My boyfriend fell in love with someone else, but the person he fell in love with was not me, but he didn't tell me, so what was he thinking during all the time with me, when he had intimate contact with me?

When you get along with yourself, do you dream of others in every move you make?

When he hugged himself, when he kissed himself, when he spoke softly to himself, did he think of others?

When these questions began to rush in front of Kan Ze as if he couldn't wait, he

How could he, how could Ke Muxun!

At this time, Kan Ze was like a child abandoned by the world. Knowing the truth, he seemed to be forgotten by the world. Now, he suddenly knew this fact, but he didn't know what to do.

Kan Ze thought, if Ke Muxun told him how good it would be, maybe he wouldn't be in such pain as now.If Ke Muxun told himself, he would definitely let go, and he must not be so humble.

There seemed to be something in his eyes, tears kept falling, Kan Ze didn't reach out to wipe them, and walked down quietly step by step as if he had lost his soul.

Kan Ze thought as he walked.He recalled every detail of getting along with Ke Muxun, what had happened between the two of them over the years.Ke Muxun's care, the clips of the family going out to play, the intimacy between the two.There are also flowers in the rented apartment. Kan Ze was reluctant to throw them away, so he thought of a way to make dried flowers.What now?What are these?

In the end, Kan Ze began to think a little bit self-destructively, Ke Muxun obviously likes himself a lot of times, could he really be a client?Could it be that I misunderstood?

Kan Ze's thoughts kept spinning, one after another, flashing in his mind like a clip playing.

The saddest thing is that Kan Ze is getting more and more sober, and what makes him most sad is that he finds that even if Ke Muxun likes someone else, he still can't seem to let him go.

He seemed to be delusional, and felt that since Ke Muxun lied to him, did he not want to be separated from him?He looked for clues in the performance of his boyfriend not loving him to prove to himself that the other party liked him and loved him.

"I have loved you for the last time

I have loved you hard for the last time

Isitavideo? Isitavideo?

Is this love just an illusion, just a video game

I have touched you for the last time

I've touched you for the last time

Isitavideo? Isitavideo?

Is it just an illusion or is it just a game"

Kan Ze felt like he was hallucinating. His ears were filled with the music of "Visions of Gideon". The music repeated over and over again, which also made his confused consciousness a little clear. When he took out his mobile phone to answer the call, it seemed like There is a layer of yarn in front of my eyes, which is entwined and intertwined.

There seemed to be a shadow over the things in front of him, making it impossible for him to see clearly. The corner of the wall began to rotate, and his footsteps stepped on the ground lightly, as soft as stepping on cotton.He was shocked by the sudden thought of the ringtone, and there was a second of clarity in front of his eyes, but before Kan Ze could react, he seemed to be covered with a layer of tulle.He clearly knew how wrong his situation was, and the current call was not just a simple call, but more like an opportunity for him to ask for help.

Shen Yu, who was on the other side of the phone, saw that Kan Ze answered the phone but there was no sound, so she called out tentatively: "Kan Ze?"

After a few seconds, Kan Ze's voice "Shen........Yu" came from the phone. His breath was unsteady, and his voice was very low, as if it would be cut off in the next second.

From the time interval when Kan Ze picked up the phone and began to speak, to the strange feeling in Kan Ze's voice, Shen Yu seemed to have discovered something.

Shen Yu felt very uncomfortable, and panic surrounded him. He quickly asked Kan Ze, "Kan Ze, where are you now? I'm here to find you?"

If you care, you will be chaotic. Only when you care will you find that little flaw under normal circumstances.

This time, Shen Yu felt as if time had passed for a long, long time before Kan Ze replied in a breathy voice: "Company, ten......... floor." Perhaps Kan Ze didn't say tenth floor, he probably just said "ten".

Then there was no sound on the other side, Shen Yu ran out of the company with her mobile phone, and sprinted to the parking lot as fast as she could.There are also colleagues who are not off work, seeing the boss Lao Cheng being so shocked, they all wonder if something happened to the boss's house.

This cannot be blamed on colleagues. After all, after Shen Yu came to the company a year ago, until now, all of them have seen Mr. Shen who is unsmiling, as if he has no emotions, and handles urgent matters calmly.It seems that the sky is falling, and it is estimated that they will not see the anxious look on their faces.

It was the first time they met the boss of their own company, and they looked like they were running.It was also the first time I saw Shen Yu running out in a hurry with disheveled clothes.

Shen Yu started the car after getting into the car, and called Kan Ze's name again, but the person on the other side of the phone did not respond. Fortunately, Huacheng Group is not far away from Shen's, and there are still more than ten minutes before work. , Shen Yu drove to the downstairs of Shen's at the fastest speed, got off the handlebar before parking the car and walked inside, even the security guard told him not to stop.

He called Kan Ze's name while running in, hoping to hear Kan Ze's voice, but it was in vain after all.Shen Yu forced herself to calm down, calm down, since Kan Ze said that he was in the company, but there was no big movement here, which meant that other people didn't know what happened to Kan Ze.

That means that there is no one in the place where Kan Ze is. Shen Yu half-guessed and entered the elevator and pressed nine. Except for the elevator, he found someone to ask where the stairs were, and then quickly ran to the stairs.Fortunately, Shen Yu saw Kan Ze in the corridor.

