In the Shura field, I just want to work and earn money

"—but want me to answer your previous question, is that really appropriate to call me, Zhi?"

The subtext is not to answer until the relationship is restored.

It sounded like a threat at first, but Osamu Dazai didn’t think so. Instead, he thought it was such a good gift that he almost dared not accept it, but compared to the last time when he was so asked, he was less hesitant and surprised now. Ethereal and uncertain.

She gently pushed him forward, as if moving forward could lead to a sense of happiness shining with alluvial gold, but escaping would not fall into the river of sorrow, but would be comfortably wrapped by her with enough soft and delicate sense of security. Will suffer a little damage.

"Did you know?" Osamu Dazai raised a new topic irrelevantly, "One of the origins of the name of the iris is to connect the earth and other worlds with rainbows."

He chuckled, he no longer leaned against the cold wall behind, and stepped out of the shadows with his legs open.Hongxia softened his eyebrows, and he seemed to exist like a girl exuding a faint warmth.

She is like a purple iris, tempting him to reach out and pick it off.

But this time he finally chose to obey his heart, and hugged her gently like a fragile object, even if he wasn't her liking for sunshine.

"One fog." Osamu Dazai said softly, "You must be the rainbow that connects me with the world."

Pian Wu opened her eyes in surprise, she was hugged in her arms, unable to see his expression.

She hesitated for a moment, then hugged him back.

It was obviously her fault from the beginning to the end, causing him to suffer for nothing for four years, but instead of blaming him, he said affectionate words that made her blush and her heart beat, it was too cheating.

Pian Wu buried her face in his chest and asked softly, "Are you confessing to me?"

"Well, you can think so." Osamu Dazai admitted it unexpectedly.

Pianwu complained dissatisfied: "I don't want to give such ambiguous answers."

"If I give you a clear answer, will you give me an affirmative answer? It's not an answer to the previous question, but a confession answer." Osamu Dazai rubbed against him coquettishly and never pushed him away. The black-haired girl showed a familiar expression on his face. In Must Smile, he didn't become brave because of it, but now he feels at ease enough, "It will be useful to act like a baby to you, that's what you said."

"Is there a difference between acting like a baby and being shameless?" Pianwu murmured in a low voice, but even so, the corners of her mouth curled up uncontrollably.

She let go of Dazai Osamu's hand, pushed his chest, and signaled him to let go, "Let me answer the first question first."

Pianwu thinks that it is false to be born once and familiarly twice.

After she finished talking about the recording, she still felt nervous and uneasy, which was different from Nakahara Nakaya. This time, there was an additional factor-a series of misunderstandings caused by Osamu Dazai's "disqualification in the world".

"So that's how it is." Osamu Dazai suddenly realized, and he laughed, "It's not love at first sight."

"Don't you think it's strange?" Yi Dazai was careful and vigilant, and Pianwu didn't think he would be unaware of such inexplicable feelings.

"It's because of the strangeness that I care more and more." Dazai Osamu provoked a frivolous smile, "It's a miscalculation, Katagiri is more attractive than I imagined, and I fell completely if I didn't pay attention."

Pian Wu looked at the black-haired young man with a flat reaction, and couldn't help but ask guiltily, "Aren't you angry with me?"

"Why are you angry?" Osamu Dazai asked rhetorically, "Even if you are angry, you shouldn't be angry with you, but you should be angry with the world, right?"

In the eyes of others, the girl is as dazzling as an indestructible diamond, but he always believes that there is a delicate and beautiful flower hidden inside that shining diamond, whether it is despair or hope, it can be turned into her nourishment, but the former brings growth and full of vitality. pain.

A beautiful existence like her deserves to enjoy all the joy and happiness he can imagine, and needs to be cared for and cherished, but she has never been treated tenderly by the world, and her despair is far greater than hope, but in the end she is full of love. Flowers of vitality and faith hope.

