Although Gu Yanqing knew that in his vague memory, the root cause of this incident was because he saw someone who looked a bit like Zhou Han, but he also knew in his heart that that person was definitely not Zhou Han.

In the past, he didn't care about these things, but now he is still chasing Zhou Han, so he is a little irritable. He is always worried about what to do if Zhou Han finds out. He already has a bad impression of himself, so if he wants to let him know That is to say that his private life is in chaos.

The more Gu Yanqing thought about it, the more irritable he became, until he drove home wearing last night's clothes. He could have asked someone to deliver it to him, but if he thought about it, one more person would know about it , it seems that the chance of spreading to Zhou Han's ears is more likely.

Because Gu Yanqing was too emotional, what he didn't know was that all the cameras on that floor were broken, and the records about last night and this morning disappeared completely.However, Gu Yanqing didn't notice that much at all.

...........

When Shen Qiao arrived at the hospital, he went to buy flowers in advance, and it was not too early when he arrived.Qiao Zi had already brought the old hen soup to the hospital. While pouring soup for Kan Ze in the ward, Ke Muxun asked Ke Muxun to unpack the fast food she asked the driver to bring out on the way.

Shen Kui didn't expect to meet Qiao Zi when he came, and he saw this scene inadvertently when he arrived at the door of the ward.

Qiao Zi sat beside him and talked about Ke Muxun, but looked at Kan Ze very tenderly. Ke Muxun sat beside him with a simple restaurant lunch box and said nothing.This scene made Shen Kui very excited, he had never seen Ke Muxun like this.

The Ke Muxun he knew was the man who would talk eloquently on the financial channel, and the man who would walk towards him in the company with all his glory.The one who talks to him softly and rubs his hair like an older brother.It was the appearance of wearing a suit meticulously, which made his heart flutter.

Instead of the man who is sitting next to Kan Ze, with his shirt sleeves rolled up to his wrists and his hair starting to get a little messy.

No, Shen Cai thought, it’s not that he can’t accept Ke Muxun’s life, what’s wrong with him?」

It was Kan Ze, and Qiao Zi.They are by Ke Muxun's side and are his closest family members.They are like a family, but they stand at the door but don't know how to take this step.

He understood that he rarely saw Ke Muxun getting along with his family, until now, when he saw it, he also realized how far away he was.But now, he was jealous of Kan Ze.

Shen Kui's eyes were fixed on the inside, and his feet were as heavy as gold.He has a strong desire to destroy.

What would happen if Qiao Zi knew about the relationship between Kan Ze and Ke Muxun?

Would he still be so nice to Kan Ze?

Will Ke Muxun come out of the closet in the future?If she was with herself, coming out would be a must. In this case, why not let Kan Ze bear the consequences of coming out?

The more Shen Cai thought about it, the more dazed he became, after a while he calmed down, put on a gentle face, and knocked on the door with his hand.

The sudden knock on the door made all the people inside look up at the door. Shen Kai walked in as if he hadn't seen it, and greeted Ke Muxun with a smile, "Brother Muxun," and then looked at the door again. Looking at Qiao Zi, he said, "Hello, Auntie. I'm a friend of Brother Mu Xun. I heard that Brother Kan Ze is sick. I happened to be near the hospital and came to see him."

Kan Ze still glanced out when Shen Kai knocked on the door, and he almost lost his hand holding the bowl after seeing the person. Qiao Zi was sitting next to Kan Ze, and happened to see this scene.It's just that I didn't get suspicious, I just felt that Kan Ze might be in a trance and didn't pay attention.

After Shen Kui finished greeting, Qiao Zi replied with a smile, "I'm sorry to trouble you, come and sit down." Qiao Zi had a smile on her face, like a perfect mother entertaining her child's friends.

Ke Muxun didn't say much throughout the whole process. In the end, within ten minutes of Shen Jia's arrival, Ke's father came. No one had time to tell him about the day's affairs. He didn't have time to tell him about the day's affairs until he got home after get off work and found that Qiao Zi was not there. Only by calling.

