ghost play

?Chapter 62: The dream at the beginning ([-])

Liuxue felt dizzy in her head, and then fell asleep, but her sleep was very restless, vaguely as if she was dreaming, but it didn't seem to be a dream.

Because dreams are not so real.

He suddenly opened his eyes, only to find that the place he was in was not his own house, but a strange house.He opened his mouth and just wanted to call his sister, but he felt a "grunt" and swallowed the beads in his mouth.

Uh……

I swallowed my sister's inner alchemy.

Then how to return it to him?Spit it out?Or pull it out?

Liuxue couldn't help complaining, if she pulled it out, my sister would probably go crazy.

But now is not the time to think about these things, but where are you now?Although he didn't know where it was, he felt that the house was gloomy, with a faint smell of blood.

Blood……

That's right, the air is filled with a faint sweet smell, as if a massacre has just been experienced here.

Thinking of the word "slaughter", Liuxue couldn't stand anymore. He walked cautiously towards the house, only to find that the decoration of the courtyard here is simple and simple, with a very gentle flavor.The snow on the ground is still there, and there are still some footprints on it. It should be that a child has just played in the snow here.

The footprints are still there, but the people are not.

Liuxue suddenly looked up, the moonlight was bright and clear, reflecting the white snow all over the ground, it seemed that the courtyard was covered with a thin layer of veil, under the veil, there were fluorescent spots, illuminating the scene of the garden. as the day.Including the wet blood on the porch, it has been frozen and formed thin red ice crystals, coquettish and beautiful.

"Hehe..." Suddenly, a gentle laughter sounded, the laughter was warm and warm, but it made Liu Xue feel shuddering.

This laughter was all too familiar to him.

Although he couldn't smile so gently, he knew it was his own voice.

He thought of the laughter that often appeared in his mind, familiar but strange.Although it was like the warm sunshine, it made him feel cold.

It made him feel inexplicably unattainable.

He didn't dare to look back, and stood there stiffly.

"Why don't you turn around? Are you afraid of seeing me?" the voice said softly. "Liu Xue, you are me."

Liuxue's body froze, and the words "you are me" lingered in his mind for a while, as if the tight strings were broken. He felt his soul slowly leaving his body, and his chest seemed to be hollowed out.He touched his chest subconsciously, there was no moist feeling of blood, and his skin was fine...just...

After a while, the heart beat a little.

Liuxue doesn't know how many beats per minute is normal for a human heart, but he knows that it takes only two or three minutes to beat once, which is definitely not normal.

"When we return to the beginning, one of us will always disappear." That gentle voice seemed a little lonely. "If I didn't have something to do, I'd rather be the one who disappeared, because...you already have a home."

That day, when Sakiji was talking about the relationship between Liu Xue and Shen Ze, Liu Xue was not there, and he didn't know the relationship between himself and the man behind him.But I don't know why, when the man is lonely, he feels distressed, really hurts.

He was a little funny, at this moment, there was still Mary Sue thinking.In fact, he didn't know that the heart that gradually stopped beating in his chest was the same as his.

Liu Xue turned her head slowly, and Kanzawa was standing in the snow wearing a short-sleeved white shirt, which is a common summer school uniform in Japan.There was a gentle smile on his face exactly like his own, making the original ordinary face brighter.Holding a Qiang flute in one hand, the body of the flute is a bit old, but it is well maintained, which shows that the person likes this Qiang flute very much.

Liuxue looked at that smile, the smile was like the wind in spring, but the smile was only on the face, but the loneliness and sadness in the eyes could not be concealed.

Why do you have such emotions?

Liu Xue raised her eyes, as if she was asking him why he was sad.

Shen Ze smiled, but did not answer, but said flatly: "At the beginning of the new year, this is also my gift to you."

Liu Xue blurted out and asked, "What gift?"

"I'll find out in a few hours, you go back first." Shen Ze smiled slightly.

This time there was a smile in his smiling eyes, which made Liu Xue unable to look away.

He obviously has the same appearance as himself, but the aura and self-cultivation of the person in front of him are as dazzling as the sun, setting off the whole person shiningly, making people dare not get closer.

"Hehe..." Shen Ze laughed. "If you look at it like this, I'm afraid your fox will be jealous."

Hearing this, Liu Xue hurriedly withdrew her eyes and lowered her eyes to look at the ground.In this cold winter, her cheeks are even slightly hot, and she doesn't need to look at Liu Xue to know that her ears are red.

Liuxue's embarrassment put Shenze in a good mood. After laughing a few times, he sighed slowly and said, "Go back."

The voice seemed a little far away, but the person was clearly in front of him.

However, Liu Xue found that she couldn't open her eyes, and couldn't move her hands and feet, as if something was imprisoning her.

He opened his mouth, but couldn't make any sound.

There was another sigh in the ear, and then only a voice said helplessly: "Treasure the last time."

The last time? !

Liuxue was startled, kicked her foot suddenly, and the kick was empty.Can move? !Liu Xue suddenly opened her eyes and sat up panting.

In front of me is a low table with a plate of tangerines on it. Next to the low table is a window. Under the window is a pot of nondescript welcoming pine with a mobile phone chain hanging on it.

