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I haven't seen Yan Minghe for a long time, maybe the bad words I said to him last time hurt his self-esteem, or maybe it's because he felt ashamed to see me.

I was shocked when he suddenly came to the bookstore to look for me.

He is not in good spirits, compared to that time because of Zhuang Yu's decadence, his expression is not so gloomy, but it can be seen that he has lost weight.

Although I still hate him for hurting Chen Jin, but he used to take care of me so much, I finally couldn't bear it, and asked him: "What did you do..."

Yan Minghe threw himself into the reclining chair behind the counter with no image, squeezed the center of his eyebrows, looked up at me, and smiled at me: "Because I miss you so much, right?"

Almost every time we meet, the first thing he says to me is either "Do you miss me" or "I miss you".

It's a pity that I'm not in the mood to joke with him now. Seeing that he still has this kind of interest, I immediately lowered my face and turned my head to be too lazy to look at him.

Yan Minghe stared at me for a while, and then became dazed.

After a while, I finally couldn't help putting down the book I was reading.

Zhou Zhou took Vito out to eat ice cream. It was the hottest time of the day. Except for Hong Yi and Hong Wu who I sent to study, there were only a few customers in the store.

I moved the stool in front of Yan Minghe, put my hands on the counter, leaned sideways and asked him, "What do you need from me?"

His slack eyes slowly focused, looked at me, and nodded.

"what happened?"

"Didn't Chen Jin tell you?"

"What?" I frowned slightly, "He hasn't come to see me for a week."

As if he knew something, he nodded his head with a "sure enough" expression.

He's not the kind of person who hesitates and slurs his speech. My voice suddenly became severe: "What did you do to him?"

He looked at me a little hurt: "No, I want to ask you, he didn't tell you about his getting married, did he?"

"……what?"

Yan Minghe didn't speak for a while, but took out a cigarette.Although smoking is prohibited in the bookstore, I opened my mouth and swallowed the reminder again.

He lit a cigarette and took a deep puff, his eyes seemed a little embarrassed and unwilling at that moment.

Breathing out a smoke ring, he said, "Suddenly, right? The old man of the Chen family chose him as a marriage partner."

I panicked all of a sudden: "Why... how? You mean Jin? Chen Jin? But he didn't tell me, I've never heard of it..."

"This matter has not been made public, and only those two families know about it."

"then you……"

"except me."

"...Are you sure? Did you make a mistake? Jin, although he is not gay, but... how could he suddenly want to get married? This is too strange."

What I want to say is that even if he feels tired and no longer loves me for such a long-term relationship, how can it be possible to let go of his relationship for so many years and suddenly want to get married?I'm not saying he shouldn't like others, but based on what I know about Chen Jin, it's too fast and too weird.

"Is it strange?"

"Isn't that strange? They said they were going to get married right away. Do they have feelings for each other?"

Yan Minghe was choked by me, looked at me with strange eyes, and actually smiled: "No, why are you so innocent. Business marriage is just that, what do you think there should be feelings for? "

This time I was choked.

I didn't speak for a long time.

The little prince with a halo who was one year younger than me when I was 19 years old has grown into a mature young man in six years, and men and women who see him can't help but stare at him. He should have the most perfect How can her love be dragged down by the interests of the family and marry someone who has no emotional foundation?

I can't imagine that such a good Chen Jin will sacrifice herself like this one day, just like the princes and princesses who were forced to get married in ancient times, they will never be happy.

After Yan Minghe laughed at me, he began to smoke fiercely until the cigarette was exhausted, and he stood up abruptly from the reclining chair.

I looked at him in surprise, flinching at his sudden rise.

With a flash in his eyes, he took a step back: "Sorry, Shaw, I didn't notice."

My heart was beating so hard, I took a deep breath, looked at his familiar face, and then slowly calmed down, waving my hands to show that I was fine.

