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Yan Minglang had already gone out when he woke up in the morning.

In fact, I could feel it when he kissed me. Recently, I got used to being comfortable and fell asleep hazily. Later, when Vito quietly opened the door to see me, I got up.

Today is Yan Minglang's first day of work in more than a month, but he has already prepared breakfast for us. Vito had already been eaten, I filled my stomach, and took Vito out the door.

I went to the amusement park with Vito for a whole morning, bought him a children’s meal at KFC at noon, greeted Zhou Zhou in advance, bought lunch with her on the way, and then I called Yan Minghe.

He was in the company and asked me what was the matter.I asked his address and said that I would go to his company to find him before get off work.

In fact, I arrived very early and sat in the coffee shop downstairs until almost five o'clock before calling him.

He walked into the coffee shop in a hurry, and when he saw me, he walked over leisurely, sat down opposite me, and asked, "Miss me?"

I gave him a blank look, and he smiled.

I stood up: "find a quiet place, I have something to talk to you about."

He looked at me and seemed to sense that something was wrong with my attitude. After a while, he stood up and said to me: "Then go to my office."

I nodded and followed him out of the cafe.

This office building seems to belong to his company. Turning from the coffee shop is the company lobby. He took me into the special elevator and went straight to his office.

The secretary was not off work yet, seeing us coming in, she looked behind us curiously.

We walked into his office, he asked me what to drink, I waved my hand: "I have something to ask you, I will go back after asking, Vito is still waiting for me."

He glanced at me and came over with the tea set.

I watched him skillfully fiddle with the tea set.

The Yan Minghe I know is quite different from the image of a gentle and elegant noble son, but in some respects he has always been personable. I don't think he is the kind of person who destroys others at will. I hope there is something in it Misunderstanding, maybe I was thinking too much.

Although I also understand that the possibility of this is extremely small.Apart from him, I don't know who else can make Chen Jin like that.

When I looked at him in a daze, he looked up at me suspiciously: "Don't you have something to ask?"

I returned to my senses, nodded, and took a light breath.

"Mr. Minghe."

He looked at me dumbfounded, as if he was defeated by me.

I'm used to this name, and I can't change it for a while, and I don't bother to change it.

I carefully looked at his expression: "That day, you and Chen Jin definitely didn't just chat a few words, did they?"

He lowered his eyes, stopped the hand holding the teacup in the air, then tilted the body of the pot, and poured clear tea into the white porcelain teacup.Although there was only a pause of less than a second, I looked too carefully and saw the clues.

He picked up the tea and slowly poured it on the purple sand pot, then stopped and raised his head.

"I just want to ask you, what did you do to Jin."

For a moment, I saw a little embarrassment in his eyes, which was quickly covered up by him. He raised his eyebrows and asked me: "Isn't that incident over?"

"It may be over for you, but not for others," I sighed, the flicker in his eyes made me understand, I guessed it right, I turned my head and frowned, "Ming He Sir, you did a very bad thing to him, didn't you?"

He doesn't speak.

If not, he would never have such an attitude.Silence is the default.

I clenched my hands tightly.

"Do you remember what I said that day, I am very important to me."

He finally changed his face, with struggle and embarrassment on his face.He leaned heavily into the back of the sofa behind him, raised his head and closed his eyes, and said, "I was drunk that day."

He stopped after only one sentence, frowning, and continued after a long time: "Because I talked to you about Zhuang Yu, and I drank some wine after I came back. He came to me and questioned my relationship with you. I was irritable at the time, and I fought with him. But..." He seemed to find it hard to say, this time he paused for a long time, then he opened his eyes, looked at the ceiling, and said, "I have practiced martial arts since childhood, and he is not at all My opponent, but his fist is really hard enough. He accidentally punched me in the stomach and almost made me spit out. I suddenly became annoyed. When I pressed him to the floor, I didn’t know why. All of a sudden..." He coughed, straightening up, "I admit, Shaw, I shouldn't have touched him."

"He didn't struggle?"

He glanced at me quickly and said nothing.

"He didn't say he didn't want to?"

Yan Minghe lowered his head.

"Yan Minghe, that's rape, it's a crime! Why do you still feel so at ease, and even want to hide it?" Rape is the most despicable of all crimes. If it wasn't for what I went through before, Even if I see something wrong with Chen Jin, I won't think about it.It is impossible for me to associate Yan Minghe with the term "rapist".

Yan Minghe became angry when I said "rape" and "crime" and became angry: "Shaw, this is between me and him, you have to take care of it, and it depends on whether Chen Jin is willing to let me You control."

Trembling with anger, I stood up.

I really want to punch him hard, but violence can't solve the problem, but violence is the source of all evil, just like what he did to Chen Jin.

