Don't spread rumors, who is your wife?

The room was tidy and tidy. There were a few paper balls in the trash can, which were crumpled up. The quilts were neatly folded. There were a few fewer clothes in the closet, and it looked much empty.Still the same, not much has changed.

When Qiao Zi walked into the room, he saw a familiar picture and had some delusions.

When Kan Ze graduated and lived alone in a rented house, the room looked similar to what it is now.Most of the clothes in the closet were bought by Qiao Zi.Back then, when I moved out, I didn't bring a few clothes, and Qiao Zi gave them to me several times.

The current room is suddenly empty.But it doesn't seem to be there, and it's not far from when Kan Ze lived before.When Kan Ze lived at home, he was fine before graduating from university. You could see his books in the room, and there were some missing.But after coming back this time, until now, Kan Ze's room is like a hotel, a temporary house without too many personal things.

.................

Ke Muxun had already driven out, and he was going to check out Kan Ze's rented house.

Qiao Zi and Ke Muxun found it together. They saw the letter in the living room. Not only was it written on the letter, but also carved bloodstains on Qiao Zi's heart. There was a letter beside the letter. a bank card.

The first time she saw it, she was a little flustered.When she picked up the letter, Ke Muxun ran to the second floor, and when he came down, he looked at Qiao Zi and said nothing.In fact, she was far from being so calm as she showed. Her hand holding the letter was shaking all the time. From the time she got the letter to when Ke Muxun came down from the second floor, she didn't read two lines clearly.There were many flowers in front of her eyes, but she resisted so much that she didn't fall down.

When Ke Muxun looked at her, she knew that Ke Muxun was saying that he was going to find Kan Ze.

She didn't stop, just turned her head back.She didn't know whether she wanted Ke Muxun to go or not.

No, I actually know it too, but, as a mother, no matter whether she goes or not, she doesn't feel comfortable.

But, if she didn't go, Qiao Zi thought, it would be even worse for her to go back.

After Ke Muxun went out, Qiao Zi supported the sofa and sat down.Looking at the words on the paper, my eyes gradually became moist.

Kan Ze kisses

Uncle Ke and Aunt Qiao:

I'm sorry this happened, and I take all the blame.I have nothing to say, it's my fault.

I can't say that I was young and ignorant, I made a mistake, and I have to bear the responsibility.What Uncle Ke taught me, I dare not forget.

Just sorry for hurting you guys.

I don't know how things got to this point, but it's always my fault.sorry.I really don't know what to say other than I'm sorry, I failed you all.

it's all my fault.

I kept wondering if none of this would have happened if Aunt Jo hadn't met me at the hospital and taken me home.I don't know if Aunt Qiao regretted it.

Sorry, I did something wrong.But Uncle Ke and Aunt Qiao were required to bear the grief.

What I was worried about happened. I was afraid that I would make Aunt Qiao and Uncle Ke feel sad, but... I seem to have been doing things that make you sad.

From the very beginning to the end, my heart has been in pain, and I don't know how to make it up.

..............

Over the years, meeting Aunt Qiao and Uncle Ke is probably the luckiest thing for me. If I hadn't met you, maybe I don't know what I would be now.

In my heart, Uncle Ke and Aunt Qiao are just like my parents, but I'm sorry to make you sad.

I'm really not a good boy.

I am very sad when things have developed to this point, but I also know that I have no right to be sad. This is because I did something wrong.

It was me who hurt everyone, it was me who ruined it all.All of this, which should have been going on beautifully, is all because of me.

I might, really, be a little unknown.But it's not a good thing if you meet me.

I'm sorry, Uncle Ke and Aunt Qiao.

If there is an afterlife, I hope I will make up for it again.In this life... I think maybe Uncle Ke and Aunt Qiao don't want to see me anymore.

Cary, it's my salary for the past few years, and some investment income. I put the car keys on the table, and the rest... probably that's it.

I wrote the transfer signature for the company's shares and put them in the cabinet on the bedside table in the room.

In the future... I will try not to show up.I hope that Uncle Ke and Aunt Qiao will take good care of themselves and stay healthy.

-------------------------------------------------Sincerely, Kan Ze

By the time Qiaozi finished reading the last sentence, the paper was already covered with tears, and the tears merged with the pen and ink, and the handwriting faintly began to become blurred.

The mobile phone in the room on the third floor rang for a long time, and then hung up automatically after no one answered it.

Qiao Zi sat on the sofa for a long time, this house is very quiet.

............

