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Seeing that the car was about to collide with the car in front, I closed my eyes tightly in despair, and my brain was dizzy like dying for a moment.

Chen Jin, who once warmed a foreigner like the sunshine in spring, still vividly remembers his gorgeous smile with dimples. stranger.

My heart was in my throat, and I couldn't breathe smoothly.

After a brief daze, there was no expected collision.My heart was beating wildly, I opened my eyes, the car was still moving forward unscrupulously, and I took a deep breath, not daring to speak loudly, and comforted the mad youth beside me with a trembling voice: "Jin, slow down, drive slowly, If you have anything to say, let’s talk about it, it’s dangerous for you to do this.”

He turned a deaf ear to it, his expression and eyes were full of madness as if he had settled everything.

I was so frightened by his appearance that my heart skipped a beat, and 1 thoughts flashed through my mind, and I hurriedly said as if I had caught something: "Think about Lan Qing! You haven't confessed to him yet, anyway. Give it a try, in case he likes you too!"

He fixed his eyes, rolled his eyes, and glanced at me from the corners of his slightly upturned eyes.

I knew that things had turned around, so I took another breath and said softly: "Jin, please drive slowly? If something happens to you, you will have no chance in the future. Maybe you are in love with each other, right? You Look, you are handsome and smart, there are so many people who like you, there is no reason for him not to like you..."

I babbled on the topics he liked to hear, and sure enough his expression relaxed, and the speed of the car gradually slowed down.

The traffic police caught up and stopped his car.

I was still in shock, and my legs were so weak that I could hardly stand up.

The traffic policeman came over and said something to me. I told him in English that I don't know Chinese, and he talked to me politely in English, asked me about my relationship with Chen Jin, and then took me and Chen Jin back to the traffic police brigade.

I really want to cry without tears.

I thought life was going smoothly and on the right track, but it turned out that everything was just my illusion.

Getting involved with Chen Jin will never do anything good.Who am I to provoke me?

After staying in the traffic police brigade for a full six hours, when Chen Lun came, I felt kind to his appearance for the first time.

He glanced at Chen Jin who was sullen and silent, then looked at me in the blink of an eye, and smiled at me: "What are you guys doing?"

I also want to know.

I was exhausted physically and mentally, and I smiled politely, but couldn't say anything.Chen Lun didn't break the casserole to ask the end, and took us into his car.

I sat by the window of the car, and wasted the whole afternoon. I also asked for leave from school and couldn’t go to school.

Chen Jin sat next to me, with a serious face, and he didn't know what important things in life he was thinking about.

From time to time, Chen Lun glanced at us from the front rearview mirror with a playful expression.

"I don't even know when you two met?" He asked.

I have long seen Chen Jin's indifferent attitude towards him. He didn't speak, but I was embarrassed to make Chen Lun lose face. After all, he came to pick us up. He forced a smile and said: "We used to fight together. work."

He really thought he didn't understand, and after a long time, he suddenly burst out laughing: "Are you two going to work?"

I smiled awkwardly.

Indeed, there is no reason for Chen Jin to work part-time. He himself said that he was just playing for fun.It's just that I'm not the young master of a rich family. No matter how rich Yan Minglang is, I'm a man with sound limbs. Even if we are husband and wife, I really can't do it if I stay at home and enjoy the life of a "rich wife".

It's just that they won't understand what I do.

After all, self-esteem is very important to me, and people who are superior will only feel bored.

Chen Lun sent me home first, and I stood downstairs and waved goodbye to them.

Chen Jin who had been silent all the way suddenly looked at me, I was taken aback by his deep eyes, before I could understand what it meant, Chen Lun's car had already driven him away.

When Yan Minglang came back in the evening, I was scratching my head and scratching my head while watching today's class in the study. Although Paul took notes for me, there are still many things I don't understand.

I saw Yan Minglang as if seeing a savior, and asked him eagerly if he had time.

He came over, looked down at me, and frowned slightly: "What's the matter with you and Chen Jin?"

I was taken aback for a moment before realizing that Chen Lun must have told him what happened today.

