Qin Sizheng was very quiet along the way, and Shen Changfeng glanced at him from the rearview mirror from time to time, seeing him looking sideways out the window, wondering what he was thinking.

The driver asked, "Is he in a bad mood?"

Shen Changfeng used not sleeping well to confuse the past, the less people know about this matter before it is clarified, the better.

When he was with Xu Jinhan, he somehow knew that Lu Xianqing's mental state was not good, and he had been seeing a psychiatrist, but the content of yesterday's recording was definitely much more serious than he could imagine.

Qin Sizheng looked out the window. When the traffic light stopped at a red light, a man crossed the road. The oil tanker couldn't dodge and bumped into the guardrail, deforming the hard iron sheet.

His eyes shrank suddenly, and the memory and pain of the previous life hit him instantly, and his body trembled violently.

"Sizheng?"

Qin Sizheng stared out of the window tightly, and a blurry and distant picture appeared in front of his eyes.

A large number of vehicles were besieged, and the driver of the oil tanker was stuck in the driver's seat, unfastening his seat belt in a very painful posture.

The green light arrived but was blocked by the crowd and couldn't get away. He honked his horn hard to try to get the crowd out of the way.

The smell of gasoline, screaming and crying mixed together.

Qin Sizheng had a splitting headache, lowered his head and gently hugged his head, almost curling himself up, it hurt so much, it hurt so much, his whole body was swept by burning and tearing pain.

The flames burned his eyes and ears, and even rushed into his mouth, swallowing him instantly.

The heart-piercing screams swept over again, giving him a headache.

"Sizheng, are you okay?" Shen Changfeng saw that his face was getting paler, and handed him a piece of chocolate, "You are usually not allowed to eat it, but today I will make an exception for you."

Qin Sizheng took it and held it in his hand but didn't take it apart.

He didn't want to eat anything, and he didn't bother to look at his phone once in a while. He looked dazed and stumbled when he got out of the car.

Shen Changfeng was very worried: "You should not go to class in this state, the teacher will scold you after seeing it, I will help you ask for leave for a few days."

"No!" Qin Sizheng grabbed his wrist, if she asked for leave continuously, He Xing would know, and if she knew it, it meant that Lu Xianqing would know.

"I can do it."

Qin Sizheng returned the chocolate to him, stepped into the door of the studio, and forced himself to concentrate. The acting teacher was strict and would be scolded if he made a mistake.

He was quite afraid of this teacher before, but now he feels very good, and he can barely spare a little energy to not think about that matter.

Lu Xianqing said that it will be finished in a week, what will he do when he comes back?

Break up with him?Lu Xianqing will definitely not agree until he has had enough fun, besides, how can a person like him allow others to break up with him first, but let him continue to be with a spy, he really can't pass this hurdle.

Qin Sizheng felt tired, made frequent mistakes in performance exercises, and couldn't grasp his emotions no matter what.

The teacher scolded him a few words at first, but later found that he was not in the right condition and stopped teaching, and asked him to go home to rest and come back again. Treat the performance with [-]% respect and not perfunctory.

Qin Sizheng didn't refute, and quietly nodded and left the studio.

He thought about it calmly for three days, trying his best to sort out the things he could remember, but in the end he couldn't find out when Lu Xianqing was serious.

The more he sorted out, the more lies he discovered, one after another like a nine-series chain, he was not capable enough to dismantle them.

He took out his mobile phone and sent a message to An Ning, asking her if Lu Xianqing was filming.

The other party answered yes.

Qin Sizheng called her, thought for a moment and lied, "I want to give... him a surprise, but I don't have the key to his house, do you have it?"

An Ning was silent for a while, then smiled and said, "If the fourth brother doesn't have a key at home, you can unlock it with your fingerprint."

Qin Sizheng was immediately discouraged.

An Ning: "Go and see if you can open your hand."

Qin Sizheng froze, not allowing him to think about it, An Ning said again: "Jianyan hasn't fed it today, if you come over, feed it for me, thank you baby."

Qin Sizheng was silent for a moment, "Yes", and then explained to her carefully: "Then you keep this matter a secret, don't tell him, thank you, Sister An Ning."

An Ning repeatedly agreed, "No problem!"

