Don't spread rumors, who is your wife?

"Manager Kan, are you off work?" "Well, I have something to do first, so go back early after work!" Kan Ze said with a smile.

"Okay, go slow, manager!"

Kan Ze walked out of the company quickly after saying hello, Ke Muxun said that he would come over today, and he had to buy good food and prepare a meal.

It's just that I got off work late today, and there probably weren't many fresh vegetables left in the supermarkets and markets. Kan Ze thought he had to look more first, and Ke Muxun picked it up.

Fortunately, Kan Ze lived not far from the company, but he couldn't bear his impatience.Kan Ze waited at the bus station for more than ten minutes and decided to take a taxi back.

While clicking on the keyboard on his phone to hail a taxi, Kan Ze wondered about Ke Muxun's previous complaints, whether it is really time to buy a car.Ke Muxun once bought a car for Kan Ze, but when he was young, he always disliked money and would not bow down for three buckets of rice, and Kan Ze didn't accept it with the little bit of poor self-esteem left.

The two broke up unhappy, and Ke Muxun did not come to Kan Zhe for a long time.Later, the two never discussed the issue of buying a car again.

Kan Ze himself has savings, so buying a car is not a luxury.However, Kan Ze always thought that he had to pay back the money Ke Muxun gave him a few years ago.

The called car came quickly, and Kan Ze didn't have too much time to think about it.

When getting into the car, Kan Ze finally breathed a sigh of relief, and the panic that he was afraid of coming home late and not being able to cook before Ke Muxun came home was slightly relieved.

Perhaps all cares are like this.

When Kan Ze put the last dish on the table, he looked at his watch. It was 08:30.

He was so busy cooking that he didn't even drink his saliva. Kan Ze slumped on a chair by the dining table and poured himself a glass of water.Well, the water is cold.

Kan Ze glanced at the phone. Although he had already turned up the volume on the phone to the maximum, he still thought about what if he missed the news.

Of course, what Kan Ze thought didn't happen. There was a blank interface, and there was no notification of missed sales calls.

Kan Ze opened WeChat, clicked on a dialogue box from the back, and sent Ke Muxun: "Is it coming?"

Afterwards, he turned his phone to a black screen, not daring to send too many messages to Ke Muxun. Kan Ze thought of a good way to pass the time, and planned to take a shower first.

How can I see Ke Muxun coming after I take a shower?

When the spring was warm and cold, Kan Ze walked out of the bathroom with a body of heat, and when he met the cold air outside, he immediately felt goose bumps on his skin.

There was still no one in the living room, and the mobile phone was placed on the table as before.I haven't eaten since noon, and I still feel a little bit of hypoglycemia.

Kan Ze glanced at the living room, paused for a moment while wiping his hair, and finally looked away and entered the bedroom as if nothing had happened.It was only after putting on a coat that I felt a little warmer.

Without deliberation, as if I knew the answer, I picked up the phone and saw that there was still no news, and the mental construction I made a second ago suddenly failed.

Kan Ze clicked on WeChat, but there was no reply.

The way he looked down at the phone happened to cover his eyes, and it was difficult to see the emotions of the standing people.

Opened the call log and called Ke Muxun, and a few seconds later a familiar ringtone came from the phone.

"Oh, to see without my eyes

I can still clearly recall that time when I close my eyes.”

Familiar music, like the movie the two watched together that summer.

Movies are for summer, and it’s also summer when you watch them.The two watched "call me by your name". At the end, Kan Ze held back the tears in his eyes. After watching the movie, the two were quiet for a long time.

Later, Kan Ze got up and hid in the toilet. After a long time, when he came out, his eyes were red, but nothing else changed much. Later, the two of them tacitly ignored it.

And Kan Ze changed his ringtone to "Visions of Gideon".

Later, Kan Ze discovered that Ke Muxun's ringtone had become "Mystery of Love", the theme song of "call me by your name".

It didn't take too long for Kan Ze to recall, and the other person answered the phone: "Hello? Hello, Mr. Ke Muxun is taking a shower, do you have anything to convey?"

The voice on the other side was very young and immature, maybe he was underage.Kan Ze thought viciously.

The voice was unfamiliar, probably never seen before, and it must be a newcomer.Kan Ze didn't speak, and waited until the other side asked Kan Ze again before saying, "No need." Then he hung up the phone.

After hanging up the phone, Kan Ze seemed to have lost all his strength, and leaned weakly on the chair.

This is not the first time, and naturally it is not because of not missing an appointment that he feels so powerless, it is simply that he has not eaten for too long and his blood sugar is low, Kan Ze thought.

Taking a deep breath, Kan Ze went to the kitchen to scoop up rice, and then a cup of hot water.The dishes were already cold, but Kan Ze was not in the mood to heat them up again.

The dishes on the table are all Ke Muxun's favorites. Kan Ze made them when he first met Ke Muxun. Ke Muxun said it was delicious and liked it, and Kan Ze remembered it in his heart.

