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Six years ago, one hour after I was kicked out of the house by Yan Minglang, he calmed down and suddenly panicked.

While I was waiting for Davis in the alley, he had a car accident not far from me.The Yan family blocked the news, and he woke up in the hospital a few days later, but no one recognized him, ignored anyone, didn't speak, and didn't allow anyone to approach him.

Chen Lun asked Yan's family to find me. I remember Davis mentioned this matter. At that time, I thought it was Yan Minglang who was looking for me. I didn't plan to see him, but I didn't ask much. Even if I asked, it was useless. Even Davis didn't know. Something happened to him.

Under Davis' deliberate concealment, no one knew where I was going.

When I thought I was terminally ill and panicked, Yan Minglang's condition got worse day by day, until one day, Chen Lun brought Lan Qing with him when he went to see him.

Yan Minglang himself didn't remember much about the situation at that time, and he heard others say it later.It is said that at that time he hugged Lan Qing tightly and said some words that no one could understand.

Later, the doctor suggested that Lan Qing should be by his side. Miraculously, since then, Yan Minglang got better day by day. His brain was injured and he lost his memory temporarily. Lan Qing stayed with him for a month, and he remembered everything. but forgot about me.

He said he forgot me, but to be precise, it should be due to his memory being confused. He mistook Lan Qing for me.Sometimes he also felt strange, he even remembered that I should have a head of chestnut hair, but Lan Qing didn't.

Lan Qing has been with him for three years. During these three years, he always thought that his partner was Lan Qing. Accompanied by acting.

But they all ignored Lu Chen.

Why is Lu Chen willing?

The breakup between Yan Minglang and I was undoubtedly his opportunity, but before he could use it, another Lan Qing came out.

But Lan Qing is not a fuel-efficient lamp. He knows the old affairs between Yan Minglang and Lu Chen, and he always has a lump in his heart, and he is afraid that he will expose his identity, so he pre-emptively designs to frame Lu Chen and make Yan Minglang alienate him. He didn't give up until someone forced him to the point of desperation and ruin.

Lu Chen was treated so badly by him, and he kept looking for opportunities to take revenge on him.Yan Minglang didn't want to see him, nor did he want to believe him. Subconsciously, he always thought that Lu Chen would threaten his relationship with Lan Qing, but he didn't know that it was because of me, not because of how much he liked Lan Qing.

It took Lu Chen two years to travel to many places, and finally collected some photos accidentally taken by passers-by.When Yan Minglang and I were together, we never had the opportunity to take pictures. Instead, some passers-by with facial expressions saw us walking together and took pictures casually, leaving a few photos.

There are a few photos that I went to eat hot pot with him, and some photos were taken at the T Grand Parade. Although Lan Qing and I are very similar, we can still tell the difference at a glance.

He sent those photos to Yan Minglang anonymously, and Yan Minglang began to doubt.

In fact, he noticed something was wrong a long time ago, but he just thought that he was thinking too much. He didn't realize that he had made a mistake until he saw the photos and went home to find out the things I left with him.

Because of this incident, and because he was kept in the dark, he had a fight with Chen Lun, but after all, Chen Lun was for him and for the stability of the entire Yan family. After the fight, Chen Lun told him the truth.

Yan Minglang underwent psychotherapy for a year. His car accident and my departure caused deep psychological trauma to him. It was only after a year that he slowly remembered the past and remembered me.

He drove Lan Qing away and found all the things that Lan Qing had lost. Later, because a housekeeper threw away an old towel of mine, he simply fired everyone.

From then on, apart from him, even his parents were not allowed to enter or leave that home.

Since he knew the truth, he has been looking for me for more than two years, but I have been away for three years, and Chen Jin and Davis have helped me, leaving no clues.

Later, he stopped looking for me.

He didn't give up, but he didn't dare to find me.He thought that if I had been away from him for so long, if I couldn't let him go, I would have appeared in front of him long ago.He knew how much the incident six years ago had hit me. He said that at that time he just felt that he was not worthy of being loved, and that he didn't look for me was a punishment for himself.

But when he decided to set me free, I came back.

In the next three years, Lan Qing still mingled in his circle of friends, but he never talked to him, and Lan Qing consciously did not provoke him.He thought their relationship was over long ago, but he never gave up.I know that Lan Qing was waiting for him to change his mind suddenly one day.But he didn't know that Yan Minglang didn't love him at all, so how could he change his mind.

After I came back, not only did Yan Minglang lose control of himself, but Lan Qing also couldn't sit still.

"Lan Qing has been with me for three years, but I have never touched him."

I was taken aback, and I instinctively wanted to say, how is it possible?Could it be that lying next to you is a person you think you love who can abstain from sexual intercourse for three years?

His dark pupils looked at me without any guilt.

"Even though I thought I loved him at that time, I didn't have the slightest desire for his body. I didn't understand at that time. When I knew the truth, I understood why. Because he is not you, even though he looks like you, Even though I get spiritual comfort from him, my body is so used to accepting you that I can't even stand him sitting on our bed. The three years he's been with me, he's been sleeping in the guest room .”

He was just stating the facts, but I had the illusion of being confessed.

I pursed my lips, unable to calm down for a long time.

From the time we met seven years ago to now, I always thought that during the short year I was with him, he never loved me, even back then he thought so.But I didn't expect that he loved me, but he didn't know it himself.

