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What did you promise?I opened my eyes wide in panic.

"I've been observing your affairs for a long time. This gentleman must love you very much. No matter what he did wrong before, please forgive him!"

What the hell...

Although she spoke English, it sounded like it was more difficult to understand than Chinese.

A group of people persuaded me one after another, and the more they talked, the more excited they were, and they slowly outflanked us.My head hurt from the noise, but Yan Minghe was there, sitting there with his hands clasped, looking like he was watching a play.

I simply resented his attitude of being so independent of himself.

The entanglement of these college students' tongues made it hard to tell what they were saying and what they meant. I was so embarrassed that I could only politely smile and say, "I still have to take a step ahead." He rushed out of the crowd with Vito and fled.

Yan Minghe didn't look as disappointed as before, he laughed and caught up with me, put his hand on my shoulder, and said: "The eyes of the masses are sharp, you really should think about it, don't you?"

"What the hell are they talking about?" I was confused.

He looked at me, smiled, and suddenly squeezed my face: "They recognized me as Yan Minglang, you're so stupid."

After saying this, he let go of his hand and strode forward.

"Forget it, forget it, since the one-month agreement has expired, it will be void, you can go home, I won't pester you anymore, are you happy?"

He walked a long way without looking back, and Vito and I walked slowly behind. Looking at his back, I suddenly felt that this person didn't seem so annoying anymore.

It may be that the first impression was so bad that no matter what he did or said, he felt that he had ulterior motives.

There was a distance of tens of meters between us. He turned around suddenly, put his hands on both sides of his mouth, and said loudly: "Shaw! I lied to you just now! How could I not pester you! I want to chase you, so you just Waiting to be recruited!!!”

People who passed by all looked sideways at such a naive behavior at a young age.

My cheeks were flushed, and I wished I could dig a hole in the ground and jump down with Vito in my arms.

The perpetrator was extremely comfortable, smiled and waved to me, turned and left.

I bit the bullet and quickly escaped from this place of right and wrong.

Until I left the campus of T University, Vito asked me: "Dad, that Uncle Yan... that Uncle Fox, does he like you?"

I covered his mouth: "Don't talk nonsense."

He blinked and nodded.

I let go of his mouth and led him to continue walking.

After a while, he said again: "Uncle Yan and Uncle Jin also like you."

"...Didn't Dad tell you not to talk nonsense?"

"But I'm not talking nonsense," he looked up at me, "I remember when Uncle Jin came to Melbourne, one day you fell asleep on the sofa, and I saw him secretly kissing your lips. Didn't you tell Am I the only one who can kiss someone I really like?"

"..." Chen Jin, what good things did you do when I didn't know...

"And every time Uncle Yan came to see us, he would secretly look at you, his eyes are so gentle. It's like the way my father looks at me, but it's a little different, but I know, it must be like, it's love, right?"

gentle?Why didn't I see it?

I patted Vito's head lightly: "Okay, dad is a heartthrob, okay?"

"Who does daddy like?"

"Uh... can dad not like any of them?" I had black lines on my face.

"But Dad is very lonely by himself."

"No, Dad has Vito."

"But Vito can't stay with dad all his life."

"..." This child sometimes speaks surprisingly mature words.

"Dad, let's choose one. If you choose someone to love you, even if you don't have mom, dad won't be lonely anymore."

I stopped and stroked Vito's soft hair.

I looked at his big innocent eyes, so beautiful, so distressing, but at this moment, those eyes were full of distress for me.

"Vito, Dad is an adult, and an adult will not be lonely, you understand?"

He looked at me for a while, and nodded ignorantly. In fact, he couldn't understand it, but he couldn't refute it—after all, he hasn't grown up yet, and he doesn't know what the adult world is like.

I quietly said sorry to him in my heart.

This should be regarded as a white lie, right?I can only comfort myself who lied as an adult in front of children.

Back to the bookstore and opened the store, until nine o'clock the bookstore became lively.

Groups of students came together, the crowds were bustling, and most of them were girls. When they looked at me, they all had ambiguous smiles in their eyes.

Why do you say it's an ambiguous look?

One furtive glance, another a moment later, and another.The staring time is not long, it can only be said to be a hasty glance, if there is nothing, it is continuous.

Zhou Zhou propped his chin and looked at the traffic in this hypermarket that was comparable to a [-]% off sale, then turned to me and said, "Shaw, since you came back, the business in the store has been getting better and better."

