Don't spread rumors, who is your wife?

Ke Muxun didn't feel sleepy after Kan Ze fell asleep. What Kan Ze said just now was like a hammer, hitting the tip of his heart.He didn't understand why Kan Ze proposed to break up suddenly, but he clearly felt the irritability and anxiety in his heart after hearing what Kan Ze said about breaking up.

Everything started to explode like a sudden fraud bomb, blowing up the superficial calm.Ke Muxun saw that Shen Yu was becoming more and more unpleasant. If he just thought that Shen Yu and Kan Ze were getting too close, now he began to wonder if Shen Yu did or said something to Kan Ze, otherwise he would be fine. Yes, why does Kan Ze have the idea of ​​breaking up.

When the sun rose the next day, Kan Ze slowly opened his eyes and saw Ke Muxun's big face. He still remembered everything from last night.Looking at this familiar face, he didn't know whether he should be happy or sad about his life and the days to come.

In the past, before he was with Ke Muxun, he always felt that he loved Ke Muxun and would rather live in a prison. Anyway, life is short, so what if it was wasted on Ke Muxun?

He is willing, he is happy.

But after getting together with Ke Muxun, he realized more and more that maybe he was wrong, because he might not be able to bear Ke Muxun's flirtatious outside.When they are not together, he doesn't look or think about it, after all, he really doesn't care.

But after being together, he found that he had this identity, and he still couldn't control it, but his mood was different.

Maybe this is what Don't say, at first I just wanted him to look at you more, then later, I began to hope that he would smile at you, and later, I began to expect a hug, a kiss, and I began to hope that he only had you in his eyes.

Kan Ze thought, what was he hoping for?

Seventeen or eighteen-year-old Kan Ze, what do you expect from Ke Muxun?

I want him to be happy, I want to be with him, I want him to be happy.

Today, none of that remains.

No, I still hope he is happy.

Kan Ze began to wake up day by day, Ke Muxun and him were destined to have no future, but they were reluctant to let go again and again.

It wasn't the first time that the idea of ​​last night appeared, but it was the first time I said it impulsively.But the result of this impulse made Kan Ze a little unclear whether it was what he wanted.

Knowing that Ke Muxun refused, he was a little relieved, but he also seemed a little sad.Kan Ze couldn't explain the reasons for many emotions. He wanted to break up with Ke Muxun, but he was reluctant to let go.

Tears began to fall from the corners of Kan Ze's eyes, and he reached out to wipe it away, and suddenly felt some movement from the person sleeping next to him, and immediately closed his eyes again.

After waking up, Ke Muxun quietly took his hand away, got up lightly, and went to wash up.Kan Ze opened his eyes after Ke Muxun entered the bathroom, glanced at the direction of the bathroom, then at the quilt, and then returned to his room.

The two met in the restaurant. Kan Ze felt a lump in his heart and didn't know how to solve it, so he never spoke to Ke Muxun.He told Father and Aunt Ke about the fun things they met in City B, and even took out his phone to show them the photos he took before.

There was a lot of fun at the table, except that the atmosphere of Kan Ze and Ke Muxun was a bit weird.

After eating, Ke Muxun and Kan Ze went out first. Ke Muxun pulled Kan Ze into his car. Kan Ze didn't struggle too much because he was afraid that Ke's father would bump into him coming out of the car.

After Kan Ze got into the car, he thought Ke Muxun would say something to him, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't see Ke Muxun speak, and he didn't even take a familiar route.Finally, he couldn't hold back, Kan Ze looked at Ke Muxun and said the first sentence of the day: "Where are you taking me?"

"Company."

"Going to the company is not the way."

"Oh, I changed the road today."

Kan Ze: ................................

Ke Muxun did not lie to Kan Ze, the end point of the last two is really the company.

Kan Ze: ................................

In fact, when Ke Muxun first pulled Kan Ze into the car, he really wanted to take Kan Ze where to go, but no one answered that it was the company. After he got on the road, Kan Ze's question made him suddenly wake up, Indeed, where can I go at this time, eight in the morning, on weekdays, where can I go?

If you don't go to the company, how can you explain it to Chairman Ke and your own father?

Kan Ze really didn't expect that the final destination was really the company. He thought Ke Muxun would say something, but he didn't.After Kan Ze got off the car at the entrance of the company, Ke Muxun didn't speak, and went directly to the office.

Sure enough, the work in the office accumulated in a pile, piled up on the desk like a hill.Kan Ze specially greeted his assistant, and the recent work should be backed up on the table, waiting for him to come back to read.

Once people are busy, they are not in the mood to think about other things. Kan Ze started to get busy from the office to lunch.The assistant in the middle came in and out several times, bringing water, coffee, and documents. Kan Ze reminded me that I don’t need to tell him when I go in and out, just put the things away.

