After being tagged by the boss of the scumbag ex-wife

Zhu Sui hasn't drank so much for a long time.

Damn Rong Qingshan never breaks up in love sooner or later, but it happens to be such a time.

It's okay to be broken in love, the main reason is that Rong Qingshan's wine is not good, it really made him drunk and crying bitterly while holding the wine bottle, loudly mourning his frustration in love in front of his relatives and friends...Zhu Sui is really good Can't do it.

If you can't do it, all the wine in the second half of the journey will fall into your stomach.

She was abroad for several years, and she didn't have any birthdays when she came back. She always won money at the poker table, and finally got the chance to catch her. The elders are okay, and the alphas and omega of the same age can't catch her. I poured it to death.

When I go to bed after drinking, my mind is always floating...

He vaguely felt that Song Zhen was patting her, saying that he wanted to ask her something.

Zhu Sui asked vaguely, in her state, what does Song Zhen think can be understood with her now?

The other party was silent.

Zhu Sui closed his eyes for a moment before he fell into a deep sleep.

In the car, she recalled what she and Song Zhen had encountered abroad, fell asleep, and such a little thought at night was also brought into her dreams by her.

Dreams have the mysterious power to make everything around them undeniably real, be it the environment, the buildings, or the deepest fear in Zhu Sui's heart.

"Miss, we can't help you if you are like this, you have to tell your own problems first." The words of the psychological counseling interventionist rang in my ears.

"This is no longer a familiar environment for you. If there is anything, you can let go and say it without restraint."

"Behavior doesn't matter, heart doesn't matter."

Zhu Sui felt annoyed by the chatter.

But after all, the other party is a professional, and it cannot be said that it is useless. In the treatment talk, the other party's performance was very gentle and touching, almost touching Zhu Sui's heart, making her want to speak, but her mouth Opening it, looking at the expectant eyes of the other party, and remembering the identity of the other party, Zhu Sui became dumb again.

Realizing that everything the other party said came from their profession, using money to do things, has nothing to do with caring or not, Zhu Sui didn't want to talk about it anymore.

She and her interventionist are so disgusted with each other, repeating this step over and over again.

The comfort of others is also helpful. Her condition has improved somewhat. At least the sleeping pills provided to her every night are very effective. After taking it, she can fall asleep within a short time.

The side effect is that the dosage is a bit large, and it will also make Zhu Sui groggy during the day.

But such a small improvement is far from enough for her situation. Every time she goes on the scale, she sees that the displayed number is slowly and steadily decreasing, and the human figure reflected in the mirror is shattered, and she can't recognize it. come out yourself.

Whether it's her cognition or the feedback from her friends, she should be optimistic and heartless, not... not like this in the mirror, with high cheekbones and clear veins on the back of her hands And the finger bones under the skin, pale and haggard, neither human nor ghost.

Zhu Sui's rationality is always very clear, but emotionally, she doesn't know why, she just can't let it go.

I also tried to eat a little more to make the body's values ​​healthy, but maybe it was really sick. The body protested against her, and if it was forced into it, it would be spit out in the end. After trying it once or twice, her attending doctor said no I persuaded her to forget it, and silently added some vitamins and the like to her medicine, which could not be taken, so at least the basic needs of the body must be guaranteed through the pills.

The days are like flowing water, insensitive.

Everything seemed black and white, bleak and lifeless in Zhu Sui's eyes.

Until, she saw Song Zhen in the small garden.

For a long time, she watched Song Zhen talk to his family members, greet each other, grin and joke, and she suddenly realized that she seemed to have not seen a living person for a long time.

Yes, fresh.

It is the kind of strong life color that can infect the people around.

When they were at home, everyone dared not provoke her. They either cared for her carefully, or they were afraid that they would say the wrong thing. If they could avoid it, they tried to avoid her talking and doing things as much as possible. What appeared in front of Zhu Sui was either worrying about caring or being cautious. .

After coming here, there were no acquaintances around, so Zhu Sui was very relieved.

But holding on to this breath and relaxing, without pressure or pretense, the pain in her heart expanded and eroded her repeatedly.