I smiled: "Study hard and make progress every day. It can only be said that the ideological consciousness of college students is getting higher and higher."

She pursed her lips and smiled without saying anything, but shook her head helplessly.

I didn't know that these people are drunkards who don't care about drinking.Although it can't be said that the [-] o'clock stalls are staged every day, as long as a group of men with online looks comparable to stars sit together, it is enough for those girls and even a small number of boys to flirt for several days.

In the evening, Yan Minglang walked in with a basket woven from willow teng.

I was chatting with Zhou Zhou in a low voice, and when I turned my head to see him, I just nodded slightly, and turned to Vito beside me and said, "Your Uncle Yan is here."

Seeing him happily jumping off the chair and rushing towards Yan Minglang, I got used to it and thought about it.

As long as Vito likes it, let him go.He is already six years old, and he is a big boy. He has his own preferences and the ability to distinguish right from wrong. I can't control him for the rest of his life.

"Wow!" Even though he knew it was a public place, Vito covered his mouth and screamed softly, "So cute!"

I looked around, only to find that there was a small white fur ball in the basket Yan Minglang was carrying.

Vito raised his face and asked Yan Minglang: "Uncle Yan, can I touch it?"

"Of course." Yan Minglang smiled slightly, knelt down and put the basket into his arms, "This is for you."

Vito was so excited that he couldn't help himself, and ran towards me with a basket in his arms: "Dad, look, Uncle Yan gave me a puppy!"

I catch him stumbling toward my body. Vito put the basket on my lap, blinking at it with wide eyes.

It was a very small Pomeranian puppy, probably not long after weaning, sleeping in a basket.It seems like a little slacker, who hasn't woken up after being gently touched by Vito for a long time.

Vito wrapped his hands around the edge of the basket, raised his head and asked me, "Daddy, shall we raise it?"

"Do you like it?"

He nodded sharply: "Yes!"

"Dad doesn't care, but you have to understand that it is not a toy, but a little creature with life and thought. If you want to keep it, it will be your responsibility in the future, and you have to take care of it like Dad takes care of you. If you can’t keep it forever, don’t keep it hastily. Otherwise, if one day you don’t like it and throw it away, it will become a person, and it will be very pitiful, you know?”

Vito wasn't quick to agree.

He thought carefully for a long time before nodding: "I will, Dad, I will love it and protect it and take care of it."

I stroke his head.He has really grown up, and although he is still small, his mind has grown up.

"It doesn't have the right to choose its owner. It's already very pitiful, so you must remember your promise today."

Vito stretched out his little finger and bent it slightly: "I promise, we pull the hook."

I hooked up his little finger and matched it with his thumb. Vito laughed and ran away with the basket in his arms.

Yan Minglang was standing by my side, I didn't look up at him, I just said "thank you".

He didn't speak.

Zhou Zhou glanced at us and walked away quietly.

After a long silence, a big warm hand was gently placed on my shoulder.

Yan Minglang said suddenly, "I'm sorry."

I smiled slightly and said softly, "Vito likes it very much, I thank you before it's too late, what's your apology?"

He took a deep breath, his hoarse voice trembling slightly: "I'm apologizing to you for what happened six years ago. I chose you, but abandoned you."

I sat quietly, looking ahead, not paying attention to anything, not thinking about anything.

This sentence of apology came too late, and it took six years to say the three words "sorry" to me now, which sounds a bit inexplicable.

I'm no longer 19-year-old Shaw who feels like the sky is falling when I leave someone. I'm an adult now, and I have the ability to choose.

"You don't have to apologize to me. I'm not who I was six years ago. I'm not the Shaw who deserves pity. That Shaw is in the past. It doesn't matter to me who was right and wrong in that past, but you If you want to apologize, please go to Shaw from six years ago."

However, it is impossible to turn back time, so no one is qualified to forgive you.

Feeling the trembling of the hand on my shoulder, I felt a slight pleasure in my heart.

It turns out that I can be so bad, I can turn a blind eye to a person's sincerity, just like what he did to me back then.

Yes, I understand that Yan Minglang probably really woke up and found himself in love with me, otherwise there would be no reason for him to please me.But so what, he has already stabbed my heart with a knife, and that ugly scar will remain there forever, how can I accept him calmly?

He is willing to turn back, but I am no longer willing to wait.