After being tagged by the boss of the scumbag ex-wife

Cheng Lang's voice was not too loud, it could even be said to be very calm.

But the words narrated in such a calm tone fell into Song Zhen's ears, and it was like a thunderbolt from the blue sky, which made Song Zhen tremble all over.

"Do you know what you're talking about, Cheng Lang?!"

Song Zhen's eyes were darkened, and even when he was speaking, he couldn't stop his upper and lower teeth from chattering.

In this trembling, there is unbelievability, anger, and deep down, there is a deep indignation, mixed with great disappointment, disappointment with Cheng Lang, and with... the small disappointment that they grew up with.

"How could you be like this..."

"You, there is Zhuyi in front of you, and Mrs. Brown in the back. No one knows what they are doing better than adenosine. They pick up drugs that have been denied and discarded. The nature of their behavior has something to do with opening Pandora's box." What's the difference, what ecstasy soup Tong Xianglu gave you, you...do you know, a group of clinical experiments, there are more than ten pregnant women, there are more than ten living people!!"

"Alpha's clinical experiment failed back then, there was no illegal operation in the middle, and the response of the public is still the same. Teacher Zhuang, Zhuang Qing, who discovered and extracted the basic stabilizer, was nominated for the fate of the greatest scientific researcher of this century. , Leaving aside the moral issues of pregnant women, if there is any good or bad in a group of clinical experiments, who will understand you!?"

"Didn't the Tong family put you on fire!"

"If they benefit, then their clinical trials will be smooth sailing, and if they don't work out, they can turn back to the experiments of the second group!!"

"Why did you help them..."

Song Zhen became excited, and his words became upside down, even a little incoherent.

Cheng Lang was listening quietly until this sentence, Cheng Lang calmly retorted: "I didn't help them."

Cheng Lang: "I'm just doing what I want to do, helping myself."

"What do you want to do, what do you want to do..."

Cheng Lang: "I want to see if I can develop the Z reagent, it doesn't depend on you."

Song Zhen was dumbfounded for a moment.

The next moment, he rested his hands on his forehead and closed his eyes deeply.

Unspeakable discomfort swept Song Zhen's whole body.

"So," Song Zhen's voice became hoarse, with heavy exhaustion, like a person who has just crossed the desert and lost the moisture to nourish and survive, "Are you doing it for fame?"

Even through the radio waves, the change in Song Zhen's voice could be clearly heard, and Cheng Lang fell silent again.

Song Zhen frowned, and said word by word in impatience, "I know that you have always been in scientific research, cherish your wings, and have your own ambitions and plans, so the root cause is that the second group has entered clinical trials, and you are anxious I don't want to give up the right to be the first author, so I have to..."

After a pause, Song Zhen felt that these four words were inappropriate again, but the four words "lust for profit", although they were in the same scene, were really too ugly, and Song Zhen couldn't say them out.

After thinking for a while, Song Zhen let go of himself and skipped over, "I didn't want to give up my authorship, so did I use what Tong Xianglu gave you?"

Cheng Lang didn't speak.

So in this phone call, there were dozens of seconds, and only the sound of radio waves remained.

Song Zhen couldn't imagine what Cheng Lang was like, what kind of mental journey he was in, how dazed he had to be before he could trust Tong Xianglu...

But no matter what mood Cheng Lang was in before and now, Song Zhen was really going crazy.

For Cheng Lang's confession, for her words, for her actions...

Song Zhen almost broke down and said, "Why are you so confused, even if you are not the first in the research and development of stabilizers, if you calm down and study hard, you will always be the second and third..."

Cheng Lang made a sound, and said firmly, "Don't lie to me, the stabilizer has always followed the route you planned, and my role in it is at best to provide a few good ratios. There are so many scientific researchers in the third district. I haven't been able to do it for many years, and I...among them, what can I be..."

