Inferior by Nature

What Ran Qingzhuang said, I don't have the slightest memory at all, but I really don't remember how my injury was dealt with in the end.Is it true that he bandaged my wound as he said?

We buried Xiao Hei's body together, and he even bandaged my wound. Our relationship... was it so good back then?

My memory has always stayed at the level of being just an acquaintance with him.His detention only lasted for one semester, starting from the second half of the second semester of the second year of high school. The teacher saw that he was doing well, so he didn't let me continue to supervise him.

Except for the sporadic memories of the sports meeting, I had very little interaction with him that whole semester. I saw him twice in the infirmary. He said he had hypoglycemia, but I always felt that he should be skipping class.Going forward, it is the cultural evening.

I remember there was an accident during rehearsal where the prop wasn't fixed properly and it fell from the ceiling and almost hit me.Fortunately, Ran Qingzhuang pushed me from the side, which saved me from being injured.But Ran Qingzhuang himself seemed to have been scratched, and he couldn't move his shoulders for a few days.

Afterwards, the person in charge of the props was severely scolded by the teacher, and the safety precautions for the party were repeatedly reiterated. Ran Qingzhuang was also given a big vacation because of his injury, and no longer needed to stay every day to do hard work.

Then it was the third year of high school... I have even fewer memories of Ran Qingzhuang, except for the scene where I saw him kissing Lin Sheng outside the classroom at the end, I can't remember anything else.

The winter of that year was very cold and there was a lot of snow.I felt ashamed in my heart, I went to Ran Qingzhuang during the winter vacation, but I had the impression that he had disappeared, and my family was empty.

But it's not right either.If I didn't see him again after I reported on him and Lin Sheng, then the day I met him again, the phrase "I don't want to see you again, Ji Ning" flashed in my mind, what was his situation, when did he say out?

It's a tragic drama for other people to get sick, but for me, my good guy, it's a suspense drama.

"Teacher, don't you want to eat? Today's biscuits are my favorite." Jin Yuanbao shook his legs and handed me a rhomboid-shaped biscuit.

The biscuit is covered with a thin layer of chocolate, dotted with some silver sugar beads, and it is a sign biscuit.

I took the biscuit and bit it open gently, and there was a note hidden inside.

"Teacher, what's written on yours?" The young master blinked his curious eyes, put his hands on the table, and leaned forward towards me.

I turned the note over, faced him, and said, "Your smile is brighter than the sun."

The other party's originally excited expression immediately collapsed, looking a little bored.He sat back in the chair, picked up the fortune biscuits that he crushed piece by piece, and stuffed them into his mouth.

"I already have this one." He said with his cheeks swollen from eating, "I haven't gotten a new note for a long time, if this continues, I won't like this little biscuit anymore."

The young master is completely treating this as a card game.However, I can quite understand him.

Putting the note on the table and looking at the motto on it, I remembered that my mother used to have a side job and went out every night to set up a stall to sell snacks. When customers bought a certain amount, they would give them a fortune cookie.

Although it is a small thing that is not worth much, but because it is interesting, sometimes even if the amount is not enough, customers will ask her for it.

At that time, there were boxes of fortune cookies at home. I would take two pieces every day to school. I didn’t like to eat them, but I just enjoyed the fun of opening small notes.

During the three years of high school, the pressure increased almost stepwise. Family pressure, academic pressure, and various invisible pressures made me almost out of breath.

In the third year of high school, the pressure reached its peak. I can’t remember the details, but I remember it was very cold and bitter.All the scenery seems to be covered with frost and snow, and all the food tastes only bitter.Fortunately, this little biscuit, relying on the same praise and chicken soup for the soul, gave me a Rosenthal effect and was greatly encouraged and supported.

A fortune cookie every day, a small blessing every day.Only when I tear apart the note, my heart is calm and clear.

At the end of the course, Housekeeper Feng was supposed to send me to the gate, but today, for some reason, he took me all the way to a deeper direction, farther and farther away from the gate.

Seeing that the surrounding scenery became unfamiliar, I nervously called Steward Feng who was leading the way.

The other party turned around, bowed halfway, and still beckoned me to move forward, with a polite smile on his face: "Madam is waiting for you."

lady?Mrs. Kim?

I was just a little apprehensive when I didn't know the purpose just now, but now that I know the purpose, I am even more apprehensive.

What does Mrs. Jin want me to do?I only saw Mrs. Jin from afar once at the birthday party. At that time, I had no idea, but I thought she was very handsome and looked very young.After coming to the island, I have seen Jin Chenyu many times, but Mr. and Mrs. Jin have not met each other yet.

