After being tagged by the boss of the scumbag ex-wife

Song Zhen looked up.

Zuo Tian looked at her with firm eyes.

What he said just now was firm, without hesitation at all.

Realizing what Zuo Tian was doing, Song Zhen only felt something explode with a "buzz--", which made her distracted, and her mind went blank. The table was full of familiar data, which gradually became abstract. It became difficult for her to understand.

With the ups and downs of emotions, his body became exhausted, his feet were soft, and Song Zhen fell to his seat.

His eyes were dazed, looking straight ahead, but without focus.

What Zuo Tian said so firmly was...to let her accept the reality.

Accept what the data show, for real.

Song Zhen forced himself to use his brain, even if he was confused, he tried his best to follow the daily habits and review the video for himself.

"This data is the Alpha clinical trial, the records of all pregnant women every day in that year, the summary of meetings, etc., all kinds of things are here."

"Except for the ones we picked out and counted by hand, our computer programs have also been run two or three times. Those are all fine. I thought there might be a problem at the time. I didn't let the program run at all. I just took it out and picked it up. Node counts."

"An experiment can be regarded as a causal cycle. The data before and after can be deduced from each other. The front can be pushed back, and the back can be counted forward. If they match, it can be proved that it is true. ..."

"Now……"

Zuo Tian couldn't bear it, but he still didn't forget his identity as a scientific researcher. He respected the facts and added, "Now, the data we calculated by hand can be deduced from each other before and after, proving—"

Song Zhen finally took over the words, his voice was hoarse and fluttering, "I know, prove, it's true."

Emotionally acceptable or not, the data really do say so.

Song Zhen slowly closed his eyes.

The data was right in front of her. She knew about her mother and about the stabilizer in her heart. They couldn't match each other, and they collided with each other, making her mind confused.

"I... I stroke it, you let me stroke it from the beginning..."

Zuo Tian was very calm, "Tell me, don't worry."

"From the very beginning, I knew that Alpha would not be able to succeed, because the blending agent, Alpha's blending agent used back then, was not right. I knew this. Even if my mother didn't know it at the beginning, she should know it later. ..."

In fact, the three blending agent ideas proposed by the Alpha R&D team back then were all wrong.

The first type is the longest researched and developed by the Third Academy, and it is also the furthest away from the correct way of blending agents.

Of the latter two, the second one is very similar to the first one, and after the first one failed, it was quickly rejected.

So there's the third one left.

Only it is a conciliating agent provided from the beginning according to different ideas. Of course, although it is different in thinking, in Song Zhen's eyes, it is wrong to look at the third one from the correct way of conciliating agent now.

Although it is not as exaggerated as the first two, but if it is wrong, it is wrong.

Therefore, under the premise that the blending agent is known to be wrong, Alpha Reagent is also impossible to succeed from the beginning.

Song Zhen knew this a long time ago, clearly.

But in her mind, the strange thing about the whole thing wasn't whether the stabilizer succeeded or failed.

What's more, even if the stabilizer fails, based on Zhuang Qing's knowledge, how can it cause such a large-scale miscarriage, gland damage, and death of a pregnant woman? It shocked the whole country. Tragic result?

This is not reasonable.

Completely, there was no logic in her mind.

Song Zhen frowned deeply, "My mother successfully extracted the base stabilizer, and then returned to Jiangcheng, entered the third scientific research institute, and newly established the progesterone institute. Within a year, the extraction method was improved. After the improvement, It is the basic stabilizer that is common on the market in our country now."

"We worked in the obstetrics department, and she also developed it clinically. Even in order to study the effect of the drug, she contacted not only a large number of pregnant women, but also a wide distribution. It stands to reason that her experience is more than ours."

Zuo Tian asked: "How many years has Auntie been in the clinic?"

"Five years, the research and development of the extraction took three years, and there were two more years of repeated improvements. During this period, she was also an obstetrician in a rural hospital."

Zuo Tian heard the words, nodded, and affirmed: "That's more experience than me and you. We have been in the obstetrics department for a year, and the follow-up is pregnant women who face specific situations. Basically There are few intractable diseases that can be rescued.”

If you have worked in outpatient clinics, you may have seen all kinds of cases, such as miscarriages as soon as they came, and cases where a lot of time was not allowed to give assistance.

Song Zhen settled down, opened his eyes, and continued to speak.

"Clinical experiments, before they fail, there are clues and signs..."

