The wicked have their own pain

Shen Jiayan was surprised. If it was before, Tang Yue would propose to drink, which was quite natural and quite in line with his personality, but now it is different from the past after all.

He was already with Gong Yunqing, and it sounded different from the bastard things in the past, and he was serious.

This is strange, let's not talk about whether Gong Yunqing will let him do whatever he wants, and Tang Yue doesn't seem to be the kind of person who would do such a thing. Otherwise, I wouldn't have spent all my time trying to teach him.

"Your family, Gong Yunqing, doesn't care about you? Going to drink at night?"

Hearing this, Tang Yue frowned, "I'm just drinking, it's none of his business."

The two took their seats in the box, and Shen Jiayan smiled while flipping through the menu, "Did you quarrel?"

Tang Yue stared at him with a bad tone, "I'm here to eat and drink with you, why do I always ask him?"

Now he doesn't want to think about Gong Yunqing at all, and he feels depressed when he thinks about it.

Shen Jiayan looked up at him from the menu, and said in an inexplicable tone, "Okay, don't mention it."

During the meal, Tang Yue didn't talk much, Shen Jiayan was still the same as before, talking about interesting things around him to make him laugh.The stories were basically real people in the circle. Tang Yue never cared about them before. Now, when Shen Jiayan talked about it, although she still didn't pay attention, she still burst out laughing when she heard the funny parts, and said, "Stupid or not?"

Shen Jiayan looked at him with a smile in his eyes, "That's why, some people in the industry are used to being actors, and they inevitably have a bit of an acting personality. They are very good at acting. From the perspective of onlookers, it's really funny. .”

Tang Yue glanced at him, "What about you? Why do I think you have a little bit?"

Shen Jiayan was startled, "How to say?"

"You, you always behave like a gentleman, and you always teach me earnestly. We are not relatives, but ordinary people don't behave like this, right?" The implication is that you are also addicted to acting, right?Have you set a role for yourself?

Shen Jiayan thought for a while, then nodded, "Maybe you are right."

Unexpectedly, he took the basin of dirty water so readily, Tang Yue laughed, and then heard him say, "But I am sincere to you."

Tang Yue couldn't help squinting, and Shen Jiayan's eyes were serious. Looking carefully, he could even see inexplicable emotions in it.

As soon as the topic of sincerity was mentioned, Tang Yue began to avoid it like a conditioned reflex, and smiled and looked away, "I was just joking with you, I know you are not a hypocrite."

Shen Jiayan didn't intend to just skip this topic, stared at him silently for a moment, and then said, "...Xiaoyue, I've always wanted to ask you a question."

Tang Yue was a little absent-minded, "Ask."

It took more than a dozen seconds before he heard Shen Jiayan's question, "Why is it Gong Yunqing?" The voice was deep, and there was something in that tone that people couldn't ignore anymore.

Tang Yue took out the same argument she had made to Chen Liang, "He is good-looking, and he is willing to serve me." In fact, these words have always been used by him to lie to himself, and he will not be willing to admit it. In addition, there are other factors that make him must Gong Yunqing.

He will not be willing to admit that he has always longed for Gong Yunqing, even if this person is not so considerate to him, I'm afraid he will maintain a continuous relationship with him.

"He's not the only one like this." Shen Jiayan looked at him with deep eyes, "If you open your mouth, there will always be someone else willing to serve you."

This rhetoric is new, Tang Yue doesn't know, is there anyone willing to serve her with her character and reputation?So he raised his eyebrows with interest, "Oh? There are people with such abnormal brain circuits?"

Shen Jiayan hummed, "I am willing."

The words entered the ears, and Tang Yue didn't speak for nearly a minute, then frowned, "What are you talking about? Why can't I understand."

"Can't I?"

Tang Yue laughed, "You are my senior."

"Is this the reason?"

Tang Yue was a little surprised, and also a little speechless. He never thought of Shen Jiayan in other ways. He changed his taste because of Gong Yunqing. In the past, he liked soft and tender boys, not to mention It's hard to think about Shen Jiayan's serious temperament.

"You never chased me, how would I know?"

"What if I chase you?"

Tang Yue refused to think about this possibility, "I have a boyfriend."

Shen Jiayan stared at it for a while, then sighed, "You."

Thinking back to what he just said, Tang Yue couldn't help but think of a possibility, "...you just dislike me and Gong Yunqing so much? Try to make me pay attention to other people."

He thought that Shen Jiayan's words like this were undoubtedly to make him see clearly, so as not to hang himself from a tree.

Shen Jiayan didn't point it out, just smiled, "Yes, you will be wronged by then, and it will be too late to turn around."