Could it be that more than half a month has passed, and it suddenly occurred to me that I wanted to meet my youngest son's cello teacher?

Or is it that the young master accidentally slipped his tongue and made Mrs. Jin suspicious, so he wanted to ask me in person?

In just a short distance, I had a lot of thoughts, thought of several possibilities, and even previewed my tragic death in my mind.As a result, when I got to the place, I retreated from thousands of thoughts for the time being, and looked at the pure Chinese-style wooden structure of the Buddhist hall in front of me. I was only shocked.

If this Buddhist hall is anywhere else, I might not react like this.But one moment I was still in the environment of Western clocks, crystal lamps, and the ceiling of Bible stories, and the next moment I stepped into a Buddhist hall full of mahogany carvings and enshrining golden bodies of Bodhisattvas. I am somewhat unaccustomed.

The Buddhist hall was burning with a delicate fragrance, Mrs. Jin knelt on the futon, constantly moving a string of slender agate beads in her hands, chanting words.

Steward Feng stood quietly behind her, without making a sound to remind her.I can only stand behind in a daze, not daring to make a sound.

After maybe five or six minutes, Mrs. Jin finally stopped chanting and raised her arms to the side.

Steward Feng immediately stepped forward to help him, letting him get up from the futon with his own strength.

"I kept you waiting for a long time." Mrs. Jin was as elegant and beautiful as when she first met her, but her dress was not as luxurious as that of the birthday party. She was dressed in a gray linen dress, which looked very plain.

"Where. I kept Madam waiting for a long time. I didn't know you wanted to see me. After the class, Young Master Yuan Bao and I had some snacks." I said awkwardly.

"The snacks are still to be eaten." Mrs. Jin greeted me with a smile and came to the grand teacher's chair by the window, and asked me to put the cello aside.

I carefully leaned the qin against the corner, and after sitting down, Mrs. Jin poured me a cup of tea herself.

The tea soup is poured out of a purple sand pot, the tea soup is bright orange, and it is delicious to drink, but I don't know what it is called.

"This is Jin Junmei." Madam Jin said.

I put the teacup back and praised me poorly: "It's delicious."

Mrs. Jin laughed: "I am the only one in my family who likes to drink tea. They either like coffee or foreign wine. Today I finally found a soulmate for me."

Mrs. Jin is also good at talking, so I simply commented "It's delicious", and I didn't even drink the black tea Pu'er, and I became her confidant in tea.

After relaxing and chatting a lot, I found that Mrs. Jin was no different from an ordinary mother.I care about my son, I want to know whether my son is studying well, but when I mention the other party's learning attitude, I get a headache, and I hate iron for being weak.

"When I gave birth to Yuan Bao, I was already in a high grade, and there were some twists and turns, which caused him to be born with a deficiency, and he almost couldn't survive. Because of this, the family dotes on him very much, and always wants to give him the best." Mrs. Jin was worried. Said, "I only have this one son, so naturally I don't want to raise him. But when I come to my senses, it seems that something has already formed, and it is difficult to correct it."

I just said that Mrs. Jin looks young, not like a son as big as Jin Chenyu, so she is really young.

Mrs. Jin said: "Ayu's mother passed away before I met Brother Sheng. I was by his side when Ayu was four years old and raised him as my own son. He has been very filial these years and treated me very well. Yuanbao is also very good."

"Family and everything are prosperous, Madam's family is really enviable. In fact, you don't need to be too anxious. No one is perfect. How can there be so many talented teenagers in the world? It is more important than anything else to be able to grow up healthily." I scratched my stomach. , to tell the story of the scene.

Mrs. Jin agreed very much, nodded and said: "Yes, health is more important than anything else. I chant scriptures and pray for blessings here every day, just to seek a blessing for Yuan Bao in the future."

"Sincerity leads to spirit, the young master will be blessed in the future."

"Do you believe this?" Mrs. Jin looked at the golden Bodhisattva statue sitting on a lotus flower in the altar, her eyes were full of piety, "My husband doesn't believe it. He said that there is no karma in this world."

If I don't believe it, I won't be here.

"My mother also has faith. She believed, and I followed suit. She always said: 'Whoever does unrighteousness will be punished for unrighteousness. The Lord shows no respect for persons', so I always want my sister and I to do good deeds and be good people. "

Before she finished speaking, Mrs. Jin slipped her hand, and the cup accidentally fell on the table, and the tea spilled onto her dress.

"Look at my clumsiness." She got up quickly, looked at the tea stains on her clothes and said angrily, "I'm so sorry, I wanted to keep you sitting for a while, but it's too impolite for me to treat guests like this, next time Let’s talk again next time we have a chance.”

