Cross the sea

"He's really weird."

"He listened carefully to everything I said and never interrupted, but in the end the conversation always ended with just four words: he didn't believe it."

After He Zhen finished speaking, she looked up at An Qianqiu who was sitting across from her. Before the conversation started, she lit a cigarette. Except for the very first puff, she kept holding it between her fingers.

"and then?"

An Qianqiu threw most of the remaining cigarettes into the water tray, leaned forward, and frowned at He Zhen who was sitting opposite.

"Then I stopped talking to him, and after saying it so many times, he didn't believe what else I could say."

He Zhen shrugged, picked up a slice of boiled beef with his chopsticks.

An Qianqiu opened her mouth but didn't know what to say. As He Zhen's friend, she certainly hoped that He Zhen would always be happy. It's not bad to forget that the relationship between the kisses was all his raising his head.

An Qianqiu didn't expect that when He Zhen said all this with a relaxed expression, she suddenly felt a pity.

What a pity?Maybe it’s because I saw Li Chengyun who suddenly started smoking, Li Chengyun who was obsessed with leaving a space by his side on the day of the graduation photo shoot, and Li Chengyun who calmly told about the day Hezhen left and lost his mother at the same time. The emotional tragedy is pitiful from beginning to end, so Li Chengyun seems to have done nothing wrong.

An Qianqiu looked at He Zhen who was sitting across from him picking peppercorns, she called him, He Zhen raised his head, his eyes were as quiet as the frozen deep sea in winter, leaving no traces.

"You really like him."

These words didn't match the preface, and He Zhen was stunned for a few seconds, then put down his chopsticks, and asked her, "Why?"

"how could I know."

An Qianqiu smiled helplessly, "Do you still remember why you joined the army, because you think Li Chengyun asked you to go... Anyway, you just like him very much."

The wind chime hanging outside the revolving door of the restaurant was blown and knocked on the glass unsteadily. He Zhen lowered his head to look at the peppercorns in the white porcelain bowl. Did he like me then?"

The revolving door downstairs was opened, and An Qianqiu saw the not-so-bright sky outside. She took a cigarette but didn't smoke it. She turned it upside down in her hand a few times before answering with a smile: "I don't know."

"That's why I don't like it very much."

He Zhen and An Qianqiu looked at each other, and commented on the feelings they had no memory of and could only hear the retelling from others: "You can't hide your love, and you will suffocate if you don't talk about it for a day."

An Qianqiu didn't know how to answer the conversation. When he was thinking, the screen of the mobile phone in He Zhen's hand lit up. He picked it up to look at it, and lowered his eyes a little bit.

"I'm so happy to have won the lottery."

He Zhen responded to the message and said, "Yuan Jianan said to pick me up."

There was no sound on the other side, He Zhen smiled, and added: "It's my teaching assistant, and he was my monitor when the classes were divided."

"you like him?"

"Well, he is very nice."

He Zhen put down the phone, the bright white light on the screen was still on, and he took a clear picture of the small scar on his chin, "Anyway, it's good for me."

This time, the per capita price of the restaurant that was decided by Qianqiu was quite high. Originally, she wanted to have a good meal during the month when there was no activity, but at this moment she suddenly couldn't eat, so she took a pair of chopsticks back and forth and placed them on the salad to cut A green lemon cut in half, even if the love story between He Zhen and Li Chengyun is not a beautiful love story, it shouldn't end like this.

When Hezhen's phone was turned on for the second time, Hezhen went downstairs to pay the bill. An Qianqiu stood on the stairs and saw a man in a black T-shirt outside the revolving door.

"Yuan Jianan?"

The second An Qianqiu spoke, the man turned his head. He had dark skin and single eyelids, and he really didn't look like Li Chengyun at all.

"I'm He Zhenfa."

An Qianqiu took out a cigarette from his pocket, knocked out one and handed it over, "Smoking?"

Yuan Jianan froze for a moment, raised his hand to accept the cigarette, and said thank you with a smile.

