Inferior by Nature

My back was sore and itchy, and I wanted to scratch it, but as soon as I stretched out my hand, someone grabbed it and put it back in place.

I was dissatisfied and wanted to break free, but the other party refused to let me go.

The more I refused to scratch, the more itchy I became. I regained consciousness a little bit in the drowsiness, opened my eyes, and found myself lying on a big soft bed.There was a small lamp on the bedside, and the illuminated area was limited, but I still recognized that this was not a red building, it seemed to be the guest room where I took a shower before.

The brain is still deeply tired, so that thinking is slow.I turned around and found Ran Qingzhuang sitting next to me, holding my wrist with one hand, and flipping through a car magazine with the other.

He already looked sleepy, yawning so much that I didn't even realize I was awake.

I don't know how long I was in a coma, but I guess it was seven or eight hours. If Ran Qingzhuang had been here to take care of me from the beginning, he would have been up all day and night now.

I moved my arm, and he condensed his five fingers reflexively, frowning and looking at me.

Looking at each other, he let go of his hand: "Are you awake?"

"Ah."

I asked him what time it was, and he looked at his phone and said it was already three o'clock in the afternoon.

Sitting up, I belatedly looked down at myself, and found that not to mention clothes, I didn't even have a nightgown, only a pair of underwear on my body.

"Have you been up all this time?" I saw an unfinished coffee cup on the bedside table next to Ran Qingzhuang.

Ran Qingzhuang wiped his face, and threw the magazine aside: "The picture I got tattooed with great difficulty ended up being scratched while you were sleeping. Do you think Sakamoto will forgive you?"

I guess Sakamoto will kill me alive.

After carefully turning his head and looking at it, he could only see a colorful scene.

"Can I take a shower?"

It seems a little swollen...

I just wanted to touch him, but Ran Qingzhuang sternly stopped me.

"Don't touch it with your hands!"

My whole body trembled, and I hurriedly put my hand obediently in front of my body and didn't move.

"You..." Ran Qingzhuang looked at me for a long while, as if he wanted to say something, but he changed his mind somehow.

"Don't use too hot water, wash well and remember to dry it." He lay down, casually grabbed the quilt and put it on his body, turned his back and said, "If you are hungry, ask them to bring food. Sakamoto will stay for another three days. The eldest son has given permission to let us stay here until Sakamoto leaves."

Three days, that is to say, I will share the bed with Ran Qingzhuang for these three days?

I don’t care. I used to sleep so loudly in the dormitory, and I slept peacefully for four years. No matter what the environment was, it didn’t have much effect on my sleep quality. I slept soundly even in thunder and rain.I just don't know if Ran Qingzhuang can get used to it...

But even if you are not used to it, there is nothing you can do, so you have to wrong him for the time being.

At least there is no monitoring here, and the sleep should be more solid than that in the Red Mansion.

I saw that his quilt was covered a little casually, drooping under his shoulders, so I went over and pulled it up for him.After only 2 minutes, Ran Qingzhuang was breathing evenly, and fell asleep just like that.

It seems really tired.

I found my glasses on the bedside table, I tiptoed out of bed, and the first thing I did was to run to the bathroom to check my back.

I'd like to see what it is that drives Sakamoto so mad that he's willing to pay so much money to do it.

Turning around, the huge mirror in the bathroom faithfully reflected the panorama of my back.

Although the skin was a little red and swollen, the tattoos on his head were still clearly visible.

The first thing that catches the eye is a large piece of red camellia.The single-petal red camellia is not as colorful as the double-petal camellia, but because of its thinness, you can see the yellow stamen in the center when it is in full bloom.Therefore, the flowers and leaves complement each other, green against red, and red against yellow. It is clearly a gorgeous color, but it also has a different kind of elegance.

It would be nice if they were all like this, but how can things go as I want?

At the waist, with flowers showing through, is the corpse of a white rabbit that has been dead for a long time.

Under the white fur, there are white bones exposed. A green snake emerges from its broken abdominal cavity. Its body is tightly wrapped around the broken corpse of the rabbit. It seems that it has just had a full meal, or it may have avoided the pursuit of a certain beast through the rabbit corpse. , or... I stared at the hairpin dotted next to the white rabbit's head, thinking, isn't this a metaphor for a pair of lovers who are separated forever?

The skull is exposed on half of the white rabbit's face, while the other half is as fresh as before. The red eyes are as gorgeous as gemstones, echoing the large area of ​​red camellia in the background.Scattered plain moths landed on the bones, among the flowers, or fluttered in mid-air, like a silent funeral procession.

The green snake's tail hung down from the white rabbit's body, coiled around the flowers, and then went down the sacrum alone, barely stopping when it was about to sink into the buttocks.

I looked and looked at the two flaps of flesh, and I was relieved when I saw that the tattoo didn't go inside.

Apart from the beautiful colors and the Ukiyo-e style of this picture, I didn't notice anything different about it.

Sakamoto said that this pigment was newly developed by him, and he didn't know if it was safe. After all, it was something that punctured the skin, so he had to be more cautious...

Hey, I think about this, what are you worrying about?There are no people who can live for a few months. Even if it is not safe, I don't think it will be possible to wait for the poison to occur.