Qin Sizheng hung up the phone and did not ask Shen Changfeng to deliver the package. After the package was sealed, he took a taxi to Lu Xianqing's home.

He stood at the gate, took a deep breath and raised his hand to press the door. There was a slight electronic sound of "ding" followed by a click, which was the sound of unlocking.

Qin Sizheng lowered his eyes slightly, he remembered that he hadn't entered his fingerprints, it was only when he was unconscious last time, he hugged the password he entered?

He didn't want to think deeply, restrained the advance of his thoughts, stretched out his hand and pushed the door open, "Janyan" keenly sensed the sound, and jumped into his arms, which was warm and soft.

Qin Sizheng wanted to throw it out, but still restrained his emotions and carried it to the French window, poured out a little cat food in the food box, and put it on the ground.

"Hanan" was not as hostile as he was the first time he came here, he licked the back of his hand affectionately, Qin Sizheng quickly withdrew his hand, and rubbed his saliva on his pants fiercely.

He took two steps back, "Janyan" didn't know anything, and ate food in big mouthfuls.

No one has lived here for more than three months since Between Good and Evil started filming, but it can be seen that it is often cleaned without a trace of dust. The windows are bright and clean, and the decoration is tough, full of "Lu Xianqing" style.

From the kitchen, the dining table, to the sofa where he used to lie, Qin Sizheng can't hide his nausea when he thinks that he has cooked for him here, drank wine, and even been touched by him on that sofa.

He went upstairs to the study.

The bookshelf was full of books, he couldn't imagine what Lu Xianqing would look like when he was reading a book, so he sat on the chair, with a frequently read "Confessions" on his left.

He picked it up.

Familiar words rushed into his eyes, Qin Sizheng closed it instantly, and opened it again after a while, flipping through the pages, all of which were the contents of the text messages he had received, the confession of desire.

Or, violation.

Qin Sizheng continued to flip through, and saw a bookmark, which was exactly the same as the letterhead he received during the recording of the variety show, from the font to the content, it was exactly the same.

He closed the book, took another book and opened it, a wave of nausea rushed up, design drawings of various links, even a cage, handcuffs... and countless toys.

Qin Sizheng couldn't bear to read it any longer, so he tore the notebook into pieces and swept everything off the table.

He sat blankly in the study for a long time before getting up and arrived at Lu Xianqing's bedroom.

When he got to the door, he wanted to leave instinctively. He always felt that there was something that made him even more unacceptable. He put his hand on the door and waited for a long time without pushing it. Two voices in his head were tearing at each other.

"Go in, what fantasies does Lu Xianqing have about you? Can you forgive him for insulting you so much?"

"Lu Xianqing is also very good to you, taking care of you and protecting you, will everything be wiped out because of these things?"

"This is not a trivial matter! He is a pervert! He is playing with you! Have you forgotten the fear and disgust you felt when you received those text messages? He clearly knows that you are afraid but still enjoys the process. Can you bear it!"

"He didn't send any more text messages after that. His mental condition is wrong, and he is slowly recovering, isn't he? He also said that you are his special medicine and cured him."

Qin Sizheng got a headache from the noise and pushed open the door forcefully.

The bedroom is not as clean and bright as the outside. The black curtains block all the light, the bed is not placed properly, and a projector is facing the white wall.

Qin Sizheng sat on the chair, reached out and turned on the projector, and the blue light shone on the wall.

This machine has a memory playback function, and he doesn't even need to adjust it. Qin Sizheng imagined Lu Xianqing's posture when he was sitting here, with one hand resting on the armrest, and looking at the wall idly.

In the dark room, the picture flowed slowly.

Qin Sizheng was hugged naked in his arms, pinching a certain point with his slender and clear finger bones, admonishing him with a cool voice, telling him literary and terrifying words like pulling out thorns.

He even helped him put on two rings with his own hands.

Lu Xianqing's fingertips went in and out of his mouth, enjoying the obedience when he was in a coma, unscrupulously releasing his desire, his cold voice gradually became hoarse, like a devil crawling out of an abyss.

Qin Sizheng looked at himself unconsciously, his fingers gripping the armrest trembled crazily, and he didn't notice the sharp pain of the nail button until the end of the scene.

He finally leaned against the back of the chair, feeling a little wet on his face, and when he reached out to touch it, he found it was tears.

