Hanyu's Wisdom Life

My name is Quan Zhilong.

However, now people are more familiar with my stage name - G-Dragon.

I have been interested in music since I was very young.At that time, I was with a few other kids and debuted with the little ROORA group.Even though I was very young at that time, I will never forget the first time I stood on the stage of a Jamsil concert.Even though I'm just a small guest performer, I'm still very excited.Since then, I have secretly made up my mind that one day, I will stand on my own stage.

I started dancing at S&M when I was 9 years old.I thought I would stay at S&M and practice until one day I would debut.

But one day, I overheard Wu-TangClan's "CREAM".I was deeply shocked.The rap with rhythm and rhythm makes me eager to try it.After a long time of practice, I found that I am still very talented in rap.

In this way, I was photographed by Hyun Seok, and I entered YG company, and started my 6-year practice career.

Here, I met my first best brother Dong Yong Pei. (PS: It is indeed Dong and not Dong, Korea does not have a Dong surname) We grew up together, sat on the subway together, and sweated together in the practice room.Whenever one of us gets tired and wants to give up, we encourage each other.

Practice is very hard. I go to school during the day and go to the company to practice when I am not in school.I am very tired from practice, and naturally I have no energy to listen to the lectures during the daytime class.Hehe, in fact, many reasons why I was admitted to university are because I am an artist.

Every day, my life is boring and boring, except for school and practice.However, suddenly one day, I met a person.

She is very good-looking and has a very bright smile, which melts my heart that is frozen because of the busyness of the day like the sun.

She is two years older than me, but I never call nuna, just call her name.She corrected me many times, but I only called her name, after a long time, she didn't bother to correct me.

I have secretly revealed to her many times that I like her. I don't know if she really doesn't understand or pretends not to know. We have always maintained a relationship of friends.I didn't confess to her, but I was worried that if she rejected me, it would be impossible for us to be like this now.

In this way, I liked her for two years.

However, one day, when I went to her school to find her, I found that she was very intimate with a boy.She saw me and said something to the boy, the boy left and she came to me.

"He is,,," I clearly felt my heart beating fiercely, and I was afraid that she would say something that would make me sad.

She still smiled brightly at me, but it was a little different from usual, because I saw sweetness from her smile.

"He is my boyfriend, how about it, isn't it good?" She smiled sweetly, but she had never smiled at me like this.

"You,,, have you never liked me?" I trembled and said this sentence, if I said it earlier, wouldn't it be like this now?

However, her words completely plunged me into pain, "I like you very much, you are a very good brother and a very good relative."

On this day, for the first time in my life, I did not go to practice.I was walking on the street, looking at the couples around me, I just felt a great irony, what am I?Originally, today, I wanted to tell her that I would debut soon, but,,,,,,

It was raining heavily, and everyone around me held up umbrellas or hid from the rain, but I was still walking on the road.When I got back to the dormitory, my brothers were all concerned when they saw me in a mess, but I didn't want to say anything.

Back in the house, I was so disgusted with myself that I found inspiration for the song in a broken relationship.I think about my own sadness in my mind, and vent my depression through lyrics.

i'msosorrybutiloveyou are all lies

i'msosorrybutiloveyou I lost you without knowing it

i'msosorrybutiloveyou are all lies

i'msosorrybutiloveyou leave me please allow me to forget you and let me feel the pain too

Although the lyrics are slightly exaggerated and somewhat inconsistent with reality, I still think this song is perfect for my 2-year crush.

After that, I told my brothers.I'm going to debut soon, and I don't want to make them worry about me.

After our debut, many people thought we were ugly, how could we be worthy of being idols.are we uglyWell, since you say we are ugly, we have to prove everything with our strength!

I showed Hyun-seok hyung hyung the song I named "Lies" and told him that I want to solo this song by myself.However, Hyun Seok hyung wants to use this song as a group song.

No matter how good my relationship with those brothers is, I still feel uncomfortable.

Unexpectedly, it was this song that made me and our team's name officially popular all over Korea.The songs I wrote and sang together are playing in the streets and alleys.I have to admit that this song is much better when everyone sings it together than if I sing it myself.

I will always remember this day, July 7th, Zhizhi's debut stage, and also the first time I met her.I don't know why I feel strange about a girl I met for the first time, it's not disgusting, it's just an inexplicable feeling.Before, I heard that she is very good at writing lyrics and composing music. When I saw her that day, I became even more curious about this person.

I didn't know it at the time, this is called love at first sight.When Zhizhi and I were really together later, in retrospect, I realized that I fell in love with her so early.

Compared with my unrequited crush, I feel completely different about her.When my first love politely rejected me, I simply gave up the idea of ​​pursuing.

But as we sat in the coffee shop, I heard with my own ears that wisdom had rejected me, and instead of giving up, I was aroused to a higher pursuit.I have my pride, and it was because of my pride, my self-esteem that I gave up directly.However, facing Zheng Zhihui, all my pride was abandoned by me.

The opportunity for me to be with Wisdom is because Wisdom had a car accident when she returned home, thank God, Wisdom is fine.Although I am wrong to think this way, I am still grateful for this car accident. It is because of this car accident that we are really together.But, I don't want this to happen again.

Later, I finally released my first solo album.However, everyone said that I plagiarized the title song.Those people spoke bad words and even told me to die. Did I do something wrong?Is it just because I'm young that I can't write songs like this?

