Zha Shou broke into the rivers and lakes

I was stunned for a moment, I never thought that I would say such unconscionable words for such a false name!Let's not talk about the lives of those ten thousand people, but I would sacrifice Bai Huanyin to satisfy my vanity!Immediately, I really wanted to cut myself into pieces. These words can really break Bai Huanyin's heart, but can he be more clear-headed?If you encounter a scum like me, don't hesitate to kill me directly!

"Master Xiao, did you find this white hair?"

"Ah, I found it, I found it, do you want me to cut it for you?"

"You don't need to trouble Master Xiao to do it yourself, just keep it."

"By the way, I remembered that I still have something to do. I'm leaving first. Mrs. Xiao, read the book by yourself first, and I'll come to you later!" After finishing speaking, I ran away in a hurry, not even daring to turn my head.

Facing Bai Huanyin at this moment, I suddenly lost my courage. I used to treat him so ruthlessly, but now I ask him to get back together with me. From the beginning to the end, did I respect his wishes?Have you heard the true voice in his heart?I know that I have always been selfish, only taking my own interests as the starting point, and never considering the feelings of the person I love the most.And with my gradual dialysis of the past, I gradually discovered how outrageous this kind of selfishness is.

Before, I was full of confidence and felt that it was not difficult to face the past. After all, it was an old memory and had nothing to do with my current life. But when I really touched what I did in the past, I realized that facing my ugly personality , What a painful and tormenting thing, all the psychological preparations will collapse at that moment, vulnerable to a single blow.

I stood in the courtyard, looking up at the green hills in the distance, the wind blew, the treetops swayed, and there were layers of green ripples.A group of skylarks fluttered their wings, jumped out of the bushes, and streaked across the sky.They will go to find another world of their own. Although they have stopped here, it is not their destination after all.

I couldn't help feeling a burst of grief in my heart. I also found my destination once, but I didn't know how to cherish it. I just looked at the distance with all my heart, thinking that there was a more beautiful scenery in front of me, but when I reached a dead end, I realized that I missed the beauty of the world.

In fact, I am not a hypocritical person. I can be open-minded about many things. No matter how others hurt me or plot against me, it will not make me feel depressed or feel pain from the bottom of my heart.After all, their torture to me was limited to the physical body, and if I suffer a loss, I will take revenge on you the next time I get the chance.But Bai Huanyin is different, only he can hurt my heart.

The whole day, I didn't do anything, I just stood in the courtyard alone in a daze.I have made countless assumptions about my past, such as cruel and ruthless, or despicable, or despicable... In short, I try to imagine myself as the worst character, in order to strengthen my own through countless psychological stimulation heart.I have no way out in this matter, if I am timid because of this, then I do not deserve Bai Huanyin's forgiveness.

When I opened my eyes the next morning, I only felt that my eyes hurt badly and seemed to be swollen.Last night was really miserable, but I woke up today very satisfied.After I got dressed and washed, I took a picture in front of the copper mirror with my eyelids open. My eyes were indeed swollen, and the whites of them were full of red blood. Huanyin ran around the room.

This time, my purpose is very clear - to restore memory, and eat up Bai Huanyin's tofu by the way.As for apologizing and asking for forgiveness, it will not be too late to deal with it in a planned way after the ins and outs of the matter are clarified.

I expected that Bai Huanyin would not order me to be killed casually now, so I became more courageous. I kicked open the door of Bai Huanyin's room, put my hands behind my back, and yelled loudly into the room: " Madam Xiao, why didn't you come to pay your respects this morning?"

Bai Huanyin held a white chess piece in his hand, he turned his head slightly and glanced at me: "Master Xiao, you have also studied Confucius and Mencius, don't you even know the basic etiquette of knocking on the door?"

In the room, Bai Huanyin and Xiang Qi sat together with their knees together, a chess board was placed between them, and a jug of wine was placed on each side.Xiang Qi was sitting upright, with a sunspot between his index finger and middle finger moving above the chessboard, his demeanor was dignified and majestic, coupled with his serious black robe and high black hair, he looked like a famous Go player .Bai Huanyin's sitting posture is more casual, with one elbow resting on the wall behind him, and the other hand resting on his bent knee. Exude a relaxed and leisurely temperament.

Seeing this scene, our foot that stepped into the door unconsciously retracted, and the momentum also dropped, "Xiang Daxia is also here, long time no see, don't come here without any problems."

Without squinting, Xiang Qi dropped the chess piece and said in a flat tone, "Huan Yin, why did you leave him here?"

Bai Huanyin smiled lightly, "It's a long night, and you have to find someone to entertain yourself. Xiao Yuchen can keep this person for fun, but it would be a pity to kill him."