Qin Sizheng slowly closed her eyes, the nausea at the beginning disappeared, replaced by a heavy and oppressive nothingness that made people unable to grasp the margins, and the last trace of trust was completely shattered.

It's not that he doesn't want to!

After being together, no matter what Lu Xianqing wishes, no matter how shy or unwilling he is, he will try his best to achieve it. No matter how unwilling he is above or below, he will eventually compromise.

As long as Lu Xianqing asks.

He is willing to do anything, why?

Qin Sizheng really wanted to ask him why he did this to himself!

Can't you just... wait a little bit?

If he was not drunk that day, he also prepared medicine, and when the other party was unguarded, he watched him drink it with satisfaction, and then let the medicine be urged.

Lu Xianqing pressed the fingerprint lock with her fingertips, and felt something was wrong as soon as she entered the door.

"An outsider has been here?"

An Ning kept Qin Sizheng's explanation in mind, and pretended to be stupid and dazed while hugging the cat, "Auntie? It's time for cleaning today." As she spoke, she glanced upstairs.

Lu Xianqing obviously didn't believe it, "Auntie came to clean and didn't dare to move my things, what are you doing?"

An Ning grabbed the two front paws of "Janyan" and surrendered, "I swear it's none of my business, I really didn't do anything."

Lu Xianqing didn't bother to talk about it, "I'll go upstairs to take a shower."

He went on and on for several days, and managed to compress a week's scene into four days of filming. He barely slept on the plane and car, and didn't tell Qin Sizheng that he was coming back. He planned to surprise him.

The children don't know how happy they will be when they see him back.

Well, when he came back from the Mid-Autumn Festival last time, Qin Sizheng threw himself into his arms in the dressing room excitedly. I'm afraid I have to hug him and kiss him this time, right?

Just thinking about it, Lu Xianqing felt exhausted, the corners of her mouth turned up, and she wished she could see Qin Sizheng now.

An Ning was still brazenly teasing him in the car, and now she finally has a human form, with joys, sorrows, sorrows, tiredness, joy, and expectations and hopes for life.

Lu Xianqing thought, um, his expectation.

When walking through the study room, Lu Xianqing stopped abruptly, frowning as she looked at the open door, and the books were not placed in the right place.

Someone came!

Hired a thief?

Lu Xianqing raised her voice and shouted: "An Ning!"

Hearing that his tone was not right, An Ning ran up quickly, "What happened?"

"Someone has been here, you..." Lu Xianqing pushed open the door, and the rest of the sentence was in her throat, and she was frozen in place, unable to move.

Qin Sizheng's eyes were red, and he cried as soon as he saw it. Standing in front of the chair he usually sat on, his hand was still pressing on the projector. The picture on the wall was still, but he knew that the content inside had been played once.

The two confronted each other from a mile to a distance, and neither of them spoke, and the atmosphere turned to freezing point in an instant.

Qin Sizheng opened his mouth, but no sound came out, he really didn't know how to speak, Lu Xianqing took a step forward, and he even reflexively took a step back.

An Ning finally approached, pretending to be surprised: "Why is Sizheng here? Could it be to prepare a surprise for Fourth Brother?"

Lu Xianqing said, "Go out."

An Ning was slightly taken aback.

Lu Xianqing said again: "Go out, I have something to say to him."

An Ning said "Oh", thinking that she is a tool person, she was still Miss An Ning when she didn't meet her, but now she is a light bulb when she meets her.

After she left, Lu Xianqing raised her head and looked at Qin Sizheng: "I'm bored."

"Don't call me that!"

Lu Xianqing clenched her fingertips, then relaxed, "Okay."

Qin Sizheng realized that his reaction was too big, so he turned his head away again. Lu Xianqing closed the door and approached, bringing a faint cool fragrance.

"So, can you give me a chance to explain?"

Lu Xianqing stretched out his hand, Qin Sizheng suddenly took a step back to let the touch fail, the repulsion and disgust in his eyes made Lu Xianqing's heart shrink, and the pain was unbearable.

"You have seen it." This is an affirmative sentence.

Qin Sizheng didn't speak, and didn't even want to look at him again.

Lu Xianqing nodded, "How much do you know?"