Wisdom not only did not abandon me, but comforted me, and even went to the United States to find someone to help me clarify.

The matter was resolved satisfactorily, my song was accepted by everyone, and many of the first ones slapped those who said that about me.However, my mood has always been low. Even when I am performing on stage and in variety shows, I am smiling on the surface, but my heart is already riddled with holes.

It was Wisdom who discovered that I had mild depression.Because of the timely treatment, I recovered quickly.

For Zheng Zhizhi, I can buy her a lot of famous brand jewelry and even give her money.But, I know, wisdom she does not lack these.This woman cares about me, takes care of me and loves me for nothing.

I know that the only thing I can give her is to take care of her more, spoil her more, love her more and,,, a lifetime.

In fact, I know that wisdom must have a secret, and she may not have told anyone about this secret.Likewise, I have a secret, a secret that will never happen and be proven.

That night, I had a dream.In the dream, I am still me, I am still the music king G-Dragon.But, the difference is that there is no wisdom in that dream.

I still wrote the song "Lies" that became popular in Korea because of my first love that died without a disease.However, I talked about one girlfriend after another.In my dream, after falling in love with a girl, I will treat her very well, but I am a person who is greedy for new things.After dating for less than two months, they broke up.Because of these love affairs, I felt sad for a while, and then wrote one song after another.

However, my heart is still empty and lonely.Even though I've been in a lot of relationships and it's still the same, my heart has never stayed with a woman.

During the "plagiarism" incident, there was no woman to help me out of depression, although there were friends and family who cared.

Just when I thought my life like this would continue, a strange girl from China broke my emptiness and loneliness.

She can't be said to be beautiful, at most she is delicate, as usual, I would not pay attention to such a girl.It's strange that she doesn't seem like a fan of mine, because I can't find in her the joy and madness of fans seeing me, but only endless sadness.

It's a dream in a dream, it's really speechless, but it did happen to me.I dreamed in a dream, I dreamed, but this dream within a dream is my real life now.

The me in the dream, I don’t know if it’s because of the dream or what, I like, no, I even said that I fell in love with this person I’ve never met before.In my dream, I could never find her, and even wrote a Chinese song to China for her.I can't find her, she should know the purpose of my coming to China.However, she doesn't want to see me.

The dream came to an abrupt end here, and the last scene was that girl looking at me with wise eyes, which gave me an illusion that that girl was wisdom!

I found that when I woke up in the morning, this dream was still clearly printed in my mind, as if it had really happened to me.I can't even tell if it's a dream or reality.Fortunately, Wisdom is by my side. I turned my head and watched Wisdom sleeping soundly.

I washed my face, didn't think too much, and went to make breakfast for Wisdom.

However, after breakfast, Wisdom woke up, but cried and hugged me.I asked her and she just said it was a nightmare.However, I clearly heard her say, "Zhilong, is that you?" I looked at Zhizhi's expression, and she didn't seem to believe that I was her boyfriend Quan Zhilong.After she breathed a sigh of relief and confirmed something, she threw herself into my arms as if she hadn't seen me for a long time.

On the surface, I just comforted her and didn't show much, but my heart was overwhelmed.I still clearly remember the scene in the dream.

Later, I came to the conclusion that it was after I was framed for smoking marijuana.

Wisdom specifically reminded me not to accept drinks and cigarettes from strangers before I went to the bar.When it came to smoking, he deliberately emphasized his tone.I didn't pay much attention to it, I just thought she was a little suspicious because she was pregnant.

But then that man really framed me, and the wise expression seemed to have happened.I remained calm, but I remembered the dream I had a long time ago, and now, I still remember that dream.

Things were sorted out before I started thinking about it.I remember when wisdom said that the intro to my song "Heartbreaker" was similar to FloRida's song.I listened to the opinions and changed it, although I was still called "plagiarism" afterwards.I remembered that in the dream, my song was also accused of plagiarism, but the target was really FloRida.In the dream, I was still framed to smoke marijuana, but I didn’t have wisdom in the dream, so I really smoked it.

In the dark, wisdom seems to help me overcome one difficulty after another, although some of them did still happen.

A bold guess gradually formed in my mind, maybe that dream really happened.perhaps,,,,,,

However, I would never ask wisdom to verify this.I just need to know that wisdom never leaves me, that she is what she is.

Ah, don't think so, we're getting married tomorrow.In fact, we have been married a long time ago, but because of pregnancy, I have always owed Wisdom a wedding.

Baby Good Night.I glanced at Zhizhi who had already fallen asleep beside me, and after speaking to her softly, I closed my eyes.

The author has something to say: Well,,, a certain card was posted very late,,, but this chapter is really the chapter with the most words! ! !

I don’t know why a certain card has written so much,,, it can actually be divided into two chapters, but because a certain card has not had much time to start school these days, I really wrote it very badly, so it can be regarded as a compensation for everyone. . .

I would like to ask everyone, because a certain card has some texts, and I think it is very interesting to write a side story, so a certain card plans to write one or two chapters of other people's side stories of BB,,, who do you want to see?Only one person should be written, if a certain card writes high, maybe it will take Fanwai as the next new article~~

It's 11 o'clock in the evening at a certain card,,, I have to get up for school tomorrow. . .I originally planned to watch "Star You" tonight, but I'm going to bed, so let's watch the two episodes together tomorrow. . .

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