Song Zhen was excited, "Then even if you don't develop a stabilizer, you have nowhere to go. The Tong family hasn't produced it for more than ten years, but it's still a pioneer in our country and is praised by everyone. Even if it is me With the development of Reagent Z, the accumulated contribution of more than ten years, the status of the Tong family will not be changed much..."

Song Zhen: "Even if it's true as you said, you can't handle the stabilizer, so it's just like the Tong family to make peripheral medicine. It's always okay to eat the bonus of the stabilizer?"

"Reagent Z is ultimately a product of the Adenosine family. It belongs to the First Research Institute. After the development is completed, whether the formula will be shared internally is the decision of the dean and the others. Even if you can't develop the second type, the third type...then You can always do something, why are you in a hurry, this is not like you at all, you have never..."

Song Zhen collapsed and covered his face, "You have achieved such an achievement at the age of 24, major, why did you do this..."

This sentence seemed to ask the other party's heart, and Cheng Lang's breathing became unsteady.

Song Zhen couldn't take care of other things anymore. The melancholy that had accumulated over the past few days surged up, and coupled with what she said earlier, she couldn't hold it back, and the accumulated negative emotions exploded at this moment...

"Strictly speaking, both you and Zuo Tian were brought on this road by me. Zuo Tian doesn't have much talent, but she is very practical, steady and careful. Even if she doesn't do anything personally, she will be a good assistant. ..."

"But you are not, Cheng Lang, you are not like this."

"From the very beginning, even if I have the manuscript left by the dealer, your talent has been revealed early in the road of scientific research, and there are few talents in the matching ratio. Even if AO has a Ph.D. in this area, There are not many people who skip a grade, but you are different, you have almost no obstacles in your studies, and your journey went smoothly..."

"With such a talent, and in such a good unit of the Academy of Sciences, why, why do you want to destroy the Great Wall..."

"You should have done something..."

"This road is so difficult, so many people can't get on the Tao at all, you were born so favored, why do you..."

"Because scientific research has never been my chosen path!" Cheng Lang suddenly said loudly.

Song Zhen was so uncomfortable that his words were almost choked up, and Cheng Lang's emotions that had been suppressed under the calm tone finally couldn't be contained and exploded.

"Scientific research is your dream, Song Zhen, it is you who want to make a stabilizer, it is your greatest wish."

"But not mine!"

"From beginning to end, this is just your dream, not mine."

Song Zhen lost control, "Then what do you want?"

"I want you!" Cheng Lang replied and roared, "I was just following you from the beginning to the end!"

Song Zhen choked.

Cheng Lang: "Take the road of scientific research, become famous, and be widely known at a young age. This has never been my ideal. My initial thought was just to follow you..."

"In high school, I actually didn't like studying that much, but your grades were so good, I was afraid that I wouldn't be good enough for you, so I forced myself to study hard, so after we fell in love, my grades were so stable, and I was always in class. On par with you..."

"Choose a major, I want to stay in Jiangcheng, but you insist on coming to Beijing, so I just follow you to fill in."

"When you were in college, you were busier than high school. I couldn't find anything to do, and I didn't want to bother you. I know that you have your own ambitions and ideals in your heart, so you can apply for other majors within your ability. , fill yourself with learning, talent... you say you have it..."

"But I still remember when you were classifying, you said that few people can learn the ratio of medicines well, so I filled in the report, wanting to try, so that when you do scientific research in the future, you don't have to find talents in this field..."

"Oh, what a shit talent, I just want to make you happy."

The voice on the other side of the phone also took on a hoarse texture, and some rustling noises could be heard, but it was hard to cover up, and it was completely broken inside.

"I just want to follow you, from the beginning, it's that simple."

"Whether it's doing scientific research or doing other things, I just want to have more contact with you and keep you in my life. That's it. I don't have any ideals. I just like you."

"Song Zhen, I don't want anything else, I want you in my life, can't I?"

"I don't care about results, fame and fortune, I don't want these..."

"Can't you show mercy once and look back?"

Song Zhen was speechless.

