I rely on force show to turn over the entertainment circle [Transmigration Book]

Wen Yue's sad expression cracked for a moment, but then he covered it up again, took out a hand-embroidered handkerchief from his bag, and wiped his eyes pretendingly.

"How can you talk like that? Do you know how malicious this circle is to women?"

Qin Sizheng looked at her quietly, "So?"

"Men cheating is a mistake that everyone makes. Even in scandals like domestic violence, an apology and a little blurring of vision can continue to flourish in this circle. But what about women? Once a woman is caught Wrong, I will disappear from this circle! I will be nailed to the pillar of shame and flogged repeatedly!"

Wen Li started to cry while talking, "When I was pregnant with you, I was not much older than you, what can I do? Tell this circle that I was pregnant, your father doesn't want me anymore, I still How to live?"

Qin Sizheng blinked, on the surface he seemed to be unmoved by her words, but in his heart he couldn't help but wonder if his mother thought the same way in his time.

If you are afraid of being affected by your career, you should not have a child. Why give birth to him for your own self-interest and throw him away?

Wen Yue has won the actress's acting skills, but the other party is Qin Sizheng, who has seen better acting skills, so he doesn't have much emotion.

She gritted her teeth, this scene must go on, Jiang Zhen is not reliable, and she can't sit still, she has to be fully prepared and leave herself the last way out.

"I have been looking for someone to take care of you for so many years, but you are also in this circle, and you know how difficult it is to recognize you." Wen Li sighed, reached out and grabbed Qin Sizheng's arm, his voice trembling slightly Say, "I'll tell you a story, will you listen?"

Qin Sizheng was noncommittal, watching her act calmly.

Wen Yue said: "When I was a child, my family was very poor. The weeds on the mountains that you have never seen before are the most delicious food for us. In order to go to university, I worked hard to get out of that small mountain village. As soon as I arrived in the big city and found that they could drown me by spitting."

"People in the dormitory look down on me, I know, I want to climb up, and one day I will step on them all! Those who have bullied, slandered and humiliated me will all look up to me."

"Later when I met your father, I thought it was love, but what happened? He still succumbed to being well-matched and married a woman of comparable worth. I don't even have a title."

Wen Li's makeup gradually faded, and the white silk handkerchief was dyed in various colors. She complained tearfully, and then raised her head to look at Qin Sizheng, "I have my own difficulties, and I have also suffered a lot these years."

"I wanted to tell Zhou Changjiang countless times that his wife was pregnant before marriage, but I was too afraid of hurting him. You know his temper, and I can't stand it."

Wen Li knew that Qin Sizheng respected Zhou Changjiang very much, so he first put himself on the weak side to play the bitterness card, and then used Zhou Changjiang as a shield. Even if he hated himself, he should give Zhou Changjiang some face.

"I'm not doing it for myself. You know that with Zhou Changjiang's status, his reputation will plummet if this incident is revealed. Even if I recognize you now regardless of myself, I should still think about him. At least...at least when I leave Marriage, recognize you again, okay?"

Qin Sizheng nodded, "Okay."

Wen Li was taken aback.

Qin Sizheng glanced at her lightly: "When will the divorce be?"

Wen Yue was confused by his unreasonable play, "You really ruined my reputation? Do you really hate me so much?"

"Correct."

Qin Sizheng was restless, holding back his love and hatred for Lu Xianqing and had nowhere to vent his love and hatred for Lu Xianqing, but Wen Li wanted to come to him to reveal these hypocrisy, and he knew the purpose without thinking.

"You came to me because you were afraid that I would expose your unmarried pregnancy and ruin your reputation. You don't care about Zhou Changjiang, you care about yourself. If you can use Zhou Changjiang's reputation to keep you , you will definitely exchange without hesitation."

"Last time at the rehearsal of the Mid-Autumn Festival Gala, you hinted at me vaguely, but now you come here and tell me this, do you think I signed with the fourth brother and will use his hands to deal with you?"

Qin Sizheng seldom speaks so aggressively, Wen Li vaguely saw the rebellious him before, subconsciously took two steps back.

"I just... I heard that you had a fight with Lu Xianqing, and I'm afraid you won't be able to think about it."

Qin Sizheng sneered: "You wish I couldn't think about it?"