After Ke's father arrived, Shen Can also found an opportunity to say goodbye, and Ke Muxun got up to see him off.

The two walked out after getting out of the elevator. The inpatient department was separated from the entrance of the hospital by a yard. The two walked in the yard without talking to each other.After walking halfway, Kan Ze lowered his head and asked, "Brother Mu Xun, what do you think of what I said earlier?" He smiled, "I'm not urging you, but Brother Mu Xun, you have to show me some hope."

After hearing this, Ke Muxun frowned, and now he was even more at a loss as to how to make a decision.For Shen Kui, he felt that he liked it.However, if he wanted to be with Shen Cai, what would Kan Ze do?

Ke Muxun was entangled here, completely forgetting the text message from Kan Ze about the end.It seems that all of this is what he wants, as if, as long as he thinks, whether it is Kan Ze or Shen Kai, he can choose.Shen Ku might be able to do it, but what about Kan Ze?

Not necessarily.

After Shen Cai finished speaking, he didn't continue to walk forward, but stopped in his tracks, as if he was waiting for Ke Muxun's answer.

"Shen Kui, I have a boyfriend." After he paused, Shen Kui knew the result a long time ago, so he didn't say anything.Ke Muxun continued: "It's Kan Ze. He is not only my boyfriend, but also my relatives. He is not in good health recently. Let's just leave it at that."

After Ke Muxun finished speaking, he walked back without looking at Shen Kao, leaving Shen Kao standing alone in the yard with an unclear expression.

In fact, Ke Muxun did not return to the ward after he left. The events of the past year have been very tight, unlike previous years.

The life of previous years was the same every day, as if repeated many times.

It seems like a long time, after Kan Ze graduated, gradually, he started to spend the night not going home, but going to Kan Ze, or someone else he just met.

More, it seems to be different lovers.

He had many different lovers, not like the ones in French literature books.He had read some foreign literature books. He was young at that time, and he couldn't understand how those people made a perfect reconciliation between lovers, love, and desire.

In the books he read, the protagonists would have different lovers, but what puzzled Ke Muxun was that the lovers described by the authors seemed to be loved by the protagonists.There are different types of lovers, they will do things that involve the primitive desires of human beings, but the difference is that no matter how many people they are with or how many different people they are, they will all love the protagonist.It seems that he will also love other people.

It's a strange thing, they don't love only one person, but everyone is true love.

Ke Muxun, who was in his teens, did not understand why the author was able to describe one person's love for many people so sincerely and touchingly.

At that time, he didn't understand.

Later, when Kanze was in college, Ke Muxun once saw him reading a foreign novel.It happened that Ke Muxun had seen it before, so he sat next to him and had a discussion with Kan Ze. The two didn't discuss anything. Kan Ze finally came to a conclusion and attributed it to cultural differences.

But Ke Muxun could see that although Kan Ze said in the end that this might be due to cultural differences, Kan Ze was no less puzzled by it than he was.More than anything.

Looking back at this incident, many years have passed.

Ke Muxun seldom looks at the past, he has grown up so much, there are very few things that he is not satisfied with.Naturally, he has few regrets. Out of conceit, he doesn't think there is anything to regret.

This should be one of the rare times for him to recall the past, Ke Muxun walked to a corner of a remote place, there was a chair there, and there was no one beside him.Ke Muxun went to sit down, and the surrounding was very quiet.

This quietness gave him space to think and remember. After so many years, this is the first time he has to face up to and face the relationship with Kan Ze.

It's not like Ke Muxun didn't think about the relationship between the two until now, but every time he just started, he forced himself to interrupt.

There are some things that he doesn't dare to think about. With an evasive attitude, he can hide a little bit, little by little, and some mistakes are getting bigger and bigger.

Three feet frozen, not a cold day.

The longer time passed, the less he dared to face it squarely.

At the very beginning, I had a relationship with Kan Ze on a drunken night. That night was not only Kan Ze's first night growing up.

It was also the night when Ke Muxun changed from a boy to a man.

