Zha Shou broke into the rivers and lakes
87. run away
I lay numbly on the bed and let Bai Huanyin toss about. The bed board made a series of creaking sounds, and then I slowly brought my thoughts back to reality...
I actually forgot that Ziran led me to escape from danger that day. In fact, before Bai Huanyin's spirit body came to me, I had already seen him, the most tragic moment of him.However, at that time, I only thought of him as a passer-by in my life, so I didn't pay much attention to it, and it passed.But I never thought that he was the most inseparable person in my life.
I raised my eyelids with difficulty, and stretched my arms to touch the person in front of me. I wanted to hug him, kiss him, and never be separated from him.Once I lost him, the pain was filling my chest little by little. His misfortune was caused by me alone, and I buried our happiness without hesitation.
I think of that rainy night when Bai Huanyin's sudden disappearance almost suffocated me. At that time, I didn't understand why I had such deep feelings for him after only getting along with him for less than half a year.It turns out that the pain is overlapping, even though I have no memory, the feeling of losing Bai Huanyin is still unforgettable.
"You..." Bai Huanyin's movements suddenly stopped, he gasped, and it took him a while to recover his tone, "Zi Ran's words are indeed correct, Xiao Yuchen is a prodigal, I can't think of being done like this, actually I can still cry."
I cried?I wiped my eyes subconsciously, then blinked.At this moment, I am not in the mood to joke with Bai Huanyin, the truth is still too heavy for me, I looked up at him, and after a long time I choked up and said: "I'm sorry, I hurt you."
The smile on Bai Huanyin's face froze, he looked at me fixedly, without saying a word.
I took a few deep breaths, then wiped away my tears indiscriminately, propped up half of my body with my elbows, looked at Bai Huanyin, and tried to stabilize my emotions, "My memory has recovered, so what happened between us I remembered it all. I don’t want to make more sophistry about those things. It’s my fault, so I have no right to resent your revenge on me. However, I don’t want us to continue to revenge each other like this. This is for each other. Torture, give me a chance, and I will make up for all my mistakes."
Without further ado, Bai Huanyin withdrew from my body, grabbed a long robe and put it on his body, and said coldly: "Master Xiao, please go back." After finishing speaking, he was ready to go out.
My body trembled slightly, and I couldn't help gasping for breath from the pain, but I didn't care about the pain, so I quickly reached out and grabbed Bai Huanyin's sleeve, and said, "Why did I come to you? I hope we can Get back together! Every time I talk to you about this, you always avoid talking about it. At that time, I knew nothing about our past, and what I said had no confidence, weight or sincerity. You refused to accept it, I understand! But now, I think of the whole story, I know my sins, I sincerely reflect on it, and hope to get your forgiveness!"
Bai Huanyin shook off my hand, and said with a contemptuous smile: "Master Xiao, don't be joking, you are just my male favourite, come and go as soon as you are called, what you have done before has nothing to do with me .”
I firmly grasped Bai Huanyin's sleeve again, for fear that he would let go, I bit my lip, endured the pain and stood up, my height was similar to his, I looked straight into his eyes, the first time I noticed , His thick black eyes are so unfathomable.I paused, knelt down on my knees slowly, and begged almost desperately: "I really know I was wrong, please forgive me, please."
Bai Huanyin was startled for a moment, then with a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth, he said slowly: "You are not wrong, it was me who was wrong, and I loved the wrong person, so now I am trying to correct my mistakes. Master Xiao , if you still have a little conscience, don't mislead Bai."
"The wrong person... will become the right person one day."
"Sorry, I can't wait for that day."
Afterwards, I never looked for Bai Huanyin again.Although I'm still eating and drinking in the Raksha Sect, Bai Huanyin's room has become a forbidden zone in my heart. I won't try to approach it anymore, and I won't just run there to kill time.I have already given up my self-esteem and pride. If I go next time, maybe what I should give up will be my life... But right now, I can't give up my life.
