A transnational year-end love

Finally understand, what is said in the poem: speechless choking.

After Lu Chi's suppressed emotional call came out, he didn't know what to say to Tong Xin in the next sentence to make her feel more comfortable and relieved.

Do you want to say you like Tong Xin?at this time?

Really liking someone is not just thinking about how to get it, but how to have it.

The most important thing is what I can give her.

Money is not what Tong Xin is looking for.

For love, Tong Xin has no desires or desires.

She was just too sad to let herself, let herself kiss her.

Not to mention that she doesn't have any feelings for her now, even if she wants to fall in love or get married one day, what should she do?

Now that I have nothing, what will I bring to her?

And the deadliest thing is that she is already the mother of a child.

She no longer believes in love between opposite sexes, how can she accept herself as a woman?

Now is not the time to speak your mind.

Only when you are strong and completely independent can you go...

At that time, talking about love with her was enough to respect her and be a responsible person.

Regarding her own sexuality, Lu Chi was not overly surprised or entangled. Perhaps, it was the straightforwardness and innocence in her character that enabled her to face her feelings calmly and face herself directly.

Lu Chi understood that what Tong Xin needed was a warm support, a safe haven where she could let go of her burden.

Lu Chi knew even more deeply that it was impossible for Tong Xin to have love for him.

The first love was actually a secret love.

Secret love is the sweetest pain and the bitterest waiting.

Even though there are thousands of words at this moment, they are choked in the throat and cannot be swallowed or poured out.

Lu Chi's throat trembled slowly, in silent pain.

"Tong Xin."

"I know, you feel uncomfortable. In front of me, you can let go of all burdens, all masks, and everything to face me."

Tong Xin's back was leaning against the door panel. For some reason, when she heard Lu Chi muttering her name and her words at this moment, her heart was suffocated, and tears rolled down her cheeks.

Tong Xin raised her right hand to cover her lips, preventing herself from making a sound.

"Tong Xin. Do you still remember when I was young? I deeply remember that you said to me: "Trust me. "Then, now, you can still trust me."

"Don't be afraid, since God let us meet again, then, from now on, at any time, I will be here, always, forever."

"This time it was just an accident, don't be too sad, okay? Don't be too hard on yourself."

Tong Xin opened her teeth and bit the back of her hand, sobbing.

The two people inside and outside the door, their bodies clinging to the door panel, are mutually dependent on each other.

What is this kid talking about?

forever?all there?Who told her how far is forever?

Tong Xin decisively wiped away her tears, preventing Lu Chi from continuing.

"Tong Xin, I..."

Click, the bathroom door opened.

Tong Xin looked past Lu Chi, deliberately not looking at her, and her voice was as cold as ice.

"Kid, you think too much."

"I'm just an ordinary divorced woman, a woman who has been tossing around in the business world. I've never been a good man or woman. How can I be sad?"

After a pause, Tong Xin slightly moved past Lu Chi.

"Don't be so naive as to think that you know me best, kid."

I saw that my suitcase had been delivered by the secretary at some time.

Tong Xin walked to the suitcase and stopped, folded her arms, and spoke word by word.

Lu Chi turned around and stared at Tong Xin intently.

"What? Want to see my sister change clothes? OK, I don't mind."

Tong Xin shrugged, and after finishing speaking, she made a gesture to untie the towel.

Lu Chi's face became hot, and he quickly turned his back and did not speak.

Tong Xin secretly heaved a sigh of relief when he heard the sound.

After talking to her just now, I really don't know how to face this child.

After changing clothes, Tong Xin walked up to Lu Chi, her voice was flat, without a trace of emotion.

"I'm used to a bed. There's only one bed in this room. I'll open another room. Thank you for today's matter."

The tone was polite and distant, and Lu Chi knew that she was at a loss. Under the circumstance that she didn't love him, after such an intimate matter, she wanted to distance himself from her.

This woman, she wanted to run away.

As smart as Lu Chi, she doesn't want her to go, let alone reject her for thousands of miles.

"spider."

"what?"

"There are spiders."

"what!!!"

A high-decibel scream sounded.

During a chat, Lu Chi accidentally knew that the animal Tong Xin was most afraid of was spiders.

No way, who told her to have such a good memory...

Tong Xin ran back in fright, Lu Chiying smiled and reached out to hug her.

what to do?Couldn't bear to let go.

Want to hug for a lifetime.

"Where is it?"

"Ha ha."