When the flames were burning, An Qianqiu looked up at the sun setting between the two tall buildings, and said calmly, "What's going on with Hezhen?"

Yuan Jianan glanced at her, the white mist slowly dispersed between them, An Qianqiu didn't look at him: "He only forgot one person."

"I do not know what you're talking about."

Yuan Jianan's hand hung down, the cigarette ash fell to the ground, he took two more puffs, and when He Zhen pushed the door to come out, he threw the cigarette on the road.

An Qianqiu stood on the steps and watched He Zhen and Yuan Jianan get into the car. He Zhen rolled down the window halfway and asked her where she was going.

"I'll just walk around to get rid of food, you go first and don't worry about me."

An Qianqiu waved his hand.

Looking at the black jeep that disappeared at the crossroads, An Qianqiu stood at the restaurant entrance for a while, watching the half of the cigarette that was blown up and dropped by the passing vehicles, took out his mobile phone, and released the phone that was locked in the blacklist.

The phone was connected almost immediately after dialing out. Hearing the quiet breathing on the other side, An Qianqiu was silent for a long time before saying, "Come out for a drink tonight."

Li Chengyun smiled lightly on the phone, paused for a while, and then said: "Didn't you say that if you look at me, you won't be able to eat?"

"So I'm talking about drinking!"

An Qianqiu rolled her eyes, she walked along the yellow blind road to the intersection, Li Chengyun stopped talking, An Qianqiu reported the address of a bar she often went to, and said before hanging up the phone: "At least you won't throw it away. Cigarette butts."

There are not so many drunk people in bars on weekdays. When An Qianqiu opened the door and entered, many men looked back at her, so An Qianqiu successfully found Li Chengyun who did not look up. He sat by the window and looked out the window. The right hand is loosely holding a sieve cup.

Even when she walked to Li Chengyun's table, Li Chengyun didn't notice.

An Qianqiu threw the bag on the table, and the metal chain collided with the table board. The movement was as loud as a traffic accident. The people at the next table turned their heads to look at them with subtle expressions. An Qianqiu didn't care much. , Li Chengyun doesn't care.

"Now you look very much like an eminent monk who sees through the world and is ready to escape into Buddhism at any time."

An Qianqiu sat on the sofa and casually put the ashtray in front of her, "I said, you will be punished sooner or later."

An Qianqiu almost habitually taunted Li Chengyun, but this time Li Chengyun didn't speak, he sat in the dim light and smiled, as if he was acquiescing.

The band on the stage was adjusting the equipment. After An Qianqiu lit a cigarette, he threw the cigarette case to Li Chengyun. The dark blue drew an exaggerated arc in mid-air, and Li Chengyun finally grabbed it in his hand.

The two of them were smoking cigarettes facing each other, to be precise, only An Qianqiu was smoking, and Li Chengyun was in a daze.

"He is... He really doesn't remember. I asked, so he won't be acting in front of me."

"I know."

Li Chengyun leaned against the back of the chair, looked at her and smiled, "I'll know the next day when he comes back."

The interpersonal relationship in the army is clean, and it is not difficult to inquire about a person. Li Chengyun made a phone call that night, because he was not very familiar with the relationship, the person on the other side was taken aback when he received his call, and reacted for a few seconds before starting to greet .

The greetings were not long, and Li Chengyun asked in the second sentence after the self-introduction: "Do you know He Zhen from the naval fleet?"

The person on the other side said he didn’t know him, but he could ask a friend for him. Li Chengyun said thank you here, and after hanging up the phone, he sent a message that a certain company was about to reorganize and go public.

He violated the company's regulations, but he didn't care, Li Chengyun went out, stood in the corridor and looked at Hezhen who was eating supper in the restaurant downstairs.

How can you not believe it? I have seen He Zhen love him, so Li Chengyun has the ability to tell whether He Zhen loves him in an instant, and he can tell at a glance.

"What did your friend say?"

An Qianqiu pinched out his cigarette and asked him.

"Psychogenic amnesia."