After she finished speaking with me, she got up and left in a hurry.

I know that her not keeping me has nothing to do with being rude, but with me poking her heart.

Eating vegetarian food and reciting Buddha's name only seeks blessings for the youngest son, but who should Ami's family ask for justice?

Before I left, I glanced at the Bodhisattva in the altar again. His half-drowned eyes were calm, emotionless and desireless. All living beings were nothing but green bamboos and yellow flowers.

Lion King Island nourishes the giant tree of the Jin family, prompting it to bear many evil fruits.Everyone who is sheltered by the Jin family will receive the favor of this fruit, who can be alone?

When Butler Feng sent me out, he probably didn't think of avoiding certain confidential forbidden places, or he had already thought about avoiding it, but he didn't expect it to be considered an omission.

"Jin Chenyu, the Union Group is not yours yet, so don't put on the best posture for me."

"Ou Kelan, even if the Union Group is not mine, it's not up to you to make the decision. Don't put on an air of eldest lady. Your aunt will call me eldest son when she sees me. No matter what status you are Dare to call me by my first name?"

Through the door, there was a heated argument in the house.Jin Chenyu's cold voice made people choked enough, the Miss District said "You" for a long time, smashed many things, and did not stop until the third voice sounded.

"That's enough, Miss District."

Originally, I just wanted to pass quickly to avoid getting into trouble, but when I heard the sound, I couldn't help but stop at the door.

And just this delay made me bump into Miss Ou who rushed out of the door.

She is quite tall, she may be 1.7 meters tall, and with high heels, she is almost on par with me.

"Go away!" She scolded in a low voice, reaching out to push me away.

I was carrying the piano on my back, and my center of gravity was unstable, and I staggered and fell backwards. Fortunately, Steward Feng supported me quickly.

Ran Qingzhuang came out right after her, and was a little surprised to see me, but before she had time to say anything, she chased after Miss Ou.

"Miss District..." Butler Feng grunted and asked about my situation with concern, "How are you? Are you not injured?"

I shook my head and said with a smile: "It's okay. I just pushed it, what kind of injury can I get?"

Steward Feng didn't say much, and just mentioned the identity of Miss District.It turned out that the other party was the niece of Ou Hua, the person in charge of the entertainment city. She grew up with Mr. Jin and was very doted on. She had been abroad before and only recently came back.

I'm also a little surprised that Ou Hua's niece...is able to pat the table with Jin Chenyu face to face, talking so impolitely?Ran Qingzhuang was still the son of Jinchenyu's savior, and he didn't show mercy when Ran Qingzhuang was punished.

When I went outside the gate, I saw that Miss Ou and Ran Qingzhuang hadn't left yet.

Miss Ou held a cigarette in her hand, lowered her head slightly, and asked Ran Qingzhuang to light it for her.She looks quite similar to Ou Hua, her facial features are not exquisite, but they are very attractive.

Breathing out a puff of smoke, she saw me, but pretended she didn't see me, she looked away lightly, and continued the conversation with Ran Qingzhuang.

"I heard that you have a date, and a man who plays the cello?"

"Ah."

"I actually lost to a man?"

I felt that she seemed to have glanced here, and the hairs on the back of her neck immediately stood up.

"The notification has been made. Your car should be here soon." Steward Feng didn't go back to the house immediately, but waited for the car with me at the door.

I called in my heart to Chen Qiao to come here at full speed, but I said in my mouth: "There is no rush."

Hearing the sound, Ran Qingzhuang turned around and saw me.

But before he could take a second look, Ou Kelan pinched his chin and forcefully turned his gaze back to herself.

"It looks very ordinary, why? He is very good in bed?"

Ran Qingzhuang pushed her hand away, looking a little ignorant of her, and because of the identity of the other party, he couldn't just leave like he did to me, so he could only reply indifferently: "General."

"Why do you like him in general?"

"Because he's a man, I only get hard on men."

Ou Kelan's face twisted when she heard this, she sneered mockingly with a cigarette in her hand, then looked at me, hooked her fingers, and told me to come over.

Today is bound to be an eventful day.

I sighed secretly in my heart, even though I was very reluctant, I still walked to them side by side.

The author says:

The Rosenthal effect, also known as the Pygmalion effect, roughly means "continuous praise and expectations can change a person's mood." "The one who does wrong..." comes from the Bible Colossians 3:25. "All living beings are nothing but emerald bamboos and yellow flowers" comes from the allusion of equality among all living beings in the Buddhist family.