You said you were a little hard to chase

Winter is an annoying season, but the studio is better, not so bitterly cold.

Shen Shu finally finished the filming, and greeted everyone to call it a day.

He looked back and saw that Lao Wu had already left, and looked around but couldn't find Zhou Ce.

Perhaps it was subconsciously thinking that Zhou Ce had already left, so Shen Shu had no intention of looking for him.

After thanking the others one by one with a polite smile, he waited for those people to leave.

Sitting on a stool beside him, his eyes drooping, the camera still hanging around his neck, he looked a little tired, and the light on the ceiling made his hair disheveled, as if he had tried his best just now.

He gently closed his eyes, feeling the moment of tranquility after the noise.

Suddenly, a shadow cast from above.

Warm hands pushed aside the hair covering his forehead for him.

"Why don't you go out and sit down?"

Shen Shu looked up, and Zhou Ce was standing in front of him, with one hand on his head and a lunch box in the other.

Zhou Ce handed him the lunch box and sat down beside Shen Shu.

A pair of eyes stared at the place where Shen Shu was standing just now, maybe Shen Shu had been standing there for several hours to shoot.

He leaned against the wall, looked at Shen Shu, "Eat quickly."

He didn't want to know why Shen Shu didn't want to go out and sit, and he didn't know why Shen Shu liked to spend hours in the studio.But he knew that Shen Shu was very tired now, and what he had to do was to make him not so tired.

Shen Shu didn't refuse either, but just answered and opened the lunch box.The food should be packaged in the company cafeteria, it smells delicious, and the dishes are also Shen Shu's favorite.

Coupled with the fact that he worked continuously for several hours without a break, Shen Shu was already hungry.

In front of Zhou Ce, he had a meal regardless of his image.

Zhou Ce smiled and said, "There is meat."

He took out another glass of water from the bag, opened it and handed it to Shen Shu.

Shen Shu took a sip and felt that his throat was much better, so he handed the water back.

He asked Zhou Ce, "Have you eaten?"

Zhou Ce nodded and said that he had eaten, and he had a good understanding of Shen Shu with Lao Wu while he was still eating.

These parties naturally didn't know, but Zhou Ce changed his mind now, he wanted to know everything about Shen Shu, in other words, he wanted to understand why Shen Shu became what he is now.

He is obviously a gentle and kind boy, why does he always feel so unkind.

Lao Wu couldn't explain clearly, and Zhou Ce himself didn't understand either.

In the quiet atmosphere, the lights in the studio are still warm.The appearance of Shen Shu eating was staged gracefully in front of Zhou Ce.

Zhou Ce suddenly approached Shen Shu, and he asked, "Ashu, what were you like... before?"

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Shen Shu stop eating with his hands, and then recovered.

There was nothing wrong with the voice, and even the expression was flat and emotionless.

Shen Shu said: "It's like this now."

Shen Shu couldn't tell what it looked like now.It's about caring about everyone but pretending not to care, it's about bearing the appearance of being called the king of Hades by everyone.Shen Shu didn't know if his appearance was good or not, but what he was sure of was that this was the best appearance he could try his best.

Perhaps this appearance is not perfect in Zhou Ce's eyes, but what can be done.Time cannot be turned back, father cannot be resurrected, everything is happening.

The winter solstice reminds Shen Shu every year that all the things in these years have not disappeared, it has just been covered up and covered with a layer of dust.If someone could just blow a little breath, those things would come to the surface.

"I heard from Lao Wu that you didn't like to talk like this before." Zhou Ce said.

He intentionally said about Lao Wu, just to tell Shen Shu clearly, I really want to know everything about you.

However, Shen Shu has experienced many such things, and he will no longer be at a loss when encountering such things as before.

After taking the last bite of rice, Shen Shu said, "I also love to swear now."

Zhou Ce: ...

Zhou Ce: "You know that's not what I want to say."

One sentence broke the tranquility that Shen Shu had maintained for so long, he slowly put down his chopsticks, and then packed his things.

Such a simple action, but he felt like he had done it for a century.

During this time, Shen Shu thought and thought.

Finally said: "My father passed away when I was in junior high school. The family had no money to support me in school, so my mother married a man named An. The man named An was afraid that I would automatically inherit the property left by my father when I grew up. So I was sent to the juvenile detention center."

He spoke very lightly, as lightly as a feather.It is also like a glass that is about to shatter, and it will shatter at the touch of a fingertip.

The surrounding atmosphere froze for a moment, and was finally broken by Shen Shu himself.

He coughed and asked Zhou Ce: "What else do you want to ask me?"

Zhou Ce couldn't understand the emotion in his eyes, there were sadness, sadness and grievance.

Zhou Ce suddenly hugged Shen Shu into his arms, and he admitted that at this moment his heart ached terribly.I dare not think about how I spent time in the juvenile prison when I was a boy without a father.Just hearing Shen Shu's plain tone, I couldn't help but feel sorry for him.

A ray of light finally found its home and stopped fading slowly.

"I won't ask anymore..." Zhou Ce said.

He never asked these words again, he didn't want to hear about the life that Shen Shu had experienced before, and he didn't want to see Shen Shu's expression when he recalled those days again.

It's the look of ashamed heart, the expression of despair.He doesn't want to be so careless...

With a sore nose, Zhou Ce raised his hand and rubbed the back of Shen Shu's head, and said, "I won't ask any more questions, Ah Shu."

Shen Shu didn't feel any emotion at first, but when he heard Zhou Zhizhi's crying voice, he was a little choked up.

Some people are as strong as steel and as fragile as paper, and some people don't feel anything about big things, but their eyes are sour because of a touch, and they shed tears for no reason.

