After I divorced Slag Gong, I became a sea king [Rebirth]

Han Shicheng half-kneeled in front of Ling Xuan motionless.

Ling Xuan used some strength, and Han Shicheng was pinched into a duck's beak. For Han Shicheng, this was an unsightly and uncomfortable movement, but he didn't dare to move at all.

Han Shicheng was trying to figure out what Ling Xuan was thinking.

Ling Xuan's thoughts are complicated, and Han Shicheng only found out recently, maybe because Ling Xuan wrapped himself tightly in front of him, or because Han Shicheng didn't care much about Ling Xuan's thoughts in the past.

In front of Han Shicheng, Ling Xuan once expressed his love frankly, and also threw him a divorce agreement unfeelingly, sometimes he was indifferent to him, sometimes enthusiastic, sometimes he alienated him and hated him, and sometimes he would be like today, Sit peacefully with him.

For Ling Xuan, this should be an intimate gesture, and Han Shicheng saw a slight drunkenness in Ling Xuan's eyes.

After a while, Ling Xuan let go of his hand.

He drank the wine in his hand, then picked up a bunch of roasted mushrooms that had cooled down, and ate them piece by piece.

"It's getting cold, don't eat it."

Han Shicheng raised his hand to get the grilled mushroom in Ling Xuan's hand, probably because the taste was really not very good after cooling, so Ling Xuan handed it to him.

Han Shicheng put the skewers back on the plate and said softly: "Can you listen to me explain a few more words."

Ling Xuan said: "If you want to apologize for signing the divorce agreement, then you don't have to. No matter what the reason is, you have already signed it, and there is no room for change. What's more, I think the divorce , and you don't need an apology."

"It's about Zhao Ji."

Hearing the word Zhao Ji, Ling Xuan's hazy drunkenness revealed a bit of clarity.

"no need."

Han Shicheng explained eagerly: "No, Ling Xuan, please listen to me, I don't like Zhao Ji, he is just a petty boy to me, when you confessed to me back then, I just responded habitually. You and I want to marry Zhao Ji. I didn’t know what love was before, and I thought marrying him like this was the best arrangement and habit for me and my family. The first person I liked was you. I I apologize for being unclear about the past, I know you have suffered a lot in your marriage, and I am sorry for you."

Han Shicheng held Ling Xuan's hand, bent down, and kissed the palm of his hand.

"Ling Xuan, I'm really, really sorry."

Ling Xuan's voice was a little indifferent: "You don't need to apologize for these things. After all, I married you just to cure the disease and keep children, not because I like you, Han Shicheng, I'm not lying, you used me, I Used you too."

Han Shicheng begged: "Then don't hate me, please? Give me a chance to chase you again."

Ling Xuan suddenly laughed.

"Han Shicheng, do you really think that I hate you because you step on two boats with one foot?"

Ling Xuan laughed softly at first, then laughed out loud, and then fell down on Han Shicheng's knee laughing.

"The stars are so beautiful."

Ling Xuan changed into a comfortable position, lying on Han Shicheng's lap, with his hands crossed on his abdomen.

Ling Xuan's thoughts jumped too fast, and Han Shicheng couldn't keep up. He knew that Ling Xuan must be a little drunk, and now he apologized to Ling Xuan and asked to get back together. After waking up, Ling Xuan probably wouldn't remember.

Han Shicheng chose not to speak.

It has been a long time since he had such an intimate moment with Ling Xuan.

"If you like it, I will watch it with you every night from now on."

"Actually, I don't like it very much. When I couldn't fall asleep, I would get up and go to the balcony to listen to the sound of the rain or watch the stars."

Han Shicheng stroked Ling Xuan's hair lightly: "Yes."

Ling Xuan asked: "When I was young, my mother told me that after death, people would turn into stars in the sky. I asked my mother what color star would I turn into after I died."

Han Shicheng's hand paused.

After a while, Han Shicheng said hoarsely: "You will not die, Ling Xuan, you will live a long life, I will save you, and I will find the best doctor for you."

"Who knows." Ling Xuan smiled, "People are so stupid, they think that money can change their lives, and my mother thinks so too."

He looked into Han Shicheng's eyes: "She is crying."

Ling Xuan's eyes quickly moved away: "My family lived happily for two years before. My dad had a small gallery, and behind the gallery is my small house. I still remember my mother painted the roof a layer of candy color. She said that houses in fairy tales are like this."

"Later, the gallery was sold and so was the house. We moved to a rental house near a hospital. I still remember the rotten smell of waste in the corridor, but what can I do? I really have no money."

"Later, we moved back to my grandfather's house. The house of my grandfather's house was really big, with so many rooms. I was very happy at that time. I no longer had to go upstairs in the dark. Unfortunately, after thinking about it later, it was not as good as that rental house. Woolen cloth."

Han Shicheng's heart tightened.

