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When Chen Jin was born, Yan Minghe was already 12 years old.

The two sons of the Yan family combine all the advantages of their father and mother in appearance, but their height is not inherited from their petite mother. They are even better than blue. Judging by the momentum of the height, Yan Hean, who is 1.8 meters tall, will probably look up to them in the future. head.

The 12-year-old Yan Minghe is already 1.7 meters tall. There is no second one in the whole school. Coupled with his star-like appearance and rich background, Yan Minghe is a typical person of his age. The ideal type, regardless of gender, likes to play with him, and being able to integrate into his circle of friends is a very honorable thing.

Being chased and hugged outside, and being held in the hands of parents and grandparents at home for fear of falling, so that more or less developed a problem of arrogance and arrogance, I always feel that others are not as good as myself.

So when he was at Chen Jin's full moon banquet, he saw that fat baby surrounded by stars like a moon, he was somewhat jealous.

However, his dad, who usually doesn't talk much, can't stop boasting about people, even people like Yan Minghe, and the people next to him don't have to keep up their efforts. What is the extraordinary aura, and what is the future that can be expected, the words of praise are simply hype, just like a solitaire idiom.

He was surprised, such a fat and round thing, have those uncles and aunts opened their eyes, how can they see that he is dignified and handsome, and the future can be expected?

It's just that he doesn't agree with it, but he doesn't agree with it, but the upbringing he has cultivated since he was a child is there, even if he is really not interested in such a little thing who wants to have a figure and a figure and a face (hey, where does he have a figure and a face just after the full moon) , but when the adults pushed him to hug "Little Brother Xiao Jin", Yan Minghe complained in his heart why the name was so motherly, but at the same time stretched out his hand and hugged the round lump into it carefully. arms.

Xia Tian didn't wear much clothes, and the soft lump with the fragrance of milk was lying in his arms, and he had just cried because of something not going his way, looking at him with some wet eyes, Yan Minghe felt somewhat strange in his heart. Feel.

He and his younger brother Yan Minglang are only two years apart, so when Yan Minglang was born, he didn't feel much. This was the first time he had real contact with human cubs. Even if he was as arrogant as him, he still felt this experience. It's not as annoying as I thought it would be.

But this subtle feeling quickly disappeared. After all, I was at an age full of energy. After I fell asleep, I didn’t remember whether I did or did not do my homework last night. How could I still remember that little throbbing?

Both the Yan family and the Chen family are big families, based on the principle of "symbiosis and mutual benefit", the friendship is not bad, and the younger generations of the two families often hang out together.

However, there is a full 12 years difference between Chen Jin and Yan Minghe. When Chen Jin was still working hard for weaning, Yan Minghe had already learned to drink.When Chen Jin was still begging for candies pitifully, Yan Minghe already had his first car.

He and Chen Lun, the young master of the Chen family, are about the same age, but that kid is a follower behind Yan Minglang, and he and Yan Minglang don't really fight each other. It's not like they usually fight, but they like to make things difficult for each other. So the two young masters of the Chen family, he didn't walk too close.Chen Lun would meet occasionally. As for Chen Jin, he basically just knew that there was such a person. If he didn't mention it, there would be no possibility of him remembering it.

It's just that he didn't expect that after more than 20 years, he would be in his fourth year, and he would still have a relationship with Chen Jin.

As for the matter involved, for a long time, it was a great shame for both of them.

It's not just that Yan Minghe has no impression of Chen Jin, Chen Jin's impression of Yan Minghe is limited to the rumors that he heard from his parents that he had a falling out with his family because of liking men, and went away to New York alone.At that time, I didn't know much about the term "gay", and basically only heard the word "run away from home", and the only thought was "wow, this big brother really has personality" and other praises.

Later, his father went to work in the US branch, and Chen Jin and his mother followed him for a few years.

In fact, they met by chance several times during those years.

Chen Jin was 13 years old, and was robbed by several black teenagers. Yan Minghe happened to drive by, and because of the same skin color, he actually took care of a useless business that he had never done in his life.

Chen Jin was 16 years old, and they were having a New Year's Eve carnival in Times Square. They were surrounded by their friends, and then passed each other.

They used to dine in the same restaurant at the same time, and they also entered the same store. Until Chen Jin returned to China that year, they had at least seven or eight chances to get to know each other, but they never knew it and let it slip away. .

Chen Jin, who was born, was at the time when he was gradually transforming from a boy to a young man.

The reason why he returned to China was because his grandfather was old and finally decided to hand over the power of the company to his father. Chen Jin didn't care about these things, but he knew that his brother Chen Lun, who couldn't tell it on the surface, actually didn't like him in his heart.

