In the Shura field, I just want to work and earn money

It’s not that Osamu Dazai didn’t tell Katagiri anything, he revealed a little bit, such as about Ryunosuke Akutagawa and his sister, Miss Silver, so much so that she once suspected that kidnapping black-haired girls without authorization was Dazai Osamu’s unknown hobby— — She was taken away in the same way!

"He's looking for you everywhere, with fierce eyes." Kataki lay lazily in Dazai Osamu's arms, she was not as indifferent as she was four years ago, her tone of voice was like notes floating from the strings, "but , if one day Zhi is captured by someone, I will definitely behave more horribly than him."

She changed the topic, "But no one can take you away under my nose, unless you want to go."

Osamu Dazai felt that nature was a very miraculous thing. In such an environment, Katagiri's character and three views did not develop in the opposite direction, as if freedom was the best antidote.

Although he always thought that he did the same cruel thing as the Li Hualuo family, and put invisible shackles on her.

"A fierce mist..." Dazai Osamu murmured, "I really want to see it, it must be very cute."

"……I was serious."

"I'm serious too, you don't have too many expressions." He whispered in her ear, "So I really like how Pian Mist looks on the bed, how cute it is."

The warm breath hit Pianwu's ears, causing her to go numb. She subconsciously turned her head to avoid it, and the hickey on her neck, which was blocked by the collar, was exposed to Osamu Dazai's sight with this movement.

Probably recalling some shameful scenes, she glared at him with hot cheeks.

Osamu Dazai smiled and stopped teasing her.

He casually mentioned as if he suddenly thought of it: "If one day I die, what will you do?"

"..." Pianwu was silent for a short moment, and then quickly gave her answer, "I will drag this world to your funeral."

The light purple eyes watched the black-haired young man quietly, without any emotions such as jokes or anger, she just objectively stated what would happen if such an incident happened.

She can really do it, and she can do it.

Sure enough, that plan cannot be implemented, Osamu Dazai thought helplessly, otherwise this ending would violate his original intention.However, from the day he promised her that he would not abandon her, the plan was destined to need to be revised.

"If there is one thing I need Mianwu to help with," Dazai Osamu thought about his words, and proposed a change plan that had been formed in his mind for a long time but was always postponed, "but it will hurt you, the danger is unknown, and even I am not sure it can be done." Whether it succeeds, you..."

"Okay." Pianwu agreed without thinking, and she logically connected the assumption just now with the current matter, "As long as the cure won't kill me, I can do whatever you want."

……

In that year, Osamu Dazai accidentally obtained a unique "book" in the world-a literary book that can turn the content written on it into reality, and it is all blank paper.

At first glance, it sounds very similar to the ability of Li Hua Luo Mist, but it is not the case. In essence, her ability is not to write something that will come true, but to interfere with the rules.

The "book" is an existence that is close to the root of this world, and the world with countless possibilities will be folded and contained in it, and the moment something is written on the inner page of the "book", the world corresponding to the content will be displayed. "Summon out", the possible world in the book will replace the real world. *

"——I inherited my own memory outside the 'book'."

Katagiri calmly listened to the inconceivable information that Osamu Dazai told her like a joke, including that the world would become unstable if more than three people knew about it, everything he had experienced outside the "book", what he had done like this What is the reason for doing it and so on.

The question I always thought was finally solved.

No wonder he knew himself so well.

Pianwu said softly: "I'm a little envious of my other self."

She stayed at Lihualuo's house for four years longer than "she", and she never met any of the people "she" met who gave her a little bit of light.

She was still the delicate porcelain doll who would pant after a few steps, far less powerful than "her".

Osamu Dazai's eyes darkened, but he didn't speak, just looked at her quietly.

"However, when I think of my other self and Zhi being separated for four years because of a trivial matter, I don't feel so envious."

"..."

"It's different from the other me. In the world where the chestnut flowers fall into the mist, Dazai Osamu is the only one. If you are gone, my world will collapse." Katakiri curved the corners of his mouth, showing a shallow smile , "Since you want to protect this world, please don't make that choice, because I will definitely destroy this world without you."

Osamu Dazai shook his head: "Since I decided to tell you, then I won't do it."

In the original plan, he planned to tell Atsushi Nakajima and Ryunosuke Akutagawa about these things, and then jump off the roof of Mafia at the port by himself, so as to maintain the stability of the world.

But now he told this to Pianwu.

"I hope you can change the number limit."

If it hadn't been a last resort, Osamu Dazai really didn't want to adopt this plan, and even he wasn't sure if it was feasible.

"The limit on the number of people involves the 'book' or the essence of this world, can't I do it with my ability?" Pianwu asked, "If it can be done, you must have told me earlier."

"...Well." Osamu Dazai closed his eyes, he was afraid to meet those clear purple pupils, "So, I need you to enter that state."

If the fog in the normal state can't do it, then she who is like a god after triggering the protection mechanism may be able to do it, but this means that she has to experience a near-death experience, and once she enters that state, it means giving her The ability to get out of control opened a head.

According to Osamu Dazai's investigation, there is no Kongsuke Saiki in this world, and Kusuo Saiki is an ordinary person.

Therefore, every assassination against him or Pianwu makes him extremely uneasy. He is not afraid of his own death, but he is afraid that she will be tortured by out-of-control abilities, and finally become a container of rules, ushering in the "book" he knows The ending of the parallel world outside, death in exchange for freedom.

"I don't know if this method is feasible." Osamu Dazai felt that every word he uttered was a torture piercing his heart, "It is a very risky behavior to fight against the source with rules. There will be a backlash, a collision between the rules and the origin of the world, when the time comes you—”

"rule."

