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"You mean... I'm, I'm pregnant?"

Yan Minglang nodded calmly: "Yes, it's been almost three months. The soft-shelled turtle promotes blood circulation and removes blood stasis. Fortunately, it's fine. If you want to eat something you haven't eaten before, you must ask me first, you know?"

"...Why are you so calm?"

He raised his eyebrows and looked at me with folded hands.

I subconsciously turned my gaze away, hesitated for a moment, and said, "Listen to my explanation..."

"no need."

His tone was relaxed, not like he was angry.I peeked at him out of the corner of my eye.

Seeing my timid look, he hooked the corners of his mouth: "I knew it a long time ago."

"……what do you know?"

"The last time you went to the hospital, you had a full body examination. How could the doctor not find such an obvious female organ?"

"You, can you accept it?"

"What can't I accept?"

"..."

"Before that, I was skeptical. I always felt that Vito looked familiar, but I had a vague impression of his appearance when I was a child, so I didn't notice it at first. Later, I went to my parents to find the old photo album. He told me It was carved out of the same mold when I was six years old, otherwise, why do you think my parents suddenly changed their attitude during the Mid-Autumn Festival? I secretly showed them Vito's face when you weren't paying attention."

"you……"

I wanted to reprimand him for making claims, but my voice fell silent again.Originally, I was the one who concealed it first, and my fault was bigger, so what confidence do I have to blame him?

"I'm actually quite angry," he said.

"..."

"Do you know why I'm angry?"

Isn't this a matter of course?Of course it was because the truth was being concealed.

Before I could say it, he continued, "Because you don't trust me."

"..."

"Shaw, don't I know you? Are you afraid that I will abandon you in the future?"

"..." The words were right, I blushed and stopped talking.

He sighed: "I know, what happened six years ago had a great impact on you, and it doesn't matter if you don't trust me. I will use my whole life to prove that my feelings for you, unless you become more and more Deep, otherwise it will never change."

How many guarantees in love are carried away for a while, can I really believe it?

"It doesn't matter if you have doubts, but, Shaw, I don't fall in love with people easily. Except for the impulsiveness when I was a teenager, this is only the second time I fell in love with someone. I don't know if the love at that time was true or not, but Now, as an adult, how could I not understand love?"

He was going to say something, but the doctor just came to check the bed and interrupted our conversation.

The doctor looked very familiar with Yan Minglang, and after talking with him for a few words, he said to me: "Mr. Kent, the fetus is basically stable after three months, but there are still many aspects that need attention. You are no longer the second I'm pregnant, there are some things that I don't need to explain to you, right?"

"Doctor, doctor..." This is the first time that I am a man talking to a doctor about pregnancy. It is so embarrassing to death, but if there is something I have to say, "Actually, I gave birth to Vito—that is my son. , I didn’t know anything until the day he was born. So please tell me.”

"..." The doctor looked astonished as if he had seen a ghost, and he exchanged glances with Yan Minglang. Neither of them obviously thought that I would say that. He paused for a moment and asked me, "Did you react at all when you were pregnant?" No?"

"I don't know. At that time—" I paused and lowered my eyes, "I seemed to have a big appetite at first, but then I always vomited and vomited. At that time, I didn't have much energy to think about it. My stomach was big. I thought I had some kind of disease..."

The doctor was silent for a while, then said: "Then I'll bring you some books, read them when you have time."

"Thank you."

"The most important point is that if you don't plan to have a third child in the future, you must wear a condom," he suddenly became serious. "It's really rare in medicine that you don't have any female signs, but your body is With a female uterus, the pregnancy process will be more difficult than that of a female, so you have to be mentally prepared. I heard from Yan that you will not have menstrual periods like ordinary women, and the number of times you have no safety measures is very small, but After being hit one after another, I have a bold idea that you are more likely to get pregnant than women, maybe you don’t usually ovulate, but if the sperm enters the uterine cavity, it will promote the body to ovulate in a short period of time like a hormone. Of course , This is just a hypothesis, but it is more important for you to take good security measures, this must be remembered."

This kind of private matter, I, a person from a western country, was so embarrassed that I almost buried my head in the quilt, but Yan Minglang seemed to be just listening to a scientific lecture, with a calm demeanor.