Zuo Tian: "Yes, Alpha is very similar to the stabilizer currently developed by the Third Hospital. If it continues to be used, it means that pregnant women perform well in the early stage. At a certain moment, there is discomfort in the glands, and then it can be used to treat this discomfort. , The measure given is to increase the dosage of the drug, but the drug can only suppress the gland and has no soothing effect, so when a certain critical point is reached, the pregnant woman will suddenly have explosive problems..."

Zuo Tian found a few documents on the table, spread them to the top, and laid them out.

"Hey, so is Alpha. In the later stage, there were two adjustments to the basic dose for pregnant women. Although the increase was not much, from the perspective of us who have experienced it, there are already some clues..."

Zuo Tian took the next few documents and testified.

"This later stage also shows that after increasing the dose, some pregnant women are stable again..."

Song Zhen waved his hand, and after a while, his voice became more normal, his face was still a little pale, and he argued with reason.

"I understand what you said, and I have seen these data, my point is not here, what I mean is—"

"Think about it, Cheng Lang has never worked in a clinic before, she can feel it when a group of clinical experiments go wrong."

"Back then, Zhuyi and Mrs. Brown, we had already felt the clues. Before Alpha, there was a premise that the first concoctant was rejected first, and even the use of these concoctions on human beings. They are almost exactly the same, do you think my mother can't see it on this basis?"

Zuo Tian was taken aback.

This way of thinking is...

Zuo Tian glanced at the data on the desktop, and thought of something, "That later time..."

Song Zhen: "Well, the dose was lowered later, but at a very late stage, at..." I found the data and put it on the top, "Look, here it shows that the basic dose is being reduced. "

Zuo Tian was thoughtful, "Lower... so in fact, Mr. Zhuang knows this?"

If you are running the experiment on a path that must be successful, then you should keep increasing the dose like in the third district, and when it is powerless, you can no longer suppress it, and then...

And there is already a precedent, that is, Zhuyi and Mrs. Brown. They just said that one was earlier, and the other Mrs. Brown really couldn't let go of the third district. They increased the dose to the end. crooked idea.

Song Zhen nodded: "She should want to stop at this time."

Zuo Tian was keen, "This is the record from the week before the accident, that is to say, after one week of lowering the dose, the pregnant woman had an accident?"

Song Zhen nodded.

She has analyzed these since she got the data, and what the data shows is indeed like this.

Song Zhen pointed out his confusion, "If the dose was really lowered during this time period, the reaction of these pregnant women should not be so severe. If the glands are not forcibly suppressed with medicine, the problem will occur earlier, but the exposure will be more gentle. Like the pregnant women sent to us in Cheng Lang's clinical experiment..."

"If Cheng Lang doesn't keep increasing the dose, he will experience a series of problems such as nausea, discomfort, and inability to eat."

Zuo Tian wanted to agree, but suddenly stopped after thinking of something.

Song Zhen frowned, "I can't figure it out, this matter doesn't make sense to me..."

"My mother's clinical trials on stabilizers, whether they were successful or not, and the signs of failure, should be well known, not to mention that she knew at the time...In short, it is impossible for her to feel nothing. She let the dose be lowered. Best description..."

"Then knowing that Alpha's clinical experiment is impossible to succeed, what puzzles me is that even if she was incapable of making Alpha's reagent succeed at the time, she would always be able to do what Cheng Lang did, right?"

Zuo Tian realized, at this moment, he finally understood why Song Zhen had to say so many premises.

Zuo Tian said slowly, "You mean, even if Alpha failed, Cheng Lang was able to stop it before it caused a big problem. Using her analogy, it's impossible for Mr. Zhuang to be able to do this as well? "

"Even if it can't succeed, the prerequisite for failure should be that there are no casualties..."

Zuo Tian understood it completely, and clapped his hands fiercely, "Failure should be controllable, the biggest, the greatest extent, is that there is no corresponding medicine, and pregnant women have miscarriages, so as not to cause damage to the glands and cause death!"

"You feel wrong here?"

Song Zhen nodded.

Nodding, looking at the table full of data, and a real headache.

"I originally thought that someone had tampered with it and played tricks on the medicine, but..."

Zuo Tian bit her lip: "But the data is fine now."

Song Zhen couldn't figure it out, "It shouldn't be, if there is no problem here, there will be more problems in other places... She abandoned the first concoction by herself before, and she also signed and vetoed the second concoction. Pregnant women with many clinical trials, how could they have stumbled so much in the clinical trials of the third blending agent, I can't accept it, it doesn't make sense..."

Zuo Tian lowered her eyes again, "But, you overlooked another difference..."

Song Zhen looked at Zuo Tian.