I have already developed resistance to Bai Huanyin's attitude, although it sounds uncomfortable.I smiled and nodded towards Xiang Qi, and asked carefully: "Xiang Daxia, can I come in?"

After a long while, Xiang Qi dropped another chess piece, and Fang said calmly, "I am not the master of this place, and I have no right to be the master."

I would seek Xiang Qi's opinion purely because I was afraid of him.He has profound skills, and his emotions are not displayed. I have no way of guessing his thoughts, let alone when he will send me to hell.So when facing him, I generally dare not be too presumptuous, and I will not even have direct contact with him unless I have to.

I hesitated for a while, took a step into the room cautiously, and then pretended to be obedient and said to Bai Huanyin: "Master Bai, I didn't mean to disturb you playing chess with Xiang Daxia, but as your exclusive male pet, I consciously should Be by the leader's side at all times to fulfill your duties. I wonder if the leader can let me in?"

Bai Huanyin said casually: "They already regard the Rakshasa as their own, they can come and go freely, why bother to talk about these things?"

I laughed dryly, not being able to refute.In front of Xiang Qi, I have to at least behave submissive to Bai Huanyin, after all he is really obedient to Bai Huanyin.

It is faithful.I tried to walk as lightly as possible, walked to Bai Huanyin and sat down.I glanced at the chess pieces on the chessboard. The black and white chess pieces are almost the same, but if I were to find out some tricks from them, I really couldn't understand anything.

After sitting for a while, I found that he was very serious when he played chess. Although Bai Huanyin was sitting in a loose posture, his eyes were fixed on the chessboard without blinking, and he had to consider several times before making a final move.It's a pity that as a Go idiot, I can't understand the flames of war on the chessboard. I just think that the two of them are really patient.

The more I look at it, the more sleepy I get, but I can't just fall asleep——Xiang Qi is here.Turning my head to look at Bai Huanyin's side face, I suddenly had an idea, since you are so focused, it shouldn't be a big problem if I touch you a little, right?You play chess, and I will help you restore your memory. Each has its own thing to do, and they don't conflict with each other. It's really happy for everyone.

So, seemingly unintentionally, I touched Bai Huanyin's elbow...

[In the courtyard of the Huizhou hut.

Bai Huanyin was squatting in front of a pit, and I was lying on Bai Huanyin's back, with my arms around Bai Huanyin's neck, and said with a sweet smile: "Master, quickly plant the seeds of the silk tree."

Bai Huanyin paused slightly, and said: "Why do you want to plant this tree? The tree of bitterness... Could it be that you are so painful when you are with me?"

Me: "Of course not, I prefer to call it Acacia, plant it in the yard you gave me, when the flowers bloom, looking at the blooming flowers, I can think of you, I think of me and you Beautiful and happy days. This way, even if the leader has a new person in the future and forgets me, the old person, with this tree to accompany me, I will not be lonely."

Bai Huanyin was displeased, he turned his head and looked at me with a bit of anger in his eyes, "You don't trust me that much? You don't trust my feelings for you that much? Do you really think I just treat you like a male favorite? See?!"

I buried my face in Bai Huanyin's shoulder, not afraid of him at all, I still said slowly: "Nature is trust. It's just that this acacia has two meanings, what I just said is only one, and the other The first floor is what I am looking forward to. We planted a tree seed together and watered and nourished it. This seed is like our love. After careful care from both sides, one day it will grow into a big tree in the sky, even if the wind blows No matter how hard the rain hits, its deep foundation cannot be shaken, even if it is difficult and difficult, we will definitely hold each other's hands and walk to the end of the world."

Bai Huanyin was silent for a moment, and after a long time he said emphatically, "Okay!"

The seeds were sown, covered with soil, and watered thoroughly.

Bai Huanyin held my hand tightly, and said: "Chen'er, I really hope that our love will thrive and be unswerving."

I nodded, "Yuchen will cherish the relationship with the leader for a lifetime!"

Bai Huanyin dug another hole next to it, I didn't understand, so I said: "Master, do you want to plant another tree?"

Bai Huanyin took out some silver taels from his bosom, hesitated for a moment, and took off the Huanyu sword that was always worn on his waist, put the silver taels and Huanyu sword into the pit, then covered it with soil, and stepped on the ground , "If one day you have nowhere to go, come here to take out these things. Although it can't guarantee you a lifetime of food and clothing, it can at least solve your urgent needs."

I raised the corners of my mouth, "If I'm accompanied by the leader, I'm sure I won't need these things in my life."

Bai Huanyin seemed to have something on his mind, put his hand on my shoulder, and sighed: "Some things should not be decided too early."

I pouted, "You want to abandon me again, you don't love me."

"Love, I've always loved you." Bai Huanyin closed his eyes, with a bitter expression on his face, "Because I love you so much, I almost lost myself and couldn't tell right from wrong."]