When he came back, everything was strange, but the only thing that was not unfamiliar was his grandfather's love for him.Apart from this, he always felt that he was a bit out of place.

He is not a person who is easily knocked down by disappointment, so he tried to adapt to this new environment.After going to university, living in a dormitory with his classmates, and working a few jobs like others, the people around him have a lot of recognition for him.

Then he met the man.

He still remembers how he was at a loss because of the language barrier that day. The moment he looked back, his white and smooth forehead was covered with a layer of fine sweat due to anxiety, and his eyes were absent for a moment. When he opened his mouth and said the same He breathed a sigh of relief, his eyes were quiet and soft, and then a smile crept to the corner of his mouth.

For a long time, that smile often hangs on that person's face, as long as he faces him.At the same time, he would call him "Jin" in a nice voice, and then his heart would be numb.

Chen Jin later discovered that his love for Shaw was actually love at first sight according to legend.

It's just that at that time, he didn't understand that his heartbeat was love.

Even though he has lived in the United States for almost ten years, he considers himself a normal person, so in the beginning, he never attributed his special difference to Shaw to love.

Until he finally found his heart that was beating wildly just for him that he couldn't ignore no matter how he ignored it.

One day, when he and Shaw were sitting on a bench eating oden, Shaw answered a phone call.He didn't want to eavesdrop, but maybe his hearing was too good, or maybe the distance was too close, and the sound would inevitably enter his ears.

Although it was just an ordinary question, there was a feeling that the relationship between the two was very unusual, until the young man's voice asked, "Are you alone?"

Although Shaw deliberately lowered his voice, he still heard clearly, and he said, "Yeah."

Chen Jin stopped chewing, lowered his eyes, and put the stick in his hand into the empty cup.At that moment, my heart seemed to be pricked lightly by something small. Although it didn't hurt too much, it was not comfortable.

When Shaw ended the call, he asked him who it was.

He even asked the answer he was looking forward to: "Is it brother?"

However, the person he once thought was the most innocent told him: "No."

Not brother, what would that be?

So ambiguous feeling, what else can it be?

He smiled and stood up, patted Shaw's head, and left without saying hello.

The petite and lovely Shaw, although not feminine, always gave people a feeling of wanting to protect. It was around that time that he found that he was really moved.

But he ignored it anyway.

He couldn't believe that he was gay, but it turned out that he wasn't at all, and he still fell in love with the type of girl he liked.It's just that at that time, he didn't realize that the feeling that was completely different from the heartbeat for Shaw was actually not heartbeat, but just a kind of appreciation.

He ended up working at the same store as Shaw.

A few days later, Shaw called him as a matter of course, and didn't ask him why he didn't come to work, but said that the wallet he lent him was lost.

At that time, it was probably because he deliberately wanted to alienate him, or maybe it was because when the man asked "Are you alone", he stabbed him with a soft "hmm", and he stubbornly put away what he once thought was the most innocent. One imagines a guy with bad qualities.

So when he listened to Shaw's explanation, the demon inside him sneered.

It said: Look, this man is both a liar and a greedy man, what do you like about him?

So when Shaw asked him how much money was in his wallet, he said, "You should know better than me how much money is there?"

The moment I hung up the phone, I didn't feel any joy in my heart, but the pain became more and more intense.

He could only keep telling himself that that person was just pretending.I was going to give him the money at the beginning, but now I'm talking about it, because I think he knows that he won't let him, doesn't he?

How could he not know how much money there is?Really thought he'd believe he'd accidentally dropped his wallet?Originally, it was for him, so it's fine to spend it. Why do you have to be so hypocritical?

But the more I think about it, the sadder I feel.

He thought it was over, he thought there would be no more contact with Shaw.

However Shaw soon came to him.

In front of so many people, he did not pretend to speak to him.However, facing the panicked faces, he began to feel sorry for him again.

The devil in my heart finally defeated the angel. It manipulated itself and said a lot of ugly words.

He walked away seemingly gracefully, and when he left the man's sight, his heart was always filled with regret and pain.

He's going crazy.

Later, everything developed in a direction he hadn't expected at all.

When he saw Shaw in women's clothing, he was finally sure that he was really in love with this person of the same gender as himself.

However, he was sitting in someone else's car.

And that person is someone who I can't compare to anyway.

Shaw never gave up on him and always wanted to continue to be friends with him.

If I hadn't asked him in a sarcastic tone, how much money Yan Minglang would give him a month.

That kind of words finally stung him, but when Shaw turned to leave, he suddenly panicked.

After being completely hurt, I realized that I... had fallen into a quagmire, unable to extricate myself.