I don't know myself

Chen Xiao's parents used the stage description to describe it as an actor who sings and sings together. His mother doesn't care if he lets him figure out how long he can like a man

But his father is different. It is the opposite of his mother. At most, his mother said a few words that his father was here for the real trick, and directly locked him into the small black room with the oldest method of introspection.

Although Chen Xiao's room is not a small black room, but staying in the room all the time is quite aggrieved. Chen Xiao suddenly felt as if he was back in junior high school. He had been to every place in the school but he couldn't escape.

This kind of feeling of being able to look at the light, and the light can shine on you and you can't touch it is really uncomfortable to watch. What Chen Xiao does these days is to repeat those few things over and over again.

After eating, he can choose to watch TV or choose to sleep, but he can't understand what his father thinks, why use this ancient method?

Then why do you leave him a mobile phone in the old way?Isn't locking him up just to let him reflect on himself, why should he like a man, why should he be with a man?

If you give him a mobile phone, he will reflect on himself, no matter how good a mobile phone is in his hand, he will not be able to get into Tsinghua and Peking University. Chen Xiao threw himself on the bed, held the mobile phone with both hands, and looked at the information.

In WeChat:

Song Ke: 'You said your father locked you up'

Song Ke: 'How are you doing?Your dad didn't do anything to you, did he? '

Song Ke: 'Did I hit you?Is it serious?How about it'

Song Ke: 'I'm so worried about you, why didn't you reply me? '

Song Ke: 'Has the mobile phone been confiscated? '

Song Ke: 'I'm sorry it's all because of me...you...'

Song Ke: 'Do you regret it now? '

Song Ke: "I'm sorry that my boyfriend is not competent at all..."

Song Ke: "I miss you so much but I can't help you, my boyfriend is so useless..."

Chen Xiao: "Brother, what are you doing?"

Chen Xiao: "I just finished eating and didn't take my mobile phone. It's as if I have nothing in no man's land..."

Song Ke: "You got back to me, how did you finally get back to me, have you been beaten?" '

Chen Xiao: "Well, it shouldn't be counted as beating..."

Chen Xiao: "I just stood in front of my dad the moment I got home, and I ate a particularly loud big mouth, and the rest was gone..."

Chen Xiao: "Think about my past... just because I played with Tie Zi and accidentally made her cry..."

Chen Xiao: "My dad just whipped me with a whip, which is equivalent to this big mouth. Big mouth is better!"

Song Ke: "Why do I... feel like laughing..."

Song Ke: 'It's good to know you're fine, when can you come out? '

Chen Xiao: "I don't know...it should be because my dad got my answer before he came out."

Song Ke: 'Okay, I'll wait for you!'

Song Ke: "When did you come out and tell me that I will pick you up as soon as possible!"

Song Ke: "Then I will lock you up in our house, and I will never allow anyone else to lock you up!"

Chen Xiao: "What the hell? You're obviously imprisoned!"

Song Ke: "Only I can imprison you alone~"

Chen Xiao: "..."

Chen Xiao: "Stop talking, my Tiezi called me!"

Song Ke: 'Okay, remember I love you I love you I'm waiting for you!'

Chen Xiao: "I know, I love you too!"

Chen Xiao played this message back and lay down on the bed in a relaxed manner. He didn't call him but just wanted to find an excuse not to talk anymore. He buried his face in the pillow and heard the familiar voice of the phone.

Only then did he turn his face around and answer the phone. It was Jiang Yan who called him. It sounded like he was outside. There was a voice, but it wasn't too loud:

'What floor is your house? '

"Ah, what floor do you ask my house for?"

'Fuck, let me see if I can help you!'

"Well, what can you do to help me?"

"If you want to come up, my dad will definitely scold me again, and then reward me with a big mouth that I haven't seen for a long time!"

'How do you hear this means that you seem to have eaten'

"Who hasn't eaten a big mouth"

"I'm so cowardly!"

'Why are you squatting at home from now on?not going out'

"I want to go out, but the premise is that my father must allow me to go out!"

'Your dad still can't accept that you like guys'

"Fuck, you really can stand and talk without back pain!"

"It's a normal parent whose son likes men and can make his son love it like a normal person"

'Then what do you mean? '

'Do you want to come out but don't know how'

'Let me guess if you can get your dad to agree then maybe you'll be locked up forever'

'Then do you have any tricks besides escaping now? '

"Well, that's not yet..."

"How do you tell me to escape?"

'Have you seen the movie? '

"Fuck, can you please stop asking such stupid questions?"

"Who hasn't seen a movie, I can fucking laugh at him for three years!"

'Very good, one of the least unusual jumps'

"Fuck, are you fucking out of your mind or am I out of your mind?"

"My house is on the 4th floor, Big Brother!"

"Although it's not very high, if you fall, you will break your bones!"

"My mind is cleared, I listened to what you said, and I jumped down"

'Come to the window!'

"What, what what?"

'I said open your windows and look down!'