He looked at me nervously for a while, and when my face gradually returned to normal, he relaxed, leaned against the counter and stood next to me, and said, "Shaw, you have to talk to him."

"I?"

He looked away: "Only you can listen to him."

Did he ask me to persuade him?I looked at Yan Minghe a little strangely.I suddenly realized that he came to me because of Chen Jin's marriage, which was a bit unreasonable.

Why does it seem...

"You care about his marriage?" There's no need to be too tactful with him, I asked him directly.

He seemed to be choked up, turned his face away and coughed lightly.

I seemed to understand it all at once.He didn't answer, I gently touched my ears and asked, "How are you and Jin doing now?"

He hadn't recovered from the moment just now, but now he was stopped by my question again.

I also knew from his expression that either there was no progress, or it was even worse.

I helplessly covered my eyes.He is not a person who doesn't count his words. At that time, he promised me that he would ask Jin for forgiveness. He must have made a lot of efforts during this time.

But is Jin indifferent?

……

Get rid of that "actually", actually, why don't I know that it's normal for such unspeakable things to be unforgivable.I used to be friends with Lan Qing, but now I hate him to death.And Yan Minghe and Chen Jin were not in the same circle, and they had no friendship at all. How could they forgive him for doing something like that?

I don't know if Yan Minghe has a little crush on Chen Jin, but it can be seen that he really seems to care about whether he will marry someone else.Just because of his nervousness, although I am not the one who can forgive his crimes, emotionally speaking, I don't hate him as much as before.

I sighed: "But if he refuses this kind of thing, the Chen family will be very dissatisfied. Will it affect him...?"

"You just have to persuade him not to think too hard, and I'll take care of other things."

I believe that Yan Minghe has this ability. Since he has promised so much, then of course I can't watch Chen Jin jump into the fire pit... Although I am sorry for Chen Jin's marriage partner, but there is no emotion Marriage is a grave, and it's not a good thing for that lady.

"I'll give it a try," I said, "I don't know if Jin will listen to me." Chen Jin is actually a bit stubborn, as you can tell from his reluctance to give up on me.I wasn't quite sure I could convince him.

In fact, I kind of understand that his willingness to accept this marriage is not just an arrangement of his family, probably, it has something to do with Yan Minghe.

"If it doesn't work, just tell him that you can't bear him and let him think about it for you."

"……What do you mean?"

Yan Minghe blushed suddenly. He probably felt that he was shameless, but he still said: "It's just a trick, I will help you settle it later."

I couldn't bear it anymore, and silently gave him a middle finger.

Yan Minghe said that this matter was urgent, and I thought that he had to bite the bullet and come to me because he was cornered, so he explained to Zhou Zhou and went to Chen Jin's company with him.

He put me downstairs and waited for me in the car, and I entered the company alone.

I called Chen Jin in advance, he knew I was coming.After all, my appearance is a bit special. The lady at the front desk must have been informed, and she recognized me immediately, and sent me to the elevator enthusiastically.

Chen Jin was waiting for me in the office. Compared with the smoky office last time, it was as clean and tidy as a different place.

I carefully observed his expression, but I couldn't see anything. The marriage seemed to have no effect on him, neither sad nor happy.

"Why haven't you come to the bookstore to chat with me recently?" I asked casually.

"It's a little private recently." He took out two exquisitely packaged boxes from the cabinet, put them in bags, and put them on the table in front of me. "This is chocolate brought by a friend from Switzerland. Just come and bring me some chocolates." Go back and feed it to Vito."

I nodded without saying thanks.There is no need for these superficial efforts between me and him.

"Is it a private matter? What is it?"

He was about to sit on the sofa when he heard this and gave me a surprised look before slowly sitting down.

He understands me, and I'm not someone who probes other people's privacy, but I came here for this matter, I pretended not to pay attention to his eyes, and got to the bottom of it: "Why, is it convenient to say?"