"nonsense!"

Qin Sizheng's face was indifferent, looking at Wen Yue's messy makeup, he just felt disgusted, "I hate you, you gave birth to me but then lost me, I want a mother all these years, seeing other people can act like a baby without any restraint , ran to my mother’s arms and cried in pain, made a mistake and acted like a baby to avoid punishment, and walked in the sun holding her hand, do you know how envious I am?”

"You are very miserable in this circle, what about me? Since I can remember, I have lived with many people in a narrow house, eating and sleeping, all of which have to be robbed, and there will be no food when it is late, and I will suffer Hungry."

"In the orphanage, children who were adopted one after another found their parents. I have been refusing to leave. I thought my mother would come to pick me up one day! I'm afraid she won't be able to find me after I leave! "

"I wait at the door every day. I clearly remember the date when I was thrown into the orphanage, and I read it silently every night, lest I forget and you can't find me!"

Qin Sizheng's eyes turned red as he spoke, and he put his emotions on the original owner, and also let out the grievances towards Lu Xianqing.

"Have you ever...thought of me?"

Wen Yue was stunned speechless by his stern questioning, Qin Sizheng smiled sadly, wiped his eyes with his backhand, raised his head and took a long breath to hold back his tears, then lowered his head to look at her.

"You are high above me. To you, my expectation is just a hidden danger that could explode at any time. It is a stain on your exquisite life that you want to erase, but I never thought of destroying you!"

Qin Sizheng choked up for a while, swallowed hard, and looked at Wen Yue with red eyes, "I just want to call you mother, I want you to touch my head and tell me, child, I'll pick you up Here comes mother."

"I just want to hear that my mother didn't want you, even if you see me and then throw me away, tell me to live alone, I'm not afraid of being thrown away, I just want to know what my mother looks like, is she with someone else? As gentle as my mother."

"You see me as a scourge, but I just want to be close to you. I want to protect you more than anyone else. Even if I sacrifice my life, I want to protect the person who gave birth to me."

"You and him, have any of you asked me if I would like to come into this world! Do I like to be thrown away!"

Wen Yue couldn't listen anymore, this feeling of losing control made her flustered.

Qin Sizheng's questioning also made her unable to face it directly. Before she came, she expected that Qin Sizheng would speak harshly to her and would carry a gun with a stick, but she never thought that he would say such a thing.

The atmosphere is like a weightless hydrogen balloon, which will float to an unknown distance as soon as you let go.

Wen Yue pinched her bag with her nails to keep herself calm, but Qin Sizheng's questions kept ringing in her ears, which made her unbearable.

She struggled to raise her head, stretched out her hand and hugged Qin Sizheng's shoulder, "I'm sorry, mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Qin Sizheng was hugged by her, feeling the trembling on his shoulders and the choking of his voice.

"I was wrong, I was really wrong, I didn't expect so much grievance in your heart, I'm sorry."

Qin Sizheng couldn't say whether he hated Wen Li or not. He didn't have deep feelings for the original owner, but at this moment he just felt sad. If the original owner really wanted to destroy her, he should have done so when he entered the circle.

At that time, he was famous for his crazy temper, but he just taunted Wen Yue with a gun and a stick. He must still have some expectations in his heart, hoping that Wen Yue would admit his mistakes to him and hug him.

Qin Sizheng lowered his head, he took the original owner's body, and asked him to fulfill this wish for the original owner.

Wen Li felt Qin Sizheng's softening, and continued to stretch out his hands to hug Qin Sizheng's back, stretched out his hand and rubbed the back of his head, "Don't be afraid, mom will accompany you in the future, every year from now on. You grow up, okay?"

Qin Sizheng remained silent.

Wen Li suppressed the pride in his heart, and said in his heart: No matter how crazy Qin Sizheng is, no matter how much he hates her, he is just a young man, how much heart can he have, and he learned that Lu Xianqing treated him like that, it was the most vulnerable time .

She came in now, just in time to break through his psychological defense. It would be best if he could completely hide this matter. If not, wait for Lu Xianqing to retreat and see who can protect him!

Qin Sizheng took a light breath, and after calming down, pushed Wen Yue away.

"The performance is over, you can go."

Wen Li was stunned, "?"