"Fuck, you won't come here, will you?"

'You can tell if you're coming by looking at it'

Chen Xiao leaned on the bed with his left hand and got up with his mobile phone in his right hand. He opened the window to look at the curtains that block the sun, and there was really someone under there. It was Jiang Yan.

It was the long-lost black suit. His clothes were just this color, and he liked to wear black even in hot weather. He was not afraid of death from the heat. Jiang Yan saw him stretch out his arms and waved to him.

Chen Xiao frowned and looked down at Jiang Yan, who still had his ear on the phone: "Fuck, you're really here." Jiang Yan, who was downstairs, was also listening to his phone:

"As a good lower berth, I know that my good upper berth has been locked up, of course I have to help my good upper berth get out of the dark room~"

"Go away, what's your bad idea?"

'No bad attention~'

"You know what, Chen Xiao, I found that I couldn't sleep without you for the past few days!"

"It's possible that you are really the one who presses the bed. If you are not on my top bunk, I feel that there is no one next to me, and I feel a lot less~"

"Fuck, are you telling a fucking horror story?"

"Press your uncle!"

'Okay, stop talking and jump down!'

"Damn, what are you kidding, show me how tall the fourth floor is!"

"It's all concrete slabs underneath. I jumped down and landed on my head. I'm waiting for death."

'How about you jump down and I'll follow you? '

'I'll follow you below!'

"Brother, have you watched too many tm movies?"

"Do you think the chances of picking someone up are that high? Do you know how young you are from my point of view?"

"A single deviation of your standing position may determine the life and death of Lao Tzu!"

"I can't think about it, I still can't think about it and want to hear your jumping off a building"

"I want to die. I'm going out now and yelling at my dad that I'm in love with men. What's the matter? My dad can fulfill me!"

'Well, what do you say? '

'You're going to spend as long as your dad did'

'Do you think your dad wants to let you go? '

After Jiang Yan finished speaking, he looked up at him upstairs, Chen Xiao held the window with his hand, he didn't look at Jiang Yan, but looked at the front.

Yes, there are only two choices in front of me. One is to admit that I like a man, or I will be locked up by his father forever, or I will be kicked out of the house by his father, or appear in a movie The x fishy scene...

And he told his father that he would never like men again, thinking about it with his father's old logical thinking, he would definitely not believe it, if he wanted to believe it, he might have to be locked up for a few days...

Thinking about it this way, whether he admits it or not, it seems that he will be imprisoned. Chen Xiao feels that he is almost incapable of staying at home.

Normal people don’t have to worry about anything at home where they can eat, drink, and sleep. It looks comfortable, but in fact it’s really old and boring. Every day will be aggrieved, boring, and aching in the head.

His older sister is okay at home and they can have some conversations, but now his older sister has no time in high school and almost studies at school.

Chen Xiao sighed and glanced at Jiang Yan who was still looking at him, closed his eyes tightly, swallowed a mouthful of saliva and asked hesitantly:

"Jiang Yan, how sure are you tm?"

'What assurance? '

"It's... the ability to catch Lao Tzu with great precision!"

'I don't know, I should be able to catch you if you jump off~'

"Fuck, can you tm speak affirmatively and don't tm should!"

"My life is in your hands, you tell me you should"

"Listen to you, you can let me dance, how can I have the confidence!"

'Then...don't say 100% 90% can be connected to the head office'

"Fuck, you gave me a percentage"

'Hurry up, don't jump and I'm leaving'

'It means I can help you, what do you think Song Ke can help you with? '

'Let me guess, does he only comfort you with a few words'

'is that useful?Can you go out or your dad can let you go out'

'I really don't understand why you like Song Ke?I really don't see what he can do for you!'

"Fuck, I, I don't know what the hell"

"Is there any reason to like someone?"

'Yes, I have someone I want to sleep with whoever I like~'

"Fuck, don't tm say those words, what can you do to die?"

'Yo, how did you admit that you are the one I like'

"Go away, I don't have any!"

'Okay, let's stop making trouble, jump down and I'll catch you!'

"I...you give me a few minutes to think about it first!"

"Although I skipped the first floor, I also jumped over the second floor!"

"It's still the time I jumped when I was a child, and then I just twitched my feet!"

"You let me jump directly to the 4th floor and double directly~"

"I'm not mentally prepared, let me calm down first!"

"Okay, then I'll wait for you in the shade~"

'Okay call me!'

"I know, I know!"

When Chen Xiao watched the phone hang up, he breathed a sigh of relief, and then took a look downstairs to tell the truth that it was really high. Although he didn't have acrophobia, he was also afraid of this height.

Just because his parents like to watch short videos like the news, he saw someone jump off the building and then land on his head first, and finally that person broke his cervical spine. This kind of thing is too scary.

He was thinking that if he was really sitting by the window and his head fell to the ground first, even if Jiang Yan was a strong man with infinite strength, he would not be able to pull his head out of the cement slab.