"You and Zhu Sui, yes, she is very good, excellent and even perfect, but you are not the same way at all. Even if you are married and have a marriage certificate, there must be some agreement. After divorce, you can't give me Any chance?"

Song Zhen was silent.

And silence itself was an answer, Cheng Lang understood.

"It's impossible, isn't it?" Her voice was suddenly soft and cautious, as if she was afraid of breaking something.

Song Zhen closed his eyes, and there was only silence in the room.

Cheng Lang: "That's..." The last few words were hoarse and out of tune.

Song Zhen tidied himself up and forced himself back to the topic, "But you used the one provided by Tong's family. The ingredients are wrong, and you can't make a stabilizer in the end..."

"What do you know?" Cheng Lang sharply said, "An achievement is like walking in the dark. If it is not a failure, no one can predict it on the way. You...you are so sure, what other key do you know about the stabilizer? "

Song Zhen pursed his lips for a moment, and finally said, "I know this research and development logic will not work, and you will fail."

"Can you make an argument?"

Song Zhen looked down.

Of course she can't, at least on the surface, she can't show it yet.

"Isn't it right?" Cheng Lang understood. "Is it something left by your mother? The idea of ​​​​developing the stabilizer back then, or other things that haven't been announced?"

"Yes or no."

There are many things that her mother didn’t tell her, but there are some concepts, such as stabilizers mentioned in life, and the words that are repeated repeatedly, Song really has an impression. When she grows up, combined with the manuscripts and materials left behind, she is enlightened. After the general direction, Song Zhen finally understood.

Song Zhen: "I'm pretty sure that their logic is wrong. Even if you use medicine, it's fine, but it won't work, so..."

"You want to persuade me to stop?"

Song Zhen was stunned, "After all, there are more than ten pregnant women, if you know..."

"But you don't have strong means to stop me." Cheng Lang saw through, "You can't tell outsiders what you know before it can be disclosed, but you can be sure that I can't do it, so... besides persuading me Pause, you don't seem to have any other way to stop a group of clinical trials, right?"

Song Zhen bit his lip, at this time, he was very annoyed by Cheng Lang's IQ again.

Without him, every word Cheng Lang said was correct.

She knew that there was something wrong with the other party's experiment, but after thinking about it, she had no way to stop it at this time except for persuasion.

Song Zhen: "Recover it while it's still possible. If something happens..."

"I have a mind."

Song Zhenxin suddenly felt uneasy, "What do you mean?"

"I know what you're worried about. Zuo Tian should know these things too. She's not in the research institute recently. If you want to analyze data, you can't do without her. You should have discussed it, you..."

Halfway through the conversation, Cheng Lang forcefully changed the topic, "I won't harm anyone. If you can't come up with a strong argument, I won't stop when there is no problem. I will give it a try after all. That's my answer..."

"As for what you are worried about, don't worry, I won't implicate the first district, nor will I implicate the adenosine department."

"If I... Heh, anyway, I have my own plan, when the time comes..."

"When is that time?" Song Zhen was puzzled.

Cheng Lang let out a long breath, "When the time comes, maybe..." Maybe Song Zhen would still be grateful to her.

"Cheng Lang, speak clearly..."

"It's clear enough, so be it, I don't want to talk about it."

The phone is hung up.

When Zhu Sui and Zuo Tian went in again, Song Zhen covered his forehead, wondering what he was thinking.

Zuo Tian glanced at Zhu Sui, impatiently, and asked Song Zhen, "What did she say?"

"She admitted it."

"what?"

In a daze, Zuo Tian: "But, but isn't this not going to work? Then, the pregnant women in that group..."

Zhu Sui had obviously thought about this problem a long time ago, "Drug research and development is a difficult road. Cheng Lang didn't use the medicine from the third district. If there is no sufficient data to support it, I'm afraid your conclusion will not be convincing."

At least they can't convince the Academy of Honor or the dean to force a group of clinical experiments to stop before something goes wrong.

"Then, then how do we..."

Song Zhen: "I don't know."