The surrounding medical staff have nothing to do with her. Therefore, while having no worries, Zhu Sui has also become more laissez-faire, the expression on his face is getting less and less day by day, and he gives the most real feedback on the pain, and because of the truth There is nowhere to relieve the grief, and the whole person becomes more and more numb and pale.

Even, I don't feel like a human being anymore.

Until I saw Song Zhen.

Even if she didn't even see her eyes, Zhu Sui couldn't tell. I don't know if it was because of the other party's gentle voice, bright smile, or the ease of chatting with her family without any worries. It was at that moment that she was attracted to her eyes. , The person standing in the garden watching all the scenes suddenly had a very small idea. After coming for so long, he finally had the desire to be a part of this scene...

She walked to the edge of the bench where Song Zhen was sitting, and sat down on the other side quietly, quietly, using herself as the background and the air, after listening to all of Song Zhen's words. Ramble.

The simple calls contained the most real joys, sorrows, sorrows, and every emotion did not bother Zhu Sui, as if what the other party said with a gentle voice, she would not be bored in her heart.

She slept very fast that night, and she didn't say a word to the other party, but the other party's smile and happy mood were good. In short, she was infected with Zhu Sui, and for the first time, her mood was relieved without any burden, and she had a down-to-earth feeling. night.

Later on, listening to the other party talking on the phone, I knew that the other party had a happy family, was a college student, came here for eye surgery, and also had a clingy girlfriend.

At the beginning, Zhu Sui liked to listen to Song Zhen and Cheng Lang's phone calls, because Song Zhen always seemed to be extra tolerant of each other.

When Song Zhen was on the phone with everyone, she would only coax her girlfriend frequently.

And her coaxing tone is soft and waxy, Zhu Sui likes it very much.

I like...the kind of unconditional pampering that comes out from inside.

At first, Zhu Sui thought so.

Later, there was an intersection, and Song Zhen accidentally heard him calling, and in Song Zhen's unexpected tenderness and tolerance, the inexplicable emotions were reconciled... Reconciled with myself, reconciled with the world...

In the next two meetings and the last two phone calls, Zhu Sui didn't think so again.

Zhu Sui felt that Song Zhen's girlfriend was a bit pretentious.

Preoccupied.

A little annoying.

However, Song Zhen didn't think so, every time he was coaxing people with a nice voice.

In one phone call, the number of times Song Zhen coaxed people in a day was concentrated in it, and Zhu Sui was also a little irritable when he heard other boring moments.

Didn't know at the time what that meant.

The last time we met, Zhu Sui had already thought about asking her name and exchanging phone numbers that day, but at the end of the chat, when it came to age, she knew that Song Zhen was older than herself, and when Song Zhen jokingly asked her to call her sister, she felt emotional again Being interrupted, coupled with the brain that has been taking medicine, the habitual groggy...

In short, when I left, I forgot again.

I thought there would be a next time.

After a period of differentiation, no one can be found.

The shadows in the memory are sometimes blurred and sometimes clear. If it weren't for a photo that was taken secretly, Zhu Sui could hardly remember what Song Zhen looked like.

After we separated, it took a little longer to find out the state of mind at that time...

Why do you hate Cheng Lang, why don't you like Song Zhen and his girlfriend, why...

It's a bit late to understand.

Especially under the premise that she still can't find anyone.

This one-sided love becomes shallow and meaningless.

A person who only exists in memory, if there is no photo, it will take a few moments, Zhu Sui almost feels that he imagined it.

People may be like, if there is nothing, the more they want something.

The lost things are always kept in her heart, and those who have not really entered her life will never forget them.

I look for it after the age of bamboo, and every time I can't find it, I feel that it is God's will.

Her mind was not pure, but she was already very happy, even if she found her, they could only be friends.

Maybe even God favors Song Zhen, and doesn't want her to disturb her with selfishness.

That's why she couldn't find it for a long time.