I could see that his expression was not happy, so I stood up embarrassingly, and explained to him with a fawning smile on how I met at the Japanese grocery store, how I owed money to Chen Jin, and how I was demanded by him.

He listened to me in silence, and finally rubbed the center of his brows, interrupting my words.

"Shaw," he said wearily, "have you forgotten our original agreement?"

I pursed my lips.

"I don't have to object to your normal interactions with people, but don't you feel that you have been a little bit arrogant recently?"

I slowly lowered my eyes and looked at my toes.

"Whether you met your classmate, grandson of classmate, or colleague, did I say anything? But what are you and Chen Jin?"

I seem to understand what he means, but I don't seem to understand.

What is the difference between Chen Jin and others?The only difference is probably his malice towards me.

But is this what I want?

"Mind yourself, Shaw, I don't want to worry about you after a busy day at work."

After saying this, Yan Minglang turned around and walked out.

I stood blankly for a while, then sat down, staring blankly at the books and notes, but couldn't see anything.

I'm thinking.

Maybe I'm too stupid, I really can't figure it out.

Because of Chen Jin's matter, Yan Minglang didn't come to the study all night, nor did he talk to me.In fact, I hope he scolds me more, although I don't know what I did wrong, at least if he teaches me a few more words, maybe I can figure it out.

Such indifference made me very sad.

After tossing and turning all night, when he woke up in the morning, Yan Minglang had already left.

Feeling empty in my heart, I mechanically got up and went out without eating breakfast.

When I came to the milk tea shop and finished my work today, I found out the person in charge I had contacted and asked him to resign.The students are on vacation recently, and the store is full of staff, so my resignation at this time will not have any impact.

The tall and strong student council president named Xu Jiayan soon found me at the ramen shop opposite the milk tea shop.

I stood up a little embarrassed: "I'm sorry, but I asked you to run again. Have you had lunch? Do you want to go together?"

He smiled and sat across from me: "It's okay, I happened to be using the air conditioner at the nearby KFC. Why didn't I do it all of a sudden? Is there something wrong?"

From the first time I met him, I knew that he was very good. He always gave people a kind of stupid and not very smart feeling, but his mind is really good. Otherwise, how could he win the first place in the foreign language department every year?

"No, it's my personal problem..."

Xu Jiayan nodded: "I understand," he took out his wallet, "Then I'll give you this month's salary first."

"No need." After all, I resigned on my own initiative, and I didn't have the nerve to ask for salary, so I stood up, "That's it, I'm really sorry, I'm leaving first."

"Hey, wait," he chased out, and still gave me the money. "You deserve it, so there's no need to be polite. That's it, and I'll contact you later."

After he finished speaking, he smiled at me, waved his hand and turned away.

I went to school in the afternoon. I didn’t catch up with yesterday’s class, so it’s hard to avoid today. So after school, I asked the teacher about what I didn’t understand, and it took me more than half an hour to leave.

As soon as I walked out of the gate, I heard Chen Jin calling me from behind.

"Shaw."

I jumped as if bitten by a snake, and turned around sharply.

Chen Jin leaned against the wall at the door, and the raised foot stopped when I turned around.Maybe it was because he frowned when he saw my ghost-like expression.

"You...how come you are, here..."

I stammered and took a step back.

Chen Jin looked at me with a frown, and looked up and down my stiff body with deep eyes. After a few seconds, his expression eased slightly: "I have something to tell you."

I hesitated for a moment and said, "Exactly, I also have something to tell you. Let's find a place to talk."

Chen Jin looked at me unexpectedly, nodded, walked to the side of the road and waved to hail a taxi.Yesterday I saw his driver's license was suspended, so it was not surprising at all.

I stopped him: "It doesn't take too far, just go to the park over there."

Seeing him put his hand down, I turned and walked towards the park.He didn't follow, and walked behind me in silence.I can feel the gaze of those eyes, which makes my heart tremble.

There are many children on summer vacation playing games in the park. Chen Jin and I sat down on a bench.