But just ask me to forgive him for what he did six years ago, can I?

I don't know, I'm a little confused.

But we all know that many things can be fooled in the name of love.Even though he loved me, he still hurt me.

"Shaw, I won't force you," his voice was filled with bitterness, "Even if you said that I was not wrong about this incident, since you first met me seven years ago, all your injuries, It's all about me, physically and mentally."

I stop slowly.I couldn't look him in the eye.The look in his eyes now makes me feel very uncomfortable.

"It's okay if you don't accept me, but let me stay with you. Don't worry, before this, I thought I could be forgiven, but now..." He paused and didn't continue.

He blamed himself, and my heart still hurts.But I still didn't say anything in the end.

I didn't say forgive him, he doesn't need my forgiveness anymore, he can't even get over his own hurdle, my forgiveness has become secondary instead.

But after that day, the relationship between me and him eased a lot.

During the time I came back to live, Yan Minglang was with me almost all the time.I rest in the bedroom, and he works on the sofa in the bedroom.I went to the study to read, so he changed his office to the study.

For nearly a month, he pushed back a lot of entertainment and work. Although there is not only one boss who supports a company, I know that this has absolutely no impact on Yan Shi.

But even Yan Minghe would take his work to the hospital to take care of me, and it seemed to be a matter of course for him to stay at home.

Although I don't think it's natural for him to take care of me, it's nothing more than giving him a chance to make amends.

Yan Minglang would take me to see Vito almost every two or three days.Most of the time I can only sit in the car and watch from a distance, but a few times he put me in the corner of the coffee shop next to the bookstore. I wore a hat and a mask and sat in a big one that just covered me. Behind a bonsai tree, I listened to him chatting with Vito not far from me.

Although you can have a video call with Vito every day, it is better to see him directly through a screen.I don't know if it's my illusion, but I always feel that Vito has grown a lot in the past one month, he seems to have grown taller, and his conversation has become more mature.

On the way home after seeing Vito that day, I told Yan Minglang this way.

He said that occasional separation is a good thing for a man's growth.

In the past, although I didn't think of Vito as a little baby who couldn't carry it on his shoulders, and taught him by precepts and deeds rather than pampering him, I was always by Vito's side, making him too dependent on me.This is the first time we are separated, and he has undergone a lot of psychological changes. He is trying to adapt to this life apart from me, which is good for his growth.

Although I have studied a lot of parenting lessons on purpose, it is my first time being a father after all, so I still don't understand many things.In some respects, Yan Minglang seems to know more about how to raise a child than I do.

At that time, I didn't know that even though he was always omniscient and omnipotent in my eyes, he had to read a lot of books temporarily in order to maintain his always wise image in front of me.

After that day, our topic often remained on the education of Vito unconsciously. I didn't pay much attention to it, so I didn't realize that at that time, we would all be like parents in ordinary families, because Vito's little I am gratified by my growth, and I argue because of a little different ideas.

During my recuperation period, both Chen Jin and Davis looked for me, knowing that Xue Qing and I had gone to Hong Kong, they tacitly agreed not to bother me anymore.

Yan Minghe often ran to Yan Minglang's place, bringing me some snacks with strong flavors and delicious snacks to satisfy my cravings. When Yan Minglang found out, he didn't dare to say anything to me, but he would definitely sweep Yan Minghe out of the house. Yan Minghe would notify me when he came, and he would never let him in.

Sometimes when he gets angry, he will criticize me a few words. I am still recovering from my injuries, and I have too many taboos, but I really can't bear to eat clear soup and water every day.He can cure me with one sentence, nothing more than: Do you want to go back to Vito as soon as possible?

But from the point of view of Yan Minghe and I, even if it is a taboo, it is just to taste a little bit, not to mention that I secretly ate the so-called "greasy and spicy" several times under the cover of Yan Minghe, and I didn't see any adverse reactions.

I didn't bother to explain Yan Minglang's stubbornness to him, so I ate it secretly afterwards, and when he found out, it was just a few words of nagging.

It's just that I can't see him taking care of everything like my guardian.

At the beginning, I thought that I was under the fence now, and it was fine if he said a few words, but it would be fine after a long time.

I thought to myself that I am not the same as I was seven years ago. At that time, I was just a child who had just grown up. After being bought by him for 6000 million, I had no idea.I am now a mature adult man, how can I be willing to be controlled every day?

So that day Yan Minghe brought me spicy pig's trotters, and I just took a bite while he went downstairs to help me fetch fruit, but he turned back to pick up his mobile phone, was caught on the spot, and all the stolen goods were thrown into the trash can. I finally couldn't take it anymore.

I pointed to the pig's trotters in the trash can and said to him, "Do you know that wasting food will be punished by God?"

He actually rolled his eyes at me: "It's better to be condemned by God than if you don't take your health seriously."

Hearing his righteous words, he made it seem like I was making trouble for no reason.

Before I could speak, Yan Minghe had already started bombarding him for me: "Are you looking after children or monitoring prisoners, Shaw doesn't even have human rights?"

Yan Minghe smiled contemptuously: "This is our family matter, not to mention that he really has no human rights in this matter."

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Fuck.

I thought I had become like this, although he would not be obedient to me, but he still cared about something anyway, it seems that I am too young.