Li Chengyun couldn't remember the long term on the phone at that time, but only remembered the last few sentences, "Hezhen started to suffer from insomnia after joining the army, and later his mental state was not good, and he had physical conflicts with other people during training—" An Qianqiu Frowning, he took his mobile phone and searched on the web, and finally got the answer: he had partially forgotten the important event because it was too shocking to look back on.

Li Chengyun should have read this passage countless times, otherwise Li Chengyun wouldn't have shown that sad smile, and then repeated those four words: "I can't bear to look back."

She had nothing to say, An Qianqiu called the bartender, and took out all the wine she had stored here before, half of the table was filled with strangely shaped wine bottles.

An Qianqiu filled a glass, Li Chengyun sat opposite, the orange spot fell on his brow bone, An Qianqiu finally saw the "little scar on Li Chengyun's brow bone" that He Zhen always talked about before

After drinking two glasses of high-grade vodka, An Qianqiu's throat and stomach burned up. She glanced at Li Chengyun and couldn't help but asked, "What are you going to do?"

Li Chengyun, who was holding the wine glass, suddenly laughed out loud. He looked at the ice cube that had melted from a corner in the wine glass, and said, "I don't know."

He doesn't have a solution for everything. If he and Hezhen grow into better people according to the normal trajectory, they can sit together and talk about the misunderstandings of the year. Even if things backfire in the end, they won't regret it every night. Insomnia.

But now Hezhen's foul was so serious that he couldn't even raise the red card in his hand to send him off. He didn't have the qualifications.

It turned out that this is how the iron wall collapsed in an instant, An Qianqiu turned his face away and stopped looking.

The wine on the wine table was quickly emptied by the two of them. At twelve o'clock, An Qianqiu's cell phone rang, and the word Zhou An was displayed on the screen.

When An Qianqiu picked it up, Zhou An sounded a little nervous, and stammered, "Are you guys finished? Come down when you're done. I drove the car and I'm downstairs."

An Qianqiu raised her head, and Li Chengyun, who was sitting across from her, smiled lazily.

Damn it, Li Chengyun is such an idiot, he is standing on the edge of a cliff, and he still wants to lead a red thread for his buddies.

After drinking the bottom of the last vodka bottle, the two of them walked out. As soon as the door opened, the wet and salty air hit his face. Li Chengyun closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, his eyes were clear.

Zhou An leaned on the car and waved at them, and Li Chengyun sat in the back seat before opening the passenger door.

It was quite a normal move, but An Qianqiu suddenly felt a little sour because of the effect of alcohol.

There was no traffic jam on the viaduct at midnight. It usually took more than 40 minutes to drive, but now it only took 10 minutes. The interior of the carriage was eerily quiet. Zhou An and An Qianqiu looked at the rear seat through the rearview mirror very tacitly, and Li Chengyun sat quietly in the back. Very straight, leaning his head against the back of the chair, looking straight at the orange street lights flashing back outside the window.

The car stopped in front of the gate of the residential area, Zhou An turned down the volume of the music, looked at Li Chengyun in the rearview mirror, and tried to ease the atmosphere: "Are you free for the class reunion next week?"

Li Chengyun didn't respond, Zhou An smiled and said, "You are so worthless, how can you be so bad after drinking for so long."

Outside the car window, two people walked side by side through the road full of bougainvilleas, surrounded by bright lights. They stopped not far in front of the car, one waved their hands, and the other continued to walk into the yard.

The person sitting at the back finally reacted and said in a low voice, "It has great stamina."

An Qianqiu didn't look back, she just regretted suddenly, when He Zhen asked her "Did that person like me at that time", she should have said yes.

The author has something to say: Hello everyone, amnesia is true, and it is also true that there is a reversal behind it (amnesia meme is definitely something that some people like and others think is bad, but I can’t help it. I can only write as I originally thought. I hope it can be more interesting. In addition, pear It will definitely be more active than before, but there should be no crematorium. This word is too serious. I just want to write a more twisted and twisted dog blood story. I hope everyone can enjoy watching it, thank you)