Knowing that what he said was not a good thing, Zuo Tian continued, cruelly pointed out, "There are no two people who are exactly the same in the world, everyone is unique, and every pregnant woman who participates in clinical trials is also unique."

"It's uncontrollable."

"The controllable principle you mentioned is that under the assumption of big data, it is impossible for pregnant women to have such a big problem. On the premise of reducing the dose, it will cause such a big harm to them, but it will be implemented in every pregnant woman. , and...not impossible."

"just in case……"

"I just said in case."

"What if Teacher Zhuang almost called a stop? What if these pregnant women happen to have sensitive constitutions? You know, the pregnant women we have come into contact with basically have a period of onset of pheromone disorders. This group of people also come to the hospital Largest group to ask for help, but…”

Zuo Tian: "But not everyone is like this."

"Where we can't see, there are other extremes. There are cases where pheromone disturbance lasts for a long time, and even lasts for a month before miscarriage. They are also the cases that are most likely to be rescued."

"The other is that the attack time is very short. After they are pregnant, they don't have time to go to the hospital at all. They come to the hospital at home...they just come to the hospital for post-abortion care, and they don't see us in person. It even exists. There are even A group is accepted . . . and that's the case with all of them."

Song Zhen took a deep breath and lowered his head.

It was difficult emotionally, but rationally she nodded in approval, "Male omega!"

"Women's alpha and men's omega account for the least proportion of the sex ratio in the population. The former is only a few percentage points more than the latter, but the performance is quite different."

"Women differentiated into alpha have, on average, higher grades, better physical fitness, and superior test intelligence."

"Men differentiated into omega, most of the grades are low, either they are infertile, or pheromone disorders come quickly and quickly. There were cases of male omega giving birth 50 years ago. In the past 50 years, male omega has been accepted internationally. It's infertile."

Zuo Tian: "So, what if it's just a coincidence?"

"What if, those pregnant women are all sensitive constitutions with the fastest onset of pheromone disorders? The experiment has reached this point, and it is indeed time for something to go wrong. Because they are sensitive constitutions, the sudden outbreak is particularly... powerful?!"

Song Zhen held his forehead and stopped talking.

She couldn't deny the possibility.

Even facing the table full of data, Zuo Tianyuan's possibility is even theoretically the closest to the truth.

Song Zhen covered his face with his hands, and finally said, "Give me some time."

"I... I'll think about it myself."

Zuo Tian knew that Song Zhen had been convinced by him intellectually.

But emotionally, Zhuang Qing is her mother after all, and as a person, she will probably...

Zuo Tiandian nodded, thought for a while, and said, "Then I'll go and report the results of Alpha's clinical data to the section chief. Do you... still want to talk about this with someone?"

Song Zhen was silent for a moment, then nodded, "You go, thank you."

"You're welcome."

Zuo Tian relayed their discussion to Zhu Sui.

Zhu Sui frowned, his first reaction was the same as Song Zhen's, "Strange."

"What's weird?"

"It's weird everywhere!" Zhu Sui said solemnly, "I don't understand your scientific research, but in terms of facts, Mr. Song's suspicion is no problem. Although your guess is logical, I don't think the probability is too small. ?"

"There were more than a dozen pregnant women back then, not just a few."

"Besides, the subjects of clinical trials should also conduct surveys, and try to exclude sensitive constitutions. One or two may be possible, and a dozen or so are all, which is not realistic."

Zhu Sui thought of something, and added, "You guys also lost a discussion."

Zuo Tian: "?"

Zhu Sui: "The right to speak. Zhuang Qing has the right to speak about the experiment, but it should be, not as absolute as Song Zhen."

"The first district is not a large area for researching stabilizers. The third district is the first. In order to retain talents, the first scientific research institute has given the two team leaders the right to speak, which is far beyond normal, the biggest."

"But back then, the situation has to be said differently. Although Zhuang Qing had the greatest voice, the foundation stabilizer drove the development of the entire three districts and greatly promoted the economic market of the three districts. You were the research institutes watching. Back then , Alpha should be from the commander of the three districts to the political commissar, and then many high-ranking officials, they should be very concerned about it."

"In this case, even if Zhuang Qing wants to stop, she still has the right, so don't you have to weigh the impact on the outside world?"

"Take a step back. The stabilizer is developed by the team. Zhuang Qing can be the brain, but she has to listen to everyone's opinions. Although the trend of public opinion blames her for the mistakes, there is nothing to blame for the scientific research. , to blame, the whole team should have problems."

This passage is also very reasonable, Zuo Tian lowered his eyes when he heard it.