Seeing that the date agreed with Qiu Kong is approaching, I feel that I cannot reconcile with Bai Huanyin, let alone bring him back together.But even so, I started to pack my bags and prepare to go on the road. I must go back and give Qiu Kong an explanation. He put his life in Yi Xiongtian's hands. I can no longer live up to his trust in me. The same mistake, I Can't do it twice.
I said a simple farewell to Ziyan, and Ziran was very happy when she heard that I was leaving, and laughed wildly all day with her hands on her hips, "Xiao Yuchen, you fucking bitch can finally get out! I finally don't need to watch Look at your stinky face!! God has eyes, God has eyes!!"
On the day of departure, no one saw me off, so I secretly sighed, why am I so unpleasant in Rakshasa?
The wind blows, and the green leaves rustle.I jumped on the horse, looked back, and only hoped that this scene of farewell would be engraved in my heart, and the person I loved so much would never see me again.
I waved the reins and shouted, "Drive!"
"Master Xiao, may I go on the same road with you?" A soft voice came to my ears, I was taken aback, and suddenly tightened the reins, "Yu——" I quickly turned around and looked around, but there was no one. Have auditory hallucinations?I turned the horse's head and was about to gallop, when a red figure suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, I was startled, pulled the rein and pulled back again and again, "You...don't f*ck scare me!"
Bai Huanyin smiled slightly and said: "Bai didn't mean to scare Master Xiao, Bai was already by your side, but you were too focused and didn't notice Bai."
I looked at him suspiciously, feeling a little embarrassed, I don't know what he means by appearing here, to keep him?Or revenge?I straightened my back, pretended nothing happened, and said: "Just now you said that you would go on the same journey with me, how dare you ask the leader what he said?"
"Does Master Xiao want to go south to Kaifeng?"
"So what?" As soon as I said this, I regretted it. The current situation is a great opportunity to rebuild the old relationship with Bai Huanyin!How could I have said such indecent words?All good things will be ruined!
Fortunately, Bai Huanyin didn't care, he said: "It happens that Bai is going to Kaifeng to do something, if Master Xiao doesn't mind, we can go together."
My mind was spinning fast, what kind of medicine is sold in Bai Huanyin's gourd?Before, I wished I could go as far as I could, out of sight and out of mind, why do you want to go on the same road with me now?Was he kicked in the head by a donkey?However, my actions preceded my thinking, and as soon as Bai Huanyin finished speaking, I kept saying stupidly: "Good! Good! So good!"
Along the way, I peeked at Bai Huanyin countless times, trying to figure out Bai Huanyin's intentions over and over again, did he really walk with me just because he dropped by?No other purpose?We broke up badly a few days ago, and now we are walking alone on the country road, and the atmosphere is particularly harmonious, so what is going on?In my opinion, it is not impossible for us to get off the horse and roll around on the nearby grass!
"Master Xiao, you might as well speak up if you have something to say."
I turned my head abruptly, looked straight ahead, and said casually, "Ah? What's the matter? I have nothing to say. Does the leader have anything to say to me?"
Bai Huanyin said lightly: "Maybe I'm worrying too much."
"..." I turned my head, looked at Bai Huanyin's side face, hesitated to speak, happiness came too suddenly, I dare not destroy such a wonderful situation!If his motives were different from what I thought, wouldn't I die of a broken heart?But pondering his thoughts like this is enough to make me entangled to death!When I first found out that I also have such a mother-in-law, even I couldn't help but spurn myself.In the end, my heart broke, and I said with great pride: "Master, the past festivals between you and me have not been resolved, but today you took the initiative to accompany me. Maybe it's not as simple as going the same way?"
Bai Huanyin nodded calmly, "Indeed."
My heart sank, and the little joy just now disappeared in an instant, "Why is that?"
Bai Huanyin said leisurely: "From Qilian Mountain to Kaifeng, the journey is full of dangers. Since Bai failed to practice evil kungfu last time, his martial arts has not recovered. It is okay to deal with those little thieves, but if there are some masters among them, I am afraid Bai will This one is more ominous than good. Bai was worrying about how to get to Kaifeng safely, when he heard that Lord Xiao was going to Kaifeng, so he followed up brazenly, I am so offended, please forgive me."