"At least I don't know now." The voice was indescribably tired.

Zuo Tian stifled, Zhu Sui glanced at Song Zhen's appearance, and at the same time, he winked at Zuo Tian and said, "I've been busy for a week and I'm very tired, otherwise you should go back and rest. "

Zuo Tian: "Go back?"

Zhu Sui pushed Zuo Tian out, "Yes, since you can't discuss anything, then go back and have a good rest, and think about what you can do, okay? You ask Teacher Song repeatedly, and she doesn't know either!"

Zuo Tian was dismissed by Zhu Sui, Song Zhen became abnormally silent, Zhu Sui couldn't tell what she was thinking.

At night, Song Zhen sat alone on the sofa for a long time.

It started to rain in winter, and in the middle of the night, because it was Saturday, she went to the balcony and stood wrapped in a thick shawl for a long time. The light rain was mixed with the bleakness of autumn and winter, but Song Zhen didn't feel it at all, so quietly , looked outside, didn't know where his eyes fell, and was a little dazed.

Zhu Sui went to call her, Song Zhen turned around in a daze, and answered.

Zhu Sui didn't want to ask at first, but seeing Song Zhen so lost, he couldn't hold back, "Sister, what are you thinking? Are you thinking about Dr. Cheng?"

Song Zhen heard clearly, shook his head slowly, and looked out of the balcony again.

Zhu Sui thought she couldn't speak anymore, Song Zhen spoke, his voice was very gentle, it was a kind of exhaustion and powerlessness after exhaustion, and he had to be pale and gentle.

"I was thinking, when I was in high school."

Song Zhen opened his mouth, and Zhu Sui stayed again.

Thinking of something, Song Zhen suddenly rolled up a smile, "As I said, I always know what path I'm on and what I will encounter."

"So I have always been very serious about my studies, and I am afraid that I will not be as good as others."

"Besides studying, I have never considered other things."

"Maybe it's because of omege's talent. There are quite a few people around me who like me, but I never thought about it until..."

Until Cheng Lang's confession.

Until Cheng Lang said those words to her.

"In fact, at the beginning, I wanted to refuse, and I didn't want to drag others into the water." Song Zhen lowered his eyes, "But feelings are uncontrollable. The more you want to distance yourself, the more... I can't say it well. In short, I didn't stick to the principle. ,That's all."

"If I had firmly refused at that time, perhaps it would have been a good thing for her and me."

"What she wants, I can't give."

"What I'm chasing, she can't understand."

"It hurts both of you."

"I think, if she had made a different choice at the beginning, she might not have been led on this path by me, and there would be no subsequent series of things. She herself is not a person with strong beliefs. She just likes life Some of the little good things in the movie, I am satisfied with the moment, maybe, from the very beginning, I chose the wrong one..."

Cheng Lang wanted to develop the Z reagent and Song Zhen could understand it. She didn't say it, but Song Zhen understood. After all, they grew up together. There is no need to explain it thoroughly.

At the root of it, she was just fantasizing that she could turn back...

Fantasizing that if she made the Z reagent, it would change her face...

Song Zhen held his forehead and felt a headache.

The reality and memory overlapped, and it was unspeakably uncomfortable.

Until she falls into a warm embrace.

At some point, Zhu Sui hugged her so lightly that she could break free as soon as she struggled.

Song Zhen didn't struggle, and hugged Zhu Sui tightly with his backhand, the veins on the back of his hand were bulging, which was enough to see her strength.

"It's not your fault." Zhu Sui said.

"I know, I know it's nothing to do with me, I just..."

In the arms of the person he likes, Song Zhen is rare to be vulnerable. He frowned and said, "I just feel a little uncomfortable."

"On the road of scientific research, so many people want a bit of talent but don't have it. They can only work hard and suffer. Talented but...not so rare, I find it ironic."

"What's even more ironic is that the key to the stabilizer has nothing to do with these. The stabilizer actually only needs..."

Zhu Sui raised his eyebrows.

