground, asking why the little sister read such a messy book.

The little girl turned pale with fright, and dared not say a word.

If this continues, she will definitely not be able to escape after a beating.

"It's me, I bought it for her." I put the little girl behind me and took the whole matter on myself.

"You bought it?" My mother squinted her eyes, obviously not believing it, she grabbed the rolled up belt and pointed at the little girl, asking, "Bai Lingge, tell me, where did this book come from?"

After all, the little girl was young, so she couldn't bear the pressure immediately and burst into tears.

"Mom, I was wrong, I was really wrong..."

My mother seemed to have collapsed from her crying, her eyes were flushed, but there were no tears in her eyes: "You always say that, you always say that!!"

I don't know who the "you" are in her mouth. It's me and my little sister, or my father.

She raised the belt high and was about to whip it off, so I rushed over to hug the little girl and took a whip for her.

Through the summer school uniform, the belt was pulled heavily on the shoulder blades, and the pain was so painful that people's eyes turned black.

"Why are you always disobedient? Ah? What are these things? Does this have something to do with learning?" Mom swung the belt and slapped me angrily, "Your father just got in touch with dubious people too much. It will be a joke to die, you want to learn from him, don't you?"

"How old are you watching this kind of thing? Are you trying to piss me off?"

The little girl howled, clutching my clothes tightly, trembling with fear.

"Mom...don't hit me...don't hit my brother..." She was sobbing, as if she wanted to stop her mother, she just moved her arm, and I pressed her head to protect her again.

"Dragon begets dragon, phoenix begets phoenix... how do I cultivate the old Ji's family's seed, it's still like their family..."

I covered my little sister's ears, closed my eyes, and silently endured the sharp pain rising continuously on my back.

"Dirty!"

"Dirty!"

In the darkness, the crying gradually subsided, only my mother hated it deeply, and cursed loudly.

I'm an inferior species, so how to correct it, I can't get rid of the filth and indecentness in my bones, just a negligence, and I will commit an unforgivable crime.

When I opened my eyes, a ray of sunlight coming in from the gap in the curtains hit my eyelids, making my browbones hurt.

I shielded my eyes and sat up on the bed to find myself naked and my surroundings unfamiliar.

At a glance, I was the only one in the room, rubbing my temples, and the memory slowly came back.Yang Ji, reception, Ou Kelan, Sakura, and Ran Qingzhuang...

Ran Qingzhuang...

Help me... just one click... I'm dying... I'm going to die soon...

I knelt on the bed, leaned my upper body forward, and fell headlong into the soft quilt, burying my face deeply in it.

"I'm going to die... I'm going to die soon..." I moaned angrily.

How can I ask him to do that for me, how dare I ask him to do that for me?

I still hugged his waist to prevent him from leaving...I still...I still kissed him...

Sashi actually said that the medicine has no side effects?If you take this medicine, your brain will definitely go bad!

"Kill me!!" I yelled at the quilt, wanting to die immediately.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, I fell silent for a moment, and then I heard Chen Qiao's voice.

"Brother Ning, are you awake?"

I hurriedly got out of bed and looked for clothes everywhere. As soon as my feet stepped on the carpet, the sore muscles from my thighs to my waist almost made me kneel down immediately.

"Here we come!" Gritting my teeth and rubbing my waist, I quickly took out the hotel bathrobe from the closet and changed into it, and opened the door for Chen Qiao.

"I knew it was time to wake up when I heard the sound." He lifted the bag in his hand in front of me and said, "I have brought you clothes, mobile phones."

This really solved my urgent need.I thanked him, took the bag, looked at the contents, looked up and asked him, "Do you have a gun?"

Chen Qiao was taken aback: "No, the security check on the island is so strict, how many guns have to be registered, how can everyone have them."

I said "Oh" with some regret, turned and walked to the bathroom.

Chen Qiao followed behind, closed the door, and asked in a low voice cautiously: "Brother Ning, are you going to seek revenge on Miss Ou?"

No, I just wanted to give myself a shot.

Before I could answer, Chen Qiao continued: "Sister Hua knew that she had caused trouble again, so she sent her out of the island overnight. The eldest son asked the photographer surnamed Yang to stay for another day. There was no one there, and I almost fell out with Sister Hua."