This is something he has never heard before, about Ling Xuan's past.

When I saw Ling Xuan for the first time, he was lying on the window sill painting, wearing old clothes and oil paint on his body, Rao Anping was still curious, how could the servant’s children draw in the small living room on the first floor .

The first time he saw Ling Xuan, Han Shicheng knew that he was not an ordinary child.Sure enough, he later heard that Ling Xuan was Zhao Yonghong's grandson.

"Sorry, I couldn't protect you."

Ling Xuan said with a smile: "What can you do to protect me, is it to prevent my parents from groveling to please my grandfather, his new wife, and my uncle and aunt, or to prevent others from laughing at me as an incomplete omega?"

He smiled, and his voice gradually became cold: "Do you think I imitate Zhao Ji because I envy Zhao Ji's beauty and someone loves him? No, I am protecting myself. In this world, anyone who can protect me, except My parents are me."

"So I hate to hear people say that I imitate Zhao Ji, that I am a low-profile version of Zhao Ji, how easy it is for you to say a few simple words, but for me, it is my family who has been under the fence for ten years. My parents are artists, and life cannot make them bow their heads, but because of me, they even gave up their self-esteem."

"Of course, after listening too much, I became numb."

Ling Xuan always pretended not to care before, but who wants to live in the shadow of others, who wants to imitate another person to make a living, and who, if he wants to live longer, has to marry the person who rejected him.

But after listening too much, Ling Xuan really didn't care.

"But Han Shicheng, I trust you so much. When I confessed to you, I never thought of being with you. I want you to know that I appreciate you from the bottom of my heart, so when you rejected me, I didn't care at all. .”

"I always thought that you and Rao Anping were different, but when Zhao Ji and I were kidnapped and I escaped to call the police, everyone wondered if I deliberately called the police to let the kidnappers tear up my ticket. Even you were suspicious of me. .”

Han Shicheng quickly explained: "No, Ling Xuan, I didn't doubt you."

"I heard it all." Ling Xuan interrupted Han Shicheng, "I heard you say to Zhao Ji, if someone wants to stay with the kidnappers, you would rather keep me. Anyway, I have been imitating him and being his replacement. Taste."

"Ling Xuan, I didn't, I never said that."

In fact, Han Shicheng doesn't remember much about that time. At that time, he was busy taking college entrance exams, so he found time to go and see Zhao Ji, but he had no memory of what he said.

But he knew that he would never say such a thing.

"You don't need to explain, I heard it all. Besides, didn't you do that later? Zhao Ji was going to make a movie and couldn't marry you, so you found me as a substitute. What did you explain?"

"Do you think I'll still be sad? Han Shicheng, let me tell you, I'm not afraid anymore." Ling Xuan raised his hand and squeezed Han Shicheng's face with a smile, "Say one more thing in front of my face, saying that I am Zhao Try Ji's substitute, I have the company to support me, and I have fans, so I won't be afraid anymore."

He smiled happily, but there were tears in his eyes.

Han Shicheng's heart was broken by Ling Xuan's tears.

Tears rolled down from the corners of Ling Xuan's eyes, Ling Xuan raised his hand to touch in a daze, but Han Shicheng grabbed his wrist.

Han Shicheng held his hand, and kept rubbing his lips against his palm.

"I'm sorry, Ling Xuan, I'm sorry."

Han Shicheng's emotions broke down a bit, he finally knew why Ling Xuan hated him.

But this answer is too heavy.

Ling Xuan also realized that he had lost his composure, and sat up in a panic to leave, but Han Shicheng hugged him into his arms.

"Ling Xuan, it's my fault, I deserve to die, you let me think about it, I'm really not, I don't think so."

"Give me 10 minutes, just 10 minutes, Ling Xuan, please, let me give you an explanation."

Han Shicheng touched Ling Xuan's face and found that his hand was wet, and said in fear: "Don't cry, please, don't cry."

"I won't give it to you for a minute, Han Shicheng, that's all. What happened in my previous life ended in my previous life. I solved your confusion, not because I want to give you a chance, but because I want to tell you, There is no medicine for regret in life.”

Ling Xuan pushed Han Shicheng away and stood up with difficulty: "Go back, don't come to me again, live a new life, we should all have a new life."

Ling Xuan staggered, Han Shicheng held his hand tightly, Ling Xuan fell into Han Shicheng's arms again.

"No, I don't need a new life, I just want you."

Han Shicheng leaned over to kiss Ling Xuan, but Ling Xuan avoided him.

"But I need, I still need a new boyfriend or husband. I am differentiated, and with the FQ period, I need their love and their nourishment."

"I have kissed Qin Zhen, three times, and senior brother, Lian Tianhang."

"It feels really good and I'm looking forward to having sex with them."

The author has something to say: ps: No relationship with other fish, 1v1 remains unchanged.

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