Kan Ze half leaned on the banister of the stairs, dropped his phone to the side, and seemed to have fallen into a coma.Shen Yu was taken aback. She picked up Kan Ze and ran downstairs. In a hurry, she didn't even remember to take the elevator. Shen Yu carried Kan Ze and ran up the nine floors. No one saw Shen Yu hugging Kan Ze when she passed the lobby. She fell in love with someone, but she didn't see clearly what the person in Shen Yu's arms looked like.

Shen Yu carried Kan Ze out of the company, put him gently on the back seat of the car, and then got into the driver's seat and drove to the nearest hospital as fast as possible.Shen Yu's palms were full of sweat, and when Kan Ze was pushed into the emergency room by the doctor after the hospital, he leaned against the wall as if he had lost all his strength.

Shen Yu felt that she was sweating all over when she was leaning against the wall. I don't know if it was because she was scared or because she ran all the way with Kan Ze in her arms. Now he didn't feel his distress at all, and his eyes were full of Kan Ze.

He closed his eyes and wondered if he was wrong.

Why would he not dare to say that he likes Ke Muxun just because Kan Ze likes him?

That day, Zhang Feng asked, why did he like Mr. Kan but not tell Mr. Kan Ze?

Shen Yu didn't answer at that time, but he always knew the reason why he didn't tell.

Like is when you see him you are happy, you want to be close to him, with him, this is instinct.Cute is, you're happy when you see him, but you're even happier when you see him smiling.You want to be with him, but if he has someone he likes, you will hope that he can be happy, that he can be happy, and that he can be with the person he likes.

There is a saying: like is presumptuous, love is restrained.

Shen Yu likes Kan Ze, and also loves Kan Ze.So he can suppress his desires, stay away from Kan Ze, retreat to the position of friends, because Kan Ze likes Ke Muxun, and Kan Ze loves Ke Muxun, because Kan Ze and Ke Muxun are together.

However, if you like a person's heart, you will still have some small thoughts, you can't hide it, you can't help it, you will unconsciously want to get closer, Shen Yu can't hold back, you will still get close to Kan Ze, and you will still want to have dinner with him , wanted to... meet him.

But now, Shen Yu leaned against the wall and wondered if she was wrong.

When he closed his eyes, Kan Ze appeared in a coma, with no blood on his face.He didn't dare to think about what would have happened if he hadn't happened to be free today, invited Kan Ze to have dinner and called him.

Will Kan Ze just pass out in the stairwell, no one will find out, what will happen in the end?

He didn't dare to think about it, but he couldn't help it.Those terrible thoughts appeared in his mind, and he thought carefully, every detail was something he couldn't refuse.These terrifying thoughts could not be controlled by him, and every time they appeared, they stimulated Shen Yu.

If an accident really happened, Shen Yu thought, how would he accept that accident?

At this moment, Shen Yu began to feel that her previous decision might really be wrong.He had never felt so stupid.

He wants Kan Ze to be happy, but he also wants Kan Ze to be healthy.If the two cannot coexist, what will he choose?Shen Yu thought, he still likes Kan Ze to be healthy, all the sorrows will pass, if Kan Ze is not happy, he can always be by his side, make him happy, and do happy things with him.

But if anything happens to Kan Ze, all of this will cease to exist.

He knew that Kan Ze liked Ke Muxun a long time ago, so he thought about it and tried to chase Kan Ze.However, when he found out that Kan Ze and Ke Muxun were together, he began to restrain himself.

He hopes that Kan Ze can be with the person he likes.Shen Yu thought that Kan Ze and Ke Muxun were together, Kan Ze hoped, then Kan Ze would be happy,

He thought that Ke Muxun might bring joy and happiness to Kan Ze. Since Kan Ze might not be happy with him, he should take a step back.

However, Ke Muxun seems to have failed to do all of this, and what he brought to Kan Ze was all sadness and hurt.

Shen Yu clenched his teeth tightly, he was afraid that he could not help getting angry.He was afraid that he couldn't help but get angry with himself, and he couldn't blame others.

When he found out that Kan Ze had been hurt, his first feeling was not resentment for Ke Muxun other than worry.

Rather, he hated himself, why, why would he back down?Obviously Ke Muxun couldn't take good care of Kan Ze at all, why did he quit?

Shen Yu blamed himself and regretted it. He thought that if Kan Ze liked him, he should fulfill him, but he didn't see if this person could take good care of Kan Ze.He should take good care of Kan Ze himself, why should he let others?why!At this moment, Shen Yu's mind was in a mess.

After an unknown amount of time, the door of the emergency room was pushed open. When the doctor came out, Shen Yu immediately walked over and said in a hoarse voice, "Doctor, is my friend okay?"

"It's okay, he was just stimulated, and he may have some hypoglycemia, and he is much better now. But......"

Shen Yu breathed a sigh of relief when she heard the previous words, but the doctor's heart was lifted in the air again.He asked nervously, "But what?"

The doctor frowned, as if he was considering what to describe better. After a few seconds, he continued: "However, the patient may have something psychologically wrong, so the family members should pay more attention. It is best to consult a professional psychiatrist." .” After the doctor finished speaking, he left, leaving only Shen Yu, stunned in place.

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