Kan Ze lowered his head and processed the documents for a long time. When he raised his head, he was suddenly startled by what he saw in front of him. In the office, on the tea table opposite the office table, there was a large bouquet of flowers.

A large bouquet of red roses filled the table, and there were more colors other than black, white, gray and green in the serious and cold office.The green one is a potted cactus placed by the window, and sometimes placed on the desk in the office. It was bought by Ke Muxun for Kan Ze before.

Kan Ze suddenly looked up and saw the beautiful legs on the table, he was startled. His eyes had been in contact with the black and white tones for a long time, and suddenly he saw the bright red, and again, he couldn't bear it. There are so many roses, at least hundreds of them.

As Kan Ze walked over, he thought about what to do when he threw it, and how to throw it out.It was impossible for him to see the card on the bouquet when he walked up, but Kan Ze really couldn't think of who was sending the flowers when he walked over.

With a little curiosity and a little apprehension, when Kan Ze picked up the card, he found that there was only one sentence written on it, without a signature.

"Wait for me, next spring when the mountain flowers bloom wild, I will take you to see it." There is no signature, but Kan Ze knows who sent it.

When he was a freshman, Kan Ze had no classes on Fridays, and weekends can be regarded as a small vacation.After returning home, Qiaozi was quite happy to hear that, and on a whim, he suggested that the family go out to play and treat it as an outing.

The few people didn't go very warm, so they looked for a nearby county town, where there was a resort, on the mountainside, and had a short but happy vacation.

When we arrived on the first day, it was almost the afternoon and everyone was a little tired. After a short rest, there was a barbecue in the resort in the evening. When we were full, Ke Muxun took Kan Ze to the rooftop.The lights in the countryside are not so strong, and they are not as bright as the city. There is light pollution everywhere, and there are many, many stars at night.

The sky was full of stars, and the two were lying on the ground, looking for the position of the Big Dipper.

On the second day, Qiao Zi and Father Ke wanted to go out for a walk by themselves, leaving Kan Ze behind for Ke Muxun.Ke Muxun took Kan Ze for a stroll, and the two stumbled into a field of rapeseed flowers by mistake.

It's the season of rape blossoms blooming, and there are a large area, which is very beautiful.Kan Ze has never been to this kind of place. He has faced at most one person since he was a child, staying at home with the door locked.His contact with the outside world is to move a small bench by himself, stretch his head, his eyes have just reached the position of the window, and look at the outside world.

There are still tall trees in the old community, and some birds will fly to them, but the little Kanze can only see the trees where he can reach them.There are also birds that fly here and there from time to time.

When he was older, Kan Ze's mother fell ill, and the places he went to were home, school, and hospital.

So when Kan Ze saw the large rapeseed field, he remembered his childhood life and his mother.

Ke Muxun walked in front and didn't notice the change in Kan Ze. When he turned his head, he saw that Kan Ze hadn't moved from the position just now. He looked a little silent and wasn't very happy.

Ke Muxun asked Kan Ze what was wrong, did he not like it?

Kan Ze said at the time that he didn't dislike it, but liked it very much.After speaking, he smiled at Ke Muxun, wondering if the atmosphere at that time was too good, Ke Muxun said subconsciously: "Then next year, when the mountains are full of flowers, I will take you to see them."

After that, the family would go out to play together from time to time, and Qiao Zi and Father Ke also made up for the love and beauty that were missing when they were young.

Next year's mountain flowers will be everywhere, and it will always be next year.

Ke Muxun also took him to see it, but it wasn't that mountain anymore, and it wasn't the same next year.

.................

Kan Ze walked out of the memories, feeling his eyes were a little sore, before he began to reflect on whether he was getting old, he felt that recently he was always recalling the past, and it was easy to feel like crying.

Kan Ze put the card back to its original place, and gently stroked the tip of the flower with his hand. The smile on the corner of his mouth was a little uncontrollable. It was unconsciously raised, revealing the joy in the owner's heart. The expression also reveals the sorrow of the master.

Who said that joy and sorrow cannot coexist at the same time?

Yes, joy and sorrow will exist at the same time, that is called regret and nostalgia.

The nostalgia for the past, the sentimentality for the present, the regret that the original story has developed into this way, and the sadness for the beauty of the past that can never go back.

Perhaps there is no relationship between eating and sitting for a long time. When Kan Ze walked out of the office and was going to have lunch, he began to feel pain in his stomach like cramping. Recently, for some reason, Kan Ze's stomach feels uncomfortable from time to time. But it will be fine after a while.

Sometimes Kan Ze is busy with other things, and when the pain is unbearable, he thinks of going back to the hospital to have a look, but often he gets better after a while, so he continues to be busy with other things, and will continue to ignore it.

Like now, Kan Ze feels better after pouring a cup of hot water and drinking it, and feels much better after eating, and his stomach has never rebelled.