Qin Sizheng deliberately threw all the evidence in his face, accusing him of why he treated him like this, but he couldn't say anything when the words came to his mouth, as if he was tearing up the good things in the past with his own hands.

He still can't bear it.

Lu Xianqing looked at the change in his eyes, "It seems that I know everything, yes, I sent you all those text messages, after you sent that hand photo, I had someone block that Weibo, and I was the only one can see."

"I have serious hand control, so I sent you those text messages. It's not Xu Jinhan begging me for variety shows, but I begging him to record and get close to you."

These words are conveyed by other people's mouths, which is different from Lu Xianqing's own admission. Qin Sizheng has always been hiding a trace of fantasy, these things are all fake, others framed him!

But he admitted it.

Qin Sizheng opened his mouth with difficulty, his voice was unbelievably hoarse, "I tested you, in the car, I asked you to sign for me."

At that time, he wrote "The galaxy is gone, Qin Zheng complies with the contract, and gives the best Qin Sizheng on the stage", in fact, he was enjoying his own clumsy temptation and playing with him to the applause.

"Do you think I'm stupid and ridiculous?"

"I never thought you were stupid or ridiculous. I just thought you were obedient and lovable. I liked it very much." Lu Xianqing stretched out his hand again, this time Qin Sizheng couldn't hide it in time, and he touched the corner of his eye.

Qin Sizheng opened his hand, Lu Xianqing frowned but didn't say it hurt, and quietly accepted it.

"You think you're likable, so you tricked me into coming back, and you want to give me... medicine?" Qin Sizheng spoke with difficulty, swallowing several times before regaining his voice, "I was stupid in a stranger's house by myself. Drunk, it's me...I deserve it, and I even saved the process of drugging."

Lu Xianqing frowned, "I hate it!"

Qin Sizheng hated this title deeply. It used to be sweet, but now it feels a little bitter. "I trust you very much. I never thought that you would treat me... like that to me."

Lu Xianqing slowly clenched her hands, listening to Qin Sizheng's accusations, she couldn't utter a single rebuttal, these were all facts.

At the end of his speech, there was even a hint of crying in his voice, "Why?"

Lu Xianqing's heart was about to be crushed by this voice, and it seemed that someone had stuffed a handful of hot iron sand into his throat, which made it painful for him to swallow.

"Why do you bully me like this? I have never rejected you, even...even..." Qin Sizheng couldn't continue, he clenched his hands and lowered his head, looking at his lapel, "I, here are two This hole was pierced for you, you must have felt very cheap at the time..."

Lu Xianqing pulled him into her arms, and blocked his next self-deprecating words with kisses.

Qin Sizheng was stunned for a few seconds by the turbulent and violent kiss. When he smelled the bitter fragrance on his body, when the tip of his tongue touched it, a salty smell suddenly surged up. He pushed the person in front of him hard, but what happened? They can't move.

Lu Xianqing wrapped around him like a tough vine, making it impossible for him to escape. Qin Sizheng's heart trembled uncontrollably, and he bit him hard.

Not only did he not let go, but he went deeper, and his movements were tougher and rougher, with a force that almost tore him apart.

Qin Sizheng clenched his hands tightly and punched him in the abdomen, this time with great force, Lu Xianqing finally let go of him, his already pale face turned paler, and even frowned because of the pain.

Qin Sizheng pushed him away, his mouth smelled of blood besides salty, and finally couldn't help leaning against the table to retch.

Lu Xianqing reached out to pat him on the back, "I'm sorry."

Qin Sizheng's back stiffened suddenly, and he staggered two steps away from him, wiped his lips with his hand, his eyes were full of undisguised rejection and rejection.

Lu Xianqing understood what he meant, and explaining the matter now is of no help.

"So, do you want to break up?"

Qin Sizheng bit his lip, and the word "break up" fell into his ears and burned, and then fell to the tip of his heart along the sensitive nerve line. He opened his mouth, "I'm sorry, I... have to think about it."

Lu Xianqing slightly closed his eyes, and let out a long breath, the breath was so light that it was almost inaudible. For his euphemistic breakup, the malice buried in his heart was revived.

"I told you, even if you hate me and hate me, I will keep you by my side by means of imprisonment, remember."