Song Zhen's voice stopped, and he suddenly asked, "Sui Sui, have you ever thought that maybe the fertility rate can be improved?"

Zhu Sui's heart beat heavily, "Sister, what do you mean?"

Song Zhen didn't answer.

Zhu Sui thought for a while, suppressed the shock in his heart, and replied, "If possible, this should shock the world."

Song Zhen buried his face in Zhu Sui's arms, breathed in the smell that belonged to Zhu Sui, and said softly, "Yes."

Song Zhen didn't mention it, Zhu Sui also winked and stopped asking, and returned to the original topic.

"You don't have to feel too bad because of Dr. Cheng, I think the problem lies with her..."

After a pause, Zhu Sui said, "Her biggest problem is that she shouldn't force you."

Song Zhen was stunned for a moment, and when he raised his head, a pair of innocent and moist eyes appeared in front of Zhu Sui, which made it impossible to move.

Zhu Sui caressed Song Zhen's eyes, his voice softened, and he said with strange tenderness in his eyes, "You respect her, but she doesn't give you the same respect. She is not worthy of you, sister."

"I..." Song Zhen read something resembling affection from Zhu Sui's eyes, but she didn't know whether it was because her eyes were dazzled, or because of her feelings for Zhu Sui, she read it wrong, so she lowered her head in panic, "I'm not as good as you think."

In return, Zhu Sui chuckled.

Zhu Sui rested his chin on Song Zhen's forehead, and said playfully, "I only feel better about you if you are worse."

"Many people like you now. If it's better, I'm afraid I won't be able to compete with others."

"So you can be more willful. If you are so willful, it's better not to have the level that other people like."

"I……"

Just as Song Zhen was about to speak, Zhu Sui casually reached out and patted her on the back comfortingly, and she suddenly became speechless.

The next moment, Song Zhen buried his face in Zhu Sui's arms again.

Whether it's true or not, she likes the warmth at this moment, and she is really comforted.

I like it so much that I don't want to say anything, I just want the feeling of this moment to last forever.

It is said that many people like her, but in fact, it is Zhu Sui who is liked by more people.

Talking about Cheng Lang not being good enough for her, Song Zhen also felt that she...she was not good enough for such a good Zhu Sui.

But when she can possess it, in her own heart, she still hopes to monopolize it for a longer period of time.

Zhu Sui was flattered by Song Zhen's actions, the woman laughed and pinched Song Zhen's earlobe, "Sister, are you acting like a baby?"

Song Zhen was embarrassed, buried his head, and did not answer.

The weekend passed quickly, but Song Zhen had no idea.

Zuo Tian didn't think of an effective solution either.

But I don’t know if it’s just a coincidence or a coincidence. After the restless Monday passed into the afternoon, Song Zhen couldn’t sit still, and his conscience couldn’t bear it. He wanted to go to Rong Yuan for a hint, and when he was trying to test Rong Yuan’s reaction, Chen Ye ran into the room. laboratory.

"Teacher Song, Sister Tian, ​​oh my god, that's great, you are all here."

Song Zhen and Zuo Tian looked at each other.

Chen Ye was out of breath, "Something went wrong, the clinical laboratory..."

Zuo Tianxin was startled for a moment, "What happened to our pregnant woman?"

Chen Ye waved his hand, "No, it's not."

Chen Ye put his hips on his hips, and changed his breath, "It's a group of pregnant women from their side. It's not right. The Rong Yuan asked everyone to come over!"

Song Zhen and Zuo Tian looked at each other again, and at the same time, panic was read from each other's eyes.

But after thinking about it again, it felt wrong.

It's only been two months, and Tong Xianglu had been able to suppress people for five months before.

It's not, and it shouldn't be...

What Song Zhen could think of, Zuo Tian could do too, but his eyes kept rolling.

Chen Ye was surprised: "What kind of expression do you have, aren't we leaving?"

Zuo Tian hesitated to speak.

"Go, of course!" Song Zhen said, "Let's go there together."