The half-cold and half-hot dishes are not as tasty, but they are still edible.

Kan Ze silently finished the rice in the bowl, and silently put all the dishes in the refrigerator, so that he can make up for a meal tomorrow.Ke Muxun's call came when Kan Ze had just finished washing the dishes, as if checking the time.

"Hello? Kan Ze, have you eaten yet?"

Hearing this, Kan Ze felt a little wronged, didn't you say you want to come to eat?Didn't you say you want to come over?Now what does it mean to ask have you eaten?

But Kan Zhe just replied as if nothing happened: "I ate." In fact, I still want to ask, are you still here?However, Kan Zhe couldn't ask, whether he was afraid of the answer or he already knew the answer so he didn't need to ask again.

Sure enough, Ke Muxun was silent for two seconds on the other side of the phone and then said: "I have something to do today, so I won't go over it."

Kan Ze moved his lips, but did not make a sound, and finally said: "Okay." Then hung up the phone.

It's boring, it's really boring, Kan Zhe thought.This day is really boring.But obviously this has been going on for a long time, why is it suddenly unacceptable now?

Ke Muxun stood by the window and looked at the blacked-out screen, wondering if Kan Ze was angry.It was his fault today, he let Kan Ze go.However, Kan Ze didn't necessarily care too much, so why did he hang up on him?

Feeling very uncomfortable with a cold face, Kan Ze shouldn't have hung up on him, Ke Muxun thought.

"Brother, don't look at your phone, okay? It's getting late, it's time to go to bed." A hand touched Ke Muxun's shoulder, and the speaker leaned on Ke Muxun's body as if he had no bones, his hands kept moving wandering.The voice is soft and glutinous, and it has a hint of coquettishness, which makes people's bones half crisp.

Ke Muxun's thoughts were instantly disrupted, and he couldn't hold anything else in his mind anymore.

The ancients said that if you are full of warmth and think about lust, you are sincere and do not deceive others.

Ke Muxun has already forgotten the existence of Kan Ze.

Kan Ze lay on the bed and remembered the first meeting with Ke Muxun. He didn't understand why the boy in his memory became like this, or...he had misjudged the person, and Ke Muxun was just like this , I just don't know it.

Another year with Ke Muxun will be a full ten years.Kan Ze has no idea about future plans, but he feels more and more that the relationship should end when the time comes.

By Ke Muxun's side, in the company, he is the company's department manager and an employee of Ke Muxun.But, back home, what is he?

To Ke Muxun, what is he?

A foster man?Or do you get what you need?

Poor and pathetic, Kan Ze thought, why bother?

What about Ke Muxun?What is Ke Muxun to himself?

boss?Sweetheart?benefactor?

Or, creditors or friends with benefits.

It may be that people think more at night, and many problems that they usually ignore deliberately will come out in the silent night to compete with Kan Ze and insist on reaching a result.

The drowsy drowsiness hit at some point, and Kan Ze's last consciousness was to stretch out his hands to gather the quilt around his body and fall into sleep.

Ke Muxun came the next morning. He knocked on the door for a while and found no one opened the door. After thinking about it, he found the key at the window in the stairwell at the door.This is Kan Ze's habit, and he will put a key in a secret place at the door, just in case.

However, Kan Ze seldom forgets to bring the key, and this habitually hidden key has made it easier for Ke Muxun many times, which is strange to think about.

The owner was afraid that he would forget the key, and the hidden key had never been used, but Ke Muxun, who came here from time to time, could only use this key to open the door.

Ke Muxun opened the door and saw that there was no one in the living room, so he put the breakfast in his hand on the table.

After changing her slippers and not turning on the light in the living room, she walked into Kan Ze's room familiarly.From the dim light, it could be seen that the person lying on the bed was sleeping soundly, and was not disturbed by outsiders at all.

This scene is really strange. In the past, no, it should have been a long time ago. Kan Ze felt very insecure when he was sleeping, and he didn't sleep well.

I often get woken up by the slightest noise, but I don’t know when it started, I got used to Ke Muxun’s sudden attack, and in the end I got used to it and gradually fell asleep more soundly, so I wouldn’t wake up when Ke Muxun came.Unless Ke Muxun made a fuss and went crazy.But this happens very infrequently.

Kan Ze woke up in Ke Muxun's arms, not very surprised, but also not superfluously happy.

Except for the confusion when I just opened my eyes, nothing happened in the following time, I got up and prepared breakfast.When Ke Muxun got up, Kan Ze had just come out of the kitchen, thinking that if Ke Muxun ate here at noon, he would have to cook the meals again, or last night's meals would be better.

Regarding Ke Muxun's missed appointment yesterday, Kan Ze was still very uncomfortable.He probably knew the time of Ke Muxun's arrival, probably because all the joys were over and he began to remember that he had another agreement.

It's so pitiful, if this person was any worse, maybe he would have lost his mind a long time ago.