Ou Kelan dared to shoot at his own people, fearing that it would be difficult to come back.Jin Chenyu won't touch her until now, but if she can't think about provoking her in the future, that's another matter.

"Ran...Where's Ran Qingzhuang people?" He took out the phone with a lemon pendant in his bag and looked at it. Fortunately, the screen was not broken, but the battery was running low.

After sending messages to Ran Qingzhuang, I fell into Ou Kelan's trap and lost contact with the outside world.Thinking about it, I know that I disappeared for no reason, and Yang Ji will find out sooner or later.

After the last message, Ran Qingzhuang called me five times, probably because he got the news that I was missing and was looking for me everywhere.

"I ran between Eldest Young Master and Sister Hua early in the morning, and now I'm with the photographer, helping him with his preparations. Eldest Young Master said he was worried about others and asked him to keep an eye on this matter." Chen Qiao said.

I nodded, let him sit casually, and went into the bathroom to wash up.

The floor is messy, wet sheets are on the ground, the torn pants are pitifully huddled in the corner, and Ran Qingzhuang's clothes are mixed with it. At first glance, one may think that we are fighting inside.

and many more……

We did fight, more than once.

With a frozen expression on my face and burning ears, I picked up the clothes and sheets on the ground one by one and threw them into the bathtub, destroying the corpses and clearing the ground.

The shower room is so memorable that during the shower, I can almost only look up to the ceiling to prevent myself from remembering everything that happened here.

After finally changing my clothes and drying my hair, I walked out of the bathroom while buttoning my sleeves, and saw Chen Qiao serving dishes from the dining car, a table full of at least eight or nine dishes.Abalone's wings and belly are full of hard core, and they are all great tonics.

"Why are you calling so much, the two of us can't eat it?"

I got up late, and it was already past eleven o'clock, but the amount was a bit more than breakfast.

"The two of us?" Chen Qiao put the last soup in front of me and said, "No, these are all prepared for you. Brother Yao said that your kidney essence is deficient, so you need to supplement it..."

I took a sip of the soup, and when I heard the words, I choked into my airway, and coughed until the sky was dark, and I coughed up tears.

I don't know if there is some psychological effect. After eating the sea cucumber and cordyceps, I feel the heat in the lower abdomen, and the waist and legs are not so sore.

Pushing open the door of the conference room, Ran Qingzhuang and Yang who were talking in the sunny room looked over at the same time.I glanced away uncomfortably from Shangran Qingzhuang, and walked towards Yang Ji, feeling my whole body was burning.

Oops, if I had known I would not drink the last bowl of ginseng and antler chicken soup, it seems a little too much.

"It's good that you're fine, otherwise Mr. Sakamoto might blame me too." Yang Ji looked me up and down and said, "My time is limited, and I'm going to another city tonight, let's start now."

After all, it's a relatively private part, and I'm not a professional model, so I would get nervous if there were too many people, so Yang already cleared the place, leaving only Ran Qingzhuang.He was the only one left on the scene, and sometimes he was required to do some assistant work, adjust the position of the light box, or tug at the hem of my clothes.

Whenever he gets close, my breathing becomes difficult, I don't know if it's just imagined or it's true, but I can always feel his breath on the back of my neck, my shoulder blades...the itching is unbearable.

Wouldn't the medicine have side effects?

The sound of the shutter kept coming from behind. I was glad that I didn't need to take a frontal shot, otherwise I wouldn't be able to put on a natural expression.

"Strange, why are they all flowers?" Yang Ji was puzzled, "Didn't you say that you can see snakes, coiled flowers and rabbits when your body temperature is normal? Where are the snakes? Where are the rabbits? Are you having a fever?"

I tilted my head slightly, and whispered in embarrassment: "No... I'll just go outside and blow some wind."

It's just that I can't help but care about the existence of Ran Qingzhuang. Whenever I care about it, I have to think about what happened last night. Whenever I think about it, I can't help but feel hot all over my body, and feel panicked with embarrassment.

"No, I'll go out, and someone else can come in." Ran Qingzhuang came out from behind the light box, glanced at me lightly, and said to Yang Ji, "I can't calm down with him."