Qin Sizheng swallowed hard, as if someone had set up a roadblock in his throat, and he had to use all his strength to get over it.

He clenched his fists, he didn't know how things came to this point, he never thought about doing anything to him, but at this moment he still raised his fists, "You can't trap me."

Lu Xianqing looked at him quietly, "I know your hands are good at fighting, but there are many ways to trap a person, not just by fighting."

Qin Sizheng withdrew his hand and suddenly smiled, "Are you taking medicine?"

There was a hint of sorrow in this smile, and there was some embarrassment that could not be concealed. Qin Sizheng pointed to the projector, "You said you built an exquisite cage for me, in the basement of your house? Are you going to give it to me?" Do I drug it and trap it there, let you humiliate me and turn it into a toy for your sexual desire?"

"Qin Sizheng! If you say another word, you will be beaten." Lu Xianqing's voice was cold and harsh, and he forcibly interrupted him.

Qin Sizheng subconsciously stopped, don't overdo it.

Zhou Changjiang once mentioned something to Lu Xianqing, saying that although Qin Sizheng looks obedient and has no bottom line for him, in fact he has a strong temper and is a little stubborn, let him treat him well.

Lu Xianqing knew Qin Sizheng better than him, so he naturally knew that his acceptance of this kind of thing was almost zero, and not killing him on the spot was regarded as the last remembrance of this love.

Lu Xianqing clenched her hands tightly to restrain the urge to imprison him, desperately tearing away from the evil thoughts in her heart.

If he really imprisoned Qin Sizheng, the final result would be death.

He had really thought about it before, but now he couldn't bear it anymore. If he was trapped by himself, his eyes lost their luster, and he fell into the desire he gave and finally succumbed, the result must be very tragic.

Lu Xianqing couldn't let go of his breath, and his eyes fell on Qin Sizheng's face. When the eyes intersected, the other party turned his head away, and refused to even look at him again.

"I will give you He Xing, and I will be responsible for you after signing with you. Lu Xianqing's studio will always be with you."

"I said that I will send you where you want to go, and make you the second Lu..." Lu Xianqing paused, then changed her words, "It will be better than me."

Qin Sizheng pursed his lips, knowing that he had no chance of refusing, so he nodded, "Thank you."

"I told you that I'm not good enough for you, and I also told you that I'm not as good as you imagined."

When he brushed past Lu Xianqing, he was grabbed by the wrist. The man's fingers were slightly cold, but he couldn't help but stop when the man's fingers were pressed against his veins, and he struggled for a while without breaking free.

"I hate...Little Kite." Lu Xianqing changed her name, paused for a moment before saying again, "Is Fourth Brother unwilling to call out again?"

Qin Sizheng broke away from his hand, restrained the movement of wiping his wrist, but still fell into Lu Xianqing's eyes.

He didn't see the injury caused by the other party, so he whispered: "I'm sorry."

He keeps apologizing.

From the moment Lu Xianqing entered the door, he said sorry twice, each time he refused.

Every sentence said: "Lu Xianqing, I don't want you anymore."

Lu Xianqing forced herself to turn her back to him, "Okay, let's go."

In case you stay for a few more seconds, I will regret it, go now while I can still restrain myself.

Qin Sizheng walked out of the bedroom quickly, walked through the long corridor to the stairs, and when he went downstairs, he saw An Ning cleaning the litter box, and the latter blinked at him when he heard the voice, "Bao, did fourth brother bully you?" La?"

Qin Sizheng was not in the mood to be polite to her, "Sorry, I left earlier."

An Ning found out that his mood was not right, she looked up upstairs in a daze, and called her in the morning to say that she wanted to surprise Lu Xianqing, Lu Xianqing also worked hard filming, just to come back a few days earlier to surprise him.

Why are you still fighting?

An Ning thought that he was worried that Lu Xianqing's filming would hurt his body, and hurriedly said: "Fourth brother did this for you, don't blame him too much, it's because he likes you, I also persuaded him, if you really can't calm down, just scold him Don, he definitely wouldn't dare to talk back."

Qin Sizheng misunderstood even more, "You know that too?"

An Ning was stunned, "The whole team knows about it."

Qin Sizheng let out a sneer, and the whole group knew that only he was kept in the dark.

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