It turned out that I was entrusting Lao Tzu as a bodyguard. I twitched the corners of my mouth and said, "Where is it, the leader bows his head and tail, and I dare not think you are offended. It's just... can you trust me, leader? I thought that the Rakshasa sect There are better candidates."
"Zi Yan is busy with teaching affairs, and Zi Ran wants to train new disciples. As for Xiang Qi, I don't know where he went. As for the other disciples, they don't have deep friendships. After thinking about it, the only way to find you is Xiao Ye." This idler."
"Aren't you afraid that Lord Xiao will violate you?"
Bai Huanyin raised the corner of his mouth, "If you have the guts."
Indeed, I don't have the guts, Bai Huanyin is willing to talk to me after all, if I continue to do things according to my own temper, he will definitely leave in a cool way, after all, human tolerance has a limit.
I silently swallowed a breath and said weakly: "No."
I suffer from having a wicked heart but no guts. Bai Huanyin knows this, but he always casually utters a sentence, "Master Xiao, today is a beautiful day, why don't we go have a drink together?"
Then, I was scratching my head, I couldn't figure out Bai Huanyin's intentions, a person who was about to disappear from my world suddenly invited me to drink and enjoy the flowers together, what the hell was going on?Moreover, whenever he encounters something novel, he will bring it in front of me and say with a smile on his face, "Master Xiao, have you seen this thing before? I heard from the peddler that this is a famous embroidery from the Western Regions."
I said, "Buy one for me?"
He said: "Such a rare thing, of course it has to be given to a loved one. Xiao Ye and I just met by chance, let's forget it."
Then why did you drag me down the street to see this stuff? !
One day, Bai Huanyin heard that a lantern riddle party was going to be held in a certain town, so he invited me with great interest.I was so mad at his inexplicable behavior these past few days, I finally couldn't help shouting, "What the hell are you thinking?! Going around that small town will delay our two-day trip!"
But he said calmly, "I'm not in a hurry."
I actually forgot that Ziran led me to escape from danger that day. In fact, before Bai Huanyin's spirit body came to me, I had already seen him, the most tragic moment of him.However, at that time, I only thought of him as a passer-by in my life, so I didn't pay much attention to it, and it passed.But I never thought that he was the most inseparable person in my life.
I raised my eyelids with difficulty, and stretched my arms to touch the person in front of me. I wanted to hug him, kiss him, and never be separated from him.Once I lost him, the pain was filling my chest little by little. His misfortune was caused by me alone, and I buried our happiness without hesitation.
I think of that rainy night when Bai Huanyin's sudden disappearance almost suffocated me. At that time, I didn't understand why I had such deep feelings for him after only getting along with him for less than half a year.It turns out that the pain is overlapping, even though I have no memory, the feeling of losing Bai Huanyin is still unforgettable.
"You..." Bai Huanyin's movements suddenly stopped, he gasped, and it took him a while to recover his tone, "Zi Ran's words are indeed correct, Xiao Yuchen is a prodigal, I can't think of being done like this, actually I can still cry."
I cried?I wiped my eyes subconsciously, then blinked.At this moment, I am not in the mood to joke with Bai Huanyin, the truth is still too heavy for me, I looked up at him, and after a long time I choked up and said: "I'm sorry, I hurt you."
The smile on Bai Huanyin's face froze, he looked at me fixedly, without saying a word.
I took a few deep breaths, then wiped away my tears indiscriminately, propped up half of my body with my elbows, looked at Bai Huanyin, and tried to stabilize my emotions, "My memory has recovered, so what happened between us I remembered it all. I don’t want to make more sophistry about those things. It’s my fault, so I have no right to resent your revenge on me. However, I don’t want us to continue to revenge each other like this. This is for each other. Torture, give me a chance, and I will make up for all my mistakes."