The sweet voice interrupted Osamu Dazai's words, and the girl gently hugged his body and comforted him gently, only then did he realize that he was trembling uncontrollably.

"Another reason why I don't want to turn back time is that I don't want to abandon this world, but I am different. I don't need this world without rules. So, if you don't tell me this and choose to jump down according to the original plan, then I will not Keep turning back time, keep going back in time.”

"..."

"Are you going to make me repeat these four years and be stuck in it forever?" She let out an inappropriate chuckle, "Are you really going to be that cruel to me?"

——Continuously rewinding, constantly abandoning, and constantly destroying, but I escape from reality when I am slightly dissatisfied, and I dare not face the reality that is far from what I expected, and I will never stop moving forward.

Osamu Dazai thought of what Katagiri said outside the "book".

Obviously he was the one who made excessive demands on her, but why did she block all escape routes in the end and persuade him to choose this way?

……

"No, no, it hurts too much."

"This one can't be dying for a while, change to another one."

"That doesn't work either. You might lose consciousness and die directly."

"No! This way of dying is too painful!"

……

After being rejected more than a dozen "suicide" proposals in a row, Pianwu finally couldn't bear it anymore, threw the stack of documents in his hand at Osamu Dazai's face, decided to ignore his opinion, and chose the simple and rude way of stabbing himself in the neck ,

Seeing that he was about to lose the right to speak, Osamu Dazai quickly grabbed Katamiri's hand who was holding the knife expressionlessly, and made a final struggle: "Do you need a local anesthesia?"

Pianwu: "..."

Why didn't I find out that he had so many things before?

"Are you sure that your strength can kill you with a single blow, instead of making up a few more cuts and bleeding heavily?" Osamu Dazai said seriously, "Also, do you know what is the most correct posture?—Don't look at me, it's too cruel for me to strike Bar?"

Pian Wu smiled "friendly", and the sharp knife in his hand reflected sharp light: "What do you want?"

Osamu Dazai did not answer, but asked another question: "Aren't you afraid that the protection mechanism I mentioned is fake? Maybe you will really die if you cut it down."

"I believe in you, you won't lie to me." Although Pianwu had an expression of "you have never finished", he still replied patiently, "You always look forward and backward, and you are also afraid of this and that. It seems that I am afraid of everything except my own death, so I have to be the decisive and brave side. It just so happens that I am good at it.”

Osamu Dazai was silent for a few seconds. He raised the corners of his mouth and said half-jokingly, "Why don't we die together? Ah——sacrificing love or something, I've wanted to try it for a long time."

Pien Wu knocked his head with the handle of the knife expressionlessly: "Rejected."

……

- Bet right.

The strange purple light shining in her eyes disappeared like a blown out candle, and the blood-stained black-haired girl staggered down and was gently caught by the young mafia leader.

Osamu Dazai carefully put her on the bed, the white sheets were soaked with blood, like a red manjusawa in full bloom.

"Suddenly I admire my other self very much..." Pianwu felt that his head was about to split, the whole world was spinning, and he didn't even have the strength to move.

To be on the safe side, she chose the simplest way, changing the number of insiders from more than three to more than five. The power of mandatory rules collided with the origin of the world. She gained a slight upper hand and successfully changed the situation. The "setting" of the world.

"Thanks a lot."

Osamu Dazai wiped the blood on her neck with a wet towel. Even though the skin had recovered to be smooth and smooth, he still couldn't help feeling terrified at that scene. What if... what if the protection mechanism wasn't triggered?What if it fails and is backlashed?What if she paid the price with her life for his willfulness and greed?

It wasn't until this scene happened in front of his eyes that he began to regret that day four years ago that he shouldn't have kept her in pursuit of short-lived beauty and happiness.

Fortunately, the bet was right this time.

"Are you going to cry?" Katagiri stared at the unhappy Osamu Dazai with a smile on his face. Compared with the ruthless and ruthless mafia leader, in her eyes, he was more like a child worrying about gain and loss, " Be happy, we succeeded, you don’t have to die, and the world won’t be at my hands.”

"...Well." Osamu Dazai twitched the corners of his mouth, showing a not-so-good-looking smile, and he seriously assured, "This is the last time, and there will never be a next time."

Pianwu blinked: "It doesn't matter if there is a next time."

"No." Osamu Dazai rarely showed his unyielding side in front of his doting lover.He held the girl's slightly cool hand, and stared at her closely with his iris-colored eyes, as if she would disappear in front of him if he made a mistake.

"The other thing I said is indeed right." He said softly, "Pianwu, you must be the rainbow that connects me to the world."

If it were not for this rainbow, he would have jumped down from the tall building alone and had nothing to do with the world.

The author has something to say: *The content is the explanation of the "book" in the original work

Wu Jingzai:?Why did you copy my confession lines?

Leader Zai: If they are both Osamu Dazai, can it be called plagiarism :)

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I originally wanted to hold a lottery, but it seems that jj can only be used once a month? ? ? ? ? ?Then I will directly send red envelopes to readers who comment under this chapter 555555

I won’t write the latter paragraph as it unfolds in the original work!In short, it's right if the leader doesn't jump!

In my personal feeling, Pianwu outside the "book" loves freedom more, and Pianwu in the "book" is more sick and crazy

When I was writing this chapter, I suddenly thought, would there be a possibility that the fog would flow back to the past after the leader Zai committed suicide, be rescued again by the past leader Zai and repeat the past, and then become a ghost that can never come out? Come to the endless loop.

Suddenly feel good!But according to the content I wrote before, I can't accept this plot, and I feel a little pity (...

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