Don't spread rumors, who is your wife?

Since Zhou Han and Shu Yu'an were on the road all the time, they were a little tired after getting off the plane and taking the car. Kan Ze thought that they should rest for a while, so they didn't hang out for a long time, but just walked around casually. I went back to the homestay.

The proprietress in the homestay was preparing dinner, Zhou Han and Shu Yuan greeted the proprietress and went back to the room to rest, while Kan Ze stayed aside to help.

After these days, Kan Ze can more or less understand the speech here, which is still not very useful for communication, but when communicating with the boss, he has become accustomed to their half-dialect and half-Mandarin and can speak without obstacles communicated.

While helping, Kan Ze talked to the proprietress: "Sister, there is no need to prepare too many meals, and they won't be able to eat much."

"It's okay, let them all taste the taste here, do they have any taboos?"

"No, they are not picky eaters."

After Kan Ze helped, the progress was much faster. After a while, the proprietress thought that Kan Ze was also tired, and she shouldn't let him help all the time, so she drove Kan Ze to rest.

When Kan Ze went up, he saw Shu Yuan sleeping in the room, and Zhou Han resting on the rocking chair on the balcony of his room.After hearing someone coming in, I looked back and found that it was Kan Ze, who then continued to go back to doze off.

"Are you tired? My sister just asked if you have any taboos, and I said no." Kan Ze found a seat and sat down and asked.

"It's okay, there's nothing to avoid, it's quite comfortable." After Zhou Han answered Kan Ze's question, he expressed that he was very comfortable staying here.

Kan Ze smiled and said, "Well, it's quite comfortable."

After Kan Ze finished speaking, Zhou Han didn't speak, and the atmosphere became a little quiet, but it didn't make people feel uncomfortable, probably because the two were too familiar with each other.The wind is blowing slowly, watching the clouds in the distance move slowly, such a quiet time always makes people feel comfortable and comfortable.

However, after a while, Kan Ze heard Zhou Han speak.Zhou Han said, "Is it because it's so comfortable that you don't want to go back?"

There is actually no big problem with this sentence, but it makes Kan Ze feel chills all over.

Is it because it's so comfortable that he doesn't want to go back, or is it because it's so comfortable that he wants to escape even more.

Kan Ze never thought that he was avoiding those problems that have always existed just like he was avoiding his previous life.Many times, he has been using his own psychological problems as an excuse to make excuses for not being brave.

He only discovered this matter recently. He discovered that his psychological problems may not be so unsolvable, at least in recent years, they have not caused any irreparable impact on him.But every time something happened, he always wanted to escape, and the reason for convincing himself was that he might not be able to bear it psychologically.

However, is it really your own psychological problems that you can't bear?Or are you afraid to face the result if you don't escape?

Kan Ze never thought about it before, he deceived himself and succeeded.

It was recently, maybe as Zhou Han said, it is so comfortable here, and there is too much time. He feels that his condition is getting better and better. When he has time, he will get to know himself. It seems that he finds that this matter is not Disaster.

..............

After Zhou Han finished speaking, he didn't continue to embarrass Kan Ze, but continued: "Some things must be faced." After a long pause, he continued: "But no matter what you decide , we will still support you." After saying this, Zhou Han really didn't say anything else.

Kan Ze didn't speak either, he just smiled at Zhou Han.

This incident seems to have passed like this, but it seems that it has not passed, because it left a seed in Kan Ze's heart, and it was only a heavy rain before it took root.

Since Shu Yu'an still had work to do at school, they couldn't play for a few days, so in the following days Kan Ze took them to circle the Erhai Lake, climb Cangshan Mountain, climb the rooftop at night to watch the stars, and go to the beach in the evening to enjoy the sea breeze.

This kind of life made Shu Yu'an feel so happy that she didn't want to go home anymore.

As time goes by, some topics that should be mentioned are always inevitable.

In the evening of that day, when Kan Ze brought Zhou Han and Shu Yu'an were about to go back to the B&B from outside, the boss called and asked them if they wanted to come back and they were ready for dinner.

This is actually not a big problem, but Shu Yuan was a little puzzled when he heard Kan Ze's "beep beep..." ringtone, and after Kan Ze hung up the phone, he asked, "Kan Ze, Why did you change the ringtone, I remember it wasn't like this before." After speaking, he sang a few lines along with them, and they walked side by side, Shu Yu'an didn't notice that Kan Ze's face turned pale.