I probably know what he wants to do with me, it's nothing more than talking about money.I have Yan Minglang's card on me, I just need to return the money to him later, even if I get ridiculed, I know it will be difficult for me to change Chen Jin's thoughts on me.

Besides, now, there is no need to change.

Before he could say anything, I spoke first: "I'll take the money and give it to you later. Before that, I have something to tell you."

He turned his head to look at me, opened his mouth, and closed it again.A pair of dark eyes looked at me, really wanting to expect me to say something.

"To be honest, I still don't understand why we became like this. You know, Jin, you are my first friend since I came to country Z. I thought we would always be friends. Maybe I did something wrong Maybe I said something wrong, but I racked my brains and couldn’t figure out where I was wrong.”

Chen Jin's lips moved.

I smiled: "Forget it, don't tell me. You're right, we are at different social levels, and we can't be friends at all. You can't understand me, and I can't understand you, so we always quarrel with each other— — because of the money, that’s the most social aspect, right?”

"I……"

"Listen to me, Jin. To be honest, I don't care what you think of me now. It doesn't matter if you think I'm a disgusting gay, or a womanizer, or being adopted, or spending a man's money shamelessly and for granted. Well, this is my own life, it has nothing to do with you, you have no right to accuse me."

Following what I said, Chen Jin's face became more and more gloomy.

I knew he was going to be mad, he always was.It's really strange, it's not good to be out of sight of a person he hates, why do you have to provoke me?

"Please don't look for me again in the future, haven't we broken up a long time ago, and there is no reason to meet each other. I have also quit my job at the milk tea shop. Now we really have nothing to do. We will go our separate ways in the future. Go your own way."

Chen Jin's anger was about to come out, but I was somewhat afraid of his madness when he was angry, so I stood up nervously.

"Well, I've finished what I want to say... You... Please come with me, I went to get the money—"

He stood up suddenly and kicked the bench hard as if to vent his anger.

Startled, I stared at him with wide eyes.

But he didn't make any further movements. He just stood facing the bench, with a thin T-shirt stuck to his body, and he could see his chest heaving violently.

I really wanted to just turn around and walk away, but I was still thinking about paying back his money and making a clean break with him.

After a long, long time, the sun was setting, the children who were playing had already gone home, and the people around left one by one. Even if I was beaten by him here, no one would help me. I finally became timid and tentatively shouted he.

"I...you..."

He turned sharply.

I took two steps backwards like a frightened rabbit, almost tripping over myself.

He looked at me panicked with a sullen face, and smiled wryly after a while.

"At this point, I have no chance, right?"

"...What?" I looked at him incredulously.

He didn't answer, turned around and strode towards the exit of the park.

I froze for a moment before following up.

He has long legs and walks so fast that I have to run to keep up.I tried to stop him, but he just ignored me and just walked on his own.

I don't know how long I walked, but I finally saw a cash machine, and I ran two steps to grab him.

I could feel the muscles on his forearm tense with my fingers, and I knew he was still angry, and said in a begging tone, "Wait for me, please."

He didn't break away from my hand, didn't speak, just looked at me as if in a daze.

After a while, I was sure that he would not turn around and leave, so I let him go and walked into the self-service bank with three turns, even when I was withdrawing money, I kept staring at him, for fear that he would run away.

When I handed him the money, he sneered and said, "I can see that, you're really afraid that you won't be able to draw a line with me, right?"

No matter how much I hate him, I am embarrassed to nod.

But even if I don't say it, what I do says it all.

He took the money from my hand and stuffed it into his pocket without looking at it. He raised his eyes and looked into the distance. After a while, he said coldly: "That's how it is, later... later... ..."

Before he finished speaking, he suddenly closed his eyes, turned around and strode away.

I was stunned.

Am I blinded?

The moment he turned around, it seemed that something shiny stuck to his tightly closed eyelashes...

I stared blankly at him walking away.

That slender figure cast a very long shadow in the afterglow of the setting sun. I don't know if it was an illusion created by the dim twilight. I always feel that his back looks lonely and sad.

My heart was also sore.

I will never forget the happy time with him. At that time, Chen Jin was the only ray of sunshine willing to warm me in the cold and lonely winter.