Cross the sea

In the brightly lit underground passage, dark cigarette butts piled up like hills at the base of the wall. Li Chengyun tilted his head and kissed He Zhen. He Zhen opened his eyes and stared at him in a daze. Really straightened his head, and then whispered a few words that he couldn't hear clearly.

Many years later, Zhou An couldn't forget that scene. At first, he felt that the scene was so weird that it made people shudder, but after a long time, Zhou An gradually felt normal again.

But at that time Zhou An still couldn't accept it, he turned his back and took a few steps back, walked a long way and then turned back, lowered his head and ran to Li Chengyun's side to pull the two of them away.

"...What if someone sees it?"

Zhou An didn't know where to place his gaze. He stared at the concrete floor for a long time before looking at Li Chengyun with a strange expression, "If your father knows, he will kill you."

Li Chengyun smiled, then pulled Hezhen's wrist, and pressed Hezhen's palm lightly with his fingers. He looked at Zhou An and said indifferently, "I'm the second one to kill someone."

"You have to kill him first."

Li Chengyun shook He Zhen's hand, "He seduced me, and I was forced."

It's okay that there is only one shameless person who goes crazy everywhere. Before Zhou An could speak, He Zhen laughed to himself, took Li Chengyun's hand and walked forward, talking about where he was going to celebrate his success in seduction.

Zhou An originally wanted to follow up and say a few more words, but just as soon as a word came to his head, he was stopped by Li Chengyun's light gaze.

Hezhen still ate the casserole in the cafeteria that day. He was queuing up near the door, and Li Chengyun sat at the opposite white dining table and waited for him.

A circular spot of light fell on his side face, probably because he felt that the light was too bright, Li Chengyun frowned, and leaned back slightly on the back of the chair.

If others fall in love, then He Zhen feels that he is jumping off a cliff, the process is reversible, but the result is the same.

Climb to the highest position on the mountain, jump down with a sullen head, and finally crash into the sea with a plop.

When I finally got out of the sea, the first thing I thought of was not to take a deep breath, but to look up at the person who was still standing on the top of the mountain, and ask him loudly how his posture was when he just entered the water.

After eating the green vegetable floating on the soup surface in the casserole, He Zhen raised his head to look at Li Chengyun.

"You know that the person who came over is Zhou An, so you didn't push me away?"

He Zhen asked him with a smile, his eyes were crooked, and his voice was low. Li Chengyun looked at him for a while, then asked him, "What do you think?"

"I think you're smart."

He Zhen's tone was very sincere, he used the bottom of the spoon to skim off the oil on the soup surface, paused for a while before continuing: "It would be great if I wasn't so smart."

Li Chengyun didn't speak, and the scattered oily flowers quickly solidified again. He Zhen put the spoon aside and said with a smile as if nothing happened: "It's too oily, don't drink it."

Li Chengyun was not interested in the life and death of a bowl of casserole, so he stood up and walked to the dormitory. He Zhen walked beside him at first, but because of his big steps, He Zhen was quickly left behind.

Most of the skylight was covered by a large piece of rain cloud that suddenly poured in, and the shadow falling in front of him became fainter and fainter, and finally disappeared completely when he crossed the manhole cover.

When Li Chengyun turned around, he found that Hezhen had been left far behind by him. He stood quietly in front of the bulletin board, his chin and neck forming a clean line.

Li Chengyun turned back and stood next to He Zhen with his pocket in his pocket, looking at the newspaper clipping pasted behind the glass.

The wind rustled the yellowed leaves on the tree. A small black flying insect lay on the reflective glass and stopped for a few seconds. He Zhen stretched out his hand and pressed it to death. glued to the glass.

"It's my dad."

Li Chengyun clicked on the clipping posted in the middle, and said in a low voice, "The leader who came to inspect the school these days."

He Zhen turned his head with no expression on his face.

In fact, Li Chengyun didn't need to say anything in the second half of the sentence, but he just wanted to see more strange expressions on He Zhen's face.

"My dad hates this kind of thing the most, what kind of homosexuality, men and men love each other, how did he say that?"

Li Chengyun paused, looked away from the bulletin board, turned his head to look at He Zhen, "It's disgusting."

He Zhen's reaction was as strange as Li Chengyun imagined. He Zhen smiled at him with his eyes bent, and then completed the rest of the sentence for him: "It's so disgusting that I want to vomit."