Why blame an iris flower that is desperately blooming in a harsh environment, instead of blaming those gardeners who water her with despair?

"However," Pianwu pursed his lips, "I speculated on your thoughts without saying anything, and took my guesses for granted as reality, but I never asked you what you think..."

——Shouldn't you be angry with her for being arrogant and ridiculous?

Osamu Dazai narrowed his eyes and asked abruptly, "Who told you that?"

"...Huh?" Pianwu was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect the other party to ask this question.

"It's obviously not your style." Osamu Dazai said, "You will talk about invincibility, always be confident in yourself, occasionally a little arrogant but not annoying, this is how I know Kataki."

He continued, "It doesn't take me to figure out my thoughts┮ I take my guesses as reality because you believe in your own judgment very much, and don't ask my thoughts because you are very aware of the boundary between people-this Isn't it your advantage?"

"..." Pian Wu was stunned by his inversion of logic.

If she didn't experience it personally, she might think that Zhong Yuanzhong was a bit too much based on his few words, but in fact, he didn't accuse her at all, and he comforted her clumsily not to care, it will be resolved soon, don't worry about it in the future Stop thinking about it.

Should she be worthy of being Osamu Dazai?

In order to avoid Nakahara Nakaya being miserable enough to be persecuted by Osamu Dazai, she resolutely decided to change the subject: "There is one more thing I need to explain to you."

Osamu Dazai curled his lips aggrievedly: "Since when did Pianwu protect him so much? Is it because of the god's tyranny to reveal his identity?"

Pianwu: "..."

Doesn't this TM already know who it is! ?

"You like to be a special existence outside of fate or rules." Dazai Osamu sighed without emotion, "Although it is human nature, it is really strange that this word is used on you Kataki."

"...I take this as a compliment."

"It's just a compliment." Dazai Osamu said with a smile, "So, what do you want to explain to me?"

Mentioning this, Pianwu's expression became serious: "It's about going back in time."

……

Leaving aside the common reason that a small change is very likely to bring disaster, another reason is that Katagiri's ability to activate time reversal is different from that of Saiki Kusuo.

The essence of turning back time is to shuttle the individual back to a certain point in time, and create another parallel world based on the ┭≡frame, so as to achieve the goal of changing the future.

But in this way, a very serious problem arises, the individual in this world disappears.

It is easy to understand the inevitable result. If the individual goes back to the past, then the person does not exist at the moment, and a small change may cause the end of the world, not to mention the disappearance of a living person out of thin air.

In addition, there is another most important reason——

"I don't want to abandon this world."

"People who go back to the past are ambitious to rewrite the future. Life seems to be the same as before, familiar with the scenery and people, but what about the people who are left in this world? Although it may be a bit arrogant to say so, what should they do? Just like this ┍Do you panic because you don't want a future?"

The black-haired girl's voice was like a feather gently floating down, and finally landed on Osamu Dazai's missing corner of his heart, tickling him, the necrotic wound seemed to be injected with vitality, miraculously rejuvenated, showing signs of healing.

"I can't keep Zhi in this world."

Oda Tsukuru died, Ango betrayed, and she fled, so the world is too unfriendly to him, even if there is no intersection, she should continue to stay here.

She can't leave Mukui behind either, but there's no need to tell him that.

"Keep going backwards, keep abandoning, keep destroying, and when I am dissatisfied, I escape from reality, dare not face the reality that is different from what I expected, and never stop." Pian Wu lowered his eyes, "It sounds It's some high-sounding excuse, but I think it's an insurmountable line."

She breathed a sigh of relief, "I'm done, I haven't kept any secrets from you."

Osamu Dazai was silent for a moment, sighed and stretched out his hand to the petite black-haired girl, and embraced her in his arms.

"rule?"

"Sure enough, you are still suitable to stay by my side." Dazai Osamu stroked her hair, a strand of pink slipped from his fingers, "Man, no matter how much you like the sun, you can't keep looking at the sun with naked eyes, or you will get burned.