Without further ado, Bai Huanyin withdrew from my body, grabbed a long robe and put it on his body, and said coldly: "Master Xiao, please go back." After finishing speaking, he was ready to go out.
My body trembled slightly, and I couldn't help gasping for breath from the pain, but I didn't care about the pain, so I quickly reached out and grabbed Bai Huanyin's sleeve, and said, "Why did I come to you? I hope we can Get back together! Every time I talk to you about this, you always avoid talking about it. At that time, I knew nothing about our past, and what I said had no confidence, weight or sincerity. You refused to accept it, I understand! But now, I think of the whole story, I know my sins, I sincerely reflect on it, and hope to get your forgiveness!"
Bai Huanyin shook off my hand, and said with a contemptuous smile: "Master Xiao, don't be joking, you are just my male favourite, come and go as soon as you are called, what you have done before has nothing to do with me .”
I firmly grasped Bai Huanyin's sleeve again, for fear that he would let go, I bit my lip, endured the pain and stood up, my height was similar to his, I looked straight into his eyes, the first time I noticed , His thick black eyes are so unfathomable.I paused, knelt down on my knees slowly, and begged almost desperately: "I really know I was wrong, please forgive me, please."
Bai Huanyin was startled for a moment, then with a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth, he said slowly: "You are not wrong, it was me who was wrong, and I loved the wrong person, so now I am trying to correct my mistakes. Master Xiao , if you still have a little conscience, don't mislead Bai."
"The wrong person... will become the right person one day."
"Sorry, I can't wait for that day."
Afterwards, I never looked for Bai Huanyin again.Although I'm still eating and drinking in the Raksha Sect, Bai Huanyin's room has become a forbidden zone in my heart. I won't try to approach it anymore, and I won't just run there to kill time.I have already given up my self-esteem and pride. If I go next time, maybe what I should give up will be my life... But right now, I can't give up my life.
Seeing that the date agreed with Qiu Kong is approaching, I feel that I cannot reconcile with Bai Huanyin, let alone bring him back together.But even so, I started to pack my bags and prepare to go on the road. I must go back and give Qiu Kong an explanation. He put his life in Yi Xiongtian's hands. I can no longer live up to his trust in me. The same mistake, I Can't do it twice.
I said a simple farewell to Ziyan, and Ziran was very happy when she heard that I was leaving, and laughed wildly all day with her hands on her hips, "Xiao Yuchen, you fucking bitch can finally get out! I finally don't need to watch Look at your stinky face!! God has eyes, God has eyes!!"
On the day of departure, no one saw me off, so I secretly sighed, why am I so unpleasant in Rakshasa?
The wind blows, and the green leaves rustle.I jumped on the horse, looked back, and only hoped that this scene of farewell would be engraved in my heart, and the person I loved so much would never see me again.
I waved the reins and shouted, "Drive!"
"Master Xiao, may I go on the same road with you?" A soft voice came to my ears, I was taken aback, and suddenly tightened the reins, "Yu——" I quickly turned around and looked around, but there was no one. Have auditory hallucinations?I turned the horse's head and was about to gallop, when a red figure suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, I was startled, pulled the rein and pulled back again and again, "You...don't f*ck scare me!"
Bai Huanyin smiled slightly and said: "Bai didn't mean to scare Master Xiao, Bai was already by your side, but you were too focused and didn't notice Bai."
I looked at him suspiciously, feeling a little embarrassed, I don't know what he means by appearing here, to keep him?Or revenge?I straightened my back, pretended nothing happened, and said: "Just now you said that you would go on the same journey with me, how dare you ask the leader what he said?"
"Does Master Xiao want to go south to Kaifeng?"
"So what?" As soon as I said this, I regretted it. The current situation is a great opportunity to rebuild the old relationship with Bai Huanyin!How could I have said such indecent words?All good things will be ruined!
Fortunately, Bai Huanyin didn't care, he said: "It happens that Bai is going to Kaifeng to do something, if Master Xiao doesn't mind, we can go together."