According to Song Zhen's description of her and her girlfriend, childhood sweethearts, childhood sweethearts, and the love they grew up with, if nothing happens, even if she finds someone, it's okay if she can hold back her thoughts. Play the role of an unscrupulous villain in Song Zhen's happy life.

A villain who wants to take her as his own.

In this way, several years have passed, and every year I can't find it, Zhu Sui gradually put down the search...

Then, unexpectedly, Song Zhen appeared in front of her again.

The beautiful lower lip and forehead, and even the soft voice, perfectly coincided with what she remembered, and then, as she said, she did have a pair of extraordinarily beautiful eyes, so beautiful that she couldn't help distorting them when she saw them thought……

That night, when she calmed down, Song Zhen was crying.

Crying and calling Cheng Lang's name.

Following the name, is the murmur why...

Why do you do this to her...

Zhu Sui only heard this sentence clearly.

While wiping away Song Zhen's tears, her heart was twisted, half of her heart was distressed, and the other half was ecstatic.

Song Zhen is indeed favored by the heavens, right? Her previous relationship ended and she was met by him.

Early, late, neither good.

At this time... Zhu Sui knew that her mind was a little dark, but she still felt that this time was the best.

Since that green plum doesn't cherish, then, she...

She is willing to take the treasure as her own.

Unique.

When Zhu Sui woke up, the pointer was pointing to the number six far away on the wall. He drank too much last night and his mind was not very clear, but he didn't want to sleep anymore.

Get up and take a shower, take a painkiller, tidy yourself up, turn on the phone, see You Chenxing called her, Zhu Sui's brows moved slightly.

Looking into the room, Song Zhen was still sleeping.

Zhu Sui closed the door carefully, and ran to the balcony to make a phone call.

"At this point, is it urgent?" You Chenxing cursed as soon as the connection was made.

Zhu Sui didn't mind, she was pressing on something in her heart, and she didn't refute it, she just asked, "Is there any news?"

After a pause, he added, "Did you find something in the USB flash drive I gave you, verified?"

You Chenxing sneered.

"Why, afraid that Mr. Song might be worried, why did you take this ghostly time to ask?"

Zhu Sui lowered his eyes and said nothing.

Team You stopped joking, coughed lightly, and became serious, "Yes, you begged me to tell you as soon as there is news. Now, there is indeed some news."

Thinking of something, Team You: "By the way, there are three vacancies recently. This case is big. You have done enough military exploits in the Department of Gynecology. When are you going to come back? I have written all the materials for you to be the deputy department." I'm waiting for you to call back, so I can fill in the time?"

Zhu Sui froze for a moment, then subconsciously glanced at the bedroom.

"Wait a little longer, my side..."

"All right, all right, I know you don't want to part with your wife, so just treat it like I'm giving you a holiday, anyway, the Z reagent is almost finished, let me say yes, I won't force you here, but in case something is found in the middle, There is really no one in the three places, if you don’t want to come back, you have to come back to me!”

Zhu Sui: "Understood, don't go around, let's get down to business."

When Song Zhen woke up, it was just dawn. Seeing that Zhu Sui was not around, he subconsciously wrapped himself in his nightgown and went to find someone.

Unbiased, she rubbed her eyes and found Zhu Sui on the balcony.

Bamboo Year on the phone.

With a dignified look, he kept talking to the other side.

Song Zhen suddenly woke up when he heard about Tong's family.

And after Zhu Sui finished talking about how it was possible, when he turned around, he also saw Song Zhen...

The phone hangs up.

Song Zhen thought for a while and asked, "Yes, has there been any new progress in the previous investigation?"

Zhu Sui's expression was also settled, and he thought about whether to tell or not.

However, there are some things that cannot be concealed. After thinking about it, even though he was not very willing, Zhu Sui still told the truth.

"Yes, I sent Cheng Lang's USB drive back to the third place before. Let's take it as her crime and meritorious service. Inside, I found some substantive evidence."

"Yes……"

Zhu Sui nodded, stepped forward, stretched out his hand to loosen the untied belt of the nightgown for Song Zhen, wrapped it tightly for her, and then tied a knot with his own hands. Taking this opportunity, he lowered his head and didn't want to look at it. Song Zhen's face turned to speak.