Qin Sizheng smiled softly: "Aren't you here today just to act in this scene? Really, your acting skills are really bad."

He has no parents, and "Qin Sizheng" also has no parents. I took this opportunity to vent for him and myself. From now on, he will make a clean break, and he will never look forward to someone who has never loved him.

You Si was right, he grew up without his parents and family.

That obsession should also be let go, it's not worth it for her.

After He Xing left, Lu Xianqing went upstairs alone and returned to the place where Qin Sizheng sat in the morning.

He didn't turn on the light, because of night blindness, he lost all vision in this room as soon as the door was closed, only the projection screen glowed blue.

The screen began to play, which was recorded by him, cut from the show, and some edited by him.

With his eyes closed, he only listened to the voice and imagined Qin Sizheng's feelings when he saw these images in the dark, fear, disgust, and countless emotions twisted together.

"Fourth brother."

Lu Xianqing opened his eyes suddenly.

Qin Sizheng on the screen was blocked by him on the edge of the set, begging him for mercy with nowhere to escape, softly called out "fourth brother", and boldly reached out to touch the tip of his nose, then raised his head and kissed him instead of fingers .

"Don't make trouble, go back tonight and give you a kiss."

Lu Xianqing looked at the boy on the screen with nostalgia and obsession, the interlaced voices in his ears occupied every nerve in him, sharpening his precarious sanity inch by inch.

"Fourth brother, I like you too."

"I'm sorry, I... have to think about it."

"...I'll wear it for you to see."

"Do you think I'm ridiculous? I have two holes here for you. Do you think I'm mean?"

He used to allow himself to be bullied without a bottom line, and now he is self-deprecating and self-deprecating with tears in his eyes. From being clear and lively to crying loudly, it is he who broke this relationship with his own hands.

Lu Xianqing clasped the armrest of the chair with his fingertips, the solid wood was so hard that his fingernails were bleeding.

"Disgusting."

"Disgusting..."

In his life, no matter what he does, he is bound to win, but with Qin Sizheng, he is a hero after game after game. If he loses, he will go bankrupt and have nothing.

Lu Xianqing found the car keys and went downstairs. He usually has a driver when he travels. Coupled with his mental condition and night blindness, He Xing dared not let him drive at all. He was still a little strange when holding the reverse wheel.

He prefers sports cars that start quickly, and he jumps out with a slight touch of the accelerator.

It was late, and there were no people on the road. It only took 28 minutes for Lu Xianqing to arrive downstairs at Qin Sizheng's house.

He didn't go up, but just parked the car downstairs, raised his head and looked in the direction of his house. There was an invisible silhouette by the window, which looked like a tree shadow.

For the first time, Lu Xianqing felt that his night blindness was so annoying.

As the night fell, Lu Xianqing turned off the car, looked at the figure reflected in the distant window like a statue, and smiled softly with great nostalgia and satisfaction.

Just as He Xing came out of Jiangxi's house, he received a call from An Ning, telling him that Lu Xianqing was missing.

"What do you mean missing?"

An Ning was at a loss, and reported crying: "I don't know. When I got home, I saw the door was open. I searched upstairs and downstairs and he was not there. Also, there is one car missing. Is it four Brother drove out?"

He Xing had a headache, "Don't cry yet!"

An Ning couldn't hold back her tears, sobbing and sniffling, "I should be smarter and ask Sizheng what happened between them!"

He Xing rubbed his forehead to calm himself down, calm down, how the hell should he calm down!

Lu Xianqing has night blindness, driving out in the middle of the night is like playing with his life!

Her mind was full of scenes where Lu Xianqing couldn't see the road hitting the guardrail, hitting the mountain wall, or even falling off the cliff, which made her tremble with fright.

If An Ning cries again, she will cry too.

He Xing couldn't take it anymore, hung up the phone first, and calmly thought that there should only be one place Lu Xianqing would go when he went out now, to find Qin Sizheng, his emotions had just been pulled back on track by Qin Sizheng, and a sudden change occurred, it might be difficult to control himself .

If he was violent to Qin Sizheng, then this matter would really be over!

No!

He Xing immediately called Qin Sizheng, and immediately asked him when he got through, "Sizheng, where are you?"

"at home."