The leaves were blown off by the wind and wobbled between the two of them. Even so, He Zhen was not distracted, and still focused on him, looking through the shadow of the branches that were entangled like limbs.

If there is a point of having a strange emotion towards a person, Li Chengyun should draw a circle here with a pen at this second, officially starting a process that is not resolute but irreversible.

Li Chengyun grabbed He Zhen's wrist and walked towards the opposite direction of the dormitory. Occasionally, someone would look at them as they passed by and then turned around to look back. Li Chengyun didn't care much, because he knew that He Zhen enjoyed this kind of gaze.

The two walked out of the school in silence and crossed the T-junction where there were no people. Li Chengyun looked back at him when the glass door was half opened.

"Have you brought your ID card?"

The smell of woody aromatherapy in the hotel wafted out. He Zhen opened his eyes wide and saw Li Chengyun soaked in the dim light. The blood in his body seemed to be flowing backwards in one direction. He Zhen began to feel dizzy, but after a while, he still Desperately said: "No."

The strength of grabbing the wrist disappeared, Li Chengyun walked in, and threw him outside the door mercilessly.

But He Zhen stood still, and after an unknown amount of time, He Zhen heard a very faint whistling sound from above his head, with short syllables and rising endings.

He Zhen raised his head and found two open windows on the third floor. Li Chengyun quietly leaned on the window sill and looked down. That posture made He Zhen suspect that he had been looking there for a long time.

Like some bridges in old-fashioned love stories, couples who are forced to separate can only meet a few floors away, and then the girl upstairs will throw down a piece of paper, which is densely written with love mottos.

The black card fell steadily into his arms, and then the head protruding from the window disappeared.

He Zhen walked into the elevator with his room card, watched the scarlet number rise and stop at a constant speed, the elevator door opened, he stepped on the soft wool carpet, and pushed open the door that was hidden at the end.

There was the sound of sparse water in the room. Standing at the door, He Zhen watched Li Chengyun, who was wiping his hands with a paper towel, come out of the bathroom, and his hair that was wet on his forehead became even darker.

Li Chengyun glanced at him, then walked over and raised his hand to close the door, the sound of the lock being locked entered his ears, and when he withdrew his hand, the back of Li Chengyun's semi-wet hand rubbed against his ear.

The paper towel crumpled up in the palm of his hand was casually thrown on the bar. Li Chengyun sat on the soft-looking big bed. The light in the room was not turned on. Reflecting the light from the window that had not yet dispersed, Li Chengyun casually raised his eyelids to look at him.

"I haven't seen gay movies."

"So you have to teach me."

The black room card in the pocket of his trousers began to heat up. He Zhen walked to the bed and carefully brushed away the wet hair on his forehead. Li Chengyun showed no extra expression on his face, nor did he refuse.

At that time, He Zhen thought that his good luck had been unlocked, and the key to unlock it was the black room card, so He Zhen smiled and asked Li Chengyun if he could take off his shirt.

Li Chengyun raised his eyebrows lightly, and then did as he did.

When Li Chengyun's body was exposed to the air, the first thing Hezhen did was to draw the curtains of the hotel, the only light was also blocked, and the room turned into a sticky blue. He stood by the window, His gaze caught sight of the matches on the table.

Li Chengyun didn't say a word when He Zhen took the cigarette from his pocket. After all, everyone's sexuality is strange, and Li Chengyun didn't know if he had to smoke a cigarette before doing it.

But he still showed timidity, and the hand holding the matchstick could not stop shaking. After striking several sticks in a row, he could only see a few wisps of smoke coming out of the red end of the match.

It wasn't until the sixth stroke that the orange-red flame started to burn. He Zhen reached for the fire with a cigarette in his mouth, took two sharp puffs, and then extinguished the match with his hands.

During this process, Li Chengyun did nothing but sat quietly on the bed.

He Zhen took the cigarette in his hand, walked up to Li Chengyun, took another puff after squatting down, and then spit the bluish-white mist on Li Chengyun's waist.

He is the one who is clamoring to do/love tomorrow, but at the moment when the wish comes true, only a few words are played in Hezhen's mind in a loop.

"I really like you."

But this atmosphere really shouldn't be destroyed, so he didn't say anything.

The author has something to say: I really delayed for too long, too long, too long, sorry