The doctor took some blood samples for me to check, and told me to maintain a good mood during pregnancy, rest more, but also do some exercise.

After he left, Yan Minglang asked me suddenly: "Did you feel scared at that time?"

I was startled.

"I'm sorry, Shaw," he held my hand, "you have experienced more than I imagined, so it doesn't matter what you do to me, whether you hide it or don't trust me, I can accept it. You don't need to worry anymore."

I nodded and touched my flat belly. This was the first time I knew so early that there was a little life in my body.

The desire for a new life makes me feel that I am the luckiest and happiest person in the world. I can have another individual who has the closest blood relationship with me. I can love one more person and get one more. love.

I couldn't calm down for a long time, and it wasn't until the doctor told me that there was no problem with me and the fetus, and I could leave the hospital, that I remembered an important question - how to explain it to Vito.

When I came to the hospital yesterday, Vito was reading in the innermost children's area. Although it caused a little commotion, he was easily addicted to reading and didn't know what happened. Later, Su Meilan told him that Yan Minghe and I had something to go out with. up.

Su Meilan blamed herself very much. At first, she thought that the soft-shelled turtle she brought had caused me food poisoning, and asked Zhou Zhou to go to the hospital for an examination.Later, I heard that I was pregnant. Even though I knew I was fine at the time, I was scared and cried because of my fear.

After I got home, she and Yan Hean brought Vito to see me.

Vito seemed to hear something from our looks and conversation, and stayed when they withdrew to let me rest.

Vito and I were the only ones left in the room. He looked at me fixedly and asked, "Dad, what's wrong with you?"

What should come will come eventually, I took a breath, summoned up the courage to say to him: "Vito, Dad first wants to say sorry to you, Dad has something that I have kept from you for a long time."

His big, bright innocent eyes looked at me, waiting quietly.

I pondered for a while before I said, "Vito, do you know that there are not only men and women in this world. There is also a kind of people, intersex people."

He blinked, and actually nodded: "I know, I saw it in a medical journal."

"..." I didn't expect that he even knew this.

He looked at me and asked, "So, Dad is intersex?"

It’s easy to chat with a smart kid, and he doesn’t look surprised, as if he’s talking about a very common thing—probably, for him, since it’s something that exists in reality, it’s already normal, I feel relaxed.

I nodded.

He frowned slightly, thought for a while, and asked, "But Dad can't see it at all."

"Dad just has a female organ in his body."

"Did Daddy mean the uterus?"

"..." God, what does this child not know? "Is this also in a medical journal?"

"Yes, everyone is conceived and born from the mother's womb. So," he looked at me with a serious expression, "so what my father wants to tell me is that I don't have a mother, I was born by my father Yes, is it?"

"..." Forget it, I don't seem to need to explain anything.

Looking at my expression, he knew he had guessed right, nodded, and said, "No wonder when we went to eat hot pot for the first time, Uncle Yan told the boss that you were together six years ago. But Dad Say, I'm the love child of you and Mom. Dad doesn't lie, I know, so I always feel that something is wrong. Now it's all connected at once, so I am actually born by Dad, and Dad is my mother, and My other father is Uncle Yan."

"…………"

"Dad, am I right?"

"...not bad at all..."

He raised his face slightly, as if he was thinking. After a while, he said, "Dad, although I had a premonition, I didn't expect it to be true. I'll go back to the room to calm down. Dad, let's rest first."

I stared at him blankly: "Okay..."

He walked to the door, suddenly remembered something, and turned around: "Grandma just said to let you take care of the pregnancy, what does it mean?"

Since he wants to calm down, how about letting him calm down completely?

I pointed to my stomach: "Dad has another baby in his stomach."

"Ah?" He was stunned for a moment, with a dazed expression on his face. After a long time of reaction, his eyes lit up, and he finally looked like a child, "I have a younger brother?!"

I nodded.

He screamed and threw himself in front of me: "Am I going to be an older brother?!"

I smiled and stroked his hair: "Yes, Vito is going to be a big brother soon."

He bit his lower lip, his face flushed with excitement, he looked at my stomach, and carefully reached out to touch it.

"dad……"

"Ok?"

"Great," he tilted his head and leaned gently on my stomach, "It's really great that Daddy can give birth to a baby."