Ke Muxun and Gu Yanqing have seen a lot of them since they were young, and they go out to play too much.But in Ke's house, the relationship between Ke's father and Qiao Zi is there. Ke Muxun has been obsessed with it since he was a child, and he always feels that there are some things to keep and do with the person he likes.

After that night, it wasn't just Kan Ze who panicked.Ke Muxun didn't know how to meet Kan Ze for several days. He didn't have a clue and didn't know what to do.

Kan Ze is his family, his younger brother, but Kan Ze's identity is more than that.Kan Ze is still a man.

At that time, Ke Muxun was only an adult, and he did not have this concept, nor did he have this cognition.It's not that I haven't heard of it, nor have I seen it.

But the men around him, their repulsion and disgust towards men and men, still had a lot of influence on him.

He avoided Kan Ze, and also avoided what he did with Kan Ze.He thought that without seeing Kan Ze, it was as if this incident had never happened.

In the end, as time passed, he could not see Kan Ze for the rest of his life.After meeting Kan Ze, he didn't have the courage to face it and chose to escape, and Kan Ze didn't say anything.

Just like that, this incident seemed to pass by, and while he felt relieved, he also felt a little unhappy or unwilling in his heart, but those strange feelings were forcibly suppressed by him.

With the first time, the second time and the third time, it seems to go with the flow a lot, and it is no longer worth worrying about.Even after it happened, it will no longer be like before, with turbulent heart, and I don't know how to solve it.The next few times, at most, would cause some waves and ripples. In the end, until the end, it was like drinking water and eating. To Ke Muxun, it was really not a big deal.

It was later that Ke Muxun's life began to become chaotic. It really didn't need any special opportunity, or even a special day.

The environment they live in and Ke Muxun's identity are mostly people who want to jump up, but at first Ke Muxun had a heart to follow.But in the back, he didn't care about these anymore.

After Kan Ze graduated, he moved out of the Ke family and rented an apartment to live in.Qiao Zi and Ke's father are worried, but they don't want Kan Ze to feel restricted, and they are also old enough to feel that they all need their own space, whether it's dating or other things.

At this time, Ke Muxun had someone to take care of him, and he also lived outside.Ke Muxun sometimes goes to see Kan Ze, and sometimes lives with his lover.Over time, he almost merged their identities and became equal.

Time is a strange thing, and so are habits. Ke Muxun is used to his lover's residence, while Kan Ze, after living alone, Ke Muxun can't tell the difference between Kan Ze and his lover.After all, there is really no difference between what he does in Kan Ze's apartment and those lovers' apartments. In addition, when Kan Ze returns to Ke's house, most of the time he is away, he...... Forget about Kan Ze killing his family.

Many times, the way he treats Kan Ze starts to be similar to other people.Lovers change from time to time, and there is a sense of freshness. When the freshness is there, he will coax those people, but Kan Ze has never changed, Kan Ze is always there, and freshness is something that Kan Ze has never enjoyed. The benefits it brings.

After so many years, Ke Muxun suddenly felt a little headache. What did he do all these years.

At this moment, he recalled, trying to sort out, only to realize what he had done all these years.

Don't talk about feelings, don't say whether he loves Kan Ze, whether he likes it or not, what he does doesn't hurt Kan Ze in the slightest.Kan Ze, it's his family, it's him, the one who spoiled him as a younger brother at first.

When he brought Kan Ze home, he really regarded Kan Ze as his younger brother.It's just... what he has done all these years.

He didn't think about it before, and he didn't care about it, but he didn't know that he had done so many bastard things in vain.

Humans really go too far. When you do something wrong at the beginning, you will feel uneasy and feel guilty.But, later on, I made so many mistakes that I couldn't even blink.

When Ke Muxun thought about it, he realized that he was such a jerk.

Some things, maybe Ke Muxun still doesn't feel that he has done anything wrong, even now, he may still not realize it, but those things that are excessive enough and heavy enough for him to realize are enough for him to reflect on that's it.

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