After thinking about it, Zuo Tian said, "Then I will..."

Zhu Sui had already heard about Song Zhen's situation from Zuo Tian, ​​and shook his head, "Don't worry about it, I'll talk to her."

"I think it's best to know the situation back then, especially..."

In particular, you should find someone who has experienced it back then and talk about it.

And this candidate, there should be no one better than Song's father.

Father Song just happened to come to visit Song Zhen in a district, and take his annual leave by the way. When the time comes, you can ask.

At the end of Zhu Sui's words, Zuo Tian nodded knowingly, and handed her the plan in his hand.

Zuo Tian: "I think it's really uncomfortable. The fact that the data is fine has hit her hard. I guess I don't have the heart to care about other things in the past two days. The matter of campus recruitment is just me, Cao Fan and Chen. Let's run together, no need to talk to her."

Zhu Sui agreed and signed the consent form.

This incident really hit Song Zhen very hard.

She was puzzled.

Intellectually know...

But emotionally, I still can't accept it.

Unable to accept it, Song Zhen started to replay the data on the computer from beginning to end.

It has already been pulled once, and the replay is fast, but no matter how fast, it will take so long to replay carefully.

In the first two days, he took his work home and worked overtime until late at night, Zhu Sui acquiesced.

On the last day, Song Zhen wanted to stay up all night to complete the data, but Zhu Sui who came out of the bedroom clasped his shoulders.

"Sister, it's time for you to rest." Zhu Sui said.

"I put here..."

"It's time for you to rest, the data won't run!" Zhu Sui repeated forcefully.

Hearing Zhu Sui's insistence, Song Zhen was stunned for a moment, then turned his head, unexpectedly, all he could see was Zhu Sui's gentle gaze, Zhu Sui sighed at her, his tone softened again, almost pleading He said, "Have a rest, okay? It's been two days, and your eyes are full of red blood, don't you care..."

Zhu Sui leaned down, hair brushed against Song Zhen's face, itching slightly.

"I love you, sister."

Hearing Zhu Sui's words, my heart itched slightly.

Song Zhen looked at Zhu Sui blankly, Zhu Sui understood her discomfort, but he didn't want to let her ruin her body like this.

In the silence, Song Zhen didn't speak, Zhu Sui hugged Song Zhen from behind, reached out to close Song Zhen's software, Song Zhen hesitated to speak, but didn't stop him, so it was like this, in the silence, Song Zhen looked at Zhu Sui Save and close one by one, and finally turn off her laptop as well.

Zhu Sui rested his chin on Song Zhen's shoulder, and said softly, "Go take a bath, may I warm you a cup of milk?"

"I……"

"Shhh, listen to me."

Song Zhen finally got up and came out of the study, turned around and went to the bathroom.

After drinking the milk, he was kissed by Zhu Sui. While sobbing on the bed, Song Zhen really couldn't remember anything about the data anymore.

On Saturday, Father Song arrived as scheduled.

Song Zhen was rested at home by Zhu Sui, and Zhu Sui went to pick up Song's father alone.

Father Song came home and had a happy conversation with Song Zhen. After looking at Song Zhen carefully, he realized something was wrong, "True, why do you look so haggard?"

Zhu Sui: "She has something to ask you, Dad."

Father Song was puzzled and looked at Zhu Sui. After Zhu Sui said this, he shut up, and Father Song looked at Song Zhen again.

Song Zhen bowed his head for a moment, and finally nodded, "Yes, I have something I want to ask, and I want to ask you."

Sooner or later, you have to ask, so it’s okay to ask first when you come.

Having said that, Song Zhen didn't hold back, and told all the recent doubts about the data presented in full.

After finishing speaking, Song Zhen closed his eyes and held his forehead with one hand, unable to figure it out, and said with difficulty: "Dad, what happened back then, how did you reduce the dose but didn't..."

Before he finished speaking, he felt that Zhu Sui was touching him with an elbow. Song Zhen was taken aback, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Zhu Sui winking at him, telling him to look at Song's father.

Turning his head slowly, he looked at Father Song.

The moment he saw it clearly, Song Zhen was startled again.

At some point, Father Song had already buried his face between his palms, covered his face, bowed his back sharply, and bent his body in extreme pain.

Song Zhen just wanted to say something when he heard Father Song's painful voice, "It's like this..."

Dumb, as if pulled out from the heart.

"It will be like this. It was me. Back then..." Father Song felt extremely uncomfortable, his voice seemed to roll over the coarse sand, "I'm not good, it's because I'm not good enough for your mother, blame me."