Ke Muxun drove to Qiao Zi's apartment, and within a few minutes of leaving the house, his cell phone rang.Hearing the familiar ringtone, Ke Muxun quickly went to answer the phone, his heart was beating fast, and he always felt that maybe it was Kan Ze.

"Oh, to see without my eyes

I can still remember that time clearly when I close my eyes

The first time that you kissed me

The moment of the first kiss

Boundless by the timeIcried

Now my tears are endless"

When Ke Muxun took the phone and glanced at it, a sense of loss hit him when he picked up the phone.

"Hey, Dad, what's wrong?"

"What's wrong with Kan Ze? He just sent out his resignation document, and there are some work arrangements at hand." Father Ke's voice was a little anxious.

When Ke's father was talking, Ke Muxun's hands holding the steering wheel were tightly squeezed. He felt that something seemed to be missing a little bit, and he couldn't grasp it no matter what.

"Mu Xun? What do you know? I called your mother just now and I couldn't get through, Kan Ze's cell phone was turned off." Ke's father never heard Ke Muxun's reply, and asked a few more questions on the phone.

Hearing Father Ke's voice, Ke Muxun came back to his senses, but he didn't know how to tell Father Ke.

He is not clear about Ke's father's attitude for the time being, maybe it is more difficult than Qiao Zi, Ke Muxun is not ready, if Ke's father is uncertain, how to make Ke's father soften.

After Ke's father hung up the phone, Ke Muxun drove the car to the downstairs of Kanze's apartment. When he parked the car and walked up, Ke Muxun kept interrupting his mind. He was afraid that he would see someone who was moving things outside. .

Fortunately, apart from the elevator, he saw a space that was not much different from usual, as well as a familiar door.Taking out the key under the blanket, Ke Muxun opened the door.

Ke Muxun opened the door anxiously, and he was familiar with the scene inside.Everything is still there, nothing major has changed.

There is no dust in the room, it seems that the aunt has cleaned it.

Ke Muxun came to the door of the room and pushed it away. There were still some Kan Ze's books and other daily necessities in the room, which had not been moved.

He was starting to lose his mind.

He didn't read the letter left by Kan Ze, but only guessed that Kan Ze left home.He just had an operation and couldn't stay outside all the time, he needed a good rest.He needs to rest.

Ke Muxun thought about something, and finally sat down on the ground with his back leaning against the bed, feeling a little dejected.

Where will Kan Ze go?

He has no idea.

He thought, did he know too little about Kan Ze?

When he was thinking about where to go to find Kan Ze, his cell phone rang.

He listened to the bell, as if he heard a little hope.But when he picked up the phone, this hope was shattered.

He looked at the name on the phone, Shen Kai.

He didn't answer, at least for now, he wasn't in the mood.

He didn't know when it started, but he found that he didn't have that throbbing feeling towards Shen Kai anymore.

The little seedlings that had just sprouted were strangled to death in the soil at some point, and they hadn't seen the light yet.

Perhaps, he should think about it, does he really like Shen Kai?

He didn't know, he didn't even understand his feelings for Kan Ze.

But he knew that the meaning of Kan Ze was far beyond that liking.People can skip meals, but they cannot skip water.

Maybe someone likes to eat Japanese food, and then Shen Jia may be the same as Japanese food. You can eat it once or twice, but you can’t eat it every day.

But what about Kan Ze?

Kan Ze is like water, one cannot live without drinking water.

Ke Muxun thought, he can live without food, he can't live without drinking water, and he can't live without Kan Ze.

When Kan Ze was here, he didn't feel so strongly, but when he felt that Kan Ze was leaving, he realized his sadness.

Not just mentally, but physically as well.

Ke Muxun felt that something might be wrong with his heart.

.....................

When Kan Ze walked out of Ke's house with his suitcase, he felt as if he was empty.

There is no landing, like that dandelion, after being blown into the sky by the wind, it can no longer find a suitable place to stay.

Not sure where to go, but he thought maybe he should get out of the city.That way...they won't see him, won't bother him.

He took a taxi and felt lost when the driver asked where he was going.He looked like a lost child, but luckily the driver waited patiently for him for a while.

Finally, Kan Ze said, "Let's go to the train station."

He thought, go to the train station, and then choose a city according to the fate.

Go to a smaller city, that might be better.

He still has a little money with him, and the money in the card is for Kan Ze's study, life, and car over the years.

Here and there, he kept tens of thousands of dollars for himself, and everything else was in the card.

While in the car, he edited the resignation email and work arrangements on his mobile phone.

Then, for the rest of the time, he called the landlord.

Clearly organized, like arranging funeral affairs.