"one person?"

Qin Sizheng said "um", and He Xing was a little distressed by his depression. This matter was always Lu Xianqing's fault, and it was hard to accept it on anyone, let alone he was so young.

"Has Brother Four ever looked for you?"

"No."

He Xing was relieved when he heard that Lu Xianqing didn't go, the first thing to do now is to let Qin Sizheng calm down first, "Okay, then you go to rest early, there is a magazine cover to be shot in two days, take good care of yourself."

"it is good."

Qin Sizheng always felt that He Xing's phone call was a bit strange. Lu Xianqing had night blindness, and there was a driver and An Ning following her when she went in and out. Why did she come to ask herself instead of looking for An Ning?

Is Lu Xianqing coming to look for him?

Qin Sizheng glanced at the door subconsciously, and withdrew his gaze hastily, if he wanted to force him to make a decision now, what should he say?

Break up with him?

Qin Sizheng instinctively didn't want this decision to prevail, but if he had to accept it now, he was afraid of seeing Lu Xianqing's face, and he couldn't get along with him naturally like before.

He felt that he was useless. If it was Lu Xianqing, he would definitely make a decision quickly and choose the path that he would not regret.

He thought for so many days, but still didn't have an answer.

Qin Sizheng sat blankly in the middle of the night. When he got up, he glanced at the window and saw a strange car downstairs. He vaguely thought it was Lu Xianqing, and couldn't help reaching out and holding the window.

He looked at it for a long time, and the headlights of that car suddenly turned on. Is he leaving?

Qin Sizheng panicked, Lu Xianqing has night blindness, even with car lights and street lights, ordinary people have to be careful when driving on mountain roads, let alone him!

Without thinking, he ran downstairs in his slippers.

Lu Xianqing saw someone running downstairs, although he couldn't see the face clearly, he recognized the person was his disgust in an instant, his chest was instantly crushed by overflowing emotions, and he opened the car door and got out.

The two faced off.

Lu Xianqing couldn't help grabbing Qin Sizheng's arms, her arms were as tight as steel bars to hold him firmly.

Hugs are like raging fire, raging and violent as if they want to burn everything.

The worry in Qin Sizheng's heart was instantly replaced by resistance, struggling desperately.

"No, don't touch me!"

Lu Xianqing instinctively didn't want to hear the rejection, so she pinched him fiercely, trying to cut off all the rejection.

Qin Sizheng struggled even more, and even punched Lu Xianqing in the corner of the eye, he said sharply as if he couldn't feel the pain: "Don't say you don't want me!"

At this time, Lu Xianqing was like a plant that had been depleted for a long time and finally absorbed its nutrients, and it was bound to suck all the blood away, barely giving himself a little motivation to keep going.

This is a confrontation without skill or tenderness, only full of tearing and snatching.

He seemed to be crazy.

Qin Sizheng was in a daze, not knowing which was the real Lu Xianqing, the one who let him go with sad eyes during the day, or the one who just wanted to tear him apart.

"Fourth brother..." Qin Sizheng finally couldn't stand him like this, tears rolled down the corners of his eyes, and he murmured over and over again: "I don't want you, I don't want you."

I don't want you like this.

Lu Xianqing was dragged back to his rationality by his repeated words of not wanting you, and he has been tense since this morning, giving He Xing orders, analyzing the whole story of this matter and the possibility, and how to protect him completely.

He failed to say, I threw away everything you saw, I threw away everything you feared and hated, don't be afraid of me, and don't hate me.

Lu Xianqing calmed down and tried to comfort him, but Qin Sizheng avoided him, hanging his hands in the air, and retracted them after a while.

"sorry."

Qin Sizheng shook his head subconsciously and refused, "Don't force me, please."

He was about to collapse, shaking his head and begging wildly for him to give him a way out, his frail appearance made Lu Xianqing's heart ache, and he stretched out his hand to hold him in his arms.

"Okay, don't cry, don't cry." Lu Xianqing patted his back slowly, paused for a while before saying: "I know I don't want me, I know, I know, don't cry."

Qin Sizheng cried in his arms, complaining that she was useless and why Lu Xianqing refused to give him more time to think clearly, let him adjust himself, and try to accept him again.

"I won't force you anymore, don't be afraid."