My mind was spinning fast, what kind of medicine is sold in Bai Huanyin's gourd?Before, I wished I could go as far as I could, out of sight and out of mind, why do you want to go on the same road with me now?Was he kicked in the head by a donkey?However, my actions preceded my thinking, and as soon as Bai Huanyin finished speaking, I kept saying stupidly: "Good! Good! So good!"
Along the way, I peeked at Bai Huanyin countless times, trying to figure out Bai Huanyin's intentions over and over again, did he really walk with me just because he dropped by?No other purpose?We broke up badly a few days ago, and now we are walking alone on the country road, and the atmosphere is particularly harmonious, so what is going on?In my opinion, it is not impossible for us to get off the horse and roll around on the nearby grass!
"Master Xiao, you might as well speak up if you have something to say."
I turned my head abruptly, looked straight ahead, and said casually, "Ah? What's the matter? I have nothing to say. Does the leader have anything to say to me?"
Bai Huanyin said lightly: "Maybe I'm worrying too much."
"..." I turned my head, looked at Bai Huanyin's side face, hesitated to speak, happiness came too suddenly, I dare not destroy such a wonderful situation!If his motives were different from what I thought, wouldn't I die of a broken heart?But pondering his thoughts like this is enough to make me entangled to death!When I first found out that I also have such a mother-in-law, even I couldn't help but spurn myself.In the end, my heart broke, and I said with great pride: "Master, the past festivals between you and me have not been resolved, but today you took the initiative to accompany me. Maybe it's not as simple as going the same way?"
Bai Huanyin nodded calmly, "Indeed."
My heart sank, and the little joy just now disappeared in an instant, "Why is that?"
Bai Huanyin said leisurely: "From Qilian Mountain to Kaifeng, the journey is full of dangers. Since Bai failed to practice evil kungfu last time, his martial arts has not recovered. It is okay to deal with those little thieves, but if there are some masters among them, I am afraid Bai will This one is more ominous than good. Bai was worrying about how to get to Kaifeng safely, when he heard that Lord Xiao was going to Kaifeng, so he followed up brazenly, I am so offended, please forgive me."
It turned out that I was entrusting Lao Tzu as a bodyguard. I twitched the corners of my mouth and said, "Where is it, the leader bows his head and tail, and I dare not think you are offended. It's just... can you trust me, leader? I thought that the Rakshasa sect There are better candidates."
"Zi Yan is busy with teaching affairs, and Zi Ran wants to train new disciples. As for Xiang Qi, I don't know where he went. As for the other disciples, they don't have deep friendships. After thinking about it, the only way to find you is Xiao Ye." This idler."
"Aren't you afraid that Lord Xiao will violate you?"
Bai Huanyin raised the corner of his mouth, "If you have the guts."
Indeed, I don't have the guts, Bai Huanyin is willing to talk to me after all, if I continue to do things according to my own temper, he will definitely leave in a cool way, after all, human tolerance has a limit.
I silently swallowed a breath and said weakly: "No."
I suffer from having a wicked heart but no guts. Bai Huanyin knows this, but he always casually utters a sentence, "Master Xiao, today is a beautiful day, why don't we go have a drink together?"
Then, I was scratching my head, I couldn't figure out Bai Huanyin's intentions, a person who was about to disappear from my world suddenly invited me to drink and enjoy the flowers together, what the hell was going on?Moreover, whenever he encounters something novel, he will bring it in front of me and say with a smile on his face, "Master Xiao, have you seen this thing before? I heard from the peddler that this is a famous embroidery from the Western Regions."
I said, "Buy one for me?"
He said: "Such a rare thing, of course it has to be given to a loved one. Xiao Ye and I just met by chance, let's forget it."
Then why did you drag me down the street to see this stuff? !
One day, Bai Huanyin heard that a lantern riddle party was going to be held in a certain town, so he invited me with great interest.I was so mad at his inexplicable behavior these past few days, I finally couldn't help shouting, "What the hell are you thinking?! Going around that small town will delay our two-day trip!"
But he said calmly, "I'm not in a hurry."
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