After the movie, she teased me under the guise of teaching drama [entertainment circle]

"First of all, I want to explain to you that this treatment plan is completely free, because we use a new type of anticancer drug, S-[-].

The phase III GEST study confirmed that the curative effect of S-[-] is not inferior to that of gemcitabine. However, this drug has not yet been marketed in China, and clinical trials have certain risks.

If you can agree with this treatment plan, it is to accumulate clinical cases for the launch of new drugs, and it is also a chance for future patients, please think about it carefully. "

Dr. Lu looked gentle and gentle, but what he said was serious, so he directly gave Gu Ziyan a big hat.

Gu Ziyan pondered for a moment, "I want to know what will happen if the new medicine doesn't work?"

"I can't give you a certainty about the effect of the medicine. The best possibility is that the lesion is completely eliminated, and your father can live for several years. The worst situation is that the condition worsens, and your father may die in a day or so.

Domestic research on pancreatic cancer is progressing slowly, and it is indeed difficult to completely cure the disease. I have carefully analyzed your father's physical condition, and the new drug has a higher probability of being effective for him than others. "

Dr. Lu's tone became more serious? Some, he seemed eager to persuade Gu Ziyan.

"Okay, Doctor Lu, please give me some time to think about it."

"I hope you can think about it as soon as possible. The patient's condition can't be delayed any longer. Every minute? His health will be worse.

After thinking about it, just come to this office to find me. I spend most of my time here. "

Gu Ziyan nodded, thanked the doctor with a slight bow, then walked out of the office and closed the door behind her.

She turned round and round in the corridor in a daze, she didn't know how to choose, but she walked involuntarily towards her father's ward.

"Xiaoyan, why are you standing at the door and not coming in?"

Gu Nian is wearing a wide wool cap, his body is not as thin as before, his hands and feet are a little swollen, his face is scruffy, but he can still vaguely see his youthful handsome appearance.

"It's nothing, I", Gu Ziyan "just came to see? You" Before she could say these words, Gu Nian called her in loudly, "Come on, Xiaoyan, sit here and chat with Dad."

Gu Ziyan sat by the hospital bed, Xiao Ran took Gu Huajiao out? There were only the two of them in the room.

"Dad, I..." I was terminated by the company. I have achieved nothing and have nothing. Do you regret supporting me to drop out of school and make my debut?

"Dad knows that you have a lot to say, but? Listen to what Dad has to say first." Gu Nian's eyes were clear, "No matter what you want to do, Dad will always support you."

When she was young and energetic and wanted to make her debut, Gu Nian said this. Now when she is sluggish and has no achievements, Gu Nian still says this.

"What you want to do, our shallow opinions will only become your shackles.

You are still young, and your life should not be bound by me. After your father passed away, you should cheer yourself up as soon as possible and devote yourself to the career you love. "

Gu Ziyan raised her head, looked at the loving father who looked slightly old in front of her, and answered with a sob, "Yes."

Gu Nian tore open the black curtain that covered her sky, and the light shone in again.

"Dad is reluctant to part with you. Dad hasn't seen you and Huajiao getting married yet, but? Dad is content? Only when people learn to be satisfied can they be happy all the time.

Desires are unlimited and controllable. "

This sentence, even if she became the top of the entertainment industry, she did not dare to forget it.

That day, my father said a lot to her. At the beginning, he was orderly, and later he just babbled about family affairs, but? Gu Ziyan knew? What he meant was that he just wanted to spend the last time with his family peacefully.

So she rejected the doctor's suggestion to use new drugs and chose to continue conservative treatment.

The dosage of painkillers is getting bigger and bigger, and Gu Nian's sanity is often blurred, but when he is awake, it is the happiest time of his day.

On March 3, Gu Ziyan still went to the bedside to accompany her father as usual today.

At night, Gu Nian's hands and feet were swollen and uncomfortable, and he couldn't sleep, so Gu Ziyan pinched his feet and chatted with him in a low voice, focusing on happy events.

Gu Nian whispered something? Gu Ziyan didn't hear clearly, so she moved closer to his mouth.

He suddenly vomited blood? Holding his stomach? He vomited blood for a while.

Blood was stained on her clothes, she hugged Gu Nian's upper body in a panic, pressed the beeper several times, "Dad, I'm here, you'll be fine, you'll be fine."

The doctors and nurses on duty rushed over quickly and inserted tubes one after another into Gu Nian's body, and the rescue was carried out in a hurry.

After a sleepless night, Gu Ziyan was covered in blood and lost her mind. All that echoed in her mind was the beeping sound of the detector.

Early in the morning, the young Dr. Lu also rushed from home, this is his precious clinical trial opportunity.

Dr. Li came back from a business trip a few days ago. He was arguing with Dr. Lu in the office at the moment. Gu Ziyan was sitting next to her, but she was in a mess and didn't listen carefully.

However, the words "new drug" and "Siggio" that appear frequently still got into her ears.

Gu Ziyan was a little strange, interrupted the conversation between the two, and looked at Dr. Lu with scrutiny, "Wait a minute, when did I agree to use the new medicine?"

"We sought? Your father's opinion, and he agreed."

Doctor Lu looked normal, took out a signed agreement, and put it in front of Gu Ziyan.

Gu Ziyan took the document and glanced at it. There was her father's signature and initials on the inscription. Gu Nian's handwriting was a little crooked, and the signed words lost the charm of the past.

She took a deep breath, threw the document on the table, and was a little annoyed, "Patients are often in an unconscious state, and the document you signed when he was unconscious is not legally binding. Your hospital should bear the responsibility for this." .”

"Of course we won't take advantage of other people's danger. I have a recording here. Mr. Gu Nian confirmed that he is awake."