Lu Xianqing patted his back for him, sighed softly in the night, and slowly closed her eyes.

I will restrain myself and never come to you again.

He Xing and An Ning searched for most of the night, but there was no downstairs of Qin Sizheng's house, no other house, no trace of Lu Xianqing anywhere!

She was sweating all over in anxiety, and when the sky was gradually turning pale, she returned home. When she saw the car parked in the yard, her heart suddenly fell back to the ground.

He Xing searched up and down the stairs, but there was no one there. She suddenly remembered that there was a basement at home, and her heart went numb.

She stepped down and saw a huge cage.

There was a handcuff on Lu Xianqing's right wrist, and the other end was on the cage, but he didn't make a sound.

He sat inside, quietly like a newly carved puppet, pale and lifeless.

"Fourth brother..."

He Xing's knees softened and he almost knelt in front of him.

In the morning, she thought that Lu Xianqing was healed, could keep calm, and explained the solution to her in an orderly manner, but in the end he was lying to herself, just holding on!

He suppressed all his emotions together, and he is still suppressing it until now!

She seemed to be able to see the scene where Lu Xianqing came back from the outside, walked towards the cage step by step, and took up the handcuffs to trap herself.

Almost out of breath, she crouched down slowly holding the cage, trying to keep herself from crying.

"Have you gone to look for Sizheng?" He Xing saw that he had a wound on the corner of his mouth and a little wound on the corner of his eye, as if he had been beaten.

Lu Xianqing nodded, "Yes."

"He hit you?"

Lu Xianqing lowered her eyes, "No, I bumped into it by accident."

He Xing burst into tears instantly, "What's so good about him! You tortured yourself like this for him! I'll catch him and lock him up with you!"

Lu Xianqing stretched out his hand to grab her wrist, He Xing felt so cold that he wanted to shiver, subconsciously lowered his head to look at his cold finger bones, and turned his head away.

"How is things going? Jiang Xi should tell you the truth, he feels guilty towards Qin Sizheng, otherwise he would come out and deny it when I fooled him with the promo audition."

He Xing suppressed his crying and said: "Jiang Xi admitted that Wen Li ordered him to do it. Wen Li funded him to go to college and treated him very well, just like his own son. She was the one who asked Jiang Xi to go to Qin Sizheng's side and let him take photos That hand photo is to make him unable to stay in this circle."

"Later, he found out that Qin Sizheng was not as bad as Wen Li said, so he couldn't bear to help her anymore. This time, he was willing to speak out because Wen Li asked her to use this incident to hurt Qin Sizheng again."

Lu Xianqing's complexion was not very good, and his lips were a little dry. He Xing wanted to remove his handcuffs but stopped him, so he poured him a glass of water and squatted in front of him to talk.

"At present, I don't know why Wen Li is so targeting Sizheng. The taunt after taking the movie is not so vengeful. Yao Jinwei's side is the same. Wen Li hinted that she Qin Sizheng is allergic to mangoes, but she mentioned that Wen Li is also allergic to mangoes. Mango allergy, she doesn't know anything else."

"Jiang Zhen, I have already revealed a little bit about the conflict between you and Sizheng. A contract in the studio has to be put on hold. I asked him if he has a schedule, and he said he would consider it."

Lu Xianqing nodded, "Help me ask Jiang Zhen out."

He Xing didn't ask much, just said "yes", took the cup and started persuading him again, "Fourth brother, don't torture yourself, you've finally gotten better, even if it's not for yourself, think about Sizheng, He will feel bad too."

Lu Xianqing raised her head and smiled, "I don't like this, maybe I can't help myself to find him, so let's do it first, maybe it will be all right in a few days."

He Xing heard his pretending to be relaxed, and tears were about to fall again. He might as well... It's better to commit suicide like before, than to push himself to a dead end now!

"It doesn't matter, go to rest first, you have worked hard during this time, what a blessing."

When Lu Xianqing talked about business with He Xing, he usually gave orders as a matter of course. Occasionally, when he was mocking, he would call out Miss He Xing, and when coaxing her, he would buy pink diamonds. This was the first time he smiled at her gently, almost drowning her in it.

"Lu Xianqing, you will die at Qin Sizheng's hands sooner or later!"