I found a bathrobe in the bathroom and put it on. As soon as I probed, the maid guarding outside the room greeted me and asked me what I needed.

I asked her for something to eat and then went back to the bathroom to take a shower.

The water hits the back, causing burning pain, and when the water temperature is high, it will produce ubiquitous itching.In the end, I could only adjust the shower to the minimum water flow, and took a quick shower with warm and cool water.

Wiping my hair and stepping out of the shower, I accidentally glanced at my back in the mirror. I moved away and looked back, feeling something was wrong.

The cold and terrifying dead rabbit and the green snake disappeared, and a large piece of camellia took their place, just like the snake dragged the dead rabbit into the flowers.

Shocked, I took a closer look and found that as time passed, the camellia faded, and the two animals appeared again.

Could it be that this tattoo can also change according to body temperature?

With an inquiring heart, I went into the shower again and flushed the water, and went out to look in the mirror, and sure enough, it was full of camellias again.

It's amazing, the new paint refers to this effect.One disappears when it is heated, and the other appears when it is heated, a bit like the temperature-sensitive paintings I played when I was a child.

Rich people really can toss out all kinds of weird things.Dry my body, I thought with emotion in my heart.

After taking a shower and going out, I found that the huge room was divided into two, and the door was closed in the middle.Pass through the dark bedroom and reach the relatively bright small hall.The servant had already brought over the hot food, and the chopsticks were neatly arranged.

I missed several meals, and I was hungry for a long time. I picked up the bowl and ate it, and cleaned up all the food on the table in a short while.

Although the silk nightgown is soft and soft, it still rubs against my back to some extent. After eating, I had nothing to do, so I found my phone and lay back on the bed.

Ran Qingzhuang slept very honestly, barely moving, never snoring, and always maintained a side-lying position.If it weren't for the regular uplift under the quilt, I would have forgotten his existence.

Send messages to Xiaomei and Nanxian respectively, and pay attention to their recent situation.I had nothing to do, so I picked up the car magazine that Ran Qingzhuang had left behind and looked at it. After turning a page, I was caught off guard by a severe pain in the depths of my brain, and it didn't give me any time to prepare.

I covered my head, was forced to groan once or twice in pain, and quickly bit my lower lip, worried that Ran Qingzhuang who was beside me would hear me.

Struggling to get out of bed, stumbled all the way into the bathroom, the pain still hasn't subsided.

Originally, it only hurt for a few seconds at most, but now it lasts for 2 minutes. Is this a side effect of some kind of tattoo?Want to hurt together?

If the pain of tattooing is the pain of being bitten by ants, then the current headache is simply the pain of being crushed on the head by an elephant.

The skull seemed to have been crushed and turned into a lump of mud on the ground.

Amid the pain, a chain reaction occurred in my body, my stomach suddenly churned, and I vomited wildly while hugging the toilet.

He vomited until he couldn't vomit anymore, and his blood surged up, as if his whole head was about to explode.Then, as suddenly as it had come, the deadly pain disappeared without a sound.

I slumped on the ground limply and took a long time to relax.After confirming that everything was back to normal, I got up and pressed the pump button. After rinsing my mouth, I took off my glasses and washed my face with cold water.Looking up and seeing myself in the mirror with red eyes and pale skin, I felt some long-lost sorrow.

I am really going to die.

Even though I am still sending messages with my relatives and friends and caring about them normally, my life has actually entered the countdown stage.

What kind of boyfriend will the little girl find?Will Nan Xian still get married?Will mom blame me for walking ahead of her?What will the world look like in the future?Will it go to the depths of the universe and find another "earth" with intelligent bodies?

I really want to know.But in my life, these problems can only be left as regrets.

Returning to the bed with tired steps, Ran Qingzhuang was still in the previous posture, breathing slowly and sleeping soundly.

What about him?Will he still remember me?

Lying on the bed, staring at Ran Qingzhuang's back, I moved over little by little, not daring to get too close, and stopped when I was more than ten centimeters away from him.Yuemo is someone... who can feel his body temperature without being close to his flesh.

The discomfort in my back combined with the headache and vomiting took what little energy I had, and I soon fell asleep again.

In the dream, I seemed to be that snake, spitting out the red letter, bullying me domineeringly, no matter how the rabbit struggled, my body became tighter and tighter, as if I wanted to be one with him.

The rabbit struggled dissatisfiedly at first, but then seemed to be tired, or died, and let me wrap it honestly, motionless.

The next day, he woke up with slight soreness all over his body, and when he opened his eyes, there was Ran Qingzhuang's magnified handsome face in front of him.I got into his arms with my whole body, my fingers grabbed the skirt of his chest, and one leg even stretched between his legs, intertwined with him.

I glanced at him quietly, seeing that he showed no sign of waking up, I let go of my hand as gently as possible, and pulled out my leg little by little.

My legs were under the quilt, and I couldn't see them either. I felt that I was almost on the verge of success, when suddenly I was caught between two powerful thighs.

I froze for an instant, and went to look at Ran Qingzhuang in fear, and sure enough, I saw his eyes were clear, and he was already awake.

"What are you doing all day long?" His voice was thick and hoarse as if he had just woken up. He groped in the quilt for a while, grabbed my ankle, and threw it out from between his legs neatly.