Dr. Lu took out a recording pen and handed it to her. He would not put himself in a disadvantageous situation. He was just thinking about the many patients.

Gu Ziyan clicked on the recording to play, and the voices of Gu Nian and Dr. Lu came out clearly.

"Hello, Mr. Gu Nian, I'm Lu Tianyun, your attending doctor."

"Hello, Doctor Lu."

"Today I want to discuss with you about the use of new drugs to treat diseases."

……

"Before signing, we need? I want to confirm with you, are you awake now?"

"I am sober, and I am willing to contribute a little bit to the medical cause."

……

"On behalf of the doctors and researchers who are committed to overcoming the difficulties of pancreatic cancer, I would like to thank Mr. Gu Nian for his significant contribution to pancreatic cancer research."

Gu Ziyan clutched the recording pen, trembling with anger, like a moral kidnapping.

Fuck medical ethics!

She threw the recording pen aside, stepped forward and grabbed Lu Tianyun by the collar, and pushed him against the wall, so fast that Dr. Li didn't even have time to react.

"Miss Gu Ziyan, please calm down."

Seeing that Gu Ziyan had already punched Lu Tianyun twice in the face, Dr. Li said slowly, he couldn't get used to this kid's arrogant look for a long time, relying on his high education, he didn't treat them as experienced The old doctor put it in his eyes.

Lu Tianyun was about the same height as Gu Ziyan, but because she had been doing research all year round, she didn't have much strength, and couldn't break free from Gu Ziyan.

"Security! Someone! Someone is causing trouble! The patient's family beat the doctor?!"

At 3:28 p.m. on March 7, Gu Nian passed away peacefully in a coma.

Xiao Ran stared blankly at her husband's corpse, murmured in a daze, wiped his whole body carefully, and then changed into decent clothes for him.

Gu Ziyan took her younger brother Gu Huajiao and stood beside her, watching silently, her tears had already dried up.

A group of people broke into the ward, led by Dr. Lu during the day, holding a document in his hand:

"Madam, please step aside. Your husband has signed a body donation agreement and is willing to help us with medical research. We hope you can understand."

Gu Ziyan sneered, and walked in front of Dr. Lu. Dr. Lu subconsciously took a step back, the wound on his face was painful.

She looked straight at him, "Is it possible to go back on body donation?"

Dr. Lu was about to talk endlessly, but was scared by Gu Ziyan's cold eyes and didn't dare to continue, "You can go back on your word, but? We hope you can think about it..."

Gu Ziyan unceremoniously kicked Dr. Lu out, she walked to her father, her mother Xiao Ran's eyes were empty, she held Gu Nian's cold palm and thought about it.

since then

Xiao Ran often made some strange behaviors, Gu Ziyan took her to the hospital for an examination, and it was found that it was Alzheimer, commonly known as senile dementia.

But? She is only in her 40s, and Gu Ziyan has no time to take care of her, so she can only be sent to a high-end nursing home.

She sold the family house, paid off the bills, and returned a sum of money. Then she handed over her younger brother to her grandmother in her hometown to take care of her, and went to study in Kyoto alone.

In September of the same year, she was admitted to the Chinese Academy of Drama.

In the second year of Zhongxi, Mo Moxiang was recruited by the school, but she did not agree at first.

Later, Mo Mo checked her information. As the boss of the company, he visited the thatched cottage three times, and the nine-foot man bowed his head to assure her that there would be no unspoken rules, that everything would be treated favorably, and that the time limit of the contract was determined by herself, with a very sincere attitude.

When the mountains and rivers are exhausted, there must be Bole Xiangma. [Note 2]

That year, she was 22 years old, and Momo Media was just a small company, but she still signed the contract and resolutely filled in the time limit column for eight years.

Time will prove everything.

Now that Mo Mo Media is in full swing, she can be regarded as the founding marshal and Mo Mo's right-hand man.

In the first year when she got her salary, she brought Gu Huajiao to the capital to receive a better education.

Everything is fine? Get up, but? She is no longer purely impulsive. She has learned to be mellow and flexible, and she has also learned to disguise herself.

The banquet was still going on, and the cool breeze was blowing, making Gu Ziyan's hands and feet icy cold. She rubbed her stiff wrists and walked slowly back to the banquet living room.

Not long after she left, the sensor lights on the balcony went out, and the night engulfed the small space.

On the other side, after Peng Yuru hung up the phone, he sat on the sofa for a while and pursed his lips.

Who is that man?

Why is he by Ziyan's side?

Is it Ziyan's dance partner?

She imagined the picture of Ziyan wearing a revealing evening gown and being raped by a man of unknown origin, angrily grabbed the pillow and kneaded it vigorously twice, and suddenly saw the print on the pillow, which was Gu Ziyan's photo.

The pillow was given to her by Gu Ziyan. She stretched out her hand to smooth the wrinkles on the pillow, and looked at it carefully. In the picture, Gu Ziyan's eyebrows were expressing affection, wanting and rustling.

She stretched out her fingers, tapped on Gu Ziyan's chin, hooked her fingertips, her eyes were dim.

miss her……

After a while, she drove out the unharmonious thoughts in her mind, and a little excitedly covered the printed side of the pillow on the sofa, and her throat rolled? Roll.

She seemed to really have feelings for her.

It was the feeling Duan Mengzhu said.

The author has something to say: Note 2: "Bole Xiangma" and "The End of Mountains and Rivers" composed by the author himself.

What happened when Gu was 20 years old came to an end.

Yeah, Peng Peng is jealous

Peng Peng felt it?

What will Peng Peng dream of tonight?

Candy in the next chapter~

Thank you for supporting the genuine little angel~