The bright moonlight sprinkled on the house like water, reflecting the white snow accumulated outside the window, making the whole house brighter.My sister woke up too. Under the moonlight, she was dressed in white clothes like snow, and her long snow-white hair was also casually draped.

own house.

Not to put an empty garden.

"Having a nightmare?" Xia Li asked.

nightmare?

Dream!

Is it a dream?

Liu Xue shook her head, then took out the cell phone under the pillow to check the time—two o'clock in the morning.

Xia Li suddenly laughed and said, "Isn't it still growing? I'm still kicking the quilt."

Liuxue pouted and looked at him—children only kicked off the quilt when they were long asleep.

Xia Li gently embraced Liuxue in her arms, sniffing his hair with the tip of her nose, said in a slightly lower voice but full of tenderness: "You have to remember, no matter what time, I will be by your side."

Liuxue found that Xia Li had been guaranteeing these things during this time, so he naturally believed that his sister would be by his side, but he suddenly didn't believe that he could stay by her side for long.

the last time...

Cherish the last time...

Liu Xue touched her chest lightly.

a moment, a moment...

The heartbeat is still there.

The heart is still there.

It's just... He was covering his chest with his hands, and he always felt that something was missing. It turned out to be an inexplicable sense of loneliness.

Sensing the strangeness of the person in his arms, Xia Li hugged him even tighter, and he vaguely sensed that Liu Xue already knew something.

He kissed his hair.

"elder sister……"

"Ok?"

Liuxue raised her eyes slightly, her slightly delicate face said solemnly: "Let's do it."

Xia Li was slightly taken aback, seemingly puzzled.

"Sex/love." Liuxue's eyes were shining brightly even in this unlit room, as if she could see into the other person's heart, and she seemed to have magical powers to lure the other person.

Xia Li met his gaze and looked at him, and asked lightly: "Why?" It's not that she hasn't done it before, and Liu Xue is not disgusted with the intimate contact between the two, and they like each other.

It's just... Liuxue never took the initiative to propose it.

He knew that the kid in front of him, who looked like a hooligan, was actually an extremely shy kid, and he had never even kissed anyone except himself.

And tonight... It's obvious that this kid is abnormal.

Liu Xue didn't know how to answer.

Why... just want to do it, there are not so many whys at all.

He vaguely knew that maybe today was the last day, and he wanted to keep him, his people, his heart, and his sperm in his body.

Xia Li didn't answer, she just looked at him quietly, there was no emotion in those eyes, just like the white snow covered in the courtyard, only one color, without any emotion.

Looking at the pair of eyes that were staring at her, Liu Xue lowered her head slightly, not daring to look at him.

The hand was gently held, and there was a wave of tenderness in those calm eyes.

"What is love?" he asked suddenly.

love……

Liuxue thought about these two words, and finally said: "Until death."

Xia Li smiled, "That's right, unswerving until death. Love that only has sex, not unswerving until death."

Liu Xue's face flushed "shua".Because of Xia Li's last sentence - love that only has sex, not unswerving until death.

He found that what he had just said had tarnished the relationship.

He thought that making love would allow him to keep this love forever, but it was actually not love at all.

Xia Li gently touched his head, looked at the falling snow outside the window, and said lightly: "It is said that foxes are obscene and obscene animals, and what they admire is sexuality. It's just that outsiders don't know, every fox They are all loyal to their partners, and if they have someone in their hearts, they will never leave them in this life.”

Liuxue lowered her eyes to look at the quilt covering her body, clutching a corner of the quilt tightly with her right hand, she whispered to herself, "Will you never leave...?"

With her right hand tightened, Liuxue raised her head, and saw Xia Li holding her right hand tightly, her gaze was firm, and she swore, "I, Xia Li, will never leave you in this life. If you abandon me and leave, you are not with me at this moment." Then you will not like anyone, even if you live the same life as the world, you will be alone all your life."

"No!" Liu Xue hurriedly shook off Xia Li's hand. "No, I don't want these vows, if you really want to, I...I..." Liuxue was anxious, she stood up suddenly and looked around, and saw a pair of scissors on the desk, he quickly picked it up The scissors were on his throat.

"What are you doing Liuxue!" Xia Li shouted in surprise, he knew that Liuxue was not joking.

Liuxue stared at Xia Li with a trembling voice, and said, "Sister, I like you, I really like you. But it's only for a short period of time. I don't know what will happen after dawn, but I know that even if this Nothing happened, and the human lifespan is only a short hundred years, and the most I can accompany you is these hundred years."

Xia Li still wanted to say something, but when she saw the person in front of her, two lines of tears flowed down her cheeks, and her heart hurt like being pricked by a needle.

"Okay, I promise you." After a long time, Xia Li compromised.

Liuxue smiled, with tears in her eyes, the bitterness in the smile, maybe even he himself didn't know why.He put down the scissors, knelt down beside Xia Li, and kissed his lips gently.

The moonlight pouring into the room was like a white gauze, turning the ground into a thin blue frost. The two people in the room embraced and shared the couch, and only had each other.Reflecting the silhouette on the window, the charming ambiguity melts the blue frost in the house.

I don't know how long it has passed, but we only hear in each other's ears - I love you.