Raising his hand to caress Zhou Ce's back, Shen Shu hummed softly.

He looked at the concealed door, and the light scrambled to get in from the outside, as if telling Shen Shu, look, you also have someone to redeem you.

See, I have someone to redeem me too.

He has neither gorgeous words nor amazing feats.He just hugged me into his arms and called himself Ah Shu.

Ah Shu, Ah Shu... There is no more touching voice in this world, and no more moving words than this.

"Zhou Ce." Shen Shu called him.

Zhou Ce responded softly, fearing that Shen Shu would say something that would scare him, so he hugged Shen Shu even tighter.

Shen Shu, who was so hugged that he couldn't breathe at all, was a little helpless, but he didn't push Zhou Ce away, but just patted Zhou Ce's back lightly, trying to make Zhou Ce relax.

However, Zhou Ce felt that this was a sign that Shen Shu was going to magnify his moves, so he raised one hand and covered Shen Shu's head in his arms, preventing him from saying any more annoying words.

Shen Shu: ...I am so miserable...

Shen Shu said: "I just said—"

"No, you don't want to." Zhou Ce answered immediately.

Without giving Shen Shu any chance to react, he conveniently covered Shen Shu with the coat that was just taken off here on the other side, and said, "Sleep, nap."

It's the first time I saw a person who asked to be napped like this, it's a bit...outrageous.

"Can't sleep." Shen Shu said.

After he finished speaking, all he could hear was Zhou Ce's heartbeat, which became faster and heavier.

After a long time, Zhou Ce said, "Then shall we chat for a while?"

Shen Shu nodded, and was about to get up when Zhou Ce pressed him back into his arms again.Anyway, if Shen Shu can't look into his eyes and speak, Zhou Ce will soften his heart.From this moment on, Zhou Ce will be a man who doesn't care about Shen Shu's feelings and only wants to be good for Shen Shu. He must be domineering, pressured, and not allowed to refute.

Shen Shu, who didn't know Zhou Ce's true thoughts, only felt that Zhou Ce wanted to know about his past, and after what happened just now, Shen Shu felt that it was understandable to speak out.

He opened his mouth and said, "The place where I used to live was very old, but my father liked to teach me how to write with a brush."

Caught off guard, Zhou Ce's heart trembled.No wonder Shen Shu's handwriting is so good.

With a hoarse voice, Zhou Ce asked him, "And then."

Shen Shu raised his hand, looked at the thin calluses on his hands, and smiled, "I don't like writing, so my father forced me to write. I used to write the couplets at home."

The more he laughed, the more Zhou Ce felt the weight of Shen Shu's words.

So since his mother remarried, he no longer wrote the couplets there, or in other words, it was not his home, it was just a residence, a temporary residence.

Zhou Ce wrapped Shen Shu's hair with his fingertips, and he wanted to follow the hair along the hair to bear the pain for Shen Shu at that time.

Touching his sparse hair, Zhou Ce vaguely saw a half-grown child sitting at the door of his house looking at the bright lights all over the street. When he looked back, there was no place for him in that orange place.

He is like an abrupt person in this world, with no future and no past, neither brought with him by birth nor taken away by death.

The wandering soul still has a name, but Shen Shu's soul is scattered.

Zhou Ce let out a long sigh, and said, "Ah Shu, do you want dumplings or glutinous rice balls during the winter solstice? I'll make them for you."

Shen Shu in his arms responded softly, and then muttered something.Zhou Ce didn't hear clearly, he looked down and saw Shen Shu had fallen asleep in his arms.

Breathing steadily, the whole person lay on him, looking soft.

Zhou Ce raised his hand to brush away the broken hair on Shen Shu's forehead, revealing a pair of beautiful eyes. These beautiful eyes are gentle when closed, but not sharp when they are opened, they are alienated at best.

It's just that Zhou Ce knew that the alienated Shen Shu was not himself.He was just good at hiding the gentle and peaceful Shen Shu, and in order to protect that gentleness, he armed himself with alienation.

"Ashu, do you want to eat dumplings?" Zhou Ce said.

He spoke softly and carefully, but Zhou Ce denied it after speaking, laughed at his stupidity, and then said: "The life is so bitter, Ah Shu needs to eat something sweet."

He wanted to give Shen Shu the sweetest thing in the world to make up for the suffering of the first half of his life.

In the harshest winter, Zhou Ce gave Shen Shu the hottest love, and he gave Shen Shu a summer.

"Why are you still ignoring people, classmate Shen Shu, why are you so arrogant?" Zhou Ce annoyed Shen Shu unscrupulously because Shen Shu was asleep.

He was talking, but he still couldn't help covering him with his clothes, and turned up the air conditioner.

There was a lot of information on the phone, and Zhou Ce freed up a hand to read it.

Zhou Lijian: Do you still want to be the president?What about works?Give it to me.

The original 26-key keyboard was adjusted by Zhou Ce to a nine-square key, and he quickly typed a line.

Zhou Ce: Immediately.

Weekly inspection: within three days.

Zhou Ce: No, I will give it after the winter solstice.

The other party was silent for a long time, as if thinking about how to get Zhou Ce to hand over the work.In the end, he decided to call Zhou Ce to have a good chat about the stakes.

But Zhou Ce didn't answer, so he directly pressed the phone and typed in the dialog box: Don't call, Shen Shu is sleeping.

Weekly inspection:?Xiaoshu is sleeping?Are you next to him?say clearly!

Zhou Ce: Exactly what you think.

Weekly inspection: ...

Watching the other person on the dialog box typing disappears and appears and disappears and appears again.

In the end, Zhou Lijian only said: go home to talk at night.