"Mr. Yan, thank you for taking care of me before. I will definitely find an opportunity to repay your favor in the future." I was angry and sad at the same time. Even though I have always been very grateful to Yan Minghe, Chen Jin meant something different to me. .

Knowing that the person in front of him did such an outrageous thing, can I continue to be friends with Yan Minghe?

On this kind of matter, I can't pretend that I don't know when I have a guess, or turn a blind eye when I know the truth.

"I also know that Jin absolutely doesn't want me to take care of this matter, and he doesn't even want me to know. But his business is my business. You hurt him, and I will never forgive you. "

"Shaw!" He heard my determination, stood up, and wanted to hold my hand.

I took a step sideways, avoiding his hand.

His expression became urgent: "Shaw, I'm sorry, I just—"

"Mr. Yan, you shouldn't be apologizing to me." I interrupted him.

He was startled, and put down his raised hand slumpedly.

"You know, Jin is like me now, he will be surprised when someone touches him suddenly. He is Jin, he is Chen Jin, his heart is so strong, but he will become the same as me, just like me Just because of you."

Yan Minghe took a step back subconsciously, and murmured, "I don't know..."

Maybe he really didn't know how much he hurt Chen Jin, but didn't he know what he did to Chen Jin?Wouldn't he know how much such a thing hit a person?

"Is the sexual impulse really so irresistible?" I looked at him coldly, his face changed, I think he understood what I meant at once, and I also guessed what he was thinking at the time, "If it is true In this way, you are not Yan Minghe anymore. Don’t make excuses, it’s not that you drank too much wine and couldn’t control your sexual impulses. Hurt an innocent person," I paused, blinked, mist appeared on my eyelashes, I raised my hand and wiped it, don't start, "Someone blamed you, but me, no one blamed me, but I I know, if it wasn't for me, if I explained it to him as soon as possible that day..."

"It's my fault," Yan Minghe panicked, "Don't do this, I...I will make it up, and I will ask him to forgive. Shaw, you...don't cry."

don't you cry?

He can see my tears because he loves me.

But why can't he see Jin's tears?Can you hurt because you don't love?

I regret it.I really regret if I had held Jin before he left that day, if I had talked to him well that day, if I had denied him rather than kept silent when he asked me "he forced you", if I had found out sooner If he misunderstood, then things would not become irreversible now.

I left Yan Minghe's company in a daze. He wanted to pull me and send me back, but I ignored him, my legs were so weak that I couldn't walk, so I sat on a bench in the square blankly, watching the people coming and going. Crowd, but can't see anything.

I don't know how to face Chen Jin in the future.But I couldn't do anything except to question Yan Minghe.I can't even comfort him, he won't want anyone to know about such a thing, and I must be the most among them.

It felt like a hole had been broken in my heart.Although I will never be able to fall in love with Chen Jin, there is always a place in my heart that belongs to him.

Knowing him for so many years, I always hurt his heart, but now, even...

Everything I suffered was not even a ten-thousandth of what he suffered, but when Yan Minghe accompanied me to take care of me, Chen Jin endured the suffering alone.

A pair of big hands touched my face, and a familiar voice whispered eagerly in my ear, "Shaw! Breathe!"

My absent-minded eyes gradually focused, I took a big breath, my lungs were aching, I bent slightly, and leaned on Yan Minglang's shoulder.

He patted my back, and I grabbed his arms tightly, panting violently.

Seeing that my face gradually returned to rosy, he turned to look at Yan Minghe: "What did you do to him?!"

Yan Minghe stood beside him at a loss, slowly calmed down, he didn't answer, but looked at me and said, "Shaw, I will make it up, trust me... If you don't trust me, trust him too, you can also say Yes, his heart is very strong, he...I won't let him stay like this forever."

I supported Yan Minglang's arm and stood up, glanced at him, and said nothing to him.

Those words, his assurances, meant nothing.He should go to Chen Jin, he should apologize to him, he has time to explain to me here, why not make it up earlier?

My blame for him should be secondary, shouldn't it?He didn't think about it at all.It's not that he doesn't understand, it's not that he can't tell the priority, it's that he doesn't care about Chen Jin at all.

I know he cares about me so he doesn't want to make me sad.But this kind of caring, compared with the harm Chen Jin suffered, the difference is too stark, and it makes my heart ache.

"Let's go back."

I stood firm, let go of Yan Minglang's hand, turned and left.

There is an old saying in country Z that one must tie the bell to untie it.The scars in Chen Jin's heart can only be healed by him. With Yan Minghe's ability, as long as he has the heart, it is definitely not impossible.

Hope he remembers his words.