He bent the corners of his lips, "Look at me once in a while, Pianwu."

Go see it if you want, he will not hinder her, because he is the piece of darkness that protects her from being burned.

He thought, she is indeed a miraculous rainbow, a person like him can calmly play the role of protector with the most authentic posture without making any changes.

Katagiri raised his head from Dazai Osamu's arms, staring at him with light purple eyes shining like stars, he answered without doubt telling her that she got the best response that was countless times happier than she imagined.

"I don't want to look at you occasionally." She stood on tiptoe, raised her hands to hook his neck, with a familiar sweet smile on her face, but this time it was not a habitual mask, but not mixed with false honey, "I think Watching you all the time."

Dazai opened his eyes slightly.

"Next, the answer to the second question—"

Pianwu held up the black-haired young man's face with a smile, and under his almost stunned eyes, she gently pressed his slightly cool lips, her breaths were sticky and intertwined, exchanging each other's temperature.

After a little taste, the black-haired young man hugged the girl even more tightly, his voice trembling slightly: "Will I lose you?"

"Maybe." Pianwu thought for a while, and listed them one by one, "Such as cheating, domestic violence, fraud..."

"...What kind of image do I have in your mind?"

"Just kidding~" she promised with a smile, "I won't leave you, I hope you will feel that it is a good choice for me to accompany you in this long life."

The author has something to say: Isn't the so-called sense of happiness something like gold dust shining slightly under the silent river of sorrow?After experiencing infinite sorrow, it is a wonderful feeling to see a dim light.

——Osamu Dazai, "The Setting Sun"

No matter what it is to have to pursue value, it is doomed to be lost the moment you get it. There is no such thing as worth prolonging this dull life to pursue desperately.

This sentence is from Wen Yezai

The relationship between Dazai and Pianwu To be precise, this kind of mutual involvement balance, Dazai is like the sunglasses of Pianwu (?) You can get it yourself from what I wrote, anyway, it’s almost the same meaning, I’m a little hard to generalize ()

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Pianwu really goes well with irises, woo woo woo, let me add something I didn't mention before!

The meaning of the flower language of iris expresses the meanings of love messenger, everlasting friendship, light and freedom, flower of life and so on.Irises spread love and symbolize mutual encouragement and newcomers when expressing friendship.The European region believes that iris brings freedom and light, and also expresses awe and expectation for life.

When the iris expresses love, the meaning of the flower language is the messenger of love.Iris spreads love and expresses yearning, longing and love for each other.I want to stick to each other and live with each other, and at the same time hope that both parties can face their own demands in love.

In Europe, iris is usually regarded as a symbol of light and freedom, and the unique flower shape of iris is considered to be like a bird in heaven, bringing happiness to the world.Especially in places such as ancient Egypt, it is believed that irises bring sacred power to people.

The hidden flower language of iris is desperate love.In mythology, it is a beautiful flower that blooms on the way to heaven.There are also legends that the flower language of iris is the happiness of believers.

I feel more and more that Pianwu must have been a flower fairy in her previous life (?

The name of the iris flower also comes from the fact that it is the messenger of the gods, and it is also very suitable for her abilities.

As for why not turn back to Oda, because Oda is dead; why not turn back to Dazai, because she doesn't want him to go.Of course, the most important reason is the setting of Qi Calamity, which may trigger the end of the world_(:_」∠)_

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The people of the mist are set up!I posted it in the group, everyone can go to Kangkang!Make a new cover and post it next Monday!

It's over here, everyone is busy with the follow-up work, and you can see Zai Wu handing out dog food as soon as you turn your head. I think breaking up here is very suitable for the progress of their relationship, kissing openly in full view of the public ()

The episode will explain some follow-ups or write some other stalks, the leader of the if line, Zai Fang, will write it last, and I will write the ending after I finish writing here!

Finally, thank you for your company along the way!Love you guys!