They said that they didn't want to mention Gong Yunqing anymore, but when they turned around, the topic was still about this person.

Tang Yue shook her head, "Stop talking about that."

The two had dinner, and then went to the nightclub they used to frequent.

In such an occasion, Shen Jiayan still didn't make any excessive movements, he just sat on the sofa and smoked, and when someone came to strike up a conversation, he would chat with them with a smile, but if the person wanted to make physical contact, he would smile and push away .

Tang Yue brought him a glass of wine, then sat down beside him, leaned into his ear and whispered, "Senior, are you going to sit like this tonight?"

Shen Jiayan looked at him, "What else?"

Tang Yue looked him up and down with bad intentions, "I said, at your age, and you don't have a bed partner, how do you usually vent your anger?" Could it be that this majestic movie star, who wants nothing but his almighty right hand ?

Shen Jiayan pinched his nose and scolded with a smile, "It's not big or small, how dare you talk to me like that?"

Tang Yue leaned back slightly to avoid his hand, "Don't give me curiosity? Seriously, don't say you have hidden diseases."

Shen Jiayan looked at him with a serious face, "Isn't this kind of thing to be done with someone you like?

"Then what if the person you like doesn't like you? Are you going to keep doing this?"

Shen Jiayan spread his hands, "What else?" You can't drag someone into bed by force.What's more, he was originally pure-hearted and ascetic, and this kind of thing was really not something he would put on the agenda to seriously consider.

Tang Yue shook her head and sighed, "You really are..."

The two sat side by side and chatted for a while, and Tang Yue asked for a cigarette as well.

In the past, when he was at home by himself, he had to have something at hand to be comfortable, but recently he seldom smoked.

Shen Jiayan rejected several people in a row, and after a while, he stopped hitting snags again.But ever since Tang Yue entered the door, no one came to his side at all. This was the first time he returned to such an occasion after he and Gong Yunqing were together, and he couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable, although he didn't want to Something really happened, but this atmosphere of being out of date is a ghost after all.

Shen Jiayan was happy to see this result.

So the two of them just chatted and drank one cup after another.

Although Tang Yue's drinking capacity is not bad, Shen Jiayan is even more exaggerated than him, and he can't pour a thousand glasses.

I have been in the circle for so many years, and there are thorny jungles everywhere, so I don't dare to get drunk.

The two drank until early in the morning, during which Tang Yue's cell phone rang once. It was the housekeeper of Gong Yunqing's house who called and asked him when he would go back. It was so late and it was cold outside.

Tang Yue nodded, and said with a smile, "It's okay, my senior is here, so you don't have to worry."

"The senior you are talking about, but Mr. Shen?"

Tang Yue was really surprised. She didn't expect the housekeeper to stay away all day. He is quite familiar with the entertainment circle, and he and Shen Jiayan also knew that he and Shen Jiayan went out together.

"Yes."

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a few seconds, and then the butler's voice became a little anxious, "Sir, where are you? I'll send someone to pick you up now."

Tang Yue smiled and said, "No, I have my own discretion, and I will go back by myself in a while." Without waiting for an answer, she hung up the phone directly.

Shen Jiayan didn't say much, but stared at him with that meaningful look from time to time.

Tang Yue wanted to get drunk today. Anyway, with Shen Jiayan around, he didn't worry about getting drunk. The seniors would take him back properly.

So, he just drank one cup after another, and soon felt a little dizzy, he struggled to stand up, Shen Jiayan grabbed him, "Where are you going?"

Tang Yue broke away from his hand, "Toilet." As she said that, she walked towards the door, already staggering a little.

Shen Jiayan hurriedly got up and followed, going to the bathroom like this, it would be strange if he didn't fall over.

In the end, he was right. Tang Yue slipped when he entered the bathroom door. Shen Jiayan hurriedly reached out to support him, and half hugged him to the urinal.

Tang Yue stood there, motionless.

Shen Jiayan turned his eyes away, "Why, are you still waiting for me to help you take off your pants?"

Tang Yue laughed, "How dare you." She reached out to pull the zipper, but she couldn't pull it off no matter what.

He was a little out of his mind, and after working on it for a while, he still couldn't get it right, so he was discouraged, slumped his shoulders, and said sullenly, "Gong Yunqing, help me."

Shen Jiayan stood beside him, staring at his face, and squeezed his fingers tightly.

At this time, Tang Yue had already raised her arms, as if waiting to be served.

Shen Jiayan's mouth tightened, and he finally raised his hand and put it on his zipper.

After draining the water, Tang Yue seemed to wake up a little bit. Shen Jiayan saw his expression and eyes through the mirror, and his heart skipped a beat.In those eyes, there was a depth and darkness that he felt strange to himself.