Shu Yu'an has been too relaxed in the past few days, much more lively than before, even his sensitivity has become lower, and he didn't notice Kan Ze's strangeness.

Kan Ze didn't speak, nor did he answer Shu Yu'an's question.

"I have loved you for the last time

I have loved you hard for the last time

Isitavideo? Isitavideo?

Is this love just an illusion, just a video game"

Of course he knew that his previous ringtone was not this one, but, for some things, the past is the past.

Perhaps Kan Ze hadn't spoken, Shu Yu'an had noticed something no matter how dull he was, so he stopped talking, and looked at Kan Ze apologetically.Kan Ze smiled at him, but said nothing.

The matter did not pass like this. After dinner that day, Kan Ze took them to the rooftop.Shu Yu'an and Zhou Han may also know some things, but it seems that Kan Ze still owes them some explanations.

The three of them sat like this, and no one spoke. Kan Ze didn't know where to start.

It took a long time before Kan Ze spoke.

"I don't know where to start, maybe you know a little bit."

"Probably, Ke Muxun and I...... I suddenly don't know how to explain it." Kan Ze said with a self-deprecating smile.He continued: "I started with him when we were in college, and we maintained a... not very pure relationship. I like him, and I took the opportunity when I got it. I don't know if it's good or not. Bad, but I felt happy at the time."

"Later, it continued for many years. Until some time ago, I told him to be together, and he agreed."

"Actually, it was alright at the beginning, but later on, maybe it was because we didn't like it. Many problems began to appear in our relationship."

"Later, I told him to separate, and then I was hospitalized. He took care of me in the hospital. He touched me suddenly that day. I don't know who took the photo."

"The next thing is, someone printed out the photos of me and Ke Muxun and the photos of him meeting me in the hospital and sent them to Aunt Qiao, and also typed a letter of "report". Aunt Qiao was very upset. I was angry, and I didn't know how to face them, so I came out."

What Kan Ze said was simple, and he didn't even have too many words about the details of these things, but he could see his forced smile.

Shu Yu'an was a little silent after listening. In fact, he knew a little about the situation, but he didn't know so much. They wouldn't ask about matters of relationship unless Kan Ze told them.It's just that he didn't know that Kan Ze had experienced so much alone because they didn't ask.

After a long time, probably because they hadn't spoken, Kan Ze wanted to ease the atmosphere, and said with a slight smile, "You don't think I'm gay, do you think it's disgusting?"

Kan Ze's tone was questioning, but it was not a question that could be answered.In fact, Kan Ze himself knew that they were not such people, but maybe it was the occurrence of these things that made him feel even more insecure.

After Kan Ze said this, Shu Yuan quickly said angrily: "Kan Ze, what are you talking about? Are we this kind of people? We..."

Shu Yu'an still had something to say, but was suddenly interrupted. "I like men too." It was Zhou Han who said "I like men too." This interrupted Shu Yu'an, and caught the eyes of the other two.

Shu Yu'an couldn't even speak at this moment, this was beyond his cognition.

Kan Ze:......

Of the three people present, except for Zhou Han who seemed like nothing happened, the other two seemed to have heard something, which was unbelievable.

Zhou Han gave them a few minutes to accept, and after a while he said, "Isn't it just that I like a man? What's so strange?" After speaking, he continued to look ahead like a normal person.

Kan Ze still didn't speak, he didn't know what to say.Is this weird?Seems to be okay, he himself is.But isn't it strange?But many people can't accept it.

Kan Ze thought so, and said so.Zhou Han glanced at him and said, "What do you care about other people?"

Shu Yu'an also joined the topic at this time, saying: "Yeah, Kan Ze, you don't care what other people do, the most important thing is your happiness." After speaking, he looked at Zhou Han and said: "But! This is too much. ...Then what is it! When did you like the man, why didn't you see it for so long. "

"recent."

Zhou Han's two simple words blocked the remaining two people, and he directly refused to answer the others.

Shu Yu'an: ...

Kan Ze:......

What Kan Ze just said seems to have been forced to dissipate a lot because of Zhou Han's coming out of the closet, and the rest doesn't seem to be that important.Whether Zhou Han came out of the closet or not didn't seem to have any effect.However, his coming out gave Kan Ze a lot of courage to face other things.