He hesitated for a moment, then shook his head: "No...it's not a secret at all, you will always know," he paused, and looked at me, "I'm preparing for the wedding."

As if I just heard the news, I pretended to be unable to react.

He smiled, but the smile was a bit dull: "For some reason, this matter has not been made public yet, but it doesn't matter if I tell you now, I plan to let Vito be the flower girl for my wedding."

He is serious.

If I don't come to him today, he will really get married.But... can I convince him?I'm even less sure.

But the matter of being entrusted with loyalty, let alone such a matter of life, my own selfishness cannot let him make such a hasty decision.

But, maybe, there is a one in ten thousand possibility that he and his fiancée are really in love.

So I asked him, "Do you love her?"

He was slightly taken aback, before he realized who the "she" I was talking about was. It took nearly two or three seconds before he nodded: "Of course."

No, you don't love her, it's just that you don't want to tell me.

I already know.

I don't know how to persuade him, he may not understand those great principles.

I simply didn't explain any reason to him, and said bluntly: "Jin, if there is still time, don't get married, okay?"

He looked at me blankly for a moment and asked, "Why?"

"I don't want you to regret it."

"How come?" He raised the corners of his lips, "She's pretty good, she's beautiful, she has a good personality, and she's the perfect marriage partner."

What he said was calm and breezy, but those beautiful eyes that were always full of sincerity didn't dare to look at me.

"But I think you'll regret it."

"..."

"Jin, don't get married."

He looked dazed, as if he didn't understand what happened to me suddenly, and smiled wryly: "Shaw, stop talking, bless me."

He was obviously running away from something.

He was not happy at all, not now, nor ever.

I felt uncomfortable all of a sudden, because he gave up on himself, why did he give up his life's happiness?Was it because of being hurt by Yan Minghe?How many of them are because the person you like will never fall in love with you, so you just smash the cans?

I know I owe him that.

I know I should try to persuade him now.

He was not wrong, it was the people around him who were wrong, it was Yan Minghe, and it was me.

But I couldn't care so much at once. I stood up and said unreasonably: "No, I won't bless you, because you won't be happy at all!"

"Shaw..."

Looking at him with sad eyes, I took a breath slowly, and my tone softened: "Jin, listen to me, okay? I beg you."

When the word "begging" was said, his eyes flashed, and I saw his wavering, so I played an emotional card with him while the iron was hot: "I always feel that I am sorry for you, and you know it, even if you lie to me now You love her, but one day when I find out that you are not living well and are not happy, how uncomfortable I will be, don’t you know? I know that this request of mine is capricious and unreasonable, but I can’t help it, Jin , you don’t know how important you are in my heart, you are never lighter than a ‘lover’, I can’t give it to you, I hope someone who truly loves you can give it to you, don’t make me hate myself for the rest of my life, Jin.”

He looked at me, obviously not thinking about it, suddenly he was at a loss, without even the slightest hesitation, he stammered and said, "I... sorry, I, I didn't think that much."

I sigh deeply in my heart.

He cares so much about me.

Therefore, I want him to be really happy, and happiness can never be compromised.

I took advantage of his feelings for me, but I see nothing wrong with that.

"I'm not married anymore, and I will apologize to her properly."

He must feel embarrassed, but he still agreed to me.

After leaving Chen Jin's company, I got into Yan Minghe's car and asked him again: "Is there really no problem?"

Hearing that Chen Jin had agreed to my request, his expression relaxed a lot, and he suddenly returned to that calm and easy attitude, turning the steering wheel in reverse, and said: "Business marriage is only for money. I can give the Chen family the same benefits, as for his fiancée, she is indeed a good marriage partner, you know what I mean?"

It took me a long time to understand what he meant.

Such a family lady, even Chen Jin said that she is beautiful and has a good personality. Coupled with her family background, people who want to marry her can line up around the world. As long as Yan Minghe secretly helps to reconcile and choose another similar one Marriage partner, in fact, is not difficult to settle.