"She, she's here."

Lu Chi replied with a smirk.

"Ok?"

Tong Xin slowly raised her head and looked at Lu Chi's bad expression...

"You!! You... make you bad! Make you bad!"

Tong Xin punched Lu Chi's shoulder with his green and white fist.

Lu Chi took the opportunity to hold Tong Xin's translucent pink fingers with his warm palm, his eyes burning.

Tong Xin immediately withdrew her hands like an electric shock.

The cheeks are flushed.

At this moment, Tong Xin's eyebrows were lowered, and she didn't dare to look into Lu Chi's eyes.

The shyness of bowing his head softly intoxicated Lu Chi's heart.

Lu Chi approached her slowly, and said softly, "Tong Xin."

Tong Xin hurriedly took half a step back and walked sideways to the bed, pretending to be calm and speaking.

"I'm sleepy, sleep, good night!"

After speaking, Tong Xin lay down straight, covered the quilt and turned her back to Lu Chi.

"Ha ha."

Lu Chi looked at her back and smiled dotingly, picked up the remote control to adjust the air conditioner to a suitable temperature, and walked in front of Tong Xin.

Feeling Lu Chi approaching, the big eyes that were originally open were closed in a panic.

Lu Chi lowered his head and lowered his eyes to look at her. The fine hairs on his face were clearly visible. His skin was so fair and translucent, and he couldn't tell that he was 11 years older than him.

cute little lady...

The sea breeze in Shanghai is humid and cool, Lu Chi carefully and lightly helped Tong Xin tuck up the quilt, then turned off the headlights, got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower and tidy up.

Hearing the closing sound of the bathroom door, Tong Xin slowly opened her eyes, and in the quilt, she touched the place where Lu Chi just held her wrist without a trace, feeling that the temperature there was too hot, as if she had been scalded.

How many years has it been since someone has covered himself with a quilt?Seven years, eight years, or ten years?

Since his father left, even his mother who cared and loved him...

Zhao Yuling...

I didn't expect you to be so unscrupulous and lawless, so I don't need to care about feelings.

Tong Xin was thinking a lot, and felt that Lu Chi on the other side of the bed turned off the wall lamp and lifted the quilt and lay down gently.

In the silent and dark night, the two shared the same bed again.

This scene reminded them of seven years ago at the same time.

Tong Xin stretched out her fingers to slowly caress her slightly swollen lips, her thoughts rushing.

Because of my insanity, you lost your precious first kiss, Xiao Chi, I'm sorry.

Tong Xin silently blamed herself in her heart.

Lu Chi knew that with Tong Xin's personality, she would definitely be in a painful battle between heaven and man at this moment.

Lu Chi turned around to the right, the moonlight outside the window was like water, and through the glass window, Lu Chi's eyes seemed clearer and brighter.

"Tong Xin."

"Don't be upset, and don't blame yourself, those... are not important."

"I know you are angry with me... don't blame yourself too much, okay? I am willing. If you want me to forget, I will forget. You just need to let go, forget everything about today, and face it happily Live, face tomorrow, okay?"

Tong Xin clenched the corner of the quilt tightly with her left hand, pinching it tighter and tighter, and the quilt was wrinkled layer by layer.

Obviously she hurt her, but she was still thinking about herself, this kind and generous child...

Tong Xin's heart was touched by Lu Chi's words again, and tears spread.

"However, there is only one point, don't ignore me, don't run away and alienate me because of today's incident."

Hearing this, Tong Xin cleared her throat, afraid that she would hear her crying, lowered her voice and said:

"I didn't ignore you..."

"I just, just..."

"I just hate me." Lu Chi said innocently with a long voice.

"I didn't!" After Tong Xin replied, she felt that she had denied it too quickly, so she hugged the quilt tightly and stopped talking.

"Ha ha."

"I have been exercising with my grandfather since I was a child. From now on, I will protect you. Go to sleep, good night."

"Xiao Chi, you have really grown up."

"I feel so blessed to be able to say goodnight to you like this."

Lu Chi closed his eyes contentedly, and the presence of Tong Xin beside him was filled with happiness.

"Good night.."

The author has something to say: I have a private letter from a child's shoe saying that I regard Xiao Lu Zai in Chapter 25 as a little bitch. .

This. . .

I don’t feel like this chapter, Xiao Chi also has a dark belly^_^

I changed the title of the next chapter, but I still think this is the most suitable for me.