"Well, there are some clues to what you wanted to know before."

"It's not just the Tong family."

"Found..."

Zhu Sui raised his eyes, leaned close to Song Zhen's ear, put his face close to his, and said in a very small voice, "The political commissar of the Three Military Regions has been found."

Song Zhen was agitated, and suddenly felt that the weather in early spring was too cold.

Zhu Sui reached out and touched her face.

After a while, Song Zhen struggled to digest the meaning, nodded, "I see."

She knew what she was going to face next.

Zhu Sui couldn't bear it, and muttered, "I'm here."

Song Zhen and her eyes met, and while being moved, there was no warmth in his heart.

Song Zhen smiled, and Zhu Sui also smiled at her.

Zhu Sui: "By the way, what did you want to tell me last night?"

This is really, which pot is not opened and which pot is lifted...

If this conversation was delayed, Song Zhen would probably have asked all the questions she wanted to ask, but now, knowing that Zhu Sui treated her..., she hesitated again.

Last night, Mr. Zhu didn't scold her harshly.

He didn't even say a serious word to her, at the end of leaving.

The people of the Zhu family, the whole family, are very kind to her, and have always been very kind.

she……

Why should her shackles be transferred to innocent people?

What she should bear, she doesn't want to hurt other people, especially the one she loves.

At the beginning, she knew the pros and cons of it, and she never told Cheng Lang, but now she has not changed her original intention to Zhu Sui.

Once it's broken, I'm afraid it won't be good in the future... It's not good to separate again.

So Zhu Sui looked at Song Zhen and blinked, and only smiled and asked her, "Why is your screensaver me? Where did you come from?"

Zhu Sui turned on the screen, said oh, and said seriously, "I'll bother Zuo Tian to get it."

It is indeed annoying.

Zuo Tian didn't know where to get the photos of the university. Zhu Sui begged for a long time in private, and Zuo Tian also searched for a long time. Finally, he found the account from the university's social networking site and pulled down the photos for her.

"You like this picture?"

Zhu Sui took a deep look at Song Zhen and curled his lips, "I like to see you smile."

This is ambiguous.

Song Zhen thought about Zhu Sui like a bright mirror, but he didn't blush.

It's just like this, watching Zhu Sui for a long time, as if he wanted to carve someone into his heart, Zhu Sui was a little scared, Song Zhen suddenly said, "Didn't you ask me last time, saying that we are quite suitable, Otherwise it's over, remember?"

Zhu Sui's heart choked, "Yes, yes, do you remember?"

"remember."

Song Zhen was still smiling slightly, looking at Zhu Sui with a soft and gentle look in his whole body.

"I also answered you that you are so young, sooner or later you will meet the person you like, and it is very important to live with the person you like."

Song Zhen smiled.

Zhu Sui's smile froze.

She was a little confused about the meaning of Song Zhen's words.

But the next moment, Song Zhen gave her the answer.

"But don't I want to have a baby? I've thought about it over and over again in the past few days. It's not good for us to get divorced when the child was young, and the influence on his growth is not good. Sometimes, it's not so important to live. Is it important?"

Zhu Sui was sure against his will, "...Yes."

Song Zhen: "So I thought, otherwise, let's bring up the child a little longer, a few more years, try?"

Zhu Sui's heart beat, but his face remained calm, and he analyzed rationally.

"From a child's point of view, this is naturally better..."

After a pause, Zhu Sui looked at Song Zhen with inexplicable anticipation, and asked softly, "So, sister, do you want to live a few more years?"

Added, "with me."

The ending sound couldn't be softer, for fear that it would disturb Song Zhen to change his mind.

Song Zhen saw it.

I think it's funny and fun, such a careful probing, such an obvious emotion is full of Zhu Sui's eyes, before, why didn't I see it in a daze?

He lowered his head and showed a smile. After a while, in Zhu Sui's nervousness, Song Zhen raised his chin proudly for the first time, and imitated Zhu Sui